Chapter 110: Only Love Gives Me the Strength to Endure Pain.

"Xiaoxiao, this is Miss Cheng, an employee of Dad's company, called Auntie. Han Lu bowed her head and said to the girl.

Xiaoxiao raised his little face, and a pair of moist and delicate eyes looked over, and he looked like a cute clever ghost.

I remembered that Chu Qingchuan had told me that I would like her.

If it weren't for her own mother, I think I would. But now, my heart is really mixed.

The smiling man is as his name suggests, his eyes are crooked like crescents, his white teeth are exposed, and he generously shouts "Hello Auntie".

However, those eyes really looked like Han Lu.

"Hello and welcome. I was smiling.

In the process, I could feel the strange stares of the other people in the elevator. Although everyone was silent, the afterglow and the attention of the ears were all on our corner.

"Blazing Sun, Qingchuan's office is still on the top floor, right?" she asked me affectionately, gesturing to hold my arm.

"Yes, Miss Han. "I try to be as polite as possible to her.

"Thank you. She brushed the broken hair around her ears and pursed her lips slightly, with a little shyness.

I was disgusted, did she lose her memory after committing the illness, or did she do it on purpose? Did she forget the scene where she separated me and Chu Qingchuan before? Now she can still make such a calm and relaxed appearance, if it is not for her illness, it can be called acting against the sky.

Soon, I arrived at the floor of the editorial office, and the female colleague who came out with me caught up with me and asked, "Blazing Sun, who is that?"

"I don't know very well, I've seen it once, it seems to be a relative of Mr. Chu. I said perfunctorily.

"But I feel like she knows you very well. You don't have a background, don't you? Don't scare us! You won't be able to be friends in the future. "The other one is starting to break with it as well.

I said helplessly: "People are just more enthusiastic, you think too much." If I really had a background, I would still need to work overtime with you. ”

When they heard this, they seemed to feel that it made sense, and their originally nervous expressions relaxed.

Actually, I knew that they were trying to reassure me, and my answer made them unguarded.

Then, as I expected, once the gossip mentality of women explodes, any possibility will arise.

"Then rest assured. Anyway, did you hear her say to the little girl about Daddy's company? Did I hallucinate?"

"No, no, I heard it. Wasn't it always rumored that Chu was always single......?

"Hey, what do you know! This fully shows that Chu is always a responsible man, protecting the privacy of his wife and daughters and not letting them be harmed. ”

"Then ...... his previous relationship with that female artist"

"Maybe this girl was born to his ex-wife. Could that woman just now be her ex-wife?!"

……

I heard it loud and hurried to the lounge to make a cup of coffee to suppress the shock.

"The sun. Song Fangfei came in and greeted me politely.

I nodded and said that the new coffee tasted good, would you like to try it?

She said that she still drinks milk tea, otherwise she is afraid of insomnia.

The last summit forum was almost plotted by her peers because of the picture in her article, and Sinan harshly criticized her at the regular meeting after she came back, after all, the direct problem was with her.

But I took the initiative on the spot to say that I had unshirkable joint and several liability as a special editor, and asked to be punished with her.

That month, my two bonuses were halved, and I made a reflection and review in front of all my colleagues in the editorial department.

This incident did teach me a long lesson, and I was willing to rebuke the punishment because I had requirements for myself.

However, this move changed Song Fangfei's attitude towards me.

Although she didn't show undue enthusiasm for me, judging by the completion of the tasks I assigned, she did it with a motive in mind.

"Jiaoyang, the topic selection materials you want have been sorted out, come on later!" she also seemed a little embarrassed, and her tone of voice carried a sense of distance.

"Thank you, you've worked hard lately, do you want to eat together tonight?" "I don't want to fight alone anymore, Chu Qingchuan and Sinan have both told me the importance of forming an alliance.

She nodded yes, faintly surprised.

I further said that there are many opportunities for cooperation in the future, and all departments are now competing in small teams.

Song Fangfei hurriedly said yes, and then she muttered again, "I used to ......"

I knew she wanted to apologize to me, but it wasn't really necessary, so I interrupted her and said that the meeting was about to start.

She understood what I meant, and she didn't repeat it.

We arrived at the conference room early, but we didn't expect that five minutes later, Chu Qingchuan walked in surrounded by Sinan and others.

He looked serious and seemed a little displeased.

I wonder where Han Lu has gone? Is she still in his office? After all, it has only been an hour since I met her in the elevator.

At this time, all the people present stood up and waited for Chu Qingchuan to sit down before sitting back in their seats.

Because of his arrival, the atmosphere at the venue was much more serious.

Sinan began to preside, saying that the company's senior management attaches great importance to the cooperation with Tianshu Group, and requires us to win the target of the centennial celebration......

I noticed that the trainee editor and the younger ones in the back looked at the CEO with a starry look in their eyes, and I couldn't help but look down and snicker.

That's when my phone vibrated and I received a message.

Chu Qingchuan: "What are you laughing at?"

I looked up at him, and he was looking down at his phone, not in high spirits.

Me: "Happy." ”

Chu Qingchuan: "Because I'm here?"

Me: "Because I have a good eye." ”

I saw him tilt his head slightly, revealing a suspicious expression.

Chu Qingchuan: "?"

Me: "/"

At that time, when I watched Qiao Rui's speech in the audience as Qiao Rui's female companion, Chu Qingchuan sat next to me and sent me a text message, and finally came to such a symbol, which I didn't understand at that time. Later, I remembered that I asked him for an answer, and he said that this represented the meaning of "cutting peach blossoms", and more seriously, it was "killing without forgiveness".

I put down my phone and ignored him, and when I looked at Sinan, who was talking in front of me, I happened to meet his eyes.

His gaze seemed to wander over my face inadvertently, and the faint smile in his eyes was like a mist that gradually faded.

Although I was watching Sinan, the afterglow was always on him, and the blue twill tie was still on him this morning.

He whispered in my ear at the time that the origin of the tie was because women wanted to tie down men.

Talking nonsense again!, I thought to myself.

"From now on, don't call it a tie, just a dog leash. "I'm very useful in my heart, but I still don't give up.

The tip of his tongue swept over the inside of his lower lip, narrowed his cold eyes to look at me, and then pointed his index finger to my lips and said in a deep voice, "You like to be told by dogs?"

"Then you just admit it?" I was choked by his anger, but I still wanted to have the upper hand.

"I don't care, what you say I am is what I am, anyway, it's all me. "He's really better.

I surrender unconditionally......

"Scorching sun, scorching sun!" When Xia Xue pushed me, I suddenly withdrew from the memories of this morning.

Someone snickered, probably thinking that I was fascinated by Chu Qingchuan like everyone else.

"Bright Sun, come and explain your group's plan. Sinan's face was displeased, and I hurriedly walked to the front and switched places with Kelly, who was speaking just now.

Chu Qingchuan sat across from me.

When I opened the PPT, I suddenly felt something strange between my legs.

I wore a hip-length knee-length skirt with black silk inside, at first I thought I had touched the wires under the table, so I looked down and wanted to avoid it, but I found that Chu Qingchuan's right foot was close at hand!

I was afraid that the others would also look down, so I hurriedly straightened up, my back straightened, and swallowed my saliva.

Naturally, I couldn't stare at him and warn him, and everyone was watching what it looked like.

However, the man on the other side had to be inch-sharp.

I couldn't concentrate from the bottom to the top of the itching sensation from the stockings, so I came up with a plan and hit him hard with the heel of my high heels, which seemed to hit him on the bone of his ankle, and finally stopped.

"Mr. Chu, please give me a lot of advice. "Before I started, I would like to pay tribute to this "rare" CEO.

At the same time, I saw him slightly twist his eyebrows. It hurts, doesn't it? I'm pretty happy.

He put the hand on his lips and waved it forward slightly, motioning for me to begin.

The homepage of the PPT is the photo of "The Girl with a Pearl Earring" that Chu Qingchuan sent me before, and it was it that inspired me, so I cut in.

"Pearls may not be as valuable as diamond gold, but it turns out that they can also exist in eternity in certain forms. This form is not so precious as it is, but in its own right, an interpretation of feminism.

Under the trend of today's society, the rise of women's power means that feminism will inevitably permeate all fields. Tianshu Group started with jewelry, as far as I know, the old Mike in everyone's mouth is the patriarch of Tianshu Group, but he is not the real founder of Tianshu. Tianshu was officially established only a few decades ago, and its predecessor was the 'Lingxi' jewelry, and the 100 years of this centennial celebration were obviously counted from the beginning of the Lingxi.

And the founder of the Spirit, Mrs. Joseph, was Mike Sr.'s grandmother. After the death of her husband, she took over the jewelry workshop that was not large at that time, and through hard work and perseverance, she got on the right track step by step. On this basis, feminism has been inherited from Lingxi, which is also a concept that Tianshu has always admired. This can be found in the support of Tianshu's art foundation for female artists and feminist works. "I was talking, completely immersed in my own train of thought.

"So, the proposition that we got the pearl is actually very advantageous. As far as I know, Mrs. Joseph was a low-key and unassuming person, and in her autobiography about her daughter's education, she said: 'I want you to be a pearl in the shell of a mussel, and complete the transformation in pain.' It is not like a brilliant diamond, hard and heartless. It is very intriguing for a mother to have such expectations for her daughter. Isn't it?"

I'll say that and look up to see everyone's reactions.

First of all, I saw Chu Qingchuan's deep gaze, and then the expressions of others listening, full of interest.

I continued: "Of the four collections launched by Tianshu, only pearls are alive. The other three materials can be made to last forever, but pearls do not. Therefore, its beauty is the most real and closest to the essence of life.

The transformation that has been polished like a pearl is the situation that every woman has faced in her life, and in this process, they have also gained a better self and love like a pearl.

Live up to it, be respected - this is my interpretation of Tianshu's new products designed with pearls as a carrier. From there, we can plan exhibitions on related topics, charity auctions, and invite artists to create a series of works, which is left to the planning department. After I finished speaking, I breathed a sigh of relief.

I've been to a lot of meetings like this, so I'm not nervous.

But Chu Qingchuan is here today, and I still have some faint expectations after I finish speaking.

But he still sat in the same position as before, his long legs overlapped, and he leaned back in his chair as if he was thinking about something.

Sinan motioned for me to sit back in my seat, and next, YOYO from the Anna group analyzed the theme of "gorgeous adventure".

It's something I didn't expect, but I think it's brilliant and very trendy. Compared to my heaviness, YOYO's theme is more novel and light.

After YOYO's report, plus Kelly's previous plan, there are a total of three plans.

"Is there anything else?" Chu Qingchuan asked at this time.

Sinan said that after screening, leave these three, and if you don't think it's suitable, we'll come up with a new one.

Chu Qingchuan bowed slightly and asked Sinan and Anna's opinions.

"Although the theme of the sun is good, I personally think that the gorgeous adventure is a bit more youthful and helps to open up a wider market. Moreover, when YOYO interprets this proposition, it uses some popular elements at the moment, and the form is relatively novel. Anna commented.

"YOYO's topic is indeed novel, but I don't think it's 'heavy' enough for pearls. And Kylie's plan is more conservative, decent, and biased towards prudence. I'm inclined to choose the sun's content. After Sinan finished speaking, he left the final decision to Chu Qingchuan.

Chu Qingchuan's calm voice was quite coercive at this time, but the voice was not loud, but it could calm the audience, and the audience was silent.

"The topic of Jiaoyang took the warm feminist route, obviously with strong personal feelings, but it is understandable, it is advantageous in this case. However, I would also like to emphasize that you mentioned later that women want to be loved while reaping the perfect selve. Love is very broad, you only talk about the relationship between mother and daughter, but ignore the love between men and women. Have you thought about why Mrs. Joseph was able to hold out until the end?" Chu Qingchuan looked at me and asked, at this moment, I felt like a professor who asked me questions on the podium in college, full of authority.

I said, "Because of strong faith and indomitable willpower." ”

He pursed the corners of his lips and told me with the look in his eyes that my answer was wrong.

"It's because of her love for her deceased husband, and as an architect, she has no interest in jewelry design. But when her husband left, she chose to devote her life to fulfilling his wish during his lifetime. On her deathbed, she designed a set of pearl jewelry for herself. And her epitaph reads: Only love gives me the strength to endure pain.

The feminism that you've been emphasizing is a feminism based on a woman's perspective. But don't forget, half of this world is still men. Jewelry, which is supposed to be given to a woman by a man, is in a certain sense a symbol of the person's anthropomorphism in the man's heart. Your topic can be selected, but it needs to be deepened, on the basis of the original, into the feminism of the male perspective, so that they can take the initiative to realize that his woman must have at least one pearl jewelry. As soon as Chu Qingchuan's words fell, everyone applauded.

Especially the female colleagues, they almost have to worship Chu Qingchuan.

I was still immersed in the advice he gave me, and it was a complete reversal of my perception.

That's when I realized how arrogant I was.

During this time, although I encountered a lot of obstacles in my work, I was able to save the day and finally help me. And as I climbed up step by step, I felt that I was growing and I was a little overconfident, especially when it came to topic selection and writing.

From the bottom of my heart, I was confident in the topic, and from its own point of view, I thought it was almost flawless.

But Chu Qingchuan actually brought me more possibilities from a man's perspective, and I didn't realize it at all.

The diversity of ideologies made me feel devastated for a while, and a feeling of discouragement welled up in my heart.

However, this state of affairs is only fleeting, and a proper blow is necessary, and I will not be depressed by it.

"What, aren't you convinced?" Chu Qingchuan looked at me and asked in front of everyone.

I hurriedly replied: "No, Mr. Chu, I am digesting the advice you gave and benefiting a lot, really." ”

He nodded with satisfaction, and then crossed the topic, saying that it was rare to come to the editorial department to participate in the meeting and brainwash everyone.

I have to say that Chu Qingchuan has used the art of language to the extreme.

Not only does he always play language traps with me when the weather is clear, but he can also be at ease in formal situations.

The editors, who were originally reluctant to participate in marketing activities and marketing, began to think about how to participate in big marketing in the future in his short and non-nonsense speech.

In his speech, he did not make a generous statement, nor did he draw bread to satisfy hunger, hoping to quench his thirst, and his words were reasonable, thought-provoking, and at the same time could make people have fighting spirit.

I can't describe what it feels like, but if I had to describe it, it would be like a lighthouse in the fog or a rock climb.

"It's hard to know, but it's hard to do. The husband is not guilty, but he is always guilty. Every footprint of business is faced with the trauma of production. However, it is precisely because of the difficulties that we have witnessed the great significance of business. Chu Qingchuan's last sentence was a bit profound for me at that time.

However, he didn't mind teaching me how to walk on the tip of a knife.

Later, he told me, "The sun should rise among the thorns." ”

If Sinan gave me the improvement of my professional standards and the way to survive in the workplace, then Chu Qingchuan is the mentor who gives me a stronger ability to charge in the shopping mall. Without him, I would have been an editor forever, and my life would have been limited.

It was his appearance that gave me many possibilities in my life.

When I came back to my senses, Chu Qingchuan had already left, and everyone had also left the table.

Sinan asked me to send a stack of documents to Chu Qingchuan's office, sign them and send them back.

I said okay and took the file and went to the top floor.

I was a little apprehensive, afraid of bumping into Han Lu and Xiaoxiao, nothing else, mainly afraid of Chu Qingchuan's embarrassment.

Although I don't like Han Lu, when I think of the helplessness when I was sick before, I understand that psychological problems can really make people collapse, and they can't control themselves at all. I hate myself for not being angry, I want to get out of the predicament, but I can't do anything. So I still have sympathy for Han Lu.

And she also brought a smile, Chu Qingchuan would definitely not refuse to smile.

I suddenly remembered the phone call he made yesterday morning, and I was a little moved.

The door to his office was closed, and I stood outside for a moment, and without hearing a sound, I knocked twice.

"Come in. His voice was a little hoarse.

I pushed the door open and found that it was only him, and after a little hesitation, I didn't push the glass door to the maximum, and it slowly closed behind me.

"Mr. Chu, please sign. As soon as I spoke, Chu Qingchuan raised his head, and when he saw me, his originally somewhat tired expression showed a hint of a smile.

"What's wrong? Are you in any trouble? I didn't look like I was in a good mood before the meeting. I walked over to his desk, handed over the papers, and asked softly.

"Han Lu and Xiaoxiao have been here just now. He rubbed his forehead and "confessed" to me.

"I know, I saw it in the elevator when I came. I spoke calmly.

"She wanted to come over before, and I didn't agree. But today I suddenly arrived, saying that Xiaoxiao misses me very much, and he has to come to see me. Chu Qingchuan explained to me.

I laughed, "Are you having a headache because of their presence? ”

He looked at me with a little brighter eyes and asked me, "Aren't you angry?"

"What am I angry about? Mr. Arthur has just given me some advice, and it's too late for me to thank you. Besides, it's human nature to smile and miss your father. Am I such an unreasonable person in your heart?" I asked him with feigned displeasure.

"In my heart, you are a grinding little goblin, stubborn, and duplicitous. He was in a better mood, and the Sichuan lines between his eyebrows disappeared.

He valued me and I should be happy, but at the same time, I realized that this time was probably going to be very tricky.

"Have you settled them down?" I asked.

"Well, but I smiled and said that I didn't want to live in a hotel, I had invested in a few properties in Jiangcheng before, and I was going to arrange for them to live. Chu Qingchuan replied.

"Okay. I smiled at him.

"Dinner together tonight?" he saw that I was not unhappy, and he became bolder.

"Eat...... ......"I deliberately dragged out the long tone, which has no deep meaning."

Hearing this, he got up and walked up to me and said, "I will never make the same mistake again." ”

"Oh, then you want to make a different mistake?" I asked, looking up at him, holding my mouth back.

"Can you not pick on the language problem?" he was quite helpless.

I let him go, stopped raising the bar, and told him that I had an appointment with a colleague in the evening, but I was afraid it wouldn't work.

He frowned: "Let me accompany me myself, can you rest assured?"

"Why don't you worry, I'm going to eat, and I'm going home after eating. Do you have anything else to do but eat?" I squinted at him.

"Of course not. It's just that when I see Han Lu again this time, I feel a little ......"

"Okay, I know. You feel guilty, but not for her. As long as you don't have an idea about her, what she does, that's her business, right? I'll finish early tonight and I'll go find you. You haven't told her we're together again, have you?" I asked. There is a basis for me to ask this, if Han Lu knew that we were rebuilding the old good, with her temperament, she would not be so polite to me in the elevator.

Sure enough, Chu Qingchuan shook his head and said, "After reconciling with you, I rarely talked to her, and I didn't take the initiative to mention it, because I was afraid of irritating her." ”

"Is she cured?" I want to confirm.

Chu Qingchuan's eyes sank, and he said, "The doctor informed me a few days ago that it had deteriorated again, and the situation was not very optimistic. ”

I pursed my lips and made up my mind, "You'll never doubt me for her again, will you?"

He looked at me seriously: "Don't doubt what I said. ”

He said no, so I believed him.

"See you tonight. I bent my eyes, picked up the papers he had signed, and left.

While waiting for the elevator, I received a text message from him: "It's sexy today." ”

"My feet don't hurt anymore?" I was so happy that I forgot about this stubble just now.

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