Chapter 517: The Third Thing I Left for You
Towards noon, the sunlight outside the window was just right, warm but not dazzling, and beams of light were cast into the room, more like a hazy tulle, softly enveloping everything in the house. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
It's just that such a good weather that should be refreshing and pleasant will not affect the people in the house at the moment.
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It's been almost ten minutes.
The atmosphere at the table was still quiet, and neither of the two people sitting in the seats said a word.
Han Yu lowered his head and ate with chopsticks in his hand, but Zheng Xiujing no longer had the ease and joy she had before, her hands on her laps, nervously grasping the corners of her clothes, and her whole face seemed to be a little strangely pale.
"I knew about this yesterday. ”
Suddenly, Han Yu, who was sitting opposite, opened his mouth to say a word without warning, Zheng Xiujing pursed her lips, looking at him still buried in eating, and was a little unsure of the attitude he expressed in this sentence.
"I didn't really want you to explain anything more...... Because things are already clear, no more will help. ”
While eating with his head down, Han Yu whispered softly in his mouth, and his tone sounded extraordinarily calm, as if he was saying something that had nothing to do with him.
"But...... Because I just saw a message suddenly, another thought came to my heart. I want to see if you have any reasons and hardships that I can't think of, so you choose to lie, and ...... one after another."
At this time, he paused, raised his head and stared at the restless girl in front of him, and then lowered his eyes, and the chopsticks in his hand continued to pull the rice into his mouth, and his voice sounded a little slurred: "It's just that it seems to be ...... You don't seem to have anything to tell me......"
Suddenly.
An originally fair and beautiful face seems to have really turned completely pale.
Zheng Xiujing's eyes widened slightly, and she looked at the man who was eating with her head bowed in front of her, as if she was stunned, and then opened her mouth slightly, as if she wanted to say something, but when the words came to her mouth, she was tightly closed by herself, and her lower lip was bitten and turned white, and she just looked at him silently with a pair of eyes that had begun to redden.
"Originally...... After learning about this, the initial reaction was, of course, anger. Anyway, at least I've been scammed for over a month...... You can always be a little angry, right?"
"Then, I started to wander. ”
"Because I don't know what to do with what happens between myself and you. ”
"I couldn't sleep last night and kept thinking about what to do. ”
"I was still thinking about it this morning, and I was thinking about it on the way back by car......"
At the quiet table at noon, only his seemingly indifferent voice sounded in a low voice, even if it was shrouded in warm sunlight, the air flowing around seemed to have an indescribable heaviness.
"To be honest, I was very struggling until now, and I really didn't know what to do. ”
"Logically speaking, lies must be disgusted, and I really hate to be deceived, so I should be very angry with you to question you. But...... I thought about it carefully, everyone has a time when they have to lie, even I have it, let alone ...... I think I can guess some of the reasons why you don't dare to tell me the truth. ”
Listening to his calm words in her ear, Zheng Xiujing's very nervous and uneasy face suddenly eased slightly, but her clenched lips still never let go, and the whole person still looked at Han Yu very worriedly.
Han Yu's words are not finished yet.
"But...... This one...... It doesn't seem like something that can be forgiven so easily, does it?"
The chopsticks in his hand paused slightly, Han Yu raised his head and looked at Zheng Xiujing, a pair of dark eyes seemed to finally have a little indescribable emotion, and said softly: "The beginning of the matter seems to have started because of my own misunderstanding, you just follow the line...... Maybe it's because you're kidding, right? But anyway...... Lying about feelings isn't something that can be forgiven, is it? Even if I can guess your reasons...... But it can't be a condition for forgiveness, can it?"
As he spoke, he slowly stood up, began to clean up the dishes and chopsticks in his hands, his lips were pursed, and his slightly stiff face seemed to be hiding his true emotions in his heart.
"Actually, I didn't want to come back today because of you. But I still rushed back from Jeonju because of two things. One thing is to keep the promise made with you. At least have a good day before you leave yourself alone at home in the New Year...... I couldn't help it. ”
"As for the second thing, it is necessary to settle the problem between me and you. And now...... I was finally able to make up my mind and make a decision about what was going on between us. ”
All of a sudden, Zheng Xiujing's whole body became nervous, even the eyes that had just been swelled with bursts of mist in order to abide by the agreement were forcibly calmed down by herself, the whole person held her breath slightly, opened a pair of red eyes, and stared directly at the tall figure standing in front of her, and her somewhat vague eyes seemed to be full of an indescribable expectation.
"Ding-dong. ”
With a soft sound, Han Yu put the spoon into the bowl, and then he was silent for a moment, his eyes blinked slightly, and his seemingly calm gaze met the hopeful gaze in front of him, pursed his lips, and gently said his decision.
"Go back. ”
For a moment, listening to the soft words in her ear, Zheng Xiujing felt as if her heart had paused......
"Your hands are already good, plus my and your identities are inconvenient, what do you think...... I think it's time for you to go back. ”
Han Yu's voice did not change much because of Zheng Xiujing's face, and his tone was very light, as if he was expounding and analyzing an established fact: "Although...... I don't know why you've been here with me for so long, but if you think about it, you're hiding it from the company, right? It just so happens that the Spring Festival is over, so go back and do what you have to do. ”
Hearing Han Yu's words, Zheng Xiujing was silent for a moment, then raised her head, her eyes that were already full of mist blinked gently, and her mouth said in a voice that couldn't hide her trembling at all: "Le...... Leo......"
"Also. ”
However, a soft, firm voice interrupted her without hesitation.
Han Yu stiffened his face and stared at the extremely pale little face in front of him, in the deep eyes, he couldn't help but flash a complex softness, he lowered his head slightly, and said softly, "I'm sorry." ”
Suddenly, Zheng Xiujing, whose eyes were red, was stunned for a moment, and she looked at the man in front of her with a low face in a daze, and there seemed to be a little puzzlement in her eyes.
"Originally...... Thinking about it today, at least today. I want to forget everything and spend a day with you, but ...... Even this didn't happen. I'm sorry. ”
Suddenly, the clear eyes couldn't stop trembling, Zheng Xiujing looked at Han Yu in a daze, and couldn't say a word in her mouth......
“……”
Silently picking up the dishes and chopsticks he had put away, Han Yu's movements paused, then took a deep breath, and turned around without hesitation, ready to leave.
It's just that,
"Wait...... Wait a minute!l, leo......"
After a pause, Han Yu turned his head, looked at Zheng Xiujing, who suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed his arm, his eyes narrowed slightly, he pursed his lips and thought about it, but still asked softly, "Is there anything else?"
"L, Leo ......" At this time, Zheng Xiujing looked completely devoid of her usual coquettishness, her eyes were red, and there seemed to be some real tears on her eyelashes, she looked at Han Yu who was caught by herself very nervously, and whispered cowardly in her mouth: "Then, then after I go back...... I—I'll be able to come back......"
"Still don't want to, right?"
Before Zheng Xiujing's words were finished, Han Yu seemed to understand what she meant, frowned, and then looked at Zheng Xiujing's pale face and said, "After all, what happened between me and you in the past month is too ...... It's better if you don't come to me for the time being. And you're also an artist, and you know that it's not good for both of us to come over when you come over. ”
After saying that, he was about to turn around and continue into the kitchen, but after walking a few steps, he felt a gentle tugging sensation behind him.
"Yes...... But...... You're my boyfriend, eh......"
Suddenly, the deep light in his eyes seemed to tremble, Han Yu pursed his mouth and tilted his head, looking at Zheng Xiujing, who had lowered his head slightly, carefully pulling his clothes with two fingers.
"Don't you think that's weird? Do you think there's a couple like us in the world?"
Suddenly, Zheng Xiujing was stunned for a moment, she raised her head, and looked at the handsome face in front of her with a pair of eyes that were still red and swollen.
"A girlfriend who has been cheating on her boyfriend, and a boyfriend who has never known anything about her girlfriend. Do you think that sounds like that?"
Slowly turning his body back, Han Yu's face was indifferent, and his deep eyes looked at the stunned girl in front of him so quietly, and said slowly: "I even ...... I don't know if I should call you Zheng Xiujing, or ...... f(x) combination of krystal?Or are you Zheng Xiujing only when you lie to me?"
Suddenly, Zheng Xiujing's hands were clenched tightly together, she didn't speak, just opened her eyes wide, staring blankly at the man in front of her who suddenly seemed to have changed.
"So...... I'm strange that such feelings ...... Oh no, it's not even emotional, it can only be described as a not very pleasant experience. I'm wondering why, you would think that this experience, which began with a lie, would be the so-called...... What about love?"
Looking at the girl in front of him whose expression was completely dull, Han Yu's lips pursed imperceptibly, lowered his eyes slightly, and continued in a cold tone that was almost cruel: "I think, you better not think too much. Go back honestly. I saw the news before, and it seems that the fans of your group have found out that you have disappeared recently, and are protesting at the door of SM. You'd better hurry up and call back, I guess your agent is already in a hurry. ”
With that, he turned around and walked into the kitchen, put the dishes and chopsticks in the sink, and walked back to the room without saying a word.
"Bang. ”
There was a sound of the door closing, and in the huge living room, only the lonely shadow standing at the dining table remained......
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This is a bell of the top. ”
Han Yu sat on the sofa and looked at the small yellow bell that Zheng Xiujing handed him with some surprise, then put down the script in his hand, reached out to take it, and asked suspiciously, "This...... It is the bell of the top. ”
"Hmm!"
Zheng Xiujing replied without saltiness, and stood next to the sofa with the big suitcase in her hand, her eyes still looked a little red, but her expression when facing Han Yu seemed to have regained calm, and it could even be said that it was a little cold.
"But you didn't mean ...... Didn't you say that cats have very sensitive hearings, so they shouldn't be able to hang bells, right?, and why are the top bells in your place?" Han Yu's face was still a little puzzled, and he couldn't help but ask while picking up the water cup in his hand and taking a sip.
"It was because I couldn't hang the bell that I took it down and put it in my own place. Zheng Xiujing said calmly: "As for why there is a bell in the top, you have to ask yourself, you hung it yourself." Maybe you're just a cruel guy, or not. ”
"Ahem!"
Han Yu was slightly choked by Zheng Xiujing's words without warning, and Zheng Xiujing glanced at him, and then suddenly blinked his eyes as if he remembered something, and whispered in his mouth: "Oh, forget, you have amnesia." ”
“……”
"However, even if you have amnesia, it has nothing to do with whether you are a cruel creature or not. Some people don't know even if they do cruel things. ”
“……”
Han Yu pursed his lips, looked at the girl standing beside him with a piece of luggage, suddenly sighed, and said softly: "Do you need me to send you out? You don't go out often, so you shouldn't be familiar with the nearby streets." ”
"No need! I can leave by myself!"
Unexpectedly, after hearing Han Yu's slightly concerned words, Zheng Xiujing seemed to change her face, and her face could have turned completely cold, and she directly stiffened someone's sentence, and then turned around and walked towards the entrance with her suitcase.
“…… Wait, wait. ”
Suddenly, the footsteps that were about to leave quickly in a hurry paused inconspicuously, Zheng Xiujing tightened her palm holding the handle of the suitcase, and quickly put it down, but did not turn around, just tilted her head, and asked unceremoniously in that cold voice: "What are you doing?"
"Can you promise me one thing?"
The ruddy lips pursed slightly, Zheng Xiujing lowered her head and asked softly, "What's the matter?"
"No matter what happens in the future...... Don't even come to me again, okay?"
“……”
"Bang !!"
In response to Han Yu, there was an untold sound of the door closing the door louder than when he walked back to the room before.
"Whew...... Is...... I don't know how to change this temper......"
Shaking his head, he whispered with emotion, and then Han Yu looked at the string of bells in his hand, and then turned his head to look at the black shadow that had always been lying in the corner, and couldn't help sighing, as if the whole person had lost his strength, he leaned back on the sofa, and the hand holding the bell was slightly on his forehead.
"Now, both Zheng Xiujing and Krystal hate it......"
A low word slowly echoed in the empty living room, which seemed to contain the completely indescribable emotions in the owner's heart.
Just then, another whisper sounded softly, different from the previous one, in the voice of this sentence, there was no complex emotion, there was only infinite tenderness......
"Also, I forgot to mention it just now...... Thank you, Zheng Xiujing, whether it's the food you cooked for me or everything you said to me...... Thank you, my ...... Girlfriend. ”
- (To be continued.) )