Why do people with depression often think about suicide, and even many people with depression die by suicide?

Because people with depression, the vast majority of people, feel extremely disappointed in the real world because they have suffered too many setbacks in reality, and they can't see any hope of continuing to live...... So, they think of death. Eight?? One Chinese ≈ = ≤.≤8≥1≥Z≤≤.≤COM

To live, people need a little motivation to live.

There are people who live for money.

There are people who live for power.

There are also people who live for love......

Violet is clearly the latter, living for love.

She doesn't have any feelings for money, she has no interest in power, and before she met Gao Bo, her world was boring and gloomy like most famous ladies.

After meeting Gao Bo, she felt that her life was lit with hope, and she was no longer so boring, because Gao Bo became her goal.

She began to imagine, thought about many, many ......

For example, she chased Gao Bo and succeeded, and the two lived together from then on, growing old together until death.

For example, she chased Gao Bo backwards, failed, and was depressed for a while, and then continued to pursue, in an infinite loop, until Gao Bo accepted it.

In the end, she failed too much and gave up, but Gao Bo woke up.

In desperation, she became a nun and closed her door to Gao Bo, but she was still full of longing for her future.

At first, Violet thought that she was looking forward to a new life in the future, cultivating herself in this forgetful nunnery, isolating herself from the world, and spending the rest of her life quietly.

But later, her motivation to live was not because of the advent of a new life, but in the subconscious of her heart, she still did not die.

She still looks forward to the day when she will still be with Gao Bo, although she has never been willing to admit it, and has always warned herself not to think so, but it is true.

Therefore, even though she has lived a very hard life, she has never had the idea of suicide, and she is still full of enthusiasm and expectations for this world.

Until today, at this moment.

All the nuns went ashore and were saved, but Gao Bo's figure still did not appear, and Violet suddenly woke up, it turned out that she continued to live in this world because of Gao Bo.

Gao Bo was gone, and her soul seemed to be withdrawn from her body in an instant, and the colorful world became dull and meaningless.

She wants to leave, she is ready to leave, she wants to follow Gao Bo forever, even if ...... It's death.

Death is not terrible, as long as there is that person walking in front of you on the road to death, it is happy......

Violet stood on tiptoe, closed her beautiful eyes, spread her hands, and poured towards the waves and floods in front of her......

However, even if she dies, there are people who are unwilling to do it.

When she felt that she was about to fall into the flood, suddenly, a force that came from nowhere held her delicate body, and no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't fall into the water.

She stood on the hillside, and the picture looked quite strange and strange......

Violet Delphia frowned slightly, opened her eyes with a little anger, turned her head to look, and saw an extremely beautiful woman in white, who didn't know when she appeared, came to her side.

The woman in white has an excellent temperament, her eyebrows are picturesque, although she is expressionless, she looks like she has an indescribable sense of comfort, and behind her, there is a woman in blue.

Violet knew that she couldn't fall into the water no matter what, it must have been the ghost of this woman in white!

"Who are you?"

Violet glared at the woman in white angrily and asked in a deep voice.

"Piano idiot. ”

Qin Idiot replied indifferently, and then added: "Suicide is a very stupid act. ”

"What's the matter with you?"

"It's none of my business, but it's about Gao Bo. ”

The piano idiot turned his head to look at Violet and asked, "Gao Bo, where are you now?"

During the Chinese New Year, the qin idiot originally hid in Xishan Hidden Lake and couldn't come out, but in the middle of the night, 6 Moli and a group of women felt that Gao Bo encountered a lot of danger tonight, so they went to find the qin idiot.

The women are also very smart, and they can discern the place where Gao Bo is going through the email he put at home.

In order to ensure safety, the piano idiot set out and rushed to the Forgetful Nunnery.

As soon as he came over, he saw the flood of the mountain, a group of nuns in a terrible situation, and this violet standing on the hillside, ready to dive......

She didn't know who Violet was, but she knew that this group of nuns must have been saved by Gao Bo, so naturally she couldn't let Violet succeed in committing suicide, so she was not sorry for Gao Bo's efforts?

"You're here to find Gao Bo?"

Violet was stunned for a while, and then her face showed surprise, and she hurriedly said: "Master, you save Gao Bo, he, he hasn't come up in the water for a long time, and now I don't know what the situation is!"

"In the water?"

Qin was stunned, her beautiful eyes glanced at the torrent under the mountain, her pretty face changed, and without hesitation, she jumped into the torrent, leaving only her elegant and cold echo.

"Xiao You, protect them. ”

“……”

Without waiting for anyone's response, the figure of the piano idiot had disappeared.

……

……

After the piano idiot entered the torrent, Lan Youyou stayed by Violet's side, watching Violet with a little curiosity while watching her dive.

Her eyebrows are clear, her skin is like snow, and even though she has a smooth and bald head, she is still beautiful.

I have to say that to distinguish whether a woman is really beautiful, a shaved head is the best to look at, there is no doubt that Violet is a peerless beauty, she can withstand any test about her appearance.

"Big beauty...... Hmph, it's a Gao Bo woman again, right?"

Lan You pursed his lips in his heart and muttered, "Gao Bo is too animal, even nuns don't let go, pervert!"

Violet didn't pay attention to Lan You, and she didn't have the idea of diving for the time being, because she could feel the strength of the piano idiot, the piano idiot fell into the water, Gao Bo's life and death were unknown, and no one knew if she would be safe in the end.

Faced with this situation, how could Violet be in a hurry to die? she saw the dawn of survival again...... Life, with its ups and downs, is really helpless.

She couldn't laugh or cry in her heart: "Piano idiot...... The relationship with Gao Bo should not be simple, right? At such a time, she came to help, and jumped into the water to save people without hesitation, which shows that she is also deeply grateful to Gao Bo. ”

"You're worried. ”

At this time, a familiar laughter sounded beside Violet.

She suddenly came back to her senses, turned her head to look, and realized that the old nun did not know when she had come to her side.

"Master, are you alright?"

Violet asked worriedly when she saw the old nun's weak appearance.

"It doesn't matter. ”

The old nun waved her hand and said with a smile: "Fortunately, that young man, he is very kind to all of us in the Forgetfulness Nunnery. ”

“……”

Violet was silent, re-enactment, can't you talk about it?

This matter, in fact, everyone knows very well in their hearts that Gao Bo is the evil element, and so is Violet, if it weren't for them, Forgetfulness would not have faced such a crisis at all.

The old nun's idea made Violet feel ashamed......

"When he returns safely, go with him." ”

The old nun looked at the torrent below the mountain, then looked at Violet and said with a smile.

"Master, are you—are you trying to drive me away?" asked Violet with a change of face, very panicked.

"Yes. ”

The old nun smiled and nodded.

Violet looked depressed, stopped talking, and finally lowered her head full of guilt.

Yes, her stay in the Forgetfulness Nunnery will not only bring no benefits to the Forgetfulness Nunnery, but will make this isolated temple constantly face various crises.

This time it was the killer and the flood that destroyed their temple and almost caused them heavy casualties, what will be the next time?

No one knows......

"I drove you away, not because I disliked you. ”

The old nun seemed to see through Violet's thoughts, and said with a smile: "The monks have long looked down on life and death. ”

"So, what is that Master?" asked Violet curiously.

"You don't know?" said the old nun.

"The disciple is stupid. ”

"Because you can't forget him. ”

The old nun said: "Not only can you not forget him, but all your motivation to live also comes from him, you are a person of great affection, if you want to break off your feelings and forget your feelings, it is tantamount to depriving you of life...... You can't do it either. ”

"I can do it. Violet said unconvinced.

"You can't do it. ”

The old nun shook her head, and said with a light smile: "You will never be able to do it." ”

“……”

Looking at the old nun's determined eyes, Violet was silent, wanting to deny her point of view, but she didn't have so much courage.

Yes, she can't do it, and she doesn't want to deceive herself anymore, that will only make her seem useless, hypocritical, and stupid.

"If you can't do it, why bother yourself?"

The old nun said with a smile: "You are not forgetful, and he is obsessed with you, why torture yourself and torture him for some so-called face?"

Violet was stunned, and a certain string in her heart seemed to be plucked mischievously.

The old nun smiled and said no more, she knew that Violet would soon be able to figure it out and accept it quickly.

Whether it is a nun or a monk, they are all people who are far away from the red dust, and it is precisely because they are far away from the red dust that they can see the love and love between men and women more thoroughly.

The authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear.

The ordained are undoubtedly absolute bystanders in this regard.

During this period of time, Violet was silent in the Forgetfulness Nunnery, who couldn't see that when she was chanting and worshiping the Buddha, she was extremely cultivated in her sleep, food, and cultivation, and she was thinking about that man in her heart?

If you can't let it go, why do you have to force yourself to let it go?

If you can't forget it, don't forget it......