I stopped, looked at the man, and asked thoughtfully, "Didn't you go to the party in the square that night?"

The man shook his head unabashedly, "No." ”

I asked, "Then why don't you participate?"

"I didn't want to participate, so I didn't go. The man shrugged, looking very indifferent.

"I don't want to participate, why don't I want to participate?" I always thought that the old ghosts and a few of them took the lead, but I didn't expect that there were still those who stood alone.

The man shrugged again, "This question is really difficult to answer, if you don't want to go, you don't want to go, do you have to have a reason?"

It's okay for him to answer like that, not everyone has to go with the flow, and not everyone has to be the same as I think.

It's just that until now I realized that the people in this town are far more complex than I thought.

Since the man doesn't answer, then I can't force anything, the old ghost is willing to help us, so that's fine.

"Okay, then I'll take my leave. I said.

I turned to leave, and the man was "muttering" to himself behind my back, "Why can't the good thing of pie in the sky fall on my head, hey!"

I always felt that there was something else hidden in this sentence, as if it was meant for me.

This man is very strange, and if he doesn't attend the party, he doesn't want to be part of our actions, but he reminds me that the old ghost has more than just a simple purpose, what does he mean?

Now I don't want to think so much, I want to send Ji Muqing back to rest first.

I put Ji Muqing in the car, and after Ji Muqing took the pill, her expression recovered a lot, and her mental state was much better than before. She said weakly, "Zhao Suo, I always feel as if the doctor is reminding you of something. ”

Even Ji Muqing thinks so, it seems that my intuition is fine.

I said, "I feel the same way, he doesn't seem to be in the same league as the old ghosts." It's incredible, it's a small town, and people from the same place, but they don't have the same minds. ”

"Then do you want to continue to act tomorrow?" asked Ji Muqing with concern.

I thought for a moment and said, "I'll send you back first, and I'll come back here later to find out what the doctor is talking about." ”

"Good. Ji Muqing leaned on the position, closed her eyes and recuperated.

Sent Ji Muqing to the hotel where we stayed, Abin and they were all waiting in the hall, I came in with Ji Muqing in my arms, and they all looked at us. After asking Ji Muqing, who was no longer in serious trouble, everyone also breathed a sigh of relief.

Lin Jiang had something to say, so I didn't give him a chance to speak, but carried Ji Muqing straight into the room, and only after I was settled down did I come out of the hall.

The scene where Lin Jiang stopped the car before is still lingering in his mind until now, I know that Lin Jiang must have something to say, and now, it's time to give him a chance to say ha.

I only heard Lin Jiang ask me without hesitation, "Will the operation continue tomorrow?"

I didn't speak, because I remembered the doctor's words, and I always felt unsure.

But Lin Jiang mistakenly thought that I wanted to give up my action because of Ji Muqing's matter, and reprimanded me mercilessly in front of many people, "Zhao Suo, you don't want to cancel tomorrow's action, right?" You see, everyone is ready, so many people, you can't delay so many people because of your personal affairs." ”

"Brother Lin, you misunderstood, I am not hesitating because of that matter, but because of other things. I said, and sat down in a chair.

Everyone looked at me suspiciously, not understanding what I meant.

I said what the male doctor said when I saw Ji Muqing, "Lin Jiang, tell me honestly, how many assignments do you have?"

Lin Jiang never spoke when I talked about the male doctor, and until now, he has not said a word.

I looked at him, and I already had a judgment in my heart, these people, there must be something we don't know.

Everyone looked at Lin Jiang, waiting for him to speak.

After a while, Lin Jiang slowly stood up from his chair, with a hint of helplessness in his tone, "This matter shouldn't have come out of my mouth, but since you asked this question, then I'll tell you everything I know." ”

"If we want to count according to the distribution, we can divide it into three factions, one is led by the old ghosts, and the other is me and Xiaobai, and there is a wave, they are not many in number, and they belong to the casual faction. ”

"The old ghost and their faction advocate trying their best to return to it, Xiaobai and I advocate staying here, and the rest of the faction, no one knows what their intentions are. ”

The casual faction, maybe they already have a plan in their hearts, but they don't know it.

But if you really want to talk about casualness, what does he mean by the last words he reminded me?

If you don't ask about these things, why remind me?

These people are getting more and more weird, and more and more difficult to figure out.

I was lost in thought, and so did everyone.

Some people asked me what to do, others suggested canceling tomorrow's action first and clarifying the purpose of these people, and some people quarreled, and my ears kept buzzing, and my brain couldn't be quiet.

The quarrel was so loud that it gave me a headache, and I couldn't help but scold, "Okay, stop arguing." ”

The crowd fell silent.

I stood up, looked at the crowd and said, "We have all discussed the action, and if it is canceled now, it will definitely cause criticism from everyone." Moreover, we are not sure that those who are free will necessarily be oriented towards us, in that case, what is the difference between action and non-action? And no matter what the purpose of the old ghosts is, as long as they can help us, it is good, as for what will happen in the future, who can control it? No one can control it, so why should we think so much? According to my meaning, the action will go on as usual, but just in case, we can leave some people here and keep an eye on the movements of the random ones. Ji Muqing is unwell now, just right, we can use her to monitor those people. ”

"Let a woman do this?" Lin Jiang showed a suspicious look, he was very unconfident in Ji Muqing, and couldn't help but sneer, "Isn't this a little too unreliable?"

At this time, Zhao Feng stood up, "Mr. Lin, don't underestimate Mrs. Zhao, Mrs. Zhao is definitely not an ordinary woman, I believe that she stays here, she must be our best help." ”

A few more people stood up one after another to help Ji Muqing speak, these people had seen Ji Muqing's courage and wisdom, and they all showed admiration to Ji Muqing.

Lin Jiang didn't argue with us on this issue for a long time, and when everyone said this, he didn't say anything.

"Well, since you've all said so, so be it, just don't delay tomorrow's action. ”

Everyone finally agreed.

After everyone dispersed, I sat in the hall for a long time and didn't leave, thinking about whether I should go to the male doctor again.

Abin didn't know when he appeared next to me, "Thinking about things?"

"Thinking about the male doctor, thinking about everyone in this town, thinking about whether I made the right decision tonight?" I sighed, never so unconfident.

Really, it's been a long, long time since I've been so unconfident and feel like I've doubted every decision I've made.

I don't know why, I've become so unconfident now, is it because the other party is too strong? It seems to be, it doesn't seem to be, and it seems to be because, I have too many concerns, and I always want to think about everything, and whenever there is a loophole, I don't feel confident.

This is one of the reasons why I have never wanted to be a leader, because to be a leader, in that position, you have to worry more about it, you have to be responsible for more things, and the burden on your shoulders will be heavier.

It's not what I want, I call everyone to resist, to fight, it's not that I want to be famous, I want to be a hero, it's just that I want to protect my family, the people I love.

If I could, I would imagine them as an ordinary person, and I would be willing to contribute, and when it was over, I could quickly quit and live the life I wanted.

At the moment, I feel as if I have walked into a trap that I have dug myself, and now, I have walked into a trap, whether I am going forward or backward, I can fall into the trap. I've never said these things to anyone, but they're always in the dead of night, and these things come out on their own, and I can't help but think about them.

Abin pondered for a moment, didn't speak, didn't know what he was thinking, and after a long time, he said, "When you decide to do this, you should think of this." Zhao Suo, you are not destined to be an ordinary person, you always want to live an ordinary life, but everything you do is extraordinary, your thoughts and your actions are contrary to each other. If you really want to be an ordinary person, then you have to forget your ability, forget your righteous feelings, and forget your previous identity. But I'm sure you won't be able to do it. ”

I have to admit that Abin is right, if I really want to live an ordinary life, I need to forget everything before, forget the so-called righteousness in my heart, and forget everything I have done.

I'm talking about living an ordinary life, but I'm doing things that don't belong to ordinary people, I'm a contradictory person, but I always say that I want to live an ordinary life, it's ridiculous.

I smiled, "Maybe like you said, I may not be able to live an ordinary life in my life, but I will try to maintain the life I want." ”

"Don't overthink it, rest early. Abin stood up, tapped me twice on the shoulder, and got up to leave.

I stayed alone for a while, and then I left, because Ji Muqing was still waiting for me, and the little pineapple was also waiting for me.