"Auntie, Qingchuan, he has something urgent to leave. You can't have no one around you now, just treat me like a nurse. I put it mildly.

Although I don't know who could make Chu Qingchuan walk away at such an emergency moment, those three people really don't look like ordinary people.

At that time, I thought that the blood source sent by the General Hospital of the Military Region was purely out of the duty of saving lives and helping the wounded.

Sister Meng closed her eyelids, and she could see that she was very tired at the moment, and her weak body caused sweat to ripple.

I wiped her forehead and neck with gauze, as gently as I could.

"Leave him. You're in this together...... Hmm......" Sister Meng said such a sentence after being silent for a long time, and the second half of the sentence did not enter her throat.

She was still thinking about it when she was so weak, and I think she might have been very opposed.

"I know, Auntie. You take care of your body first, and you can't get angry for me. Chu Qingchuan, what he cares about most is your body, I am an adult, and I will not do anything recklessly. "When I speak, I pay attention to every word, not wanting to provoke Sister Meng.

The direct consequence of this is that every time I say a word, my heart hurts, and the feeling of desperately tearing myself apart is indescribably depressed.

After all, there is still no good ending feeling.

The dream sister he created for me before has accepted my illusion, and she still has to face reality in the end.

Anyway, I know that he has taken care of me, that he has given me a clean and unadulterated love, and that I should be content.

Not all stories have happy endings, at least the process is joyful.

I just said, how could such a good man easily fall into my hands and have to be with me?

Man, you have self-knowledge. I laughed at myself in my heart, no wonder I always felt that everything seemed to be real, and it seemed that my sixth sense was still accurate.

"It's not that I'm going to stop you, it's that fate doesn't depend on you. Sister Meng ignored my dissuasion and insisted on speaking.

I felt that she had a lot to say to me, but she couldn't say it, and because of her physical exhaustion, she couldn't do it all.

I hurriedly said, "Auntie, you better rest more, what do you have to say when your body recovers, okay?"

"Jiaoyang, the debts owed by your grandfather and your mother can only be paid by you. You call me Auntie, and yes, I used to be like sisters to your mother. Sister Meng finished speaking intermittently, and added: "If you want to blame them, blame them." ”

I froze in place, unable to express my feelings at the moment.

Unexpectedly, these bonds are intertwined, and they are all relatives torturing each other.

So, is it my family who has done something sorry for Sister Meng?

I thought about it, could there be a misunderstanding in this? But due to Sister Meng's current physical condition, I can't question it.

But then again, I know my grandfather's personality, but my mother, I really don't know anything.

In my last childhood impression, she was not good at words, only promised, and unpleasant, but she was not a villain.

"I've always been careful with my driver, but that day, I accidentally caught a glimpse of her walking on the pavement...... She's also old......" Sister Meng said hard, more like taking the opportunity to vent her dissatisfaction.

I could feel the hatred of her gritted teeth, and her breathing was getting shorter.

"Auntie, don't think about it so much yet, let's talk about these things after you recover. "I tried my best to comfort me, but these are the few words I can say.

However, my heart has turned upside down.

Is the "she" in her mouth my mother?

From Chu Qingchuan's previous narrative, I always thought that Sister Meng had not returned to her hometown for many years, and similarly, I thought that she and my mother should have not seen each other for many years.

The only explanation for the fact that she was instantly recognizable while driving was that she cared so much about her.

Whether it's love or hate, this relationship must be poignant.

Now it seems that family affection probably does not exist, so there is only hatred left.

Of course, I didn't dare to ask them about their past, and what had happened a long time ago only added to my troubles.

Can I fix it? No way.

However, today's conversation made it clear to me why Sister Meng never wanted to see me.

Her prejudice against me turned out to be due to the grievances of the previous generation.

I don't think it's strange, the older people get, the more they like to take out the unsatisfactory when they were young, and it seems that when people get old, memories always become the most important thing in the rest of their lives.

Sister Meng finally stopped talking, she closed her eyelids peacefully, and her breathing became even and smooth.

My brain, on the other hand, was in a state of chaos.

Chu Qingchuan probably didn't know about these past events, right? Otherwise, how could he still be so good to me? Still insisting on marrying me?

Perhaps, if Sister Meng hadn't met that "her" this time, there would still be hope for me and Chu Qingchuan......

I remembered what Chu Qingchuan said "no if", yes, I like to assume too much, this is a bad habit.

"Auntie, I will listen to your words and leave Chu Qingchuan. It's nothing else, just because I love him. You may think it's ridiculous, but you always know best how much you love someone. "Seeing Sister Meng sleeping peacefully, I couldn't help but say a few words, taking it as a promise to her and to myself.

My eyes burned uncomfortably, and I couldn't sleep anymore.

I believed what Sister Meng said for no reason, in fact, from the beginning, I didn't treat her as that kind of unreasonable evil mother-in-law.

She and Chu Jingnan's mother, Zhou Lan, are fundamentally different.

Zhou Lan is strong on the surface, but she actually relies on her husband's family, so the fox and the fake tiger are not confident enough, which also affects Chu Jingnan, who hesitates at the critical moment and is not decisive enough to do things, and has a weak sense of responsibility.

But Sister Meng is really strong and courageous, her inner is even more resilient than her appearance, and she has the ability to brave the wind and rain alone.

Therefore, Chu Qingchuan's decision to kill in his bones was partly influenced by Sister Meng, and then it was the experience of the army and life.

On the one hand, Sister Meng's character determines that she is not as childish and vacillating as ordinary women, and on the other hand, it also causes her to be overly self-reliant and will not easily overturn her decision.

The most important point, who made her Chu Qingchuan's mother? I can't go against her, besides, her current physical condition is the most important.

I leaned back in front of the hospital bed with my cheeks folded, and watched the sound of the rain quietly ringing in my ears outside the hazy window screen.

Does God understand love?

I got up and walked to the window and lifted a curtain.

The sky gradually whitened, the crystal clear raindrops smashed on the leaves, the road was full of small puddles reflecting the light, and the sound of frogs in the lotus pond not far away was the only excitement at this time.

The so-called joys and sorrows are always ruthless, and a term of step before the end of the day is probably such a state of mind?

This night, I thought a lot, including my past with Chu Qingchuan, and his experience with Sister Meng, which was nothing more than some boundless fugue to pass the time when it was difficult to sleep.

Most importantly, it gave me some high-sounding reasons for my final decision.

But even if you have made up your mind, when you want to let go, you are still reluctant.

I was so immersed in my own thoughts that I didn't even notice when Chu Qingchuan came in.

By the time I came back to my senses, he had been standing at the table for an unknown amount of time.

I immediately smiled, walked up to him, and told him that Sister Meng woke up once, she was in good shape, and it would not be a problem to recover slowly.

His eyes were bloodshot, and he thought that he had not slept all night, and even the eyes he looked at me were foggy like he had never been.

It was like fog in the forest between us.

"Thank you. He took me into his arms and whispered to me.

I lay on his chest for a few seconds, then quietly withdrew from his embrace, rubbed my eyes and said I was hungry, let him accompany Sister Meng, and I went to the restaurant to get some breakfast and came back.

An autumn rain is getting cooler, in fact, I am very greedy for his arms, but I am afraid that Sister Meng will be unhappy when she sees it.

Chu Qingchuan stopped me and said let me take a break, and he went.

I said, "Sister Meng didn't see you when she woke up last night, so if you wake up again in a while, it's better for you to be there." ”

He asked me if Sister Meng said anything when she saw me here?

I shook my head and said, "She's weak, how can she have the strength to talk to me." ”

Chu Qingchuan didn't stop me again and let me out of the ward.

The light rain was still dripping, and I didn't have an umbrella and walked straight through the tree-lined path to the hospital cafeteria.

The mood was as humid as the weather, like saturated cumulonimbus clouds, and every pore of the body was blocked so that it was impossible to breathe.

When I returned to the ward, Sister Meng had already woken up, and Chu Qingchuan was sitting on the edge of the bed, holding her hand and whispering softly.

Sister Meng raised her eyes and smiled when she saw me.

"The sun is back with breakfast. Chu Qingchuan looked back at Sister Meng's gaze, got up with a slight smile, walked in front of me, and took the breakfast in my hand.

"Thank you. "Sister Meng's hostility towards me is no longer the same as before.

However, the two of us know each other well, because we have secretly reached a consensus, so we can tacitly act in front of Chu Qingchuan.

Chu Qingchuan had a relaxed and happy face, and seemed to be very satisfied with the current situation.

I always felt that something was wrong.

Why do the three people in this room look like they're acting?

Chu Qingchuan saw me and Sister Meng reconcile, his expression was indeed relieved, and he deliberately created a relaxed atmosphere, but I was still suspicious.

But if you look at him closely, you don't notice any difference.

I wondered if it was because I had something on my mind, and I didn't even think it was normal to look at him, so I didn't think about it anymore.

During the time he took care of Sister Meng, we never mentioned getting married.

I secretly prepared my resume and started to keep an eye on new trends in the industry.

Although Sister Meng and I were okay on the surface, I knew that she didn't want to see me very much, and I tried to visit me as often as possible.

I contacted Liu Shan privately and asked her what she was thinking about.

She excused herself by saying that she had been busy lately, and that the doctor had said that the patient was seriously ill and that it was not suitable to accept donations now.

I asked her if there was any difficulty, and it was okay to say it directly, and everyone would find a way to solve it.

Liu Shan said that she had something else to do and hung up my phone.

I felt a bit of a failure, and I wanted to contribute to Chu Qingchuan in the end, but I didn't do anything.

That night, I wandered aimlessly on the bus, and unconsciously came to the food street where I went shopping with Han Lu, Xiaoxiao, and Chu Qingchuan last time.

There is no longer the mood of the time, and the bustle of this night is like the scenery in the painting.

Suddenly, there was a chaotic noise from the front, and I followed the sound to see that it was the small shop that sold yogurt that was making the commotion.

The woman......

I walked over quickly, and I heard the little girl in the bubble tea shop next door discussing: "It's terrible, it's the third time this month." ”

"yes, I heard that the man was just released from prison. The cashier girl poked her head out and looked next door.

I breathed for a moment, stood on tiptoe, and looked beyond the obstruction of onlookers to see a mess.

White yogurt, honey beans, fruit cuts, jam scattered all over the floor, and the woman snatching the bag was entangled with the fierce man.

"Stinky bitch, don't you give me your money, do you keep it to raise wild men?!"

The man cursed viciously, and when I saw his face, my nails suddenly digging into my palms.

It's him, right? Even after twenty years, I can still tell.

I didn't have such a deep impression of my mother.

It's the beast! the man who ruined my childhood!

I only hate that I don't have the skills of Yang Buregret, and I can't teach this bastard a lesson in person!

But the anger in my heart could not be quelled, and the noisy noise kept irritating my eardrums and cranial nerves.

I saw his round eyes and his scornful smile, and his face gradually overlapped with the present.

If it weren't for him, I wouldn't have developed PTSD and endured the ordeal I shouldn't have at that age.

If it weren't for him, I wouldn't have had an ectopic pregnancy, and I wouldn't have lost my qualifications as a mother.

If it weren't for him, maybe I already had Chu Qingchuan's child, and Sister Meng wouldn't have been able to bear to let me leave him......

I don't know how I managed to squeeze into the crowd and walk to the counter and pick up the fruit knife from the counter.

When I stabbed the man in the abdomen, the shrill shouts from the crowd woke me up.

"Hey, I'm revenge. "I seemed to see the eyes of the little girl hidden in my heart, who was shivering in the corner and peering at everything in front of me.

"Don't be afraid, we've grown up. I said to her.

At this moment, I realized that I was stronger than her.

But my knife is still too light.

He wasn't dead, and he didn't seem to be in much pain, but he let go of the hand that grabbed the money bag.

He stared at me with a furrowed brow to make sure he knew me.

At this time, two girls rushed in the crowd, one was the daughter of the shopkeeper I saw last time, and the other was actually Liu Shan.

When they saw what they saw, they were immediately dumbfounded.

The woman who was clutching the money bag tightly in her hand came back to her senses, pounced in front of me, and pushed the man who had been stabbed to the ground!

Her body trembled, protecting me behind me, for fear that I would be touched by the man.

I could feel the bravery with which she stood up.

Liu Shan came to her senses earlier than the other girl, and she rushed into the store, picked up a chair and threw it at the man on the ground.

"You scumbag, why are you coming back! Get out!" Liu Shan shouted as she smashed it.

At the same time, sirens sounded from far and near, a police car stopped at the end of the pedestrian street, several uniformed police officers ran over, and the crowd dispersed like a tide.

A younger officer crouched down to check on the man's injuries and asked him if he was okay and needed to call an ambulance.

The man's eyes looked at me, and I just felt the hairs on my body stand up.

"Minor injury, officer, let's go private. He was actually laughing, probably thinking that it was a good time to make money.

"Go back to the police station, bandage it briefly and make a record. The lead officer ordered, and the young officer immediately got up and said "yes".

In the police car, I learned that Liu Shan was also the daughter of the shopkeeper, and the other was Liu Ting, who was her sister.

"Sister Jiaoyang, why are you ......" Liu Shan looked at me and asked without saying anything.

As soon as she called out my name, the money bag in the hand of the woman opposite fell out of her hand.

"Auntie, my name is Cheng Jiaoyang. I looked at her with an expression as indifferent as my tone.

It's a coincidence.

I can almost conclude that she is my biological mother, Cheng Mubai.

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