163: Nirvana reborn
Nirvana is reborn, I really don't want that day.
I just want to live an ordinary life, marry Ji Muqing, and then have a lot of children. I earn money to support my family, and she is responsible for being beautiful like a flower, and this is the life I want.
I'm scared, really scared, and even more scared of going through the pain of losing a loved one.
I retracted my thoughts, still feeling a little lost.
They were telling Lao Qi to be careful or something, and Lao Qi's attitude was also very resolute, and the firmness in his eyes never wavered.
It's a familiar look, and in my teammates, each of them has a determined look in the face of death and unknown dangers.
Giving your life for your loved ones will not blink an eye of firmness.
It was as if my mind was suddenly taken back to that scene three years ago.
If time could be turned back, I think they would still be as steadfast as they were at the beginning.
For a moment, my mood fluctuated, and I turned back to the tent.
However, my thoughts could not be calmed down for a long time, and the scene kept echoing in my mind.
The blood everywhere, the screams of relatives and friends, I closed my eyes suddenly, interrupting the image in my mind.
In his ears, there was the sound of Lao Qi chanting mantras loudly.
Even if I tell them all the results, they will still stick to their ideas. Just like my brothers, when they know that there is a dead end ahead, they will go on without hesitation.
"Have a nice trip. I can only say it silently in my heart.
The sound faded away, and the seven corpses jumped away one by one.
Through the shadows, I saw the seven small bodies, following behind the seventh in an orderly manner, jumping up and down, like the camera in a zombie movie.
Many of the plots in movie novels are derived from life.
For example, chasing corpses, this is a very mysterious, ancient and unbelievable profession, when you read a book, you just think it's magical, but when you experience it yourself, you will find that the mysteries of this world are so unfathomable.
I remembered the picture of Mr. Wei asking me to observe the starry sky.
We live on a planet that we don't know at all.
Not only the vast starry sky, but also many things around us, you think you know very well, but when you actually walk in, you will find that you don't know anything at all.
These are all states of mind, and if you want to see what is behind the material, you have to have a different state of mind from others.
I closed my eyes and didn't think about the mess.
I have done everything that should be done, I have said everything that should be said, and as for the outcome, it is not up to me to control it.
Of course, it was destined to be a sleepless night, even if I didn't think about those things, I couldn't sleep for a long time.
After the seventh child left, Kakemu and the others began to worry about him again, and I listened to it for a while, and then stopped listening.
When you're on your mind, time always flies very slowly, and this night, I almost spent it tossing and turning.
The next day, Xiong Xiaoyun noticed that there was one person missing from the crowd and asked me curiously, "Have you noticed it, they seem to be missing one person." ”
"Don't ask what you shouldn't ask, pack your things, let's get ready to go." "I dodged her question.
Xiong Xiaoyun is thoughtful, even if I don't say it, she can guess seven, seven, eight, eight.
The main thing is that the corpse of a child is gone, and the smell is gone, as long as you put a little thought into it, you can resemble it.
However, Xiong Xiaoyun also knew what to ask and what not to ask, and besides, she didn't care much about that matter in the first place. In this way, we have a much easier road ahead.
The rest of the trip became much smoother.
We can go to a restaurant to eat openly, and we don't have to worry about the body being found, or how to block out the smell of the body.
By the third day, we were on the border of the stiff.
Entering here means that you are not far from your destination.
It's just that in the past day or so, I have seen Kakemu secretly on the phone many times, it should be to call the seventh, since this morning, it seems that no one has answered the phone.
But in order not to cause noise and panic, Kakmu did not tell anyone about it.
It's strange to say that they don't even use mobile phones, only Kakemu has one on him, and the one on Lao Qi's body was found on the seven children.
In their words, mobile phones are things that have no living spirits, that is, things that have no aura, and they are used to dealing with living things.
This idea may not seem incomprehensible to us, but in the eyes of their stiff people, it is natural.
Lao Qi must be in trouble, but only he can help himself in this matter.
In the afternoon, we went inside the scarlet.
Kakmu took us straight to their village and welcomed us warmly. The villagers asked if they could find the child, and they were all avoiding it, and no one had the courage to speak out at such a cruel moment.
That night, we rested at Kakmu's house.
His place was very spacious and it was no problem to stay for the three of us.
After we fell asleep, Kakmu's wife asked Kakmu again if their children were rebellious and refused to come out.
The kind woman would never have imagined that their child had become a cold corpse at this moment.
She is still wondering, is the child growing up, naughty, uncontrolled, and wanting to break through on her own?
Even, she comforted Kakmu, telling him not to worry too much, their children, she understood, will not be hot and troublesome outside.
And Kakmu, he loved his wife very much.
Very love, a kind of love that protects life.
Not only did he not tell his wife about the children, but he also comforted her not to think nonsense. He even made up a lie, saying that children have their own dreams, they want to go to the outside world, and parents can't be too strict, and they should give their children some freedom.
He may have thought about these lies many times along the way, but the image of this man who doesn't look so tall at the moment has risen a lot in my heart.
He was a great father and a great husband.
I'd rather bear all the suffering myself than let my relatives share it.
I saw in him a kind of gloom that was different from the deceit of the metropolis of Lille, but a powerful positive energy.
If it were me, I might not have done as well as him.
I suddenly missed Ji Muqing very much, I missed it very much. But there is no signal in this area, and I can't send a text message if I want to.
I can only keep this longing in my heart, and when I go back, I will definitely tell it well.
Ji Muqing, I don't know if you miss you as much as I do?
The next day, we got up early, and today we are going to start our march to March Lake, and the road is very dangerous, and everyone slept early last night.
Kakemu only brought the fourth child, the sturdy one, with us.
First, the more people you bring, the greater the danger.
Second, they also thought that if the seventh child came back, someone would have to stay to pick him up.
This time, I don't know when I will come back, when Kakemu was separated from his wife, he hugged me for a long time, which reminded me of Ji Muqing when he sent me away, he also hugged me so affectionately, and he didn't let go for a long time.
The saddest thing in this world is to be separated from your beloved.
I didn't want to be tied up by feelings, so I got in the car early and waited for them in the car with Abin and Xiong Xiaoyun.
It didn't take much effort for them to say goodbye to their families, take their supplies, and get into our car.
Our car has good performance, five people plus some supplies, one is enough, driving too much, but it is a waste of fuel.
Xiong Xiaoyun was driving the car, Ka Kemu and I were sitting in the back seat, and Abin was sitting in the co-pilot.
Kakmu took out a map and showed it to me, it was a very old map.
He drew a map for a while and told us that there were still thousands of kilometers to March Lake, that is, a day and a night away.
March Lake is located in the depths of the snow-capped mountains, and when you reach the foot of the snow-capped mountains, you can't drive and have to walk up.
We have been delayed a lot of time along the way, I don't know where Chu Yunfei and the others have gone now?
I asked Xiong Xiaoyun not to stop, to eat and rest or something in the car, and to catch up with Chu Yunfei and them as soon as possible.
The next evening, we arrived at the road to the snow-capped mountains.
We found a few cars at the bottom of the mountain, which were Chu Yunfei and them.
There was still residual heat in the seats, and it looked like they had just left.
They left earlier than we did, and they arrived here around the same time as us, so it seems that they had a lot of trouble along the way.
I don't have the heart to think about it so much, and the most important thing is to keep up with them.
Our team has few people and few materials, everyone shares a little, of course, Xiong Xiaoyun is the lightest on his back, and the rest is shared by the four of us.
We followed the footprints left by Chu Yunfei and them all the way up, and when we arrived at a flat place, we found burnt sticks and some snack bags, compared to where they had rested.
We choose not to rest.
Keep tracking.
It's not that I want to catch up with them, it's that if I can shorten the distance, that's the best. The snow-capped mountains are too big, and there are a lot of uncertain factors, and if we encounter tower defense or something, we are distanced, and then we want to track it, it will be very difficult.
Moreover, since Chu Yunfei already knew that we were following them, then we had nothing to fear. It's all down to this point, what else can he do? Use manpower to deal with us? I'm afraid he can't bear it.
But this is a long journey, and I have no problem with Abin and Kakemu Laosi, but Xiong Xiaoyun's physical fitness can't keep up.
The higher you go, the colder it gets, the more danger there is, and if you can't keep up with your physical fitness, it's easy to have an accident.
I looked around, found a slightly flat spot, and said, "Let's take a break over here." ”
Xiong Xiaoyun is still holding on, "No, I can do it." ”
As soon as the words fell, my body fell limply into my arms.