Comrade Jia Yuhao:

It's been a long time since I wrote to you, just nagging and chatting with you, often unconsciously telling you something. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

However, slowly I began to get used to the life of a person, to the silence and simplicity of a person.

I don't have to plan for you with all my heart, I don't have to think about you meticulously, although I am so willing that I will accompany you even if I achieve nothing in my life, but God will not give us such a chance.

I often see a lot of happy families, a small child, a pair of parents.

You'll think, we used to be like that. Who can save that happy family from disaster in the blink of an eye? It's cruel to think like this, but that's how the world is.

I try my best to protect our beans so that she can grow up happy and healthy, and everything else is going according to plan.

Grandpa's health is not very good, the notarial deed of the stock has been opened, just wait for Xiaolong to go through the formalities, I mean take it out earlier and spend it for the old man to spend, but they mean that the market value of the stock will rise a little and then sell it, I obey them.

I bought a suite, and it is finally being renovated, and it is said that you can rent it out for more than 2,000 yuan a month, so that life will be more relaxed.

It's the Mid-Autumn Festival again, it's the seventh Mid-Autumn Festival when you're gone, I can't help but feel sad, but I still can't help but stop crying, my eyes are already a little vitreous cloudy, and it seems that I am really getting old year by year.

And you will always be young in my memory, and I often think: If you were here, what would these six or seven years have destroyed you into?

Even I can't stand the exploitation of the years, from a beautiful mushroom like a flower to the image of an aunt, sometimes a little depressed, looking at the smooth neck skin sagging, neck lines, watching the hair turn white day by day, there is a lot of helplessness and panic in my heart.

The little pot friend has grown up, and it seems that he is also alienating me, making himself independent, and he doesn't need me to pick him up again, which makes me feel a little lost, but I think that the child will grow up and stay away from me sooner or later, so it is better to take advantage of the fact that I am not old, and slowly adapt to it.

The world is as usual, this is the law, we only have to comply.

Your little bean is already a "female man" with a net height of 172, and she has begun to have her own plans and plans for doing things, and I am very relieved to see her become independent day by day.

In the second year of high school, she was assigned to the key class, and the study of each subject is not bad, but physics has not been good, and I don't want to tutor it, I have a headache, if I don't keep up with a subject like this, it will inevitably pull down the total score of the college entrance examination by a large margin, but "the child is not up to me", I can't convince her, so I have to let her.

After the start of school, she didn't come back much on weekends, saying that she was studying hard, and that she was "a good child who loves to learn".

I fully support her and hope that she can earn a bright future for herself with her own ingenuity. As long as she lives happily and can support herself.

I've been thinking lately: life is always moving forward, and if you sacrifice a person's childhood for an unknown future, it's extremely undeserved, right?

I've been exercising after work, and I don't eat dinner if I don't have an appetite, and I remember that there was a time when you wanted to skip dinner, but I was very much against it, but I slowly understood and empathized with your feelings at that time.

My weight was as high as 116 pounds when you were alive, and it fell to 96 pounds after you left, and it slowly returned to about 108 over the years, and now it has dropped to 102 pounds for exercise and dieting, but there is not much decline in physical fitness.

After a few days, the weather is cooler, I plan to walk to work, there is a direct bus at the door of work, go back to the park after work to exercise the body, and save fuel money, kill two birds with one stone, you say okay? You can walk for up to three months, the weather is cold, the rainy season comes again and you can't go.

It's another year of reunion, heaven and earth.

XW

2016.9.14