Comrade Jia Yuhao:

You rarely dream anymore, and I am always sensing your presence, but I rarely see you in reality. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

A few days ago in Hangzhou, I actually dreamed of your real face, are you following us? But I don't remember the scene in the dream, I only remember that your face really appeared in front of me.

The day before yesterday, after returning home, you fell asleep again, and said in a daze that you were waiting for us at a station, and Doudou and I looked for a car to rush over, but we couldn't get together with you!

He said I didn't have a relationship. Yes, it can't be in this life! How can it be? I don't do anything, but my heart is following in your time and space, but I have to face the life of this world, if I can, I would rather keep this emotion but this life. But do you know how hard a person's life can be?

Everyone is trying their best to be nice to me, I am moved but can't respond, you are gone forever, no longer concerned. I'm left to mourn all the day.

He said that you appeared in his dream, that you were giving a lecture, as if it were a real dream, and that you seemed to have abandoned me, and I didn't believe it!

Am I asking for trouble? You should also give me a clear signal, if you want me to stick to it for you in this life, I am willing! But you will not bear to let me live a lonely life, I live well is your expectation, remember what you said!

No more accommodating anything, or accommodating anyone. Although my compassion wants to help everyone, I don't have the compassion of a bodhisattva, so I will be a little bit smaller and more accountable. At the end of the day, I'm still a little woman, and what I need is the same care and love as you. I don't have the heart to play tricks with people, so I'd better live comfortably alone.

No more sad for whom and wasting energy mood, not worth it. Enough for you!

I have already had an epiphany: everything I do is given back to myself, so I regret not being able to stop you from saving lives and not asking for anything in return. Because we are all poor and afraid, we have been buried in the world for too long, and we have forgotten our original purpose!

I regret not being able to help you through the calamities of life, if we can rely on our own ability to give our love and care to the sick without asking for anything in return, can we change the trajectory of your life? I have also listened to Master Jingkong's lecture, and his lifespan can change you, of course, it will also change! However, I have not been able to help you. Do you know how sad it is for me to stay awake at night?---I didn't change your fate because of me.

Now, only endless regrets follow me.

Only by accompanying the healthy growth of the child. Doudou's personality is very strong, very similar to when I was a child, I don't want to give her too much repression and control, so I no longer nag and supervise, and the child says that I don't care about her anymore. In fact, I want her to grow up freely, she has her own destiny, I just need to insist that she can grow up safely and healthily and support herself. Didn't you also say: let your children grow up easily, don't be too demanding and expectant?

Take back your heart, live your life slowly, and no longer want to go out of the world.

Just live freely in the world you created for me, although the life of a person is a little lonely, but there are also a lot less troubles.

If you can't find a person who agrees with you and cherishes each other for the rest of your life, it's better to be at ease alone!

Live slowly, wait slowly, follow your heart slowly, and obey your arrangement, don't wronged yourself, don't accommodate personnel, and take your time. I believe that you are free to protect us in the dark!

It's noon, it's time to eat and rest. Think about a few years ago, you were eating in front of the computer at home, watching stocks and resting, we would chat about QQ, say good afternoon to each other, and rest in peace. I always hope that there is a time to spend time together, but we always divide more and gather less, and God gives us only a little time!

Now it still feels like you're still at home, surfing the internet, chatting, watching stocks, eating and sleeping, nothing has changed, it's just that you're gone.

Slowly, there was less sadness, only endless thoughts.

Doudou met Xiaolong in Hangzhou, and the kid became narrow-minded, and I was really worried that he would give himself less blessings, but I thought you might be able to protect him, right? I didn't know how to communicate with him, so I had to bless him silently.

Your departure gave me an epiphany that life is a performance with no turning back, and I know that all the efforts will give back to myself, so let go of all the resentment and sorrow, put it aside, and have to live a good life.

Everything is no longer forced, no longer cared, people who are destined to meet naturally, people who are naturally separated without fate, everything is natural.

It's time for me to eat, let's talk next time.

Be sure to come back and see me when you have time, I know where you are, but I can't reach it, you know I'm lazy, I'm just waiting for you to come back. Every day, my heart is calling you deeply, but you won't forget it, right?

I know you're going to worry about us, and I won't forget you, won't I?

In the past few years, I have weakened at an astonishing rate, and looking at my face getting older day by day, I suddenly thought that if you saw my face becoming ugly day by day, I would not want to? I want you to remember my best appearance! I will always be young, handsome, handsome, and free and easy like you are in my memory.

I didn't say anything, and I couldn't help but burst into tears.

Every time my aunt comes, I miss you like crazy! No matter how much I force myself to downplay, I can't escape crying every month. After crying, I will use a thousand pounds of stones to suppress all my thoughts and sadness, and face the current day!

After crying, it's time to eat.

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2013.7.29