Chapter 15: Gains and Losses

"As soon as I saw her bank card number, it was that point, and I couldn't bear and was ashamed. ”

"Oh, it's so complicated, according to this view, this woman is not simple, he himself came here with a plan, you fool, you look at people too inaccurately. ”

"Probably, after that I felt that women were more of a terrible thing, and I would rather stay away. So I don't want to have any more intimate encounters with women. There was a shadow in my heart, and I always felt that they were trying something for me. ”

"One year I was bitten by a snake, and I was afraid of the well rope for ten years!"

Ou Shangwen looked at Su Xiaoman ignorantly: "What do you mean?"

"That's it, it's that you have sequelae, you're afraid, the shadow is too heavy, and you're even scared when you see a rope, something similar to a snake! ”

Ou Shangwen frowned, as if he didn't understand: "Yanyu, you can even understand Yanzi's words?"

Su Xiaoman was laughed at by Dongfang: "Obey you! Okay, I was wrong, I said it esoteric again." Hmm" Su Xiaoman looked up at the sky, and then broke off a small branch, and then looked at Ou Shangwen: "Then you just don't feel safe, do you understand?"

Ou Shangwen nodded: "The three words "sense of security" are particularly interesting, maybe that's it, I don't have a sense of security, so what about you?

"Me?" Su Xiaoman blinked his eyes and thought for a while, then exhaled again as if he didn't understand, stood up, stomped his feet, shook off his arms, and seemed to have completely thought about it before he began to speak: "What do you say? I feel very secure about myself." ”

"That's all?" Auchanwen shook his head slightly.

"It's a lot!" After speaking, Su Xiaoman couldn't help but smile, and Ou Shangwen also laughed: "Yes, having a sense of security for yourself is also a kind of security." He could see that Su Xiaoman's heart wall was slowly getting shorter, but now was the time to open his heart, fortunately, he had the patience to wait.

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Xu Hua left the noodle shop boringly, but she didn't go far, she still didn't give up, and wanted to completely threaten Feng Xiangzhen. Now she finally remembered that Feng Xiangzhen was indeed Su Xiaoman's good friend, but she didn't seem to have any friendship with Su Xiaotian, when did she hook up?

Xu Hua hid not far away, watching the direction of the noodle restaurant from time to time. About an hour later, Feng Xiangzhen came out, but Su Xiaotian also came out together, the two talked and talked, although they didn't hook their shoulders, but the happiness was still obvious, probably to celebrate the success of the two of them.

Xu Hua watched Feng Xiangzhen get into Su Xiaotian's car, and the car started slowly, apparently to see Feng Xiangzhen off. And said that it doesn't matter, liar ghosts, pick up and send them, it doesn't matter what they do, can they be so attentive? Xu Hua sneered a little angrily, Okay, Su Xiaotian, let's see!

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After Zhuang Muran finished crying, he finally fell asleep steadily, feeling as if he hadn't had a good night's sleep for a long time. At two o'clock in the morning, when he woke up, Zhuang Muran felt that his stomach began to protest, and he remembered that dinner was useless, so he quickly got up and went to the kitchen to find something to fill his stomach. Out of the bedroom, Zhuang Muran saw at a glance that the kitchen light was still on, and Lou Jingqing was sleeping on the dining table.

Zhuang Muran was stunned for a moment, and began to walk quietly again, although the movement was small, it still woke Lou Jingqing up, she sat up, rubbing her eyes: "Are you awake? Lou Jingqing quickly stood up and was about to heat up the food.

Zhuang Muran pressed Lou Jingqing's hand: "No, I'll just eat a few bites!"

Lou Jingqing hesitated: "But it's cold." ”

"It's okay, you go back to your room and sleep. Zhuang Muran's expression was faint, and his tone was cold. He glanced at the food on the table, sat down and ate it, because he was too hungry, and the food looked a little unsightly, a little gobbling.

Lou Jingqing whispered: "I didn't eat either!"

Zhuang Muran didn't raise his head, and his voice was a little slurred: "Then eat!"

Lou Jingqing sat down awkwardly and ate silently, she didn't know the taste of food, she ate without a bite, she observed Zhuang Muran from time to time, he didn't even have the idea of looking up at her, he only knew how to eat and eat. After Zhuang Muran finished eating, wiped his mouth, stood up and prepared to go back to the bedroom. When walking past Lou Jingqing, Lou Jingqing suddenly hugged Zhuang Muran's waist: "Muran, can we not be indifferent? I know that I was wrong, the person I shouldn't hurt the most is my sister, but the fact is already like this, I can only atone for my sins, and I am willing to spend my whole life to repent." As long as you don't let me go. ”

Zhuang Muran broke Lou Jingqing's hand little by little, and spit out cold words word by word: "I have already said that we will never have a future." I could fall in love with any woman, but not Su Xiaoman's relative. ”

Lou Jingqing seemed to have found hope, and warmly pulled Zhuang Muran's arm: "I know, I know, I can break off the family relationship with my sister!

Zhuang Muran looked at Lou Jingqing with some surprise and contempt: "Family affection has always been used to trample in your eyes, I finally see you clearly!"

"No, I was forced by you, Mu Ran, I admit it, I love you too much, but I'm sincere" Lou Jingqing was still trying to explain.

Zhuang Muran shook his head gently: "The biggest difference between you and Xiaoman is that she values love and righteousness, and for you, she would rather blame me for all her mistakes, take the responsibility on herself, and want to fulfill you." But what about you?"

Under Zhuang Muran's aggressive gaze, Lou Jingqing lowered his head in shame.

"You never really value the affection you have, it's just all kinds of use. ”

"No, I didn't mean to, really. ”

Zhuang Muran laughed self-deprecatingly: "Didn't you mean it? Then I got drunk and became a ghost, I did it on purpose?

Lou Jingqing hurriedly interrupted him: "No, I drank it too, I drank too much!" Lou Jingqing held Zhuang Muran's arm, trying to make him calm and believe in himself.

Zhuang Muran shook Lou Jingqing away very impatiently: "The wine you drink is special, right? It's not red wine at all." Or is it your specialty?"

Lou Jingqing's face changed when he boarded, how could he also know about the fake wine? No wonder he became more and more disgusted with himself. Lou Jingqing immediately straightened up and stiffened: "No, how can you say that? I don't understand!"

Zhuang Muran sneered and didn't say a word.

"Okay, I'm all wrong, but didn't my sister quit yet?

As soon as he heard this word, Zhuang Muran immediately became angry: "Lou Jingqing! Am I a thing?

Seeing Zhuang Muran suddenly getting angry, his voice was several degrees higher, Lou Jingqing was still startled, took a step back, calmed down, and put on a smile again: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I said the wrong thing in a hurry, Muran, don't be angry." ”

Zhuang Muran pointed to the door: "Now, immediately, you disappear quickly! Take all your things! If you dare to appear here again in the future, don't blame me for being unkind." Zhuang Muran's face was angry, his eyes were full of red silk, and he didn't mean to joke at all.

Lou Jingqing was frightened, he didn't dare to say a word, and it took a long time to think of a sentence: "It's midnight, no, it's early in the morning!"

"I'll send you! I'll wait here, you go pack your things. Zhuang Muran's face was ruthless.

Lou Jingqing's tears flowed down, and he was so anxious that he sobbed: "I was wrong, I was wrong, I won't make you angry in the future! Can you forgive me again? Now, it's too late, I'm me."

Zhuang Muran sighed: "Let's leave tomorrow morning!" After speaking, he went back to the bedroom directly, and then closed the door heavily, the key is that there is also the sound of locking the door inside.

Lou Jingqing sat down on the ground, and her tears seemed to be endless. This time it's really over, Su Xiaoman is too dark, and he takes retreat as advance, pushing Lou Jingqing to the point of no return. Su Xiaoman can't compete with herself, she can't look down on her boyfriend, she pretends to let her boyfriend, in fact, the conspiracy is very deep, this is the rhythm of revenge! Lou Jingqing thought that Su Xiaoman was so black-bellied and could ruthlessly repent of her happiness, she didn't have this sister anymore! At this moment, Lou Jingqing transferred all the grievances and hatred to Su Xiaoman, as if the person who quarreled with her just now was Su Xiaoman, not Zhuang Muran.

After sitting on the ground for a long time, Lou Jingqing walked back to her bedroom. Although lying on the bed, Lou Jingqing did not feel sleepy at all, she was straightening out the relationship between these three people. At the beginning, Zhuang Muran was taken care of by her little sister, but the two of them were in a company and often commuted together, and slowly became a little emotional, and after creating an incident, they came together naturally, which is also natural.

Lou Jingqing came from the countryside to work, and it is not easy for him to leave his hometown, and it is an unusual number to find a man as outstanding as Zhuang Muran. And Su Xiaoman has lived in the city since she was a child, growing up and living in a superior environment, her conditions are many times better than Lou Jingqing, it is easy for her to find an excellent boyfriend, why do she have to get along with herself?

Lou Jingqing sighed heavily, it seems that Zhuang Muran is determined to ignore her, and she is also determined to recover Su Xiaoman, what should she do? Lou Jingqing was very surprised that Su Xiaoman could use the trick of putting herself to death and then rebirth, I don't know who she was instructed by, and she actually turned the situation around by "running away", maybe she is secretly having fun somewhere now. The more Lou Jingqing thinks about it, the more angry she becomes, the sister who grew up since she was a child, the kind and simple sister, the sister who has always taken care of her, has become a downright bad person in her imagination.

Zhuang Muran finally made up his mind this time and completely broke off the bad relationship between him and Lou Jingqing. He promised the kind-hearted Su Xiaoman, who had already hurt his sister, so he wouldn't hurt his sister again, but he couldn't do it, he couldn't do it at all. Especially after Su Xiaoman lost contact, his whole person was not good,