Yang, who is in the first year of junior high school, is almost 14 years old. At lunch, my father said to Yang Li again: "If you don't go out to work, I won't give you living expenses!" I haven't done well yet, and I can't go to class, where will I get the money to give you living expenses?" (In middle school, because she has to take morning and evening self-study classes, and Yang Li's home is far away from the school, Yang Li is a resident student and needs living expenses.) Dad accidentally fractured his left wrist when he went to work in the second half of last year, and he is still recuperating)

Yang Li didn't speak, and ate without saying a word. After the last time her mother fought with her father in order to prevent Yang Li from going out to work, Yang Li had long been mentally prepared to go out to work.

Yang Li thought to herself: In this home that is devastated by the soul and spirit, it is better to go out to work by yourself. She is also looking forward to growing up quickly every day and leaving this bad home with her mother as soon as possible.

Childhood is unforgettable for everyone, and Yang Li's childhood was full of sadness and fear! Every day she lived in sadness and fear, and she was bullied by her grandmother, father, brother, neighbors, and classmates every day.

Every time Yang Li's father lost his temper and scolded her, beat her, and then saw his father scolding her mother and beating her mother, he was extremely afraid and hateful! This ugly duckling's soul has been deeply wounded, and this kind of pain is more painful than a knife cut, and it makes people almost suffocate and uncomfortable. Other people's childhood is innocent and happy, Yang Li's childhood is a nightmare!

Because there were no decent clothes, Dad took Yang Li to buy two sets of spring clothes, this is the first time that Yang Li has grown up so much Dad took the initiative to buy clothes for Yang Li, and they used to wear the rest of his brother or given by others.

Yang Li remembers that when she was 8 or 9 years old, her mother cried every day and asked her father to buy clothes for Yang Li, and she bought a coat for Yang Li when the Chinese New Year was approaching.

When she was 12 years old, because her pants were torn, she couldn't stand it, Yang Li and her mother cried, and her father bought Yang Li a pair of jeans.

Throughout her childhood, Yang Li only had these two newly bought clothes and pants.

The next day, Yang Li, who was going to go out to work with her neighbors, woke up early in the morning, and her mother packed Yang Li's luggage.

After breakfast, my mother reluctantly chatted with Yang Li in tears, talking about the scene when she gave birth to Yang Li, talking about Yang Li being brought up by her grandmother when she was a child, and talking about the scene when Yang Li fell into the well and her mother was frightened......

Yang Li was penniless, and her mother was worried that Yang Li would starve, so she asked her father for money, but her father said that she couldn't take it out, so her mother went to the neighbor's house to borrow money.

The neighbor gave Yang Li 20 yuan in front of Yang Li's father, and said that it was borrowed and would be repaid in the future.

Although it is 20 yuan, this only 20 yuan is the most money Yang Li has gotten since she grew up.

With his ID card and 20 yuan in his hand, he stepped on the truck with his neighbor to work. After sitting in the truck for most of the night, Yang Li and her neighbors got off the train and changed trains, and Yang Li saw the scene of taking the train for the first time during the migrant work, which will never be forgotten.

In order to buy train tickets, although it is a rainy day, people who go out to work queue up from the ticket window of the train station to the main road. People are crowded, there is no distance between people, some sit on their luggage, some lean on their luggage. Of course, Yang Li and her neighbors were also in the crowd.

Unconsciously, the day dawned, the ticket window began to sell tickets, people began to be impatient and anxious, and it was almost noon, Yang Li and her neighbor bought a train ticket to Tianjin (Yang Li's train ticket money was paid by the neighbor first). After buying the tickets, I continued to queue up for the ticket check-in, but there were still crowds of people and a long queue.

After checking the ticket and getting on the bus, because she didn't buy a seat ticket, Yang Li and her neighbors were standing in the gap in the corridor. The car is even more crowded, there are sleeping people under the seats, there is no gap in the corridor, squatting in the corridor when you are sleepy, people you don't know at all, you rely on me, I rely on you to squat on the ground to sleep.

Because it was too crowded and there was no place to stay, Yang Li was squeezed to the door of the toilet. The door of the toilet is full of people, Yang Li leaned on the toilet door and fell asleep, someone wanted to go to the toilet for a while, and someone wanted to go to the toilet for a while.

Time passed minute by minute, and because the journey to Tianjin was too long, I had to continue to suffer on the train.

32 hours later, finally arrived in Beijing, followed the neighbor to get off the car and turned the car to Tianjin, 2 hours later to Tianjin, and then took the car with the neighbor to the neighbor's rented house, the whole day and night of the journey Yang Li and the neighbor did not sleep well, tired and exhausted.