23: Beginning the Self in Life

Someone bets with a moment, that fight is the eyes, someone bets with a lifetime, that fights is life, someone bets with education, that fights wisdom, someone bets with silence, that fights is the law, someone bets with loneliness, that fights is calm, someone bets with troubles, that fights is no fate, someone bets with sadness, that fights is love, someone bets with themselves, that fights is the future, someone bets with eloquence, that fights is tricks, someone bets with distraction, that fights can't afford to lose, someone bets with waiting, that fights is to win and don't know, someone bets with sorry, that bucket is to add the mind, and some people use the daily cumulative betting, that fight is the future. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

I'm not a good person, I'm not a bad person, I have my opinions, I have my internal calculations, there's no need to bend to let yourself be wronged, there's no need to offend your heart for the happiness of others, sometimes I feel that life is very long, my survival has no value, I learned to code words, when I was drunk after reading a book, I knew that I could pay a lot, I couldn't learn to complain, I couldn't learn to swear, I couldn't learn the crooked road, I looked back on my youth, and then I looked back at the present, and then I won back what I lost, it was not yesterday's childhood, I grew up, I realized that my knowledge is short-sighted, my eyes will not be coherent, my mouth will not count, and I will not learn if I have a heart。

I, a mirror around a bend, bit by bit, in life, I can't finish learning, I can't see through, I can't find familiar calculations and strangeness, let the understanding begin to change, let the words begin to avoid, the uncontrollable thinking, the uncontrollable departure, a screen, a period of hatred, when I start to move, when the mind begins to paint, maybe the coherence of forgetting makes me indulge, but I can't save the battle of life, it's myself, it's myself, it's myself, I can't control, I can't control, I can't see through the heart, I can't explain the external environment, the gamble of life, you let me win a drop of rain, but let me drench my whole heart with my own sweat。

Poor, speak without strength, can't afford to buy other people's words, can't sell their own actions, let yourself feel lost when you know the silence of others, maybe many times you can pick up waste, but you can't irrigate the agility of thinking, when every sentence of the decision begins, sometimes you can find yesterday's foothold, but you can't recognize the advantages of others, is it a lack of real thinking, or can't recognize the door of judgment, in a road, in a direction, sometimes you can only walk your own steps, be ridiculed by others, watch your own words and listens, and don't know the attacks and actions of foreign parties。

Listen, that person is still walking in the wrong direction of youth, I don't know when I will sigh and say the wrong thing, sometimes the story is just because of the addition of a wrong name, so that many people maliciously discuss, but never reflect on their own body and mind and tomorrow, sometimes the place, let a person's poverty become a focus, let others from their own small, tell a daily joke, sometimes the event, I feel that I should be silent, but let others snub me next time, right, is wrong, or the state of the heart, we have learned, as long as the wrong sentence of hate, will leave the name of the action, we have learned, as long as a mistake is an irreparable thing, avoid that familiar person。

Snow does not mean that it is winter, maybe it is a sentence, a person's deeds, we recognize each season, but can not read every emotional classification in the heart, we can see the water and soil in the distance, may not guess the corner of the heart, is a spring, but also the dawn of each day, we understand is to start yesterday's accumulation, or to interrogate the failure to chase with words, when time continues to run, life continues to waste, the trick of oneself, positioning of the body and mind, can be made, can be other, let others affirm it, we may be able to get out of the road of copying, may not explore the judgment and analysis of life。

If we lose our confidence and cultivate ourselves, then a lifetime of conscience condemnation, a lifetime of silence does not know, maybe we can't buy it back with life, we can't bet with a heartbeat, sometimes I always think that today's loss is deserved, don't think about winning tomorrow, say that if you don't let others not take the trophy, you can lift the helpless wine glass, if others don't run, you will lose at the starting line of regression, it is a lack of implementation, it is incoherent, and you can't understand the body and mind of yourself, and you can't control the ability to master。

A person, lonely and boring, or incapable of controlling fate, is it a lost decision, or a lack of calculation, when learning from others begins to waste, when learning from others' early and greedy for darkness, may not be aware of their daily state of mind, is to find the source of mood, or to change the sensitivity of thinking, reading the scenery every time, may not be familiar with tomorrow's experience, the direction of each step, may not practice judgment and analysis, when the start begins to fail, when the mistake begins to continue, when the body and mind are blocked, maybe our rejection is just a piece of words, sometimes fixed just for others to act, to be their own supporting role to make others laugh。

You can be bullied by words, you can be carried by deeds, you must not reject yourself, maybe the bits and pieces of time let yourself miss a lot, may not be able to accumulate the mirror in your heart, may not be able to deny the words of others, when a start, a dawn, every decision we start belongs to today, if you see the wrong, if you choose the wrong one, not only delay today's self, may affect tomorrow's departure, so that your heart is difficult to be silent when you learn to ask, then it is too late, let yourself start to worry when you learn to taste slowly, maybe you will not be able to generate unique thinking, tomorrow's experience。

Can't see through, can't figure it out, can't understand, can't speak, it's not that other people's words can't find a foothold, it's that their inner foundation is too shallow, sometimes they always feel that others are the wrong people, sometimes they always feel that they are very enjoyable to speak, don't consider other people's actions, don't consider their own scope, let others learn to refuse the disgust, let others delay, but they think it's always someone else's fault, never imagine their own yesterday, and don't ask tomorrow, when the time begins to return to place, a bend, others are not confused, but they have to experience more language behind them。

If you say that you are full for the stomach, then the education of thinking will inevitably save the heart, if you say that speaking is a kind of closed others, then the silent acceptance may not be closed yourself, when Zhou Xuan begins to position, if a person can be looked down upon by many people, then it will represent that many people's eyes are not angry, or can not be influenced by the education of the public, when you know a familiar scenery, someone can not control yourself, it will delay the growth thinking of the family, some people can not control their own language actions, it will make more misunderstandings to infect the hearts of others。

Discussing a person, it is better to set a good example to learn and establish a direction, it is better to find the experience of the journey, see the bad of a person, not necessarily tell a person's good, experience the poverty of others, not necessarily control their own ignorance, grasp the handle of some people, it is better to hold their own place and starting point to chase their dreams, there are many ways to change others, the way to measure oneself or the control of reading and the advance and retreat of speech, if protection is a kind of exploration, then helping others to be happy and supporting the growth of others' thinking is the best and deepest kung fu practice for oneself, and the foundation is generated。

Smoking only hurts the lungs, and some people are willing to take some inattentive words to hurt the hearts of others, talking is to enjoy it, or to pass the time, some people can unconsciously bury a lot of the next impossible, some people before meeting to calculate words and deeds, we began to find out, concentrated thinking is better than monomer and group thinking, attention analysis is better than individual and other people's telling, not many people's thinking is fast, but more people rely on experience to see through, and people who look at the heart with wisdom, and look at people's plans with their hearts, is to understand life and observe the world。

If we grasp the advance and retreat of thinking, if we grasp the calculation formula of action, then every time we enter the pattern, every time we see and listen, we will change a lot of angles, a lot of faces, but every time the thinking is agile and have the same silence, the key is the inner reading, yesterday's experience, someone has unlocked the tomorrow of our action, someone uses the explanation of calculation, aligned with the law of ten years, maybe the environment of fate is a comic word, to language and differentiation, it has become a synthetic pattern。

A world is a whole, a person is a whole, we can't forget ourselves, lost our own world, maybe in every landscape, every language, we are someone else's landscape, and the unique mood can find their own world, let the heart to fly, or let the dream to soar, can do the explanation, can see the departure, when you don't care about chasing yesterday, when you have no chance to go but the thoughts of life, you can't find yourself in your heart, that is the lost in your heart, the wrong illusion to let yourself continue to be confused。

A kind of eloquence, is external, or internal, let the calculation be three days faster, let the mental arithmetic be faster than a year, after all, their own road is very far, if you want to show life, explore the value, even if it is a lifetime of suffering, what can you do, for yourself, the value of survival is to taste the suffering, read thinking, adhere to the value, master the calculation of life, plan some of your own analysis, establish some of your own positioning, let the footsteps of life begin to bloom, let the ladder of fate change the mentality, in order to achieve the recognition of the crowd of themselves, the measure in my heart.

A person may be ridiculed in the eyes of many people, but only the person close to him (her) is warm, not that he (she) has no wisdom, not that he (she) is dressed very old, but the relatives of relatives, is the fate of the heart, the heart of the relatives is cast with blood, that kindness, or love, for us, there is no need to use the word (poor) to convince, there is no need to measure with vision, there is no need to use oneself to measure the temperature of the mentality that does not belong to oneself, only, even if it is to treat others with the attitude of treating one's own heart, and to warm the eyes of others with the silent mood of oneself.