Missing someone doesn't need words, but it takes a lot of courage. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoWhen you walk on the road, watching the bustling flow of people and savoring loneliness alone, when you sit quietly and silently feel the melancholy in your heart, missing is like a breeze like a shadow. You will realize how lonely it will be to think about a person, how heartache it will be to think of a person, and how cold it will be to miss a person's nights. Missing someone may sometimes bring a smile on your face, but your heart will shed tears.

Every day's dream is a crowded scene, but I am the only one who can't find a way out in the bustling crowd, can't figure out the situation, it's so difficult to get out of the predicament, my heart is full of panic, I can't find you. So helpless, so desperate!

I'm used to grabbing your hand in any situation, and I'm used to not being afraid of you in everything, but now I have a subconscious fear of insecurity, but you refuse to appear again in my dreams, leaving me to deal with it alone.

I always have to be strong to deal with the unknown future, what else can I do? What you say has become a time that has dissipated in the air, and I can never be recovered, I only walk alone in the world.

I don't want any of our obsessions to be unfulfilled, but in fact, the ordinary fireworks, life of firewood, rice, oil, and salt is not bad: without bitter love, there will be no heart-wrenching pain. At this time, I envy those noisy couples, even if they don't understand each other, even if their hearts can't be blended, what does it matter?

In fact, in the world, I should be content, I don't have anything to do hard, I can do what I like, I can work easily, I am healthy, everything is arranged in my life, my children are happy and healthy, and my parents are healthy. What else do I ask for? Isn't that what the world asks for? I don't lack anything!

However, I have lost the most precious love of my life! What I have lost is what I cannot afford to lose! But I have lost him, if you know, can you understand my heart? Withered like rotten wood! You gave me everything, but in an instant you took it back, with your life and my life! What kind of cruelty can destroy us so much? How can God bear to treat us like this? What kind of unforgivable sin have we committed? Let us not see each other from each other? If anyone tells me, I will die and no longer be unwilling.

No matter how much my soul cries out and how to suffer in purgatory, there is no way to do it! It's a big deal to apologize for my sins with death! It's a big deal not to want this cheap life, just take it! Why torture me every day? Live well, and if you die, you will take your life happily, and I am still afraid? These countless reciprocating pains make my life worse than death!

No one knows the feeling of being empty and nowhere to go when you are in pain, very angry, and exhausted, but you can't find the object to vent or hit! But the world just exists hollowly!