I looked at her, and she looked at me.

I took a deep breath and went downstairs in my pajamas to open the door, still a little floating under my feet.

Fortunately, through the cat's eye, what I saw was Chu Jingnan's cold and resolute face.

Fortunately, it's not Chu Qingchuan. I had this thought inexplicably, and my heart sank. [Mountains and rivers society 稷图 comics/].

In fact, subconsciously, I was running away and didn't dare to face Chu Qingchuan. Because I lied last night, and I was afraid of how to explain it to him.

Don't look at me usually scolding him politely, calling the board and being violent, once I really encounter a big event, and in the case of my unreasonableness, I will never dare to make a mistake under his coercion.

"Can you make a phone call before you come?" I opened the door and let him in.

He glanced upstairs and asked lightly, "Inconvenient?"

"There are friends here. I lifted my hand and motioned for him to sit, and he sat down on the couch naturally, and I sank into the lazy couch diagonally across from him.

"Brother ex-husband?" Yang Buregret's voice came, and I rolled my eyes up, just in time to see her little head exposed.

What is this called?!

Chu Jingnan was not embarrassed, chuckled, and said, "Hello, no regrets." ”

I think he seemed quite happy to see Yang Buregret upstairs.

"You...... Know her?" I was a little curious, how could Chu Jingnan remember Yang Buregret's name.

"Your best friend and your bridesmaid at our wedding, I don't have Alzheimer's yet. Chu Jingnan replied to me.

I thought he didn't care about everything about me, but he didn't expect that he knew much more about me than I thought.

"It's an honor! Then you talk, I'll go down and buy breakfast. Yang Buregret had already walked to the door at this time, picked up the key hanging behind the door, and walked out without waiting for my answer.

"You...... What are you looking for me?"

"You...... How could this happen?"

I asked in unison.

"I'm fine. ”

"Of course I'm looking for you......"

I said yes and I said yes, and then we both laughed again.

I shook my head and said helplessly: "Chu Jingnan, the two of us may never be able to have a tacit understanding. ”

He was noncommittal: "Possibly." ”

But this time he didn't give me another chance to speak, but directly asked me if the photos and videos on the Internet were calculated?

I said probably, but I couldn't do anything about it. Then I pretended to be surprised and asked him if he was coming to see me because of this, right?

"Yes and no. He leaned his back behind him and sat in a relaxed position.

"Don't sell it, say it quickly. I gave him a wink.

Strangely, our relationship seems to have automatically transitioned to the level of friends, and the old love and hate seem to be gone to me. Could this be what the Buddha said about "letting go"?

Chu Jingnan touched the tip of his nose and said, "A few days ago, someone introduced me to an investor, and after the value assessment, he offered to contribute money to help the Chu family survive this crisis, rather than an acquisition. ”

As soon as he finished speaking, I thought of the friend Chu Qingchuan told me before who was in business and intended to enter the real estate industry.

"So, you're actually here to touch Chu Qingchuan? Because you're embarrassed to thank you directly, you want to come to me to create a chance encounter?" I guess Chu Jingnan has also investigated the origin of this manager.

He smiled awkwardly, and said that he did mean it, but when he saw the hot topic this morning, he was completely rushing to see what I thought, and nothing else.

"So the crisis of the Chu clan is over?" I ignored his purpose.

Chu Jingnan looked at me with a dark gaze: "Jiaoyang, once the Chu clan recovers, I will return all your shares." ”

"Hehe, don't blow it, I'll talk about it then. I waved my hand, but at the same time, I noticed the hidden ambition in his eyes, so I didn't shy away from asking, "So next, are you going to take revenge?"

A shallow smile gradually appeared on Chu Jingnan's face: "Revenge, who to take revenge?"

It was clear to me that he was deliberately avoiding answers.

On closer inspection, his face is really a little affectionate. The eyebrows are sharp, the face is clear, the fair skin and the thin face have the elegance and superiority of a rich son.

And Chu Qingchuan is like a hunter who lives in a simple place, gentle and introverted, with a three-dimensional silhouette, looking energetic and elegant, and the deliberately restrained domineering is so insipid that it is not easy to notice, but after discovering it, people dare not ignore it.

"I'll get your revenge, okay?" I didn't bother to continue the discussion with him.

In fact, I asked him this question, just to tell him to be careful of Lu Xingchen and Li Yutong's embarrassment, but he didn't want to answer me, so I didn't do anything more, as if I cared about him more.

"If you can't protect yourself, don't bother with me. I have asked the lawyer to publish the lawyer's letter on my Weibo, warning the media and netizens who spread rumors, to clear your name, and if I need to cooperate in speaking out or clarifying later, just open my mouth. Chu Jingnan got to the point.

"Then do you dare to say that it was a cheating marriage?" I said deliberately.

But he took it seriously, locked his eyes on me, and remained silent for a long time.

I was about to quease why he was so serious, but he spoke before I did, "If you need it, I can." ”

"What do you need, I don't want to marry a netizen. I stuck out my index finger and rubbed my nose.

He lowered his head and laughed, but suddenly said to me, "I owe you so much that I don't know how to pay it back." ”

I suddenly had the illusion of meeting and smiling.

"Don't worry, the coming day is long, if I really need your help one day, I won't be polite. Chu Jingnan, the past cannot be erased. "Every time I think of my grandfather's death, I can't convince myself to forgive the Chu family, and the scars that were originally covered by time will always be swept away again.

Chu Jingnan understood, his eyes became deep, he said yes in a deep voice, and then got up and said, "Then don't bother." ”

"Thank you for your concern, don't come in the future. There are many ways to find Chu Qingchuan, isn't it embarrassing?" I sent him to the door.

He chuckled, "I'm sorry. ”

At this moment, Yang Buregret just pushed the door in, Chu Jingnan stepped back, just hit me, and stepped on my toes, I gasped, grinned in pain, and looked at Yang Buregret with resentment.

Yang Buregret immediately realized that he had caused trouble, and hurried over to help me.

"Well, let's go?" she said without words.

Chu Jingnan had already squatted down at this time and carefully checked the injury for me, and I immediately withdrew my foot, not wanting him to see it.

"Ah, why don't you have breakfast together?" Yang Buregret realized that the atmosphere was delicate and wanted to ease.

Chu Jingnan probably also sensed my resistance, quickly stood up, said no, and walked out of the door.

Yang Buregret looked at his back, glanced back at me again, and prepared to close the door.

At that moment, I heard the two elevators outside each ring, and a hand reached in to stop the door as it was about to close.

Yang snorted without remorse, startled by the sudden appearance of the big hand.

I judged from the ironed flat sleeves and the expensive Patek Philippe on my wrist that Chu Qingchuan was here.

"Blazing Sun, I'm going to work, you can eat breakfast. Yang Buregret swallowed his saliva, and quickly took his bag and got out of the crack in the door.

The anger in Chu Qingchuan's eyes seemed to turn into ice in an instant, he took a step with his long legs, stepped into the entrance, waved his big hand, and the door closed with a "bang", which shocked me.

He just stood in front of me, without saying a word, but the air pressure around me was terrifyingly high, and I was oppressed and couldn't breathe, but I didn't dare to move, let alone look up at him.

It came so suddenly, and I didn't have the slightest defense, and I didn't even have time to think of the wording of the explanation.

"Look up. He said in a deep voice, not allowing for the slightest disobedience.

I bit my lip like an elementary school student who skipped class and was asked to be a parent, trembling with fear.

"I, I was last night, I, actually, I ......" I met his gaze, trying to explain, but actually stammered.

Sure enough, it's still the same, and the play of this mouth has never been stable.

His eyes moved, as if a cold wind was cutting across my face, and I couldn't feel the sun outside, and I forgot that it was still hot summer outside the window.

Chu Qingchuan locked my gaze deeply, and I think what I saw was anger and anger......

Other than that, there seems to be something else, except that he is buried deep and invisible.

He raised his right hand and pinched my jaw, rubbing his thumb vigorously on his lips, I felt pain, but I just stared at him without saying a word.

Chu ......: "You listen to my explanation."

But as soon as I spoke, he pressed on both of my lips to stop me from continuing.

In a flash of lightning, I was picked up by him and thrown directly into the lazy sofa on the living room carpet.

He leaned up and stuck on my waist, looked down at me, didn't say a word, and didn't make any more moves.

Looking at those unfamiliar eyes, I burst into tears.

Realizing that I was not productive, I quickly raised my hand to wipe it off, but was grabbed by a big hot hand and pressed down on my forearm.

Then I heard an inaudible sigh.

Chu Qingchuan leaned over and kissed away the tears overflowing from my eyes, I tried desperately not to cry, but the out-of-control tear glands collapsed like a burst.

It was too late for him to kiss him one by one, and finally let me hold him tightly and listen quietly to my crying.

I sobbed and said I'm sorry, I said Chu Qingchuan was sorry, I said I did something wrong, don't ignore me, I know I didn't mean to be wrong, can you believe me again?

"You...... I'm sure I can't do anything about you, right? Relying on me to indulge you and spoil you, and deliberately make trouble for me, huh?" he waited for my emotions to ease a little, and added a sentence in my apology.

I was stunned, because my brain was deprived of oxygen due to crying, and I didn't react to his meaning for a while, just thinking that he was blaming me for making trouble for him.

"I'm sorry, I really didn't mess around last night. My college classmates temporarily returned to China to organize a class reunion, and they had to let me go, because she had helped me, and I was embarrassed to refuse her, and besides, one of the seniors took care of me when he was in college, so I went......" As soon as I explained this, Chu Qingchuan's eyes suddenly narrowed and looked at me slightly sideways.

His expression and eyes were like looking at me, to put it bluntly, like a police officer interrogating a prisoner, and I was terrified.

"Senior, is that the man you can't help but love?" I felt the tears on my face freeze as soon as he spoke.

"No, you listen to me, I didn't, I took him for you at the time. Chu Qingchuan, you, can you believe me?" I know it's ridiculous, to misidentify a man, unless he is unconscious, and at that time, even if Chu Qingchuan believes me, he will think that it is because I drank too much.

But he knows how much I drink, and he knows my temper better, and if I drink too much, it must be voluntary.

As soon as Han Lu died, I got myself drunk and laughed so happily......

I didn't dare to continue thinking about it, I couldn't convince myself, how could I make him believe me?

I was discouraged and wanted to give up.

Sure enough, Chu Qingchuan gently raised the corners of his lips as if he didn't trust it, and his right index finger held up my chin, forcing me to look at him.

I lowered my eyes and swept my gaze around the corner, and he lifted up a few inches until I looked at him with a sparkle of light.

By this time, my chin and neck were almost at a 90-degree right angle.

"How can I trust you?" the ice in his eyes was gone, replaced by fire.

"Are you climbing on his shoulders like this, kissing other men like this?" he reached out and put my arms on his shoulders, and pressed my lips to the side of his cheek with a strong palm.

To be honest, I was very afraid of him now, I took the opportunity to kiss him on the cheek, kissed his ear, tears stuck to his face, I felt my body tremble uncontrollably, and asked in a trembling voice: "Chu Qingchuan, I really have to treat him as you, do you believe me......"

I felt him pause slightly, and the movement of his hand stalled for a few seconds.

"Know you're scared?" I felt my brain resonate and buzz as his calm voice rang behind my ears.

Why did he ask me that? What does it mean to know that I'm afraid? Shouldn't I be asking me if I'm wrong?

I was at a loss, but I also answered truthfully: "I'm afraid, I'm afraid you don't want me anymore, Chu Qingchuan." I also know it's wrong, I'm sorry, I'm shameless, lowly...... Hmmm......"

He didn't wait for me to finish, he gagged me hard and gnawed on it angrily.

Soon, the pain came, the tooth cracked the tip of the tongue, and I subconsciously bit back in pain.

I, who have always been reluctant to bow my head, are like a lost dog at this time, just because I love him, and I can no longer do it as before, proudly withdrawing away. Love someone and be willingly humble. I repeat the same mistakes and have no memory.

The smell of rust permeated, and his hands were no longer restless, and they were covered with heavy rubbing.

The muffled voice floated from the corner of his lips to his ears: "If you dare to talk nonsense, I will explode your mouth." ”

I didn't realize what he meant at the time, but when I figured it out, I realized that he was so angry that I was judging myself.

"I don't talk nonsense, do you forgive me?" I was breathing a little unsteadily, and I would rather he possess me at this time so that I could feel that he still needed me.

Knowing that this happened, I realized how scared I was of losing him.

After all, the evidence seems conclusive this time, but if there is even the slightest crack in his trust in me, the intentions we have just expressed to each other may collapse.

But Chu Qingchuan stopped at this time, his legs knelt on my waist, and when he straightened up, I had to tilt my head back to see his face clearly.

The hot sun shone through the grass-green curtains on his face, and I saw his tiredness and patience.

He pinched the side of my face, wiped the sticky tears with his rough thumb, and said in a dumb voice, "Is there a problem with the wine or the medicine?"

We were stunned for a moment, did this mean that he didn't suspect me? He knew I didn't mean to, right?

"Chu Qingchuan, do you believe me?" I muttered, not knowing whether I was asking him or questioning myself.

"Never doubted. "When he looked at me, there was no anger, only sternness.

I don't know why, every time he looks at me like this, especially when I do something wrong or make him unhappy, I always have a question, is this the father's attitude towards the child?

Because my reverence for him seems to go far beyond love.

I will be afraid of him, and I will unconsciously reflect on my mistakes, just like the mentality of children who make mistakes in TV and anime when facing their elders.

I asked suspiciously, "Then you ...... just now?"

"Are you afraid?" he didn't answer me, still looking at me condescendingly.

"I'm afraid. I replied honestly.

"Do you dare in the future?" he asked again.

I seemed to understand a little, and hurriedly shook my head and waved my hand to show my determination: "Don't dare, don't dare anymore." In the future, if you don't go to this kind of occasion, you won't go, you won't drink indiscriminately, and you won't make friends casually. ”

He listened to me and twisted his head slightly to the side, and I could see the muscles of his bite on the side of his face, and the corners of his lips that had just been pursed and deliberately pressed down.

He's smiling, he's not angry!

"Chu Qingchuan, you scare me to death! Are you funny?!Why are you so annoying!"I suddenly ushered in great joy after my great sorrow, and I counted him in one breath, and my palms slapped on his arms and chest because of anger.

He tightened his eyebrows, grabbed my wrists with both hands, then tucked them into his left hand, and tied both of my hands with one hand and pressed them in front of me.

"Why? It seems that the reflection is not deep enough? I just gave you a good look, and you kicked your nose in the face?" he tilted his head to lecture me.

I was really angry and happy at this time, I can't tell what I felt, I was so angry that I wanted to jump to my feet, but my heart was full of emotion brought by him.

I was just about to say something soft and beg for mercy when his phone rang.

His free right hand reached into his trouser pocket, took out his phone, looked at it, and turned it on to his ear.

But his gaze stayed on my face.

He was very close to me, and I clearly heard Sister Meng's flat but obviously dissatisfied voice: "Ouyang said that you didn't go to the company. ”

"Mom, I'm on my way. Chu Qingchuan stared into my eyes.

"On the way, you actually lied to me for that woman?" Sister Meng's tone became stiff.

"Mom, I didn't lie to you. Chu Qingchuan gritted his teeth and insisted, staring at me with clear pupils.

I felt guilty and begged him with my eyes not to do this.

"Then you honk your horn for me now. "I have to admire Sister Meng, Cha Gang's skills are first-class.

Chu Qingchuan frowned slightly, I hurriedly broke free from him, and wanted to get my mobile phone to find the sound effect of a car horn.

"Today's high school entrance examination, it is forbidden to honk the horn on the road. ”

When I heard Chu Qingchuan's answer, I stood there for a long time and didn't come back to my senses.

The level of wits and courage of this mother and son cannot but be breathtaking.

"Chu Qingchuan, you are my son, what do you want to do, I won't be unclear as a mother! I know that you think about her as soon as you see the news in the morning, and let you laugh at home, but you have to go to the company. When did you not focus on laughter and laughter in the past? Even if she had a cold and fever, you would personally take her to the hospital, and you would postpone even important meetings for her. Why is your career more important than your children now?

The news broadcast of the public security department's anti-pornography operation has come out, and the woman in the photo circled by the insider is not her ?......" Sister Meng's speech became faster and faster, and her words became more and more intense.

"Mom!" Chu Qingchuan interrupted sharply.

However, Sister Meng didn't listen at all, but she was even more displeased: "Heh, if you don't let me say it now, it means that she is by your side? You listen to me, such a woman who doesn't know how to check, you can play, you can sleep, but I don't allow you to bring it into the house! I don't allow you to put so many ladies, wealthy ladies don't want it, go pick up second-hand goods that the Chu family kid doesn't want! Do you hear!"

Sister Meng is like a bamboo, and her voice is like a bell, not to mention Chu Qingchuan, I can hear it clearly half a meter away.

"Mom, I'll hang up first, otherwise there will be a car accident, not only will you not have a daughter-in-law, but your son will also be gone. Chu Qingchuan had a joking tone, and a tone like coaxing a child.

I can hear that Sister Meng is very angry, so his way of dealing with it is probably the most appropriate.

A strong woman mostly has to be coaxed with a good temper, and it will take a long time to coax her to be a little softer in her heart, but she is still unforgiving.

Sure enough, Sister Meng threw over a sentence of "Don't think I'm playing with you", and hung up angrily.

My heart was completely cold.

I just died by myself, and Sister Meng had a grudge against me that had not been eliminated, but this time she just came, and I became a hot topic of public opinion and the protagonist of a scandal.

Although I haven't seen her yet, it is conceivable that such a noble wife as her will definitely not look down on me.

Chu Qingchuan told me that she is a painter, and her works have high artistic value, but she is low-key, and she has never disclosed her identity, and she always represents her works through the gallery under a pseudonym. I think such a talented woman must be arrogant and noble, and her heart is outstanding.

Moreover, she raised such an excellent son alone, coupled with her own emotional experience, she would inevitably want Chu Qingchuan to gain a perfect lover and marriage.

Chu Qingchuan hates Grandpa Chu so much, presumably the Chu family is unkind to their mother and son, how can they treat people who have a relationship with the Chu family? Not to mention a woman like me who was abandoned by the younger generations of the Chu family.

And Sister Meng knows that I am Chu Jingnan's ex-wife, I am not surprised at all, even if Chu Qingchuan doesn't say it, there are Li Yutong and Han Lu, and this is an indisputable fact, we can't hide it.

I tried to think about all this from Sister Meng's point of view, and found that I could completely understand her thoughts, and even made sense.

"Jiaoyang, tell me, who did you see last night, who was that man, and did you eat something unclean?"

Chu Qingchuan obviously deliberately forgot about the phone incident just now, he returned to his usual expression and tone, got up and hugged me from behind, rested his chin lightly on my shoulder socket, led me back, and sat down on the sofa.

I fell on his lap and sank into his thick chest.

"Even if you forgive me, I can't change other people's opinions, can I?" I said to myself.

"You just have to care what I think. His tone was more like encouraging and hinting to me, don't care what Sister Meng just said.

If you really want Chu Qingchuan to choose between me and Sister Meng, I ......

Should I take this bad woman's guilt and leave him completely?

Take this opportunity to ......

Maybe everything is predestined, all coincidences are not accidental, we should not be together in the first place, so all these setbacks are punishment......

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