Chapter 944: Reasons to Like You (Part II)

In this world, there is a kind of people, they are more extreme.

This "extreme" refers to their way of doing things.

When confronted with indecision, they are accustomed to postponing the outcome under the pretext of careful consideration.

But in fact, even they don't know if this continuation of time can really get a clear answer in their minds as they say.

But such a type of person cannot be called "indecisive" on their heads.

Because, when the time really comes to make a decision, their attitude will become extremely resolute.

It was as if they had already had an answer in the deepest part of their hearts, because they knew that if things dragged on, it would no longer be the situation they wanted to see.

So, they leave no stone unturned.

Truthful words are often the sharpest blades, and when they are inserted into the heart, only pain can be remembered.

When they hesitate, they can be said to be gentle, and when they are decided, they can be said to be cold.

Gentle and cold.

This is the "extreme" of this type of person.

Han Yu is this kind of person.

After the two of them sat silently on a stone chair in the community and spent almost twenty minutes without saying a word to each other, Han Woo pressed the third call from Yoona and Taeyeon in the faint light of the mobile phone screen.

He turned his head to look at the silent figure beside him wearing his hat and hanging his head, and sighed in his heart.

At this time, a belated look of helplessness faintly flashed from the expression on his face under the lighting of the street lamp next to him.

Sometimes, he's not really wood.

Not to see, just to be blind.

Many things, pretending to be ignorant would be better for both parties than exposing them.

Just like Xu Xian's good impression of himself.

Isn't Han Woo likely to know?

No way.

Eleven years ago, the parting kiss of the little girl who still had to step on his instep was enough to make his often dull head understand something.

But do you know what you have to respond to?

Maybe it's time to respond.

But the response that Seo Hyun wanted...... Han Yu can't give it.

Lin Yunyu has been withdrawn from childhood to adulthood, although by the time Han Yu arrived, the woman's fate was surprisingly much stronger, but when he was young, except for his father, there were only two people who were really by his side.

Two girls.

Two girls who grew up with him.

Not one.

It's two of the headaches.

A teenager, his feelings are not really cold, and at the age when his love is beginning to open, a hazy shadow has naturally been imprinted in his heart.

After he went to the United States, Ren missed and fermented, and finally ...... The wood blossomed.

It's not good to say if it's the kind of unforgettable that people often say, but since then, I have been very concerned about her.

He did not show this concern in front of others, but it gradually revealed in the five hundred and thirty unsent letters, and he could not suppress it.

It's just that this concern belongs to only one person.

One person, one heart.

Or to put it another way, first come, first served.

Han Yu, or Lin Yunyu, has long understood this.

In the same way, Lin Yuner can also see it clearly.

Even if she is made to grind her teeth every day when she thinks about someone's ambiguous practice, on the other hand, she knows that someone's ambiguity itself has already indicated an attitude.

Therefore, after vaguely discovering some of Xu Xian's thoughts, to be honest, she didn't want the two of them to meet.

Otherwise, if someone's "coldness" is reluctant to fall on her, it will definitely fall on others.

It was an outcome she didn't want to see.

To put it bluntly, she wants both friendship and love.

Of course, Han Yu doesn't know about the mind of a certain unicorn for the time being.

He was more concerned about the situation at hand.

The way of resoluteness does not necessarily mean ruthlessness, it may be to achieve another kind of tenderness.

His rejection of Xu Xian's confession was not entirely based on the fact that he had almost taken a unicorn hoof print on his head, but for other reasons......

"If I'm gone, if I'm close......"

The familiar ringtone rang again.

Thinking about it, fortunately, Xu Xian didn't bring his mobile phone when he went downstairs, which saved him a certain amount of trouble.

After pressing the reject button, Han Yu looked down at the screen of his mobile phone, and sent a message to the girls through Kakao, and then turned off the phone, turned his head and proposed, "Do you want to drink?"

In fact, such a suggestion can be said to be a surprise to him.

However, after Xu Xian raised his head and glanced at him, he nodded calmly.

Through the light, Han Yu could see the redness around her eyes.

After a moment of silence, he smiled without speaking, and Han Yu stood up.

"Ah, yes. (Wine or beer)"

"Beer. ”

Nodding without objection, he turned around and left.

"Turn right out of the neighborhood and go straight downhill. There is a convenience store there. ”

The footsteps paused for no reason.

He thought for a moment, then suddenly turned around and asked, "Why don't you go together?"

"Don't. ”

Unexpectedly, a refusal without hesitation.

Seemingly embarrassed, he raised his hand and touched the corner of his forehead, he hesitated for a moment, and then asked, "Why?"

"Because—"

Sitting on the stone chair, she turned her head to look at him, her lips opened and closed slightly, and said, "I want to experience it...... Wait for my brother, you come to me. ”

For a moment, he was stunned.

Next to the street lamp, the clear eyes like glass seem to reflect the faint luster.

Quiet, and sad.

……

"I only bought a few cans, which should be enough for you alone. ”

Putting the shopping bag in his hand on the stone chair, Han Yu admitted that he looked a little like he was in a hurry to offer the treasure now.

It's just that the girl in front of him obviously didn't have the heart to talk, silently took out a can of beer in the bag and took a shallow sip, then looked at him with that calm look and asked, "You don't drink?"

Here, she uses plain language, as if to symbolize the arrival of a certain moment.

Someone's answer was to stop the beer can she had just raised to her lips.

"I don't like to drink, don't you forget? I don't like drunk people. So, you just drink it. ”

Xu Xian's hand hung in the air, his eyes were a little scary, and after a while, he said lightly: "What do you say...... Will you let me drink it, or will you not let me drink it?"

"What?" Han Yu lowered his head and smiled, and asked in a joking tone, "Are you worried that I hate you because of this?"

"Hmm!"

One replied without the slightest hesitation and in a resounding voice.

"Then you don't have to worry. ”

The smile on the corner of his mouth became thicker for some reason, Han Yu lowered his head and smiled lightly: "I won't hate you...... When hell freezes over. ”

As he spoke, he raised his head, and his smiling eyes were very clear and focused on the pair of black and white lying silkworm eyes in front of him.

Xu Xian stared at him silently for a few seconds, then raised her snow-white neck, took a few sips of wine, and a drop of crystal wine flowed down the corner of her lips.

Then, with a soft "bang", a white, delicate palm slammed a can of beer onto the stone chair, and a little foam splashed out.

"I can't agree with that!"

The roots of his ears were dyed with a faint flush, as if he was drinking in a few sips, and Xu Xian looked directly at Han Yu with his bright eyes, and there were tears in his eyes.

"Brother, the reason you gave me...... I can't agree with it!"

"What is the choice of accepting a confession and being together forever, can't the two be unified?!"

"Brother, you're questioning the relationship between us!"

It was as if he had been holding back for a long time, and as soon as he opened his mouth, he was questioned several times in a row.

This was not the etiquette she had always adhered to.

However, listening to the well-concealed tremor in her words, Han Yu silently restrained the little gentle smile on his face.

After lowering his eyes and seemingly thinking for a while, he whispered, "I know your good opinion of me. But Xiaoxian ...... For the opposite sex, especially for the opposite sex who are familiar with each other, some good feelings do not mean anything. We haven't seen each other for eleven years, and such a long period of time, even on a true pair of lovers, is enough to separate them. And how can you tell me with certainty that your feelings for me ...... It must be love?"

"But brother, you can't prove that my affection for you is not love!"

Xu Xian's body once again showed that strong aura, and her categorical words made people feel the firmness in her heart directly, "I have made a lot of difficult choices about your confession to my brother...... I finally made a decision!"

Hearing this, Han Yu glanced at her with a complicated look in his eyes.

He understood what she meant.

is different from a certain girl who is a little greedy, she only needs the same, in love and friendship, she chooses the former.

Thinking of this, Han Yu suddenly seemed to remember something, and said softly: "Some time ago...... Yuna confessed to me. ”

The long eyelashes fluttered imperceptibly.

Xu Xian looked at him fixedly and asked, "You agreed?"

"Strictly speaking, no. Han Yu shook his head honestly, and then added, "But I think, it's going to be soon." ”

“…… Wouldn't that be perfect?"

After a few seconds of silence, Xu Xian instead looked at him with a burning gaze, and said slowly word by word: "At least, I still have one last chance." ”

Seeing her performance, Han Yu took a deep breath, and then wanted to say something, but was directly interrupted.

"Don't talk about Taeyeono. Brother, you yourself should know that this joke is boring. ”

The girl's bland tone made Han Yu feel helpless in his heart.

The incident of bumping into himself and Taeyeon before is indeed just an excuse to speak.

But...... I'm afraid that Xiaoxian, this girl, would never have thought that this "joke" may not necessarily be really just a "joke".

Thinking about it, he shook his head, and didn't think about it anymore, Han Yu pursed his lips and frowned and looked at Xu Xian quietly in front of him.

Another reason why he rejected Xu Xian was the same as what he just said, he felt that Xu Xian's feelings for him were not love.

"When I was a child, I had an ignorant relationship, and after more than ten years...... Can it really be preserved?"

In the face of his soft question, Xu Xian did not show any timidity, and she also asked rhetorically: "Brother, are you doubting me or yourself?"

"I'm suspecting that you stupid girl has gotten into the horns of the bull herself!"

The tone finally became a little harsh.

Han Yu wrinkled his brows, pointed to the position of his head and heart with one hand, and said in a deep voice:

"I can't give you a clear verdict on your feelings.

But in my own opinion!

Whether it's the consciousness in my head or the feeling in my heart, I don't think Xiaoxian is treating me like an object of affection...... I think you are more like a possession of family affection to me.

Just like Yun'er when she was a child, she desperately wanted to hold her favorite brother by her side and prevent him from leaving with others.

That's what I asked you before.

I think you have a desire for possession of me.

This kind of psychology is actually very normal, maybe every sister has such a mentality towards her brother, the person who depends on her is married, goes abroad, and is far away from her side, it is difficult to hide a kind of loss.

However, this kind of psychology and this kind of loss will soon pass, because it is impossible for relatives to really separate, there is always a way to meet and contact, and the difference is only the size of the difficulty.

But Xiaoxian, the difference between you and them is ...... I'm not your real OPPA. ”

When he heard Han Yu's last words, in the light of the street lamp, Xu Xian's face seemed to turn pale.

She silently clenched her hands, her eyes fixed firmly on the man in front of her, her lips constantly twitching slightly, but she couldn't open her mouth to say anything.

Because, in someone's previous question, in her own heart, it seems that she really provided the other party with an irrefutable evidence.

"You must have realized it yourself, right? ”

"You're actually more inclined to want to stay with me than the result of your relationship. ”

"Xiaoxian, you have always been a very rational girl, and this is what I like most about you, I believe that in that moment just now, your subconscious has given the answer you want. ”

"Actually, you're a lot like Yuna. ”

"Since I was a child, I was the only boy by your side, and as your OPPA, I have always made you rely on it, Yuna only has Yunjin and an Onie, my existence is indispensable to her, and you are the same. ”

"You are an only child, you are the only child in the family, even if you were bullied at school when you were a child, the well-behaved tutor made you unable to say anything wronged. And I, the 'OPPA', can just become the object of your dependence independent of the family. ”

"Maybe you're more dependent on me than Yun'er. ”

Because even if Yun'er only has a father, she still has Ernie who loves her, and a lot of cousins and cousins, and she has not lacked love since she was a child. ”

"In addition, I love her all the time. ”

She was used to this kind of love, and there was no need to get used to the fact that she might lose it later. ”

"Because I don't have it all the time, I will cherish it more. ”

"But it's the identity of that 'outsider' that restricts you. ”

"Even if I marry someone else in the future, Yuna can still rely on me all the time. ”

"But Xiaoxian ...... You can't. ”

As if she couldn't bear it anymore, she took a long breath, gritted her teeth slightly and said, "Enough!"

"Brother, you don't have to say these words so surely, as if you really know what is going on in my heart!"

Xu Xian glared at Han Yu with red eyes, at this time, she no longer had the ostrich appearance she used to have in front of him, and her raised jaw angle showed an angle that did not flinch.

It's like holding on to the last bit of pride.

She looked at him with her fists clenched, lowered her voice with a tense face, and said, "I understand what you think, brother." But...... No matter what you say, do you dare to say that a girl, for a big brother she has relied on for so many years, really only has that pure family affection in her heart?"

However, he looked at her with complicated eyes, and replied:

"I don't dare. So...... I rejected you. ”

Suddenly.

She froze.

After being stunned for a while, she lowered her head without warning, and while trying to bite her lower lip, a tear fell on her hands with white knuckles.

Right.

At all costs.

He, in the end, rejected himself.

……

It's over.