Tang Xiao blinked, thinking to himself that in this case, could she "mind"?

"It's okay, Uncle Yan, don't worry. Tang Xiao had to say, "In the past, in the hospital, I often helped patients wipe their bodies." ”

"Well, I'll miss you first. Uncle Yan nodded and said.

Tang Xiao stared at the half-naked Pei Yuansheng blankly, thinking that a patient actually had abdominal muscles and a mermaid line...... Isn't that a bit unscientific...... But it seems that only such a body can be worthy of that perfect look.

Just thinking about it, the young man named Mu Zihao walked in with a basin of hot water, respectfully rested beside him, and handed the towel to Tang Xiao with both hands, and slowly retreated.

Tang Xiao stared at Pei Yuansheng for a while, and only realized how inappropriate this behavior was when he really stretched out his hand to the other party...... If Cheng Lie knows about it, I'm afraid he will be so angry that his nose will smoke on the top of his head, right? Tang Xiaobrain made up for Cheng Lie's unhappy look, and couldn't help but hook the corners of his mouth. But he had already sworn to Uncle Yan that he could do a good job, and it didn't seem appropriate to leave Pei Yuansheng alone now.

Tang Xiao silently recited a few words of incivility, closed his eyes and stretched out his arms to wipe Pei Yuansheng's body, two times and three times, left and right, up and down...... I wiped it back and forth several times, thinking that I was almost done, and was about to stop it, when I suddenly found that my wrist was held by one hand.

Tang Xiao was startled, and suddenly opened his eyes, facing Pei Yuansheng's eyes that seemed to contain ink.

The eyes look clear, not like they are dreaming. Had he woken up a long time ago?

"Pei Yuansheng, you ......"

"Are you scared, smile. He asked in a hoarse voice.

"Ah, I, I didn't ......" Tang Xiao's eyes wandered, trying not to look at Pei Yuansheng's half-naked body.

"It's strange...... he muttered, "I'm a fish and you're a sword, but you look like you're worried I'm going to eat you...... Laughing, am I really that scary?"

Tang Xiao hurriedly shook his head: "No...... No, I just ...... That, cough, Pei Yuansheng, although I am a doctor and you are a patient, I still can't completely treat you as a patient, you ...... I'm going to be a little bit bothered. ”

"Troubled?" he frowned slightly, as straight as a distant mountain.

Tang Xiao thought to herself, such a man, any woman will feel troubled, right? She dared to swear that she only had Cheng Lie alone in her heart, but it is human instinct to appreciate beautiful things, and in the face of a beautiful person of the opposite sex, even a man can't help but take a few more looks, right? She is not a saint, of course, she can't control her instinctive eyes will drift over, but at this time she will feel a sense of guilt for her husband.

But she couldn't say such words to Pei Yuansheng, she simply lowered her head and pulled the thin quilt next to her to Pei Yuansheng, which was a little more natural: "It's nothing...... By the way, Pei Yuansheng, why did you wake up? Do you know that you have a fever now? I thought you wouldn't wake up at least until the fever subsided. ”

"I had to wake up. Pei Yuansheng's voice was very weak, but he tried very hard to make Tang Xiao hear every word he said, "After all, there are not many opportunities for you to stay by my side." ”

Tang Xiao smiled and said, "How come, aren't you friends, you can always get together when you have the opportunity." ”

A faint smile appeared on Pei Yuansheng's lips, and there was a thick sadness in his eyes, "I seem to have said something similar." I won't say it again this time. Laugh, you won't understand. ”

Of course Tang Xiao doesn't understand, there are some things that people always hope they don't understand. Because even if you understand, it won't help.

"Are you feeling better?" Tang said with a smile, reaching out and touching Pei Yuansheng's forehead.

Still hot, she frowned and said, "Is it uncomfortable?"

Pei Yuansheng looked at her quietly and said, "It's okay, I'm used to it." ”

The sentence "I'm used to it" once again made Tang Xiao's heart shrink suddenly. Facing Pei Yuansheng, she always feels very distressed, is this due to a woman's natural motherhood?

"Pei Yuansheng, do you want to sleep for a while......" The voice fell in the silent air, and Tang Xiao wanted to hit his mouth for a moment, isn't this pure lack of words?

"I can't sleep. Pei Yuansheng said lightly, "If you want, can you talk to me for a while?"

“…… Of course I do. Tang Xiao hurriedly said.

Pei Yuansheng's face bloomed with a smile like ice and snow melting, and that smile made Tang Xiao feel distressed again. She almost wanted to reach out and rub her heart. Why is there always a faint pain, as if someone has repeatedly torn a small hole in her heart.

But what to say, Tang Xiao couldn't think of it for a while, so he could only sit there stupidly, looking at Pei Yuansheng, who seemed to be waiting for her to speak.

She thought of the past that Uncle Yan told her about Pei Yuansheng, and she understood that those were just the tip of the iceberg, but once she knew this, she couldn't treat it as if she didn't know. At least, she couldn't control the sympathy in her eyes when she looked at Pei Yuansheng.

"Xiaoxiao, if anyone in this world can no longer restrain you in anything, what do you want to do the most?" Pei Yuansheng suddenly asked.

"What do you want to do the most......" Tang Xiao was stunned, his eyes staring at a certain point in the air, and he really fell into deep thought.

He lay on the bed with a pale face, but his expression was heartbreakingly gentle. Those eyes were like a calm sea in the night, reflecting the starlight.

"In fact, when I was a student, my most common fantasy was to become a Doctor Without Borders, to go to the poorest, most dangerous and most needy places in the world, to eliminate the suffering of patients who had no way to get treatment and restore their health. Tang Xiao said softly, "I have been thinking about why some people in the world are born to enjoy everything and do not need to experience war, poverty, and disease, while some people have to start suffering from the moment they come to this world, and they are powerless to change it in their lives." I know I'm not a god, I'm not even a lucky one, and I have very limited wealth, but at least I have the ability to help some people, and I can make a small change for them - even if they have a healthy body, they may still die in war, poverty, hunger, but at least ...... The world has never given up on them, and I, as a doctor, have done my part with my own hands so that they have been treated gently by the world...... That's enough. That's my dream. ”

She smiled, reached out and stroked the broken hair that fell next to her ear, and there was a trace of helplessness in her expression, "Probably there is no chance, now I am not only a doctor without borders, but it takes some effort to even be a doctor." ”

He listened quietly, like water encompassing duckweed in the water, and those voices scattered in his heart, becoming no longer just a person who could not speak.

I'll help you make it happen. He told her in his heart, but he didn't say it.

She didn't expect his answer at all, and was silent for a while, then said to herself: "Isn't it stupid, Pei Yuansheng." Sometimes I wish I was an orphan, what is the difference between having that home and not having that home, it is better to be an orphan and feel comfortable. Although I didn't have a deep relationship with my father, I still couldn't help but think about him in my heart, thinking that I shouldn't do something to make him angry, and secretly working in the direction he wanted, hoping that one day he would be proud of me...... I think if I didn't have a father like that, I might have really been wandering the world since I graduated from college with the goal of becoming a Doctor Without Borders. ”

"Don't use the word 'loitering'. Pei Yuansheng smiled and said, "If one day, you become a free doctor without borders, at that time, don't think that you are lonely and have no place to be." You remember that you are only there to help those who are suffering scattered around the world, not to exile yourself. Laugh and never exile yourself, in that case you will be lost. ”

Tang Xiao looked at him blankly, because of the high fever, the person's usual pale face gradually revealed a drunken red, which made him look much more vivid, but it was very worrying. It's just that he is so burned like this, but he still has such a careful thinking and the ability to easily see through people's hearts. She really should be glad that such people are her friends, not enemies.

"I know, Pei Yuansheng. She nodded and asked, "Are you thirsty?"

Pei Yuansheng smiled and closed his eyes, Tang Xiao walked to the side and helped him make a glass of warm water, then sat down beside him, helped him to sit up, and brought the glass to his lips.

Pei Yuansheng drank half a glass of water and stopped, Tang Xiao was about to help him lie down, but he stopped him, "Just sit like this." ”

"But ......," Tang Xiao hesitated.

"That's not how you can't see your double chin. Pei Yuansheng said with a wink.

Tang Xiao was so angry that he wanted to beat him up in an instant, but how could he do it in the face of a sick number?

"If you have such a poisonous tongue, you will really be orphaned. Tang Xiao reluctantly stuffed two pillows behind him.

"It's okay," he said disapprehantly, "I'm not going to be alone." ”

"Huh?"

"If you always have a person living in your heart, you can talk to this person every day, remember what this person looks like even if you die, and you can say goodbye to this person, how can you feel lonely? He smiled easily.

Tang Xiao's heart throbbed in an instant, and she stood up without looking at him and said, "I'll go out first." ”

Pei Yuansheng didn't speak, and Tang Xiaoxiao opened the door and rushed to the corridor without looking back.

She leaned her back against the wall, one hand tightly covering her mouth and the other on her chest. Tears welled up in his eyes like a freed fugitive.