"What are you going to do?" Qin Jue asked Qin Qian.

What to do?

Qin Qian fell silent.

She didn't know what to do either.

Qin Qian felt that his brain was very messy.

She put her head in her hands and sighed deeply.

After coming over for a while, Qin Jue asked again, "Do you believe what he said?"

"I believe it. Qin Qian replied.

"Just because he swore under the national flag and promised you that he would protect Qin Chu's safety with his life, so you believe it?"

Admittedly, there is such a reason.

But......

"I mean, what he said, I believe is true. Qin Qian explained, "Qin Chu was able to survive because he received blood transfusions from more than a dozen volunteers. ”

"Back then in Italy, although the doctor had passed away, I don't know if it was really so miraculous, or if everything was just a coincidence, but it was undeniable that he did use Qin Chu's blood to save the child who had hemolysis. ”

"So I believe that Song Fancheng, what he told me is true. Qin Qian pursed his lips tightly, biting his lower lip with his teeth, and after a long time, he looked up at Qin Jue again, "Moreover, there has been no conclusion about the fact that Qin Chu's blood may be special, plus the doctor passed away after that operation, so this matter is over." There's no need for him to lie to me about something so far ago. ”

This only shows that he has been planning for a long time. Qin Jue said.

Otherwise, how could it have even been turned over from six years ago!

It shows that from the very beginning, he came for Qin Chu. Qin Jue's face was determined, and his eyes were filled with coldness.

She knew that Qin Jue would say this, and this time she was irrefutable.

Because...... Even Song Fancheng himself admitted it.

Even Song Fancheng told her in person that he never wanted to hurt Qin Chu, but at the very beginning, he was indeed here for Qin Chu.

Qin Qian's hands were applied to his face, and the cold temperature on his hands made his mind clear and calm.

"Now, can we put aside our prejudices and talk about it?" she asked.

"When he received this assignment, he didn't know that I was the same person I was nine years ago. So he did all this, not to get close to me in order to complete the task. He doesn't have the same intentions as you say. ”

"Moreover, he is a soldier, he guards our peace and comfort with his blood and life, and he will not harm all this that he is protecting. ”

"So, you've already made a decision to hand over Qin Chu to him, right?"

Qin Jue looked at Qin Qian, a little angry, but looking at Qin Qian, he endured it again.

"Yes, you said he didn't think of using you to accomplish his mission, and if you were convinced, I wouldn't have anything to say." For the time being, I listen to you, he has no ulterior motives for you. But what about Qin Chu?"

"You asked me to let go of my prejudices against him, and I could. So now, please also let go, your bias in him, let's analyze this matter, okay?"

"From the beginning of your reunion to the present...... If you think about it carefully, does everything he did for Qin Chu really not have the slightest ulterior intentions?"

"Think about it calmly, if Qin Chu's mother wasn't you, if he wasn't the one who saved you in the first place, wouldn't Qin Chu have been taken away by them a long time ago?"

"Have you ever thought that if things are really only as simple as the surface, then why don't you ask for help directly, and ask him to come to Qin Chu so in such a roundabout way from a special forces?"

Qin Jue's continuous questioning made Qin Qian feel that his palms couldn't help but get tired of sweating.

In fact, on the way home from Song Fancheng's troops, Qin Qian tried to let go of the feelings in his heart and look at this matter objectively.

But the more she thought about it, the more reluctant she was to face it head-on.

People have a rebellious mentality, Qin Qian looks cold and silent, but the rebellious psychology is no worse than ordinary people, and her rebellious psychology is often quiet and silent.

It's like when all of us think Song Fancheng is not good.

The faith in her heart was questioned and slandered, she didn't want to, she didn't want to, she hoped that there was something to prove that this man was still as good as he was at the beginning.

Therefore, she selectively forgot those details and forgot those unusual actions of Song Fancheng.

After Qin Jue mentioned it, it was like stringing together the clues that she deliberately hid into a thread.

For example, why did he so simply agree to her to let Qin Chu live in.

For example, why did he take Qin Chu to the army.

For example, why did Qin Chu come back from the army, Qin Chu's little arm had a needle eye that had been drawn blood, but he didn't say a word.

For example, on the day Qin Chu was picked up by Xu Wanwan, she didn't tell Song Fancheng, but he arrived at the playground before her and found Qin Chu's location.

Like what......

Even Qin Qian began to think that the water leakage in the house at the beginning, and the physical examination organized by Qin Chu's school might be related to him.

She didn't dare to think any further.

The more she thought about it, the more scared she became.

In the past, while trying hard not to let the Zhai family attack Qin Chu, she thought that she had protected Qin Chu well.

But she never thought that it was she who personally sent Qin Chu to a place that might be more dangerous.

Maybe Qin Jue is right, if it weren't for what happened between her and Song Fancheng nine years ago, if it was someone else who was Qin Chu's mother.

According to her actions, Qin Chu had already been taken away by Song Fancheng.

Qin Qian looked at Qin Jue, his eyes were full of guilt and self-blame, as well as deep remorse, and panic.

Seeing her expression, Qin Jue knew that she had regained a trace of sanity from the swamp of the past.

"Got it?"

Qin Qian nodded.

She understood, understood beyond comprehension.

Compared with Qin Chu's safety, the reason she lost in her relationship was still Qin Chu's upper hand.

"He confessed to you today that he is indeed sincere to you. Qin Jue also said as he said, putting aside prejudice, "As you said, he is a soldier and will not do anything with bad intentions." It shows that there must be something true. ”

"But, shallow, I hope you don't forget what I just said, if things are very simple, it will not be the turn of someone of Song Fancheng's ability level to personally perform such a simple task. ”

"Even if it's for Xiaochu, you have to pull yourself out, analyze and look at it objectively. Qin Jue's blue eyes flashed, as calm as a big man who did not match his age, "You are not a savior, just an ordinary mother, and the decisions you make are all for the sake of your children." So whether you go or not, you have nothing to worry about. ”

Qin Qian let out a soft "um".

He lowered his eyes again and was silent.

Qin Jue hadn't experienced it, so he might not be able to understand and appreciate it.

They are the ones who were in the midst of disasters, favored by fate, and saved by the state. If they can, even if they are not soldiers, they are willing to contribute their modest efforts to this country.

Song Fancheng is a soldier, and his mission represents the military and the country.

If they only needed Qin Chu's blood, on the premise of ensuring Qin Chu's health, they were actually duty-bound.

Can......

There is one thing that she agrees with.

If it's really that simple, why do you need to mobilize Song Fancheng?

Song Fancheng said that because of the special status of the mother of the child with hemolysis, it was necessary to ensure Qin Chu's absolute safety.

There is nothing wrong with this argument.

But she, as a mother, is uneasy.

What's more, she is the one who survived that year, and she is grateful, and it is also her responsibility.

But this does not mean that it is from the early Qin Dynasty.

She shouldn't, let Qin Chu repay and bear it for her.

After a long time, Qin Qian took out his mobile phone and made a call to Song Fancheng.

"I'm Qin Qian. ”

"It's decided?"

"Hmm. Qin Qian felt that his fingers were so cold that his joints were a little stiff.

"If you need to donate blood, on the premise of ensuring Qin Chu's health, which hospital you designate to go to, I can take Qin Chu there. But I will not hand him over to you and let you take him away. ”

There was a lengthy silence on the other end of the line.

"That child is a life, and I hope to be able to save him, and he can survive well. Although Qin Chu is not my biological child, I have no way to do it, for the sake of another child's health, harm Qin Chu's health. ”

This is her decision, and it is also her concession.

As Qin Jue said, because she was Qin Chu's mother, Song Fancheng did not take Qin Chu away immediately.

And she was also the other party Song Fancheng, so she didn't choose to give in so calmly when she knew that they had Qin Chu's idea from the beginning to approach and take action.

Silent.

Silence again.

Both sides were silent.

I don't know who hung up the phone in the end, and the call ended in silence.

Zheng Yue, who was sitting opposite Song Fancheng, looked at the man's solemn expression, and knew the answer without asking.

But he couldn't say anything.

Whether it is because of Song Fancheng's emotional problems, or because of Qin Qian's special identity background......

Now, they can only come soft, not hard.

"I have a way, and that is to ......" Zheng Yue looked at Song Fancheng and suddenly spoke.

Hearing this, the man raised his eyes and looked at each other.

……

Because Qin Qian came back from the army and discussed Qin Chu's affairs with Qin Jue, today is Qin Chu who asked Sister Li to pick up.

Qin Chu hummed a little song from the moment he entered the door, his mood was like the afterglow of the sunset outside the window, and there was a strong warmth in the brightness.

It is in stark contrast to the atmosphere of the two people in Fang Cai's family.

No matter who asked, if there was something happy happening today, the little guy kept silent, just pursed his mouth and smiled.

Just because Zhai Junlin promised to give him a longing and looking forward to the future.

However, he promised Zhai Junlin, and high-fived as an oath, which was a secret between the two men.

After dinner, Qin Qian went out to throw out the garbage.

I saw a long shadow in the corridor hitting her toes.

There was a little soot falling from the trash can, and the strong smell of tobacco came to his face, and it was not clear how much he smoked, but he must have been waiting here for a long time.

"Can we talk again?"

Qin Qian didn't evade, and he didn't ask what to talk about, but, "How to talk about it?"

"For unnecessary disputes...... Song Fancheng leaned against the wall of the stairway, standing on the steps, looking down at her condescendingly, "I hope you can agree, we will take Qin Chu away." ”

Unnecessary disputes......

She is no longer a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl, and she is also very self-aware, and she will not ask Song Fancheng the kind of "me or the task, you choose the same".

For soldiers, tasks and orders are duty.

Qin Qian wasn't so boring, he had to come to a multiple-choice question.

"So, if I insist. Will you snatch Qin Chu away by force?"

Song Fancheng was silent.

He didn't say yes, but his silence was a tacit acquiescence to her words.

After a long time, he spoke again, "We didn't take Qin Chu directly at the beginning, we just wanted to use the most gentle way to seek the most peaceful solution. ”

"No, you didn't take Qin Chu away in the first place because you weren't sure if he was the boy back then. Qin Qian retorted, "You took him to the army to draw blood, which is one of the steps you verified! You confirmed that he was the child, so you took action!"

From the bottom of his heart, Qin Qian didn't want to talk to Song Fancheng like this.

In her memory, they were people on the same front, but when they met again, they stood on different positions and blamed each other.

"I don't say a lot of things, but that doesn't mean I can't see them. I just ......," she paused, took a deep breath, and tried to keep her voice as calm as possible, "I just don't want to believe it." ”

She didn't want to believe that a man who was once like a god would do such a thing to the person she cared about the most. E-book bar

The sentence "I just don't want to believe it" not only makes women choke a little, but also makes men's throats suddenly dry and sore.

What they don't want to believe is the fact that they don't want to accept.

Because he cares too much, he even chooses to deceive himself.

Qin Qian pursed her lips and let out a long breath before calming her slightly choked voice slightly.

She looked at the man, and in the dim corridor, her eyes were the brightest.

"My life was saved by you, which is equivalent to my life being given by the state, if there is a need, I am duty-bound. But for Qin Chu, no. It was the good people of Italy who saved him, and I have no right to let him take my share of the responsibility for me. ”

"How do you know that Qin Chu is unwilling to go with us?" Song Fancheng asked.

The man stared at the woman's face and observed her expression.

Seeing that Qin Qian obviously didn't expect him to ask this question, her expression was only stunned for a moment, and then her eyes were unshakable firmness.

"It's not just a question of whether he wants to. I also know that you have your rules, and there are many things that you don't want to tell me, but that you can't tell me. But Song Fancheng, although Qin Chu was not born to me, I took care of him for six years, except that he did not shed my blood, no one can deny that I am his mother!"

"If his blood can really be developed to treat those who suffer from neonatal hemolysis, whether it is to see the child in your mission, or for the children in the world who also suffer from hemolysis, I believe that even Qin Chu is willing to donate blood to save those poor children. ”

"But you yourself should know better than I do. Is that all you want?"

Qin Qian is not stupid, she just pretended to deceive herself before. In fact, she has always counted how much in her heart, otherwise how could it be...... As soon as Qin Jue said it, she was able to come to her senses.

It's not that she's been empowered, it's that she knows it's time to wake up.

It's just that she doesn't want to push Song Fancheng to the side where she needs to analyze and think in order to get along.

She didn't want to be like a believer, and he used his emotionless gaze to coldly analyze his actions and the reasons for his actions.

"I won't risk Qin Chu's safety. Even if I trust you, I won't. ”

If there was no premise for all this to happen, Qin Qian might still be paranoid and believe.

But after all this, she ...... There is no courage to move forward.

Because she's not alone.

"If I am alone, no matter how serious the consequences are, I have no fear or regret. But for Qin Chu, even the slightest bit of harm, I can't afford it. ”

The sentence "I can't afford it" shocked Song Fancheng's heart.

After a long time, he squirmed the corners of his lips, "I'm sorry......"

Sorry to worry you so much.

Sorry to disappoint you so much.

I'm sorry to make you so sad.

I'm sorry......

Song Fancheng didn't know how many sorry he needed to say, he lowered his eyes and kept saying in his heart.

In the end, he felt a feeling of helplessness and powerlessness.

How could it be that Qin Chu was her child?

If Qin Chu was not her child, then he might have a good start with her, and maybe a happy ending.

And not like now, doomed from the beginning.

But if it weren't for this task, he wouldn't have been able to see Qin Qian again.

What could he do?

Even if he is given a chance to choose again, he can only start over once according to the trajectory of history.

……

After this day, Zhai Junlin would go to Qin Chu every once in a while between classes.

The little one was very happy.

It's just that the teachers at the school are a little distressed, after all, Qin Chu is already attention-grabbing, and there is a handsome father who comes to him every once in a while, and they are all curious about Qin Chu.

There are also many students who secretly ask the teacher if their parents can also come to see them between classes.

But the teacher looked at Zhai Junlin, the aura on his body was too strong, and every time she was about to speak, when she saw his eyes lit up, she swallowed again.

In the end, I had to send a text message to Qin Qian, and told the cause and effect very tactfully and sincerely, hoping that she and Zhai Junlin could be considerate.

When Qin Qian saw the text message, his first reaction was disbelief.

Will Zhai Junlin go to school to see Qin Chu?

Although he didn't want Qin Chu's life, this kind of action still refreshed Qin Qian's memory.

In her impression, Zhai Junlin is definitely not a man who would do such a thing.

Not to mention...... Go every once in a while.

When she was surprised, she also asked the teacher for verification: Are you sure it's Qin Chu......'s father? Wrong?

It wasn't until the teacher affirmed it again and again that Qin Qian believed it.

Then she will tell Zhai Junlin that she will not disturb other students.

Putting down the phone, Qin Qian thought carefully, no wonder these days, Qin Chu's mood is very good every day.

It turns out that it is related to Zhai Junlin?

When Qin Chu came back, during dinner in the evening, Qin Qian deliberately asked, "What book did Xiao Chu read during class today?"

Qin Chu doesn't like to go out to play with other classmates, so he likes to sit in his seat and read.

"I didn't read. Qin Chu took a sip of soup, put down the bowl, and said, "The weather is good today, I went outside to bask in the sun for a while." ”

"With which classmate?"

"There are no classmates. Qin Chu replied.

Qin Qian felt a little funny when he heard it, Qin Chu would never lie.

It seems that he has learned a lot from Qin Jue and her in the past few years, and answering like this is not a lie, nor will it expose Zhai Junlin's existence.

What a clever little ghost.

"Is Xiao Chu alone?"

"Not alone. ”

Look, the little clever ghost is still holding on.

"Who is that?" Qin Qian continued to ask.

probably didn't expect Qin Qian to break the casserole and ask in the end, and all of a sudden, the little guy was a little panicked.

After a while, he replied firmly: "I can't say it." ”

Hearing this, Qin Qian couldn't cry or laugh.

"At that moment, Xiao Chu has dinner, you can call your person who can't speak, ask him when he is free, you can have dinner with him. ”

When the little guy heard this, his eyes immediately lit up, "Really?"

Qin Qian nodded, "Uh-huh." ”

"It's amazing!" Qin Chu smiled and clenched his fist on his chest before he suddenly reacted, "Eh, Qin Qian, do you know?"

"You know what?" she asked, tilting her head to look at the little one.

This question can make him embarrassed.

If she said that she knew that her father went to see him, but in case she didn't know, wouldn't she be a self-confessor?

But if he didn't say that, how would he know that Qin Qian knew that his father had gone to see him?

He had a bitter face, racked his brains and thought for a while, and then looked at Qin Qian with a blank eye, "That's it...... Know...... Who's that person who can't be said?"

"Hehe......" Qin Qian was amused by Qin Chu's little brain.

Thanks to him, he asked.

She didn't tease Qin Chu anymore, but nodded, "um".

Then asked him, "Dad came to see you, is Xiao Chu happy?"

"Happy!" Qin Chu nodded without hesitation.

Thinking that he didn't tell Qin Qian, it shouldn't be counted as his leak.

So he finally opened his little joy these days, "You know what? The first time my dad came to school, I was stunned. ”

"That's it......" Qin Chu repeated his appearance at that time to Qin Qian, "and ah......"

He talked as if he had opened a conversation.

Qin Qian and Qin Jue didn't interrupt him, looking at him while talking, gesturing, talking with relish, happy and happy.

Qin Chu is a sensitive child, and he has always known how to control and restrain himself.

It was very rare for Qin Qian and Qin Jue to see him so immersed in it.

Later, Qin Chu happily called Zhai Junlin, because Zhai Junlin had a dinner tomorrow, so the two made an appointment to go to dinner together after school the afternoon after tomorrow.

After hanging up the phone, Qin Chu ran to Qin Qian, tilted his little head, and asked, "Qin Qian, will you eat with me and my father?"

In fact, she was not going to disturb the reunion between their father and son.

But thinking that she also needs to talk to Zhai Junlin about the school, as well as about Qin Chu, and how they will father and son in the future, she also needs to talk to him about it, and she thinks that it is still necessary to have a meal.

"Does Xiao Chu want me to be with you?"

Qin Chu nodded his head with a smile, and after looking at Qin Qian and nodding, he pulled her to bend down, stood on tiptoe, leaned into her ear and whispered, "Actually, I have already promised you Dad that you want to eat together." ”

After speaking, he playfully "hee-hee" laughed twice.

Qin Jue leaned against the door frame of the bedroom, looking at the two figures in the living room, one large and one small.

The blue eyes are a shallow smile, a clear and gentle.

Suddenly, the phone in the bag vibrated a little.

Qin Jue took out his mobile phone, and it was a reminder from an email.

I clicked on the email, glanced at the content of the email, and my clear eyes sank, like the sea in the early morning, which was an endless fog, gloomy and endless.

With a flick of his finger, he clicked the delete button to delete the email.

Put the phone in his trouser pocket, and then look up, the two people who were standing in the line of sight have left the living room at some point.

His gaze narrowed deeply at where the two had just stood, as if they were still there.

His eyes were heavy, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

After a long time, the corners of his lips rose in an arc, and then he withdrew his gaze and turned into the bedroom.

……

Troops.

"Song, or we'll ...... "grab it."

Zheng Yue's words came out, and halfway through it, even he couldn't finish it.

He sighed with a sigh, "It's not the way to go on like this." If it drags on any longer, if something goes wrong with that child, the consequences will be unimaginable. We can't keep consuming it like Qin Qian!"

"We can afford to wait, but we can't afford to wait over there! If something really goes wrong and the situation can't be controlled, we will ...... then."

Song Fancheng didn't know, he couldn't afford to wait.

But Qin Qian's attitude here is very resolute, and he has no way to start.

"I know you're thinking about Qin Qian, but Song, we can't help it, right?" Zheng Yue didn't have a headache, "If this is only about a few of us, brother, let alone being punished, even if this military uniform is taken off, I won't say that I want to touch Qin Qian and Qin Chu at all." But you know that if this thing really comes to that point, it will be something we can't even think of. ”

"I'm thinking about one thing. Song Fancheng frowned tightly and pondered with deep eyes, "If it is really time for two children and can only choose one to live, do you think...... At last...... Who survives?"

"This ......" Zheng Yue was suddenly speechless, and after struggling for a long time, he couldn't think of an answer, so he had to ask: "One person's life, and the lives of countless people, how do you say the above will be chosen?"

Such a choice has always been available.

Is it to save one person, or a group of people?

You can only choose one of the two, one party will die, who should be saved?

Many times, they will choose to abandon that one person to save the majority of people.

But does that one deserve to be abandoned? Is that one's life not a life?

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