510: Absent-minded
It's the twelfth, and the last, Lin Jiang.
When Lin Jiang stood up, everyone's eyes were focused on him.
I've known Lin Jiang for so long, and I still don't know much about him, and there is always an incomprehensible feeling on his body, as if looking at a person through a veil, it feels very familiar and a little strange.
I only heard Lin Jiang say, "Tianshuai, I am Lin Jiang, the forest of the forest, the river of the river, I don't know if Tianshuai still has an impression of me?"
I don't deny that I really don't have any impression of him, and it is only when everyone introduces themselves that some images of breakage flash in my mind intermittently.
But from their introductions, I know that each of them has a relationship with me to some extent, or I have helped them, or I have inadvertently said something like a beacon that illuminates their way forward.
So I guess that Lin Jiang must have some kind of relationship with me, and I'm quite curious.
Lin Jiang smiled slightly, and then said, "Tianshuai, do you remember this?"
I saw him take out a pendant from his neck, and the thing on the pendant was a human bone.
Not only me, but everyone in the room looked stunned, curious about the human bones.
Lin Jiang looked at the bone, his thoughts seemed to be caught in endless memories, and the look in his eyes was very complicated.
After a while, he said, "Tianshuai, this bone is mine." ”
It seems that the story is still very tortuous.
Everyone looked up at Lin Jiang and waited for him to continue.
Lin Jiang took off the necklace and said, "Most of you and Tianshuai have become attached because Tianshuai helped you, or because they revere Tianshuai or admire Tianshuai, and I, on the contrary." I have always regarded Tianshuai as a thorn in the flesh, and I have always regarded Tianshuai as the object I want to surpass, and I have been secretly swearing that I want to surpass him and replace him. ”
"It wasn't until I had several contacts with Tianshuai that I realized that it was impossible for me to surpass him in my life. Our gap is not only in strength, but also in many other aspects. Before I met Tianshuai, I was very arrogant and conceited, and I didn't take anyone seriously, but after I met Tianshuai, I deeply knew what it means to have someone outside the world!"
"When I say this, you may think I'm hypocritical, but not at all, and when you have the same experience as me, you can understand the meaning of my words. Lin Jiang said, turning his head to look at me, his eyes were full of sincerity, "Tianshuai, in fact, I prefer to call you big brother, which makes me feel kind." Big brother, maybe you don't remember what I said, but I will always remember your help to me, it was you who changed my life, and it was you who made me understand many truths and things that I didn't understand. ”
"I rarely admire anyone in my life, but you, I admire you from the bottom of my heart and admire you from the bottom of my heart!"
These words are so touching, I was almost moved, but I didn't forget that when I first started dealing with Lin Jiang, he covered it up and concealed it in every possible way, as if I knew about him and Xiaobai.
Now, when he says these things to me, this attitude has changed a little too quickly.
I was moved by what they said, and it had nothing to do with my relationship with them.
Maybe one day in the future, when those memories spring up in my head, when I think of those things they said, I may regret it, I will be moved, I will feel guilty, I will blame myself, but now, sorry, I don't have that kind of empathy.
I listened quietly like a bystander, so to speak, as if I had made an acquaintance with them.
I remember all the names of all 12 people, but if I talk about other feelings, I don't seem to have any big feelings.
I nodded and said, "I know all about you, thank you for your continued support." ”
I don't know when I became so hypocritical, thanks is a very heavy word, but when I say it, it feels light and weightless.
Whether it's genuine gratitude or lip service, I know better than anyone.
"Since you've all introduced yourself, now my family and I would like to introduce ourselves to you. "I got up from my chair and, of course, it was up to me to introduce myself.
At this moment, I am not a handsome person, nor is I Zhao Qingxuan, I am Ji Muqing's husband, Barbie of Little Pineapple.
I said, "I vaguely seem to have a vague impression of what you said, but I don't seem to have it, and I don't want to hide it from you, I haven't recovered much of my memory until now, and I only remember some fragments of broken instructions one after another." You guys are so brilliant about what I said before, it really makes me a little overwhelmed, because I never thought about those things, and all of a sudden I changed from an ordinary person to an immortal, and I think anyone would be a little overwhelmed. ”
"But don't worry, since I have promised to be with you, I will do what I say, but I need to take my family, my wife, and my daughter, who are not hungry or lacking in my life, and I cannot give them up, please understand. ”
No one spoke, everyone looked at me with a strange look.
At this time, Lin Jiang stood up and played a round game, "Tianshuai lost his previous memory, and his mana was also sealed, and after he came to the world, he began to live in the world. However, Tianshuai's heart has never changed, you see, I said to Lao Huangyi, Tianshuai immediately agreed to lead us to rebuild the glory of the past. ”
As soon as Lin Jiang said, everyone's faces showed relaxed expressions.
All of this is in my eyes.
Lin Jiang is deceiving everyone and lying, because I don't have what he said at all, but at this moment, I can't say what I really think in my heart, because I can see that if they learn that I agreed to their request when I was forced to do so, I'm afraid they won't be as calm and calm as they are now.
Now that I've decided to do it, it doesn't matter if it's voluntary or not, it doesn't matter at all.
If they misunderstand like that, let them misunderstand like that.
Those people ignored Ji Muqing and Little Pineapple, and just said to me, "Tianshuai, as long as you are willing to take us back to your former style, even if you bring your family, it doesn't matter, everyone says it's right?"
"Yes!" shouted in a neat voice.
But I wasn't happy at all.
I vaguely perceive that these people have been waiting for me for so many years, it seems that they are all for their so-called former glory, are they insisting because of me, or because of their former glory, because these glories are what I can bring to them?
Looking at the happy smiles on their faces, I thought it was so ironic.
I'm wondering, was it right for me to make such a decision?
I subconsciously tightened Ji Muqing's hand, my heart was mixed, and I didn't know what to say.
Later, I didn't listen to what they said, my head was dizzy, and everyone thought I was tired, so they said let's go back and rest.
I didn't want to waste time here, so I left with Ji Muqing and Little Pineapple.
"Zhao Suo, if you regret it, it's still too late. On the way back, Ji Muqing said this to me.
I stopped and turned to look at her, "Don't think about what you regret or not." ”
"You don't have to disguise yourself in front of me, you don't have to hide yourself, I can see everything, and I know everything. You don't do it voluntarily because there's no passion in your eyes at all. ”
It is still Ji Muqing who knows me best and understands me best, even if it is just a look, he knows what I think in my heart.
I'm glad that there is such a person who understands me and understands me, but sometimes, I feel very sorry for Ji Muqing, because she understands me too well, understands me too well, and my pain and my happiness can't be hidden from his eyes.
She's so tired that sometimes I even wish she didn't understand me, didn't understand me, and could be selfish, so that she wouldn't have to bear so much pain.
I stroked her cheek distressedly, "Xiaoqing, why do you know so much, you said that if you don't understand anything, how good it would be." ”
Ji Muqing smiled slightly, the corners of her mouth rose, and she pulled out a good-looking arc, "Then you might as well find a fool, such a woman, will you like it?" Don't feel sorry for me, we are husband and wife, what is yours is mine, and what is mine is yours." ”
I hung my head, very unhappy, "But I don't want to see you have to bear my pain together, then you are too tired." ”
Ji Muqing stretched out her hand to cover my lips, "Okay, don't say this in front of the little pineapple." ”
As she spoke, Ji Muqing took the little pineapple's hand and my hand, "Let's go, let's eat something delicious." Little pineapple, what do you want to eat?"
Little Pineapple tilted her head and thought about it, "What do you want to eat, Dabi is Dabi's birthday, Dabi is the birthday star, you should let Dabi say." ”
The little girl likes to focus on herself in everything on weekdays, but I didn't expect to be so well-behaved and sensible today, which surprised me.
The unhappiness in my heart disappeared in an instant, and I hugged the little pineapple up, "Daddy will leave this decision to you, okay?"
Little Pineapple immediately clapped her hands happily, "Okay, okay, then let's go eat pizza, I really want to eat pizza." ”
"Okay, let's go get pizza. ”
God knows if we won't even have the chance to eat a bite of pizza in the next second, and I don't know when we will leave this place, so I will try my best to satisfy Little Pineapple and Ji Muqing, what they want to eat, drink, and play, I will try my best to satisfy them.