Yan Hanyu couldn't be sure if she had missed some memories, or if she had lived it all over again?

The sun was shining outside the window, and she watched the peach blossoms fluttering and the finches flying, and for a while she thought she had fallen into a dream.

The place where she is no longer Yushengju, all the girls around her have changed, and even she is married and has a child in her belly.

How did all this come to be a reality?

She is obviously terminally ill and can't hold on anymore, what happened to make her body better?

What she didn't know how to face the most was her current husband, who turned out to be Zhao Xian, the king of Yan, a prince who was not alive at a young age.

She once thought that she was in the underworld, and she was a ghost couple with this Yan King.

But everything around her was so clear that she could touch, smell, and feel.

She used to only like to read, but now she likes to be stunned by the spring light.

"Princess, the weather is so good, can you go out for a walk?" The girl who asked her was called Xiao Ya'er, and she had a pretty face, very happy.

"Where's Mama Zhou? Is she there?" she woke up and clinged to Mama Zhou, because she only recognized Mama Zhou.

"Mama Zhou is at Mama Hong, do you want to call her over?"

"No need. Yan Hanyu shook her head, "Then you can accompany me." ”

The spring breeze was blowing, the warm sun leaned over, Yan Hanyu touched her slightly bulging belly, and a gentle smile appeared on her lips.

"I want to eat peach blossom cakes, let the kitchen get some. Get some more tea and sit here and watch the peach blossoms. ”

"Yes. The slave and maid called Ping'an to accompany the princess. ”

"No, I want to be on my own for a while. ”

She woke up and needed someone to accompany her for the past few days, but now she is not so afraid, she just wants to be alone, quiet and quiet.

The sun shines on the body, and the warmth always enters the bottom of my heart. She raised her hand and looked at the thin hands. She had the impression that her hands were white and delicate, without flaws, and there were a few more thin scars like now.

What did these hands do?

What she usually does the most is to learn calligraphy, and she doesn't even hold embroidery needles.

Even so, the nails of those hands were always white, but now the nails of these hands are flushed with redness and health.

She likes herself like this, she likes herself without pain, and she likes to live like this.

"Princess. "It's Lian Xia, she was born tall, delicate, walking like the wind, if she wears men's clothes, she looks like a man at first glance in the distance.

"Your Highness is in the West Garden, please come over. ”

Xiyuan, she hasn't been to it yet, I heard that it is the place where the husband summons the minister and meets guests.

She went with Lian Xia, remembering the refreshments she asked Xiao Ya'er to prepare, so she could only ask her to wait for her to come back before sending them.

West Garden was not like where they lived, it was open in all directions, and she saw him at a glance when she entered.

His posture is upright, like a jade tree facing the wind.

He came slowly, and he walked with grace.

The eyes he looked at were entangled, and they seemed to be blazing sun, making her melt into this invisible warmth.

He held her hand, and the picture of the two standing together became the most beautiful scene.

"Ah Rong. A voice rang out.

Yan Hanyu looked over and was a tall and mighty man.

She looked at her husband for help.

"This is the brother you recognize. ”

"Yes, Ah Rong. I am your brother-in-law. ”

When did she recognize her brother-in-law? Yan Hanyu really didn't have any impression at all. And this righteous brother called her Ah Rong, and always felt that he recognized the wrong person.

"Brother-in-law. Even so, she obediently shouted and bowed shallowly. She believes that her husband will not lie to her.

Such a quiet Ah Rong Damu was very uncomfortable, and he didn't know how to respond for a while, and he was stunned for a long time before he realized it and said, "I brought you something to eat, do you like it?"

Yan Hanyu's eyes lit up when she saw that it was candied fruit, "Thank you, brother." He knew that she liked to eat preserves, and it would not be wrong to be her brother-in-law.

"When you were in the boudoir, the emperor gave you the title of the county lord of Qingrong. ”

She still has the title of Qingrong County Lord? What she has forgotten is really not a little bit, but a lot of things.

When the righteous brother left, the two returned to the courtyard together.

The two held hands, and her hand was held by him in the palm of his hand, and it felt like he was holding his heart, stable and full.

Yan Hanyu's heart was warm, and she turned her head to look at him, facing his gentle eyes.

Her heart jumped suddenly, and she turned around and continued to walk as if nothing had happened.

From the strangeness after waking up at the beginning, to now she can't help but rejoice every time she sees him, she knows that she likes him. She had no doubt that they liked each other to be together.

She wanted to know the memories she had lost, because how happy it was to like someone. But she forgot about the memory she liked.

She tickled his palm with her fingertips, one at a time.

Zhao Xian stopped, she looked over suspiciously, but the handsome face gradually enlarged, and he bent down to kiss her.

Yan Hanyu shyly covered her face with her hand, "They are all watching." ”

The two large light bulbs that followed automatically receded far away.

"It's all gone. ”

His voice was low and warm, and she seemed to be greatly encouraged, and stood on tiptoe and kissed him on the cheek. Just about to withdraw, he was surrounded by his waist again.

A hand covered her belly and stroked it very gently, "Yu'er." A call, full of affection.

Yan Hanyu never knew that if she liked someone, she would have a feeling of wanting to eat him, or that she wanted to carve him into her blood and bones, and she would never forget it for the rest of her life.

"Husband, I want to go back and see my mother and grandfather. ”

"I have time in two days, and I will accompany you. ”

"Can I go back on my own?"

"It's better for me to stay with you. It wasn't that he was making a fuss, but that she almost fainted from crying when she knew they were all alive.

Zhao Xian was really afraid that her mood would be unstable, so he let her recover better and then go back.

Two days later, Yan Hanyu got up early in the morning, prepared some things, and Zhao Xian accompanied her back to the door.

The carriage stopped before reaching Yan's Mansion.

The curtain of the car was halfway lifted, Yan Hanyu looked sideways, and saw that the person standing next to the horse was a little familiar, and shouted happily, "It's Mr. Chen." She was happy to finally meet someone she knew. She had been to Chen's house and had met him once.

She hadn't seen many familiar people since she woke up.

"Princess. He bowed with a serious expression.

Yan Hanyu knew that he was a cold person, and he was like this with everyone.

"Are you ready to go?"

"Yes. ”

"Why don't you bring more people?"

"This is convenient to do, Your Highness can rest assured that the lower officials will do what they can. ”

Hearing that they seemed to be talking about business, Yan Hanyu sat quietly and did not interject.

"Be careful on the road. ”

"Farewell. ”

He raised his eyes and glanced at her, Yan Hanyu sat upright and smiled.

Back at Yan's Mansion, Yan Hanyu felt like a world away, looking at the verandah pavilion, and the familiar scenery pulled her back to reality.

She suppressed the excitement in her heart, and the people around her shook her hand.

"I'm fine, I'm just so happy. She held back tears in her eyes.

"If you're like this, my mother-in-law thinks I'm bullying you. ”

"No, no, no. She shook her head and sniffled, "I don't want to cry." "But I just couldn't help it.

"Go with Mama, I'll wait for you at Master Taifu's side. ”

Yan Hanyu went to Mingruo Courtyard along the road, and as soon as she arrived at the gate of Mingruo Courtyard, she heard a crisp voice, "Sister, sister." ”

As soon as she turned around, she saw a bright figure rushing towards her.

"The second lady should be careful, the eldest lady's body can't withstand the impact. ”

"It's okay Mama Zhou, my body is fine. It was only in the last few days that she realized that she had studied medicine, so she had to reorganize her medical books and pick up all those things she had forgotten. There is a Mama Hong by her side who can teach her, and she really feels like she has learned medical skills.

She was so happy to see Shizuka that she hadn't seen her for two years, only to hear people whisper that she had run away from home.

"My sister is back. I've wanted to see you for a long time, but His Royal Highness King Yan said that you are not in good health and won't let me see you. ”

When the two sisters saw this, they held hands.

"I'm already well, and if you want to see me in the future, go as long as you want. ”

"I'm afraid it won't work, I'm going to get married, and my mother said that I want to stay at home and refuse to go anywhere. ”

"Then get married early, and then the second uncle and aunt won't be able to stop you wherever you want to go. ”

"Yes, sister, you're so smart, why don't I go to Lu Balang and ask them to advance the wedding date?"

"You, I can't wait to get married tomorrow. Although Yan Hanyu was teasing her, she was happy to see that she was not excluded from this marriage.

"Yes, I just can't wait to get married tomorrow, my mother won't let me go anywhere, Lu Balang said that he won't care about me wherever I want to go, he will accompany me. ”

When I arrived at my mother's yard, I saw my mother sitting embroidery, and next to me sat a little boy who was quietly learning calligraphy.

Yan Hanyu heard that her mother had a child by her side, and she was the illegitimate son of the fourth uncle.

Such a harmonious scene made the tip of Yan Hanyu's nose sour, and she couldn't hold back her tears.

She thought that her mother had been dead for two or three years, and she couldn't be excited when she suddenly appeared in front of her.

In her memory, before her mother passed away, neither of them had a word. When her mother died, she regretted that she shouldn't have treated her mother coldly, and now she appeared in front of her alive, only to feel that God favored her and gave her another life.

"Mother. ”

She called, but her voice was not loud, for fear that the person in front of her was fake, and played a joke on her.

"Hanyu is back. ”

She put down the needle and thread in her hand and got up to take her hand.

"It's okay to send someone to say it, and let my mother go to see you. ”

When Hanyu was in a coma, she went to live for two days, and she didn't stay long when she saw that King Yan had served her properly.

"Look at you, you still have a child in your belly, don't cry and hurt your body. ”

"Sister, I'm missing my aunt. ”

"I just miss my mother. "She really hasn't seen her mother in a long time.

"My sister is about to become a mother herself, and she is still pestering her aunt like this. ”

"yes. Lin Suxin also smiled.

Yan Hanyu was a little embarrassed, as soon as she finished laughing at Shizuka, she laughed back.

"I see if you will cry when you become a mother in the future!" she seems to be very fond of crying noses now. However, Mama Hong said that women who are pregnant with children are very sentimental, and it is normal for them to cry easily.

"I'm still early. "Yan Jingxiang wants to get married, but she doesn't want to have children. She doesn't seem to like children.

"Come, sit and talk. ”

"Big sister. Han'er didn't know when she stood in front of them, looking up at them.

"Han'er, big sister brought you something. Little bud, bring the things. ”

It is a transparent blue glassware with a slightly smaller diameter and carved with wisteria patterns. When she was young, her fourth uncle asked someone to bring it back and give it to her. She put two small fish in it, just for Han'er to play with.

"Thank you, big sister. Han'er smiled, showing her joy at the object.

Han'er went to see the fish alone with a glass bottle.

Yan Hanyu talked to her mother and Shizuka for a while, and the guards around Zhao Xian had already come over to spread the word.

Yan Hanyu had to say goodbye to her mother Shizuka and go to her grandfather.

Seeing that his grandfather was still in good spirits, Yan Hanyu was relieved.

Before parting, her grandmother gave her a box of small things that her father had played with when he was a child, and Yan Hanyu was flattered. Her grandmother had never smiled for as long as she could remember, but now she was willing to give her what her father had since his death. Is this a willingness to let go of the fact that his father has passed away?

She seems to be gradually getting better about her current life, her relatives, lovers, are all by her side, even if she forgets a period of time, but the ending is good.

For the rest of my life, I wish for Chang'an.

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