It's okay.

As long as he doesn't hang up on her phone, as long as he's still willing to listen to her, she'll be cheeky enough to continue.

It's okay.

She can completely discourage her self-esteem, in front of Cheng Lie.

If you're going to die, what's the use of self-esteem?

If self-esteem does not bring her the last happiness, then it will not help to ask for that poor self-esteem.

Perhaps, people really really understand what they want most at the end.

In the past, she wanted to marry Cheng Lie justifiably, and she wanted to conquer Cheng Lie slowly.

I don't know how stupid that was until now.

What's the use?

If she had known today, she would have done whatever it took to ...... also want to make Cheng Lie his own man.

Scold......

Xie Linlang, Xie Linlang.

You're just too conceited.

In this life, you are too conceited.

That's why I can't love now.

I can't even meet the people I love the most.

"Xie Linlang, I suggest that you go abroad immediately to receive the best treatment, and don't give up on yourself. ”

Cheng Lie's calm and indifferent voice came from the mobile phone.

She smiled.

He's caring about her.

She's so happy, so satisfied.

"I will, Lie, and I'll do what you say. ”

She said softly: "But, before that, you and I meet and let me treat you to a meal, okay? I know that you won't be going back to the army for the time being......

"Xie Linlang, are you checking my whereabouts?"

Cheng Lie's voice revealed unhappiness.

Xie Linlang was silent and said, "I'm sorry, Liezi, I didn't mean to, I just ...... I just want to meet you. ”

"Don't do that again. ”

Cheng Lie said in a deep voice: "Xie Linlang, don't challenge my bottom limit again. ”

"I'm sorry, I see. ”

Xie Linlang was silent for a long time, and suddenly laughed softly.

"Ryoko, even so, I'm still a special existence to you, right? I know that if it were someone else, you would have been—"

"Don't overthink it. ”

Cheng Lie said disapprehantly: "I am more tolerant of you than others, but it's just because you and I are world friends." Other than that, there has been nothing else. ”

Xie Linlang's throat choked, and the grievances in his heart surged up, and he almost cried.

Emotions are almost out of control.

This is almost something that has never happened to Xie Linlang, who has always been extremely self-disciplined.

Even when a loved one died, she was always able to control it well, and she never showed her peace in front of others.

She has always believed that being able to control her emotions is one of the qualities that an adult must have.

She looks down on those who are always emotionally exposed.

Even in love, she wants to be rational and calm.

This is also the reason why she has not been in a hurry to get Cheng Lie.

However, this emotion, which has been suppressed for more than 20 years and nearly 30 years, is now on the verge of bursting.

What the hell is going on here?

Is it because I'm going to die that I'm going to be extra vulnerable?

Scold......

It's really annoying.

She really hates being so uncontrollable!

She is proud and frivolous, but has she ever encountered the current situation?

She felt more and more intolerable about herself.

In particular, she almost went crazy when she thought that she would be terminally ill in the future, and maybe she would show more unbearable situations in front of Linglong.

When her body became weaker, she dared to conclude that her emotions would become more uncontrollable.

At that point, what if you do more irrational things?

Perhaps, it's time to stop all this.

Xie Linlang, it is enough to do this step.

Even if you wag your tail and beg for mercy in love, there should be a limit, right?

In the sea breeze, she closed her eyes in pain, and two lines of hot tears slowly flowed down her pale cheeks.

Tears are real.

The pain is also real.

Only everything I fantasize about and hope for is so unreal.

What to do?

If......

What if that woman disappears?

Will he be nicer to himself?

Such a thought crossed Xie Linlang's mind.

"I'll hang up if it's nothing. ”

Cheng Lie's calm voice came from the phone.

"Huh...... You're so cruel. ”

She said with a choked sour and hatred.

At first, she thought that the voice only existed in her own heart.

When she realized that she had actually spoken what she was thinking, she couldn't help but feel a pang of surprise.

"If you must think so, then think so. ”

Cheng Lie's voice was still faint, and she couldn't hear any emotion, only a sense of alienation that she was very accustomed to.

Yes, alienation.

That man always had this sense of alienation in him.

It seems that all women have nothing to do with him.

This has been the case since childhood.

Xie Linlang remembered what Cheng Lie looked like when he was very young.

At that time, he may have been more flamboyant than now, but that sense of alienation seemed to be innate.

Because the eldest son of a family is always not interested in women, and there are even rumors that the eldest son of a family likes men.

However, Xie Linlang knew that it was not.

She has even always had an inexplicable confidence that Cheng Lie will be hers sooner or later.

This man doesn't care about other women, just because, once he falls in love with someone, he will be extremely affectionate.

She had thought she could get the affection he had in the whole world.

Unfortunately, she only guessed half right.

Cheng Lie is indeed a person with deep affection.

It's just that his affection can never be paid to her.

His affection, about the first time he saw the woman, belonged to her.

Perhaps, this is fate.

The more Cheng Lie was cold to himself, the more jealous Xie Linlang became.

Today, this jealousy has reached its peak.

She bit her lip desperately to keep herself from screaming.

Why?

Why, exactly?

She's going to die, and he won't give her even a little warmth?

She hated that she couldn't let go of Cheng Lie, and she hated that Cheng Lie was fascinated by that woman.

The most hated thing is fate.

"Lie Zi, if you don't come to see me for the last time, I won't be blind to death. ”

Tears welled up in Xie Linlang's eyes.

Her voice was already choked up.

Never mind.

So be it.

Anyway, in front of him, she already has no image to speak of.

But even so, he still answers her phone and doesn't ignore her completely, does he?

Perhaps, it can be seen that Cheng Lie does not hate himself?

"Xie Linlang, everyone should be responsible for their own lives. It is not smart to take your life or death into your own hands, and to blackmail others in this way. What's more—"

Cheng Lie paused, and there was a coldness in his voice: "I, Cheng Lie, never accept anyone's coercion. ”

"Blazing ......"

"I'll say it one last time, Xie Linlang, don't call me that. I don't like it. ”

Cheng Lie said very restrainedly: "You and I are peers, just call me Cheng Lie." ”

“……”

Xie Linlang was silent.

She could no longer speak.

"I'll hang up if there's nothing else to do. ”

Cheng Lie said lightly.

"Don't!"

Hearing that Cheng Lie was going to hang up the phone, Xie Linlang was in a hurry.

She panicked and almost got up straight from her wheelchair.

No.

Even if it's such a conversation, she doesn't want to stop.

How she wished she could hear Cheng Lie's voice more.

After all, for her, every time, it could be the last.

"What's wrong with that. ”

Cheng Lie's voice could already be heard with obvious impatience.

Xie Linlang understood that she had delayed him too much.

If it were someone else, Cheng Lie would have hung up the phone a long time ago.

He has been able to endure it until now, which is already a great tolerance.

However, she was still not satisfied.

Her last wish was to see him again.

In order to achieve this goal, she will not hesitate to do anything.

Sometimes, women are crazy.

Women go crazy, and no one can stop anything.

Lie, you'd better not push me to that point.

Xie Linlang's eyes as he looked at the sea flashed with a hint of ruthlessness.

"Lie...... Cheng Lie, I'm begging you one last time, let me see you, okay? Please—I, Xie Linlang, never begged before, but now, I know that I don't have long to live, and my self-esteem is nothing to me, and it's useless, my only wish is to be able to see you, sit down with you and chat, and invite you to a meal I made myself. ”

Xie Linlang's tears slipped down again.

She pleaded: "Cheng Lie, you can fulfill my last wish for the sake of the love between our two families for so many years?" I know—I know that last time I wanted to be in trouble, I shouldn't have such extravagance, and now, I don't ask for that." All I ask is you to have a meal with me. If you think about it, even if we were strangers who had nothing to do with each other, a poor, terminally ill woman, and made such a request to you, you wouldn't necessarily refuse, would you? You're a soldier, you have a natural compassion for the general public, you pity the weak, and you've been like that since childhood. ”

"Now, then, you are a terminally ill patient who has nothing to do with you, and I only have one request, I hope you will grant me. ”

"Xie Linlang—"

As soon as Cheng Lie's voice came out, he was loudly interrupted by Xie Linlang.

"No, Cheng Yeol, don't reject me right away. If you reject me now, I think I'll die immediately! I mean, I don't want anything more now. Please don't reject me so easily, at least, give me a little thought, okay?"

"Cheng Lie, you should think about it. You know, if I make this request to Uncle Cheng through my father, he will definitely do something about it—I'm not asking you, I'm just telling the truth. So, please think about it before you give me an answer. ”

She had said this with all her strength, and at that point, she thought, there was no need to say anything else.

"Okay. ”

After Cheng Lie finished speaking, he cut off the phone.

Xie Linlang looked at the mobile phone resting on his lap stupidly, looking at the call duration displayed on it for ten minutes and twenty seconds, looking at it, he couldn't help but laugh.

Scold......

Who would have thought that this was the longest passage Cheng Lie had ever said to her in his life?