It is said that the lotus flowers in the West University are blooming, who will go to enjoy them? The lotus pond in the moonlight should be extremely beautiful! Call friends, go together!

It seems that I haven't been so weak for a long time, I have slept for nearly three hours at noon, I feel dizzy for a day, I have no strength to support me after eating, I have no strength to lie down, the washing machine washes the clothes, and I get up to dry, and the mental consumption of these two days is too much, and the arrival of the menstrual period makes people extremely weak. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info alas! Sometimes I want to faint like this, never wake up again, maybe it is also a happy thing.

Zhao Haiyuan looks at the past with the free and easy smile of the wind, and the tranquility of the lotus is at peace with the encounter, between the spring flowers and autumn falls, I hope that the years will be quiet, and the mountains and rivers will be long through the passing years, and we who wish to taste the fireworks of the world can still use a dust-free heart to watch the beauty of life as before. Love sentences like this.

Accept the departed and the coming with peace. The love you get is the most precious thing in this world.

In recent days, I have been reading "The Complete Works of Sanmao", and I saw her travelogue of traveling to various tribes and backward areas in South America after Jose left and writing for the newspaper while traveling, I am very admired for her strength and understanding, she communicates with the spirits of other dimensional spaces again and again, she uses her personality charm to understand the people of the Zhou Dynasty, and also uses her justice and wisdom to seek happiness for so many suffering people. And she herself has been sick, dragging her weak body all the way forward, in order to forget the happiness of the past and the pain of that time, right?

I hope that I can use all the time to fulfill my heart's ambitions, but I often fall into helplessness, unable to restrain my emotions and state of mind, resulting in some things not going smoothly. And I think time flies so fast, time doesn't wait for me! I remember that my husband never even slept a lazy night, he was always racing against time, and in the end he still lost, he did not fulfill his life ambition. I'm going to seize the limited time in my life to get it done.

Sometimes I hate myself a little, why can't I do my best once, can't I play Lai Sapo once? Why am I so sober and calm, so light-hearted? No matter how broken my heart is, I still face this troubled life politely.

Although I feel weak, I am still restraining myself from adjusting my emotions and moods, and I don't want to fall into bad things. But it's always someone else's words or two, I can't hold back my tears, and I may not be able to escape such pain in this life. Sometimes I really want to go crazy and howl once, throw out all the pain that I have suppressed for so many years, and then I can come out and never look back.

I thought that I thought that life was meaningless, but I thought so. At breakfast, everyone talked about the situation in the South China Sea, but then turned to the meaning of life, and all the leaders at the department and department level shook their heads and sighed: It's boring! They also said that they have been fighting and fighting all their lives, and it is really boring to think about it. Hahaha, I thought they had a lot of fun fighting, I thought I was the only one who didn't like to fight, but it turned out that they were the same.

Every time I sit in the car, I have a wish: don't reach the destination, just walk until the end of my life, don't have to face so many complicated things after getting off the bus, don't worry about the trivialities of life, just go on like that. I never wanted to get to my destination quickly, it seemed that the destination of that outing was not the destination in my heart, and my destination seemed to be hidden in the depths of my consciousness all along.

I remember that time when a few people drove home, and when I talked about how the days were going by, I suddenly became so flustered! I seemed to feel that I had violated some forbidden law by saying this, or that I had broken the balance that had been maintained by a straw, and my heart was beating wildly! I hurriedly recited Amitabha Buddha, but the disaster that I was terrified of still happened. In fact, many things have been foretold between the conscious and unconscious, but we don't care or don't want to believe it.

I have seen the dragon in my dreams again and again, and each time it is clearer and closer, I still have not understood the meaning and truth of it, but I know what it must represent, and it will definitely be made clear in the days to come. I waited patiently.

A few years ago, I was fascinated by cross-stitch, and the first painting was a picture of "Emerald Bamboo", two kingfishers on the bamboo, one was talking and the other was listening at ease, which was a beautiful artistic conception. Later, I embroidered a large-size "Sky **", when I bought it, I looked at the whole picture showing a plain and elegant work of blue tones, and I liked it very much, but it was very difficult to embroider its level and charm with different more than 50 kinds of blue, so I stopped halfway through the embroidery.

After embroidering the "plum, orchid, bamboo, chrysanthemum" four pictures, but also embroidered "Guanyin Bodhisattva", a pair of "puppy", embroidered these sides and picked up the "sky**" to embroider, it took about a year to come to an end, I looked at this laborious painting suddenly another very bad premonition, obviously there are two horses below, called "like-minded" "side by side" and other names are not very good? Why call "Sky **"?

Was it just because there were two figures above the painting in the golden sunlight and pale clouds? But I comforted myself: it was because life was too happy and comfortable that I had so many inexplicable thoughts, but it was just the psychology of suffering from gains and losses, and then I insisted on finishing the painting, and I originally wanted to leave a few stitches to break the spell in my subconscious......

Later, because of so many years of atheism and Marxist education, I denied my premonitions and completed the painting with satisfaction. When people asked me the name of this painting, I actually avoided the name "Sky **" and told them that it was called "like-minded". But what should have come is still coming, and it must not have happened because of this painting, but because this painting had reminded me, and I ignored such information.

And after the trees downstairs were cut down, it became a construction site, and the building was built, and the strong lights of the construction site illuminated the living room like daylight every night, but I didn't care, the bedroom was closed with curtains, which basically did not affect sleep, so I didn't care too much after seeing the feng shui article, and after the accident, I looked back at the article and knew that in fact, God gave me a hint, but I was blinded by ignorance, paralyzed by laziness, and all injuries were not avoided.

Many, many hints and foreshadowings have failed to awaken our paralyzed nerves and sleeping minds, although we are terrified but have not taken any measures to avoid accidents, we all feel that all the foreshadowings are because of the comfort and happiness of life that we have a panic of fearing loss, so we live in the panic silently praying, until the accident happens, we understand that in fact, we already know what is going to happen.

Everything seems to run according to the established rules, we can't change the slightest bit, even if we can change the time difference for a second, things will not happen the way they are, and all our people and things are played with in the hands of God, we are cruelly pinched and thrown around by him, and we can never escape the fate arranged by him.

Later I came to understand that all the foreshadowings and promptings are just a breath from God in your mind, and you have a little premonition of clues, and you know that they are prompts, and you can't do anything about it! Because you can't break the balance of the world, the balance of the universe. Everything that happens is inevitable, nothing is accidental, and we can't shake it by our tiny power.

Therefore, in the face of what is happening, we are just walking the path that has been arranged for a long time.