Chen Liya was embarrassed, and she almost wanted to find a crack to stuff herself into, but Cheng Lie saw the girl's embarrassment, and didn't know where to conjure up a pack of tissues and handed it to her.

Chen Liya was surprised and grateful, and hurriedly took the tissue from Cheng Lie's hand, her fingers even accidentally touched Cheng Lie's fingers, the warmth made her slightly startled, and her face became hotter, she knew that she must have been like a red-hot shrimp at the moment, so she simply gave up on herself, lowered her head and slapped her nose with a tissue.

Cheng Lie looked at her with a smile, that gaze can be said to be gentle, like looking at his own sister, when Chen Liya listened to the gossip of the people in the army, she knew that Instructor Cheng had a younger brother and sister, and also knew that Instructor Cheng had always been extremely fond of her brother and sister, Chen Liya couldn't believe it before, because she couldn't imagine what it was like for Instructor Cheng, who was majestic and cold and strict on the training ground, to love people, and now Chen Liya can imagine it, he will definitely look at his family with such warm eyes from time to time, and give moisturizing things silent care when the other party needs it。

Chen Liya couldn't help but think that the family that can become an instructor must be the happiest person in the world.

After brushing her nose and wiping her tears, Chen Liya returned to normal if her face was not so red and her eyes were not so burning.

"Become an instructor...... Thank you. For Chen Liya, a girl from the Northeast, her voice is always loud and clear, but now, her voice has unconsciously become very low and slow, which can almost be described as "gentle".

Chen Liya didn't know why women became gentle in front of men, when she was a child, she often was with a group of boys, laughing at those girls who talked delicately, saying that they were very "made", she imagined that she could not become like that in her life, but at this moment she realized that girls will become gentle unconsciously at some point, this is not "doing", but from a mood of being urgently liked by the other party.

It's the irrepressible throbbing in my heart that makes girls gentle.

Chen Liya seemed to have become a new version of herself in an instant.

Cheng Lie looked at her, the expression on his face was faint and he couldn't see any emotion, but Chen Liya could detect the soft smile hidden in Instructor Cheng's eyes as deep as the sea.

She suddenly understood why Instructor Cheng always looked fierce, because a person like Instructor Cheng, even if he looked very fierce and impersonal, he still wouldn't let anyone hate him, if Instructor Cheng was a little more gentle, how many people would be unable to take their eyes off his eyes and footsteps because he had completely fallen.

"Thank me for what. There was a hint of banter in Instructor Cheng's magnetic and elegant voice, "Thank you for scolding you?"

"Instructor Cheng didn't scold me. Chen Liya bit her lip and said softly, her face, which was a little tough for a girl and had Northeast characteristics, revealed an obvious little girl attitude.

Instructor Cheng raised his eyebrows, and looked at this female soldier who suddenly changed from a stubborn little bull to a well-behaved and clever little kitten, as if he couldn't understand why the other party was like this: "Just now I was angry because I scolded you for two sentences, but now I know that I follow people." ”

Chen Liya looked at Instructor Cheng embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, Instructor Cheng...... It's me who is too stubborn. ”

"Do you know it's wrong?" asked Instructor Cheng.

"Well, got it. Chen Liya said honestly.

"Tell me, what's wrong?" Instructor Cheng's voice was careless, and his eyes were always condescending and proud.

However, Chen Liya has discovered the gentleness hidden by Instructor Cheng, this secret makes her overjoyed, and as if she has possessed some treasure alone, she has the strength to no longer fear Instructor Cheng.

"I was wrong for not being honest with myself. Chen Liya said, "Instructor Cheng, what you said is right, only those who dare not admit their mistakes and dare not face themselves are the real seeds, and I don't want to be a bad seed." ”

"Good. Instructor Cheng said, "Chen Liya, then tell me honestly, why did you hide here alone and cry just now?"

A trace of shame appeared on Chen Liya's face, she was still embarrassed to admit that she was frustrated and crying because of her unsatisfactory grades, but she said that she would no longer be a bad seed, how could she not tell the truth?

So Chen Liya licked her lips and said in a shy voice: "Instructor Cheng, I feel very bad, embarrassed, and frustrated, so I am hiding here and crying, I know that I am wrong, and I will never do this again in the future." ”

Instructor Cheng looked at her with deep eyes, and his voice slowly came from above: "Chen Liya, it's a good thing to have shame, there's nothing shameful about it, even if you hide and cry because of frustration in the future, I won't think you did something wrong." ”

Chen Liya looked at Instructor Cheng in surprise, never expecting the other party to say this to her.

Instructor Cheng smiled and said: "Shame and courage, if you have cried like this once, and work harder to improve yourself in the future, then you will not cry in vain today." ”

"Yes! Instructor, I will definitely work harder in the future. Chen Liya straightened her chest and said.

"Chen Liya, do you think that compared to Shen Sa, what you lack is talent?" Instructor Cheng stared at her with dark eyes and asked.

Chen Liya was stunned again, she didn't expect that she would be once again perceived by Instructor Cheng.

Yes, what Instructor Cheng said was right, she had thought this more than once, and she even felt that she had worked very hard, why was she still not as good as Shen Sa? At first, she thought that Shen Sa must have been training all the time in private, so she also specially applied to be transferred to a dormitory with Shen Sa in order to observe Shen Sa's work and rest, but later she found out that she was wrong, Shen Sa did not fight at night as she thought, studying and training day and night, on the contrary, Shen Sa and her own efforts were about the same.

Then, there is only one reason to explain this matter Shen Sa is really a wizard who fights alone, she is proficient in everything, probably talented.

This discovery made Chen Liya very discouraged for a while, and she shed tears for this reason, she felt that she was no match for Shen Sa. This kind of deep frustration can really knock a person down completely. If Instructor Cheng hadn't happened to see herself crying today, then she wouldn't have dared to guarantee whether she would have been able to resist applying to the unit to leave after crying.

That's right, she's almost going to be the most despised deserter she's ever been.

Thank God for letting her meet Instructor Cheng. Thank God for letting Instructor Cheng accompany her so patiently for so long.

"Become an instructor...... Isn't it?" Chen Liya's eyes widened, and deep down in her own heart, she was also eager to get an answer from Instructor Cheng's mouth.

"Of course not," Instructor Cheng said with a smile, "Chen Liya, you made a mistake, you shouldn't compare yourself with others, you should compare yourself with yourself." As long as you persevere, if you can surpass your past self even a little bit, it is considered a kind of progress, and how can you not feel frustrated when you compare yourself to a goal that is currently unattainable?"

Chen Liya looked at Instructor Cheng as if she didn't understand: "...... Compare yourself to yourself?"

"Yes, set yourself a small goal first, which must be achieved in a short period of time with a certain amount of effort. Instructor Cheng said in a loud voice, "Surpassing yourself is more important than anything else." Perhaps in the process of constantly surpassing yourself, you will find that before you know it, you are about to catch up with the person you once wanted to catch up. ”

Chen Liya nodded and said, "I know, become an instructor." ”

This conversation with Instructor Cheng on this day not only made Chen Liya, a female soldier who never knew what love was and was completely boyish, for the first time in her heart throbbing, longing and yearning, but also gave her a direction as if she had passed through a lot of fog, and the confusion about the future was swept away.

Chen Liya must admit that the "unique cheats" taught to her by Instructor Cheng are very useful, and after setting small goals for herself, she really began to improve continuously, and even her ranking in the army has slowly changed. And every time Chen Liya made progress, she couldn't help but puff up her chest proudly to meet the approving gaze that Instructor Cheng inadvertently threw at her.

Of course, she knew that for herself, Cheng Instructor was a god-like existence that could never be approached, but as long as she could be looked at like Cheng Instructor occasionally, it was enough for her.

For this reason, she did not hesitate to admit generously in front of everyone in the dormitory that she liked to be an instructor.

Because, she knows that her liking for Cheng Instructor is unintentional, bright, unadulterated, not selfish and dark.

It can be said that her Chen Liya's liking for becoming an instructor can definitely stand the test.

She was proud that she liked such a person.

She is sure that she Chen Liya is definitely not the only one among the female soldiers who secretly likes to be an instructor, but who else dares to admit it?

Even if she stood in front of Instructor Cheng, she could tell him with her chest raised like a pure master

Cheng Instructor, I like you!

In the face of such Chen Liya, Shen Sa's delicate face didn't seem to fluctuate, but Shen Sa knew very well that a trace of envy for Chen Liya quietly appeared in her heart.

But why envy Chen Liya? Shen Sa was confused.

In the army, many people envy her, they think that she is very powerful in everything and has a strength that is not inferior to that of male special forces, but she will envy others from time to time, especially those who dare to love and hate, such as Lu Yan, such as Chen Liya.