Mei Jiaye looked at her sister who was crying with pear blossoms and rain, and her heart was also uncomfortable.

After all, my sister loves the wrong person, so she is so tired.

Her sister is beautiful and intellectual, and many rich boys and brothers fall under her pomegranate skirt.

However, Ziying couldn't look down on any of them, so she hanged herself from a tree for Bai Jingxu.

It would be fine if they were in love, but this man turned a blind eye to so many sacrifices made by his sister and took it for granted.

Mei Jiaye has always regarded Ziying as the princess in the palm of her hand, although she is a little unreasonable, but as a brother, she will always be supremely tolerant of her.

My sister, who has been hurting for more than 20 years, was trampled on by Bai Jingxu like this, saying that Mei Jiaye was not angry in his heart, which he didn't believe in himself.

Moreover, the woman who is entangled with Bai Jingxu is Xu Jia, who has suffered a loss by herself.

That woman, who really has two brushes, looks innocent and innocent, but she didn't expect to have a child a few years ago.

Mei Jiaye thought about the closed door soup he had eaten, and his heart was full of anger.

This pair of people who don't know what to do or worse, neither he nor his sister have benefited from them.

He will definitely not let these two people have a good time.

Even if there is no reason for Ziying, Mei Jiaye will take measures to retaliate against Xu Jia.

The anger he received on her was not in vain, he saw it in his heart little by little.

It's like a poisonous snake that will always see the target and then kill someone.

He patted his sister on the back, "Don't take action on your own, listen to my brother, and my brother will help you think of a way." ”

Mei Ziying's eyes were hazy with tears, looking at this brother she could only rely on, "Brother, what should I do now?"

"It's okay, just stay at home obediently recently, I'll figure out the rest, don't worry, my brother won't let you be wronged." ”

Now, everyone is looking at them with great eye, hoping that they can say more and do more things, so that this group of reporters can have material for writing and something to attract people's attention.

Mei Jiaye didn't let them get their wish, and let his sister stay at home obediently, and he would solve the rest of the things.

He already had a preliminary plan, but he didn't plan to tell his sister about it when the whole thing was not settled.

Ziying's big and arrogant personality may take matters into her own hands at some point, and the gains will outweigh the losses at that time.

In his heart, a plan is slowly emerging, the last fake car accident seems to have a good income, at least he successfully engaged his sister to Bai Jingxu.

Although Ziying lost her hearing in this accident, since it has happened, then you should see the good side.

If the child Xu Jia gave birth to was really Bai Jingxu's, for the sake of his sister and for the evil breath in his heart, he didn't mind letting the story repeat itself.

However, is that kid really Bai Jingxu's seed?

How can this be confirmed?

……

The day after Jia Yuman and Bai Wei came, he planned to pack his luggage and leave the small western-style building where Bai Jingxu lived.

Yesterday's incident really gave her a big impact, and she wanted to explain it to Yu Man.

Yu Man is one of the few people in this world who wants to take good care of her, and if she loses her friend, she will be very unbearable.

Moreover, she figured out that since this matter was started by her, it must also end from her own hands.

If you keep being a turtle with a shrunken head, things will only get worse and worse, and they will not be properly resolved.

Moreover, although under the protection of Bai Jingxu, although she lived at ease, Kejia knew in her heart that everything was just an illusion, after all, everything had to return to the original point, she had nothing to do with Bai Jingxu, and she didn't want to have too much involvement in the days to come.

All this is regarded as Nanke's dream, let her bravely solve this farce.

……

Bai Jingxu went to work very early as usual, and she finally took a deep breath and turned on the TV that had never been turned on to see what this thing had become.

Looking at the news headlines in the past few days, all of them are malicious speculations about her, even though her heart is strong, she is still sad to see these reports.

A lot of unbearable words reached her ears like this, as if it didn't cost money to speak, and the reporter reported a lot of information without being verified at all in order to attract people's attention.

For example, Xu Jia used to be a lady in high school, etc., and there were even a lot of eyewitnesses, telling them about the experience they had worked together.

If it weren't for her consciousness being very clear, Xu Jia couldn't help but wonder if she had really done such an unbearable thing.

There are also speculations about whether this child will be the child born by Bai Jingxu and Xu Jia many years ago, although there is no factual basis, but there are not a few people who agree.

Although none of them named names, Xu Jia still saw at a glance the hidden male protagonist under the description.

There are even powerful and versatile netizens who actually came out with photos of their sons, although the important parts have been coded, but how can she not recognize the photos of her own son.

She trembled with anger, and her son was not exposed to everyone's eyes without any privacy.

If my photos have already come out, then aren't all of Orange Orange's school information and home address all leaked?

So...... What about your own dad?

Did his adoptive father Xu Ziqiang see this news?

Xu Ziqiang didn't know about the existence of Orange Cheng before, although he had met a few times, but Kejia had always said that it was Yu Man's child, but now if his adoptive father saw these news mixed with truth and falsehood, what would he think in his heart?

Moreover, now that his body is very weak, will he see the news......

Xu Jia didn't dare to think any further, she wanted to call home, but found that her phone was broken and she had never bought a new one.

She continued to browse through a few news, wanting to find reports about the Xu family, looking at those unacceptable comments and statements, she tried hard to filter them out automatically, but after all, she still didn't have such a strong psychological quality, she was hurt by these malicious comments on the Internet, and she couldn't help but tremble.

After a long time, I finally found information about the Xu family on the report a few days ago, which said that Xu Ziqiang may have entered the intensive care ward because he was angry at what she did, and then there was no follow-up report.

Xu Jia looked at this small report, dizzy for a while, and the remote control in his hand fell on the blanket.

own father...... Got into the emergency room?

All this came so suddenly, could it be that the adoptive father's condition worsened after seeing the news?

What the hell is going on? Why doesn't she know anything?

However, the adoptive father's life and death are uncertain, but she hides well here.

What kind of sin have you done? Look at the good deeds you have done, what do you have to do before you are willing to give up?

She finally relieved her mind, if her adoptive father was sick or even lost his life because of her, then she would not forgive herself in this life.

She stabilized her mind, ran back to her room, and after a brief packing of her luggage, she pulled her baby son out.

She was too anxious, she should have at least waited for Bai Jingxu to come back and tell him.

After all, staying here these days is really nagging.

However, now that her father's life and death are uncertain, she is really not in the mood to wait for Bai Jingxu to come home and say goodbye to the same.

She held the luggage she had taken when she came, and her precious son in the other, and left without taking an extra piece of luggage.

In the past few days of living here, Bai Jingxu has bought a lot of new luggage for her and Chengcheng, but Kejia has not taken any of them with her.

She thought that she would never have much contact with this man again.

In the past few days, even if it is Bai Jingxu's repayment to her.

After all, she has suffered too much in Bai Jingxu's body, so that's it, and then the two don't owe each other.

Orange Orange She will raise her well, even in the end, she will not admit that this is his Bai Jingxu's child.

For so many years, Orange Orange has grown up under his own raising, and he has never treated his son badly.

What other people's children have, they will not give less to their sons.

Maybe the quality is not as good as that of other children, but it doesn't have a big impact.

The only thing she can't afford is her father's love.

However, Kejia did not expect that Bai Jingxu would be the one who would give Orange Orange infinite love.

It doesn't matter if that way, it's good that she doubles the motherly love for her precious son.

Even with her ability alone, she is confident that her baby son will have a happy childhood.

Moreover, when she gave birth to this child, Kejia did not put Bai Jingxu into her life blueprint, and there will be no too much involvement in the future.

Although she was in a hurry, she still cleaned up Bai Jingxu's home spotlessly and returned everything to its original state.

In any case, it has indeed troubled him in the past few days, and Kejia is unwilling to cause trouble to others before leaving.

She left a simple note, then closed the door and walked out of Bai Jingxu's house without looking back.

……

Kejia walked for a long time, until he couldn't see the community, and when he arrived at the highway that was not far from the rich area, he waited for a long time to find a taxi.

It stands to reason that who can live here and win people, which is not a high authority?

It cannot be said that there are countless luxury cars at home, but the home is equipped with famous cars and drivers, which is already a necessity for the life of people in high society.

Therefore, the driver will not be bored at all and come here to pick up customers.

Occasionally, however, an empty car passes by on the road, but the destination is definitely not a wealthy area.

After a long time, an empty taxi stopped in front of Coca, apparently taking guests farther and returning empty.

The driver glanced at Kejia with malicious intentions, probably guessing that the people who can afford to buy a house here have countless savings in their families, so why do they need to come out to take a taxi?

Then he looked at the luggage in her hand and the child she was carrying, and a sudden look of epiphany appeared on his face.

Perhaps, he thought that Kejia was a junior, and now he brought the child to find someone to get money.

Although Kejia saw the driver's disdainful eyes and guessed what the driver was thinking now, she ignored it.

What happened to my father?

She returned to her heart like an arrow, and after saying a destination, she closed her eyes and recuperated.

She wasn't actually sleepy, but she was so nervous that only with the help of this could she ease her discomfort.

Orange Orange sensed Kejia's uneasiness, and her little hand held Kejia's big hand tightly, wanting to give her a little strength.

I don't know how long it took, but when Kejia was feeling drowsy, the driver squeaked in front of him to remind him that his destination had arrived.

She looked at the Xu family's mansion through the car window, obviously she hadn't come back for a few days, why did she feel that everything had become so strange?

Next, what greeted her? What happened to her father now? Can Kejia handle it alone? Can she protect her children in the face of those terrible reporters?

All this is an unknown.

Seeing the driver's impatient expression, Kejia was shocked that she had been stunned for a long time, she hurriedly sorted out her clothes, and then got out of the taxi.

……

Like the uneasiness of a person who has been wandering outside for a long time returning home, Kejia took his precious son's hand and stood outside the door for a long time and never dared to take out the key to open the door.

This is the first time that Orange Orange has entered this family in the name of his grandson, what kind of attitude will his father have?

"Mommy......" Orange Orange looked at his mother who had been standing under the scorching sun for a long time, and the sun was shining all over their bodies, and after a while, his forehead was already sweating.

He looked at his mother uncomfortably, not knowing what would happen next.

He knew his mother very well, and every time something serious happened, she would hesitate for a long time, and now, probably something happened again.

Kejia took her son's hand and tightened it tightly in response.

Then, she finally opened the door with determination.

I don't know if it was unexpected or expected, there was no one at home.

His adoptive father Xu Ziqiang is not there, his adoptive mother Gu Lanjuan is not there, and even the nanny who stays at home all day on weekdays is gone.

Everything, looking extremely cold, I don't know if it's a commendable illusion, she felt that this house had been uninhabited for a long time, and even the furniture that was cleaned every day on weekdays had a layer of dust.

Kejia put down her luggage, and the uneasiness began to slowly envelop her body, and she didn't know what to do for a while.

Suddenly, a person walked out of the kitchen carrying a thermos pot, not knowing that someone would suddenly be here, but startled.

"Miss, you're finally back, where have you been these days?"

She put the thermos cup on the table, hurriedly turned three steps into two steps, and walked up to hold Kejia's hand.

This is Xu's mother, who has served in the Xu family for more than 20 years, and she has been working as a nanny here since the first day Kejia was adopted from the welfare home.

The time spent in the Xu family can even be said to be longer than Kejia.

Every grass and tree in the Xu family, she has deep feelings.

is also one of the few people in this Xu family who treats her well.

In the past, when her adoptive mother was deliberately targeting her, she would always secretly hide and cry her nose, but at this time, Xu's mother always hugged her like a kind grandmother and patiently comforted her.

Looking at this mother Xu who was in tears in front of her, Kejia couldn't help it, and asked in a choked voice, "Mother Xu, where is Dad?"

She didn't have time to catch up, and now she desperately wanted to know about her father.

"Sir, he's in the hospital now, but don't worry, he's out of danger......"

While speaking, he pulled Kejia to sit on the sofa, there have been too many things happening at home in the past few days, and Xu's mother has too many questions in her heart that she wants to ask.

Hearing that his father was fine, a big stone hanging in Kejia's heart was finally put down.

It's okay, but luckily there's nothing to do......

"Where have you been these days? Do you know how worried everyone is about you?" 'Mother Xu said eagerly, when this incident caused the city to be full of storms, Kejia disappeared without a trace, she was about to worry about dying, and she couldn't eat or sleep well every day recently.

"It's a long story, I'll talk to you slowly when I have time. How are you doing during this time? How can Dad ......?"

"Don't mention it, your dad was so shocked when he saw the news about you in the newspaper and then he fainted...... It's also our fault, my wife told us to put away all the newspapers, but if we didn't pay attention, we still missed a ......"

When Kejia heard this, she didn't know how to feel, it turned out that there was really nothing wrong, her adoptive father was really sent to the hospital because of her.

Seeing that Kejia didn't react, Xu's mother really had too much to say to her, so she simply talked to herself and talked endlessly.

"You don't know, how many media came to intercept our doorstep at that time, and they all wanted to inquire about your news, and Mrs. all refused, but those media still took the trouble to come, so Mrs. simply let all the nannies go home to rest temporarily, anyway, Mrs. and my lord have been in the hospital recently, and there is no need for manpower at home. ”

Comma nodded, in response.

It turns out that it's because of this that the home seems so deserted.

"Miss, tell Mother Xu the truth, what the media said is not true, right? I can't believe my ......eyes when I watch those news."

"Well, you can't say it's all fake, it's half true......" Kejia didn't plan to continue to hide it, she wanted to tell everyone that Orange Orange was her biological son.

In this case, first of all, those close to you have the right to know first.

"That'...... Do you really have a baby?"

"Hmm. Kejia nodded, but there was some apprehension in her heart.

She didn't know what this mother Xu, who grew up with her, would think of her.

Kejia never thought that this old man, who was over the age of sixties, just gently took her hand, and then stroked her face with a rough hand that was already full of wrinkles after being weathered, and then a sentence that Kejia couldn't believe slowly spit out in the mouth of the old man in front of him.

"Silly boy, you've worked hard for the past few years......"

When Kejia heard this, she raised the corners of her eyes in disbelief, she thought that this old man, who had been by her side since she was a child, would blame her for not knowing how to check.

After all, all the people do it, and they all blame her indiscriminately.

No one has ever really stood in her position to see what she has been through, how this happened.

It turns out that there are still people in this world who feel sorry for you, and this feeling is so good.

……

Kejia looked at the old man in front of him, and the tears that had been held back for a long time burst out of his eyes again.

She had suppressed it for too long, and there were so many words in her heart that she wanted to say, but they only turned into tears in an instant.

Yu Man's departure, as well as the malicious slander of the media, her heart was hurt.

I am obviously only in my twenties, but I have no hope for life.

Feeling disinterested in life has permeated every inch of her skin.

She always thought she was strong enough, strong enough to laugh at all the flowers blooming and falling into the clouds.

But no, it's just her own feel-good about herself.

It's like a person wearing a thick body armor that he thinks will protect against all damage.

However, no matter how good the material of body armor is, there will be a degree.

As soon as you reach that tipping point, all the damage will follow, doubling the power it should have on you.

……

Mother Xu looked at the girl in front of her, she knew her from the moment she was adopted by the welfare home.

A large part of her childhood, her upbringing, her food, clothing, housing and transportation are taken care of by herself.

Xu's mother's husband died a long time ago, and he has been widowed alone for decades, and he has not left a single H child of his own.

But the appearance of Commenda just made up for this regret, so she poured all her maternal love into her.

From the moment Kejia cautiously stepped into Xu's house, she felt that this child was very close to her eyes, so she had a special affection for Kejia.

Although she didn't understand why her wife adopted this cute little girl back but didn't care much about her, it didn't prevent her from being intimate with Kejia.

Mother Xu treated Kejia as her own daughter, and this girl did not disappoint her.

Not only has her grades been very good since she was a child, but she doesn't have a little bit of the eldest lady's temper at all, and she is very good to her subordinates.

doesn't dislike herself as just a nanny, and is willing to make love to herself, which can be regarded as a dream that she has always had no children.

Unexpectedly, this commendable child, who has never grown up in her eyes, is now the mother of a child.

In the past few years, she has been alone in New Zealand, and she must have suffered a lot.

Such a big thing, but Kejia has never mentioned it to his family, and every time he calls back, he always reports good news and not bad news.

This little girl, who used to follow her ass and pestered her to get candy, has now become a mother.

She raised her rough hand and helped Kejia wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes.

Orange looked at her crying mother and the kind old man in front of her, and seemed to understand the conversation between them.

It seems like...... The reason for all this is on me.

He was a little puzzled, why his mother, who was usually omnipotent in his eyes, had been crying so much recently.

When he was at Uncle Bai's house, it seemed that he had changed into a different person, which made him suddenly feel very uncomfortable.

Forget it, no matter, now it's time to play your part again.

His mother has always warned him that he must be a man and not make girls sad.

Now, with two girls crying sadly in front of his eyes, how could he remain indifferent?

He stepped forward and hugged the two women in front of him, he was the only man, and he couldn't let the girls be sad because of him.

"Mom, don't cry. You see, you've made this grandma sad. Cry again, you two adults have become little cats, it's so ugly......"

Kejia was amused by her son's eccentricity, she took her precious son's little hand and kissed her affectionately, "Come here, call Grandma Xu, she is someone that her mother cares about very much......"

When Orange Orange heard her mother's words, although it was the first time she saw this grandmother, she was not afraid of life at all, and she called her grandmother sweetly and kissed her on the cheek affectionately.

Looking at the well-behaved little boy in front of her, Xu's mother's heart warmed, fortunately, this child was well-behaved.

……

After a short pleasantry, Kejia decided to visit her father in the hospital.

She caused all this, and she has the obligation to fix it all.

No matter what, after all, I will come back this day, and I can't escape if I want to.

Moreover, she is deeply sorry for hiding it from her father, and now she wants to tell her adoptive father about her experience over the past few years.

Before, because Xu Ziqiang didn't know about the existence of Orange Cheng, she couldn't say a lot of things.

Now that everything has been revealed, she has nothing to worry about.

She doesn't want to live in the name of Aunt Orange all the time, she was born in October by Kejia's hard work, why should she secretly hide it from the people in the family?

Now that things have turned out this way, let's just let it be.

Everything, it's already like this, and it shouldn't be any worse.

She asked Xu's mother to stay at home to take care of Chengcheng, and went to the hospital alone.

Now, Orange Orange has not appeared in the public eye, and she doesn't want to let her baby son be hurt because of herself.

Besides, what kind of attitude her adoptive father Xu Ziqiang has now, she can't tell.

If her adoptive father blames her and blames her, Kejia doesn't want Orange to be there.

It's not that because of this, Orange Orange will alienate her and hurt her feelings for her mother, but Kejia is afraid that because this Orange Orange has resistance to her father, it will not be easy to get intimate in the future.

Children are very fragile and their baby son has a bullish temper, Kejia himself knows best.

A young boy of his age is the easiest to go to the end.

In order to avoid this, it is better for Orange Orange to stay at home quietly.

She decided to see what her father's attitude was.

…….

Xu's mother also agreed with Kejia's proposal, and it was really not a good idea for Orange Orange to follow her mother to the hospital now.

It's not because she's afraid that the old man will get angry or anything, but it's really not good to arrange for her grandson to meet her grandfather in this case.

She has served in the Xu family for more than 20 years, and she has long understood Xu Ziqiang's temperament.

Although he has never urged Kejia to get married and have children, anyone with a discerning eye can see that Xu Ziqiang has wanted to hold his grandson a long time ago.

However, in his educational philosophy, he has always disliked forcing Xu Jia to do things she doesn't like.

He has always believed that when the child grows up, then it is up to the child to decide.

He can only play a guiding role, but he cannot interfere in the lives of his own children.

Mother Xu is like a roundworm in Xu Ziqiang's stomach, guessing his thoughts thoroughly.

Moreover, Madame has always disliked Miss very much, and if the conflict between them is exacerbated in front of this child, it is unreasonable after all.

So, she left Orange Orange and sent Kejia out alone.

Kejia stood at the door of the hospital, and her determination to cheer herself up along the way suddenly disappeared like a balloon that had leaked.

She watched as the sun unconsciously set in the west, leaving only a faint afterglow.

Now that it's completely summer, she is only wearing a thin dress, but she still feels the malice of the scorching sun.

Even if it was because of the coast of Haicheng, it didn't feel any cooler because of this, but the wind that blew over was mixed with a hot air.

She has always been a disliking of the summer season, when the sun always hangs high overhead, making people unable to open their eyes.

And, even at night, there was still a stuffy feeling surrounding her.

However, now Cojia is suddenly a little glad that it is summer, so that it seems that the heat of the weather can also be transmitted to her, so that she can be more courageous to face the next thing.

……

As if she had finally made up her mind, she strode into the hospital and went straight to the intensive care unit.

That was the exact room number that Kejia told her before she came.

She walked there, only to find that things were more serious than she had imagined.

Didn't Mother Xu tell her that her adoptive father had passed the danger period?

But why is it written on the door of the room that no visitors are allowed?

Kejia cautiously opened the door, and she saw a scene that distressed her.

His adoptive father was in bed with his eyes closed, not knowing whether he was asleep or just resting with his eyes closed.

Nasal cannulas, ECG monitoring, and commendable instruments surround this man, setting him off so vulnerable.

The afterglow of the sun shone through the pale yellow curtains beside the bed, but the old man on the bed did not feel at ease.

Even if he didn't speak, you could tell by his expression that he wasn't feeling well.

The disease destroyed his perseverance and showed his vulnerability in full sight.

Compared to the last time Kejia saw his father, his father is thinner now.

Moreover, it is not the normal thinness, but to the point that it is scary to be skinny.

Because of the devastation of cachexia, he has lost many things of normal people, and gradually and inevitably moves in the direction of death.

It's like stepping on a train that doesn't look back, and you can only resign yourself to your fate and keep moving forward without turning back.

There is only Xu Ziqiang alone in the ward, and the originally white and immaculate ward will make people feel uncomfortable, and now this place makes people feel even more lonely.

The empty ward, without a little extra decoration, perhaps because pollen and other things would aggravate Xu Ziqiang's condition, even the simplest decoration was removed.

If it weren't for the faint sound of breathing coming from the bed, and the sound of ticking and methodical work from the ECG monitor, Kejia even had a feeling of going to the wrong room again.

It's like a cage that you can't get out of if you get in.

The heavy feeling of oppression made Kejia breathless, and she looked at the weak man on the bed, and even forgot her own breathing.

Probably her father feels the same way now, the father who has always been tall and powerful in her eyes, is now lying in bed skinny, receiving these drug injections, radiation therapy and chemotherapy day after day.

Kejia suddenly felt that Dad was really a very magical title, and even if he went through hardships, he would still be a role model for you.

She whispered, "Daddy......"

A tear accidentally slipped from the corner of her eye and dripped onto the white and immaculate floor, splashing a small splash in an instant.

……

The man on the bed opened his eyes with difficulty and looked at Kejia who was standing beside his bed.

As if he couldn't believe it, he closed his eyes again, and then slowly opened them again.

Even if it is the simplest action of closing your eyes and opening your eyes, it seems that it still takes a lot of effort for Xu Ziqiang.

In fact, he was already aware of the fact that he didn't know who had come in when someone opened the door.

However, he guessed that it was the nurse who came to get the injection, so he simply didn't bother to open his eyes.

My illness is really getting worse and worse, and there is no sign at all, but I have been getting more and more unable to lift myself recently.

He also noticed that the nurses were now coming to give him more and more medication.

His attending physician seemed to be afraid of hitting him, and he was reluctant to tell him the truth, but kept telling him to maintain a positive and optimistic attitude, and everything would slowly get better.

Xu Ziqiang is no longer a three-year-old child, and these words are still useful to deceive minors, but it seems too child's play to tell a person like him who has experienced all kinds of life situations.

Could it be that when he got sick, the doctor thought that even his IQ had dropped?

However, he did not intend to expose his attending doctor.

Anyway, the man still wanted to be nice to him, and he accepted it.

I don't know if it's because the disease has worsened, or if he has really become lazy, but recently Xu Ziqiang even feels very strained to open his eyes.

A little bit of effort seems to have become difficult for him to get to the sky.

Now he has lost the ability to feed through his mouth, relying only on nutrients and electrolyte solutions given by doctors to make ends meet.

Moreover, because I just came back from a trip to the ghost gate, I even need to urinate in bed recently.

Although it was extremely embarrassing at first, what can be done about all this?

The disease has come over you and has become one with you, and you can't get rid of it, so you can only slowly try to get along with this demon.

Although he thought it was ridiculous at first, there was really no other way to help him, so he began to deal with this malignant tumor with a sense of getting by.

Unexpectedly, he really found some way to alleviate his pain.

Later, he slowly learned how to get along with this malignant tumor.

This tumor will also have a time to rest, and it will not torment you 24 hours a day without rest.

Therefore, Xu Ziqiang learned to be obedient, the enemy advances, I retreat, and the enemy retreats, I advance.

Don't you want to share a body with him?

Then share it, I'll lie down obediently when you have a seizure, and I won't fight with you for territory.

When you're tired from the tumor, then I'll stand up and move around.

Although this method was quite effective at first, the tumor seems to be getting more and more advanced recently.

As soon as he moves, the time continues to extend, and it is getting longer and longer, even if he is as persevering as he is, it seems that he is beginning to gradually lose his current life.

……

"Kejia, you're finally back...... Where have you been during this time....... do you know how worried Dad is about you?"

Xu Ziqiang looked at his daughter in front of him, but he seemed to spend a lot of effort in just one sentence.

Kejia looked at such a weak father, and couldn't say anything except sorry.

She thought that a large part of what had caused all this to be so bad was on herself, and she wanted to slap herself in the face.

With a plop, Kejia knelt down directly beside the bed, it was her unfilial piety, so she aggravated her father's condition.

Seeing Xu Jia kneeling, Xu Ziqiang was shocked, but immediately came back to his senses, all because of her self-blame.

Looking at this stupid daughter, he immediately understood that this fool must have put all the blame on himself.

He wanted to get up and help his daughter up. But his illness was too serious, and he tried several times but in the end there was no result.

Every time he wanted to sit up, the severe pain in his body seemed to make him unable to move, and he could only lie on the bed obediently.

"Silly girl, what are you doing? Get up......"

Kejia apologized vigorously, for his own recklessness, for his deception, and countless reasons.

Her father has paid so much for her, but what she repays him is a lie that has been deceived for years.

The huge ward seemed to be filled with apologies for a moment, and Kejia looked at his weak father on the bed guiltily.

"Silly boy, get up quickly, come to Daddy's side, I'll talk to you......"

When Kejia heard this, she got up obediently, stepped forward and grabbed her father's skinny hand, looking at the dense needle eyes on her hand, she cried like a child.

"Don't cry...... It's all mothers...... Why do you still look so immature?"

is a short sentence, but it is cut into several paragraphs.

He was so weak that every few words he uttered, he had to spend all his strength.

But even so, I still can't finish it smoothly.

"Dad, I'm sorry......"

Kejia looked at her father in front of her, and she couldn't think of any other words in her mind except sorry.

"Silly boy, I'm your dad...... You don't have to talk to your own ...... The father apologized...... You know what?"

Looking at the child in front of him who was pulling him with one hand, Xu Ziqiang's heart was full of thoughts.

When he first learned the news, he was indeed very shocked.

At this age, having experienced so many things, he originally thought that he would be able to laugh at everything.

However, when the report broke that his child had become a mother and that the child had already entered kindergarten, he was still shocked.

His child became a mother without warning, and he only found out after this incident caused a stir.

Even, thinking about it carefully, in the past few years, he didn't know what Kejia had experienced in New Zealand.

Every time Kejia called home, he reported good news but not bad news, and he really thought that his daughter was doing well.

Therefore, when he saw this newspaper, the shock in his heart was no less than the power of the Tangshan earthquake.

Even the useless ones went into the operating room at once.

However, when he woke up, he began to slowly understand things from his daughter's point of view.

His daughter, the person he has spent so much time cultivating, he is very confident to say that his child will definitely not be the unbearable girl as reported by the media.

Her concealment must have a hard time.

And he, who is a father, did not think well from his daughter's point of view, and he was sorry for his incompetence.

Xu Ziqiang has always wanted to be an enlightened father, and the path of life has always been decided by his own hands, and he does not want to interfere too much in his children's lives.

Lying on the hospital bed, he has long had no desires, and he is very happy to see that his family is safe and sound, and to be able to accompany him through the journey of life.

"Sit on the edge of Dad's bed, Dad will talk to you well......" Xu Ziqiang said weakly, but Kejia seemed to have telepathy, and he could hear it clearly.

She moved slowly, not knowing what her father would say to her next.

"Dad......" was a thousand words, but in the end it only turned into an apologetic mutter.

'Daddy doesn't blame you...... Come, Dad wants to hear what happened...... "There are too many doubts in his heart.

Although he has been thinking about it in the ward for the past few days, he can't understand how this child has been talking to him since he was a child, and how he has deceived him as a father for several years in this major matter.

"Dad, when I went to New Zealand before, I was actually pregnant, he was a wrong existence, but I really can't bear to let my child leave without experiencing the joys and sorrows of life......"

Kejia said, suddenly feeling that all this was not so difficult to say, and it didn't seem to be as difficult as imagined to say everything.

……

At first, when she knew she was pregnant, her sky felt like it had fallen, and she really didn't know what to do.

She has just graduated from high school, and she is obviously just a child, so how can she become a child's mother?

She was terrified, the life in her belly was slowly being conceived, but she was at a loss.

If everything is left unfolded, then this matter will definitely be exposed, and her life will be ruined.

The father of the daughter of the Xu family who was pregnant before marriage did not know who it was, if this kind of news was published, not only herself, but even her father would be involved.

She remembered that Bai Jingxu viciously said at that time not to conceive his species, and if she went to him in that situation, she would definitely not end up well.

Therefore, no matter what, she was unwilling to go to Bai Jingxu for help in this situation.

At that time, due to morning sickness, she lost weight very quickly, and she also liked to eat sour things.

The adoptive father thought she had a bad stomach and urged her to go to the hospital, but he didn't pay much attention to it.

It was her adoptive mother, Gu Lanjuan, who found out at once, and pulled herself to the bedroom to ask clearly.

She was so scared that under the strong questioning of her adoptive mother, she suddenly told everything that happened not long ago.

Including how she lost her first night, and how Bai Jingxu threatened her strongly when she left.

She still remembers her adoptive mother's iron-blue face, as if she was going to eat her alive.

The two of them looked at each other quietly in the bedroom for a long time, knowing that I don't know how much time had passed, and the adoptive mother Gu Lanjuan offered to take her to the hospital for an abortion.

She really didn't know what to do, did she really not want this life? She felt a little pity, but if she didn't, she didn't know if she could afford to take on the responsibilities of a mother.

Eventually, looking at her growing belly, she relented.

Now her belly has slowly grown, if it weren't for the fact that she was deliberately wearing loose clothes, maybe the people around her would have found out a long time ago.

She can't go on like this, she still has her own life to live, and she can't ruin her life because of this episode that shouldn't have happened.

……

She remembered that on a gray and rainy morning, her adoptive mother Gu Lanjuan saw that her husband had gone out and would not be able to come back for a while, so she proposed that it would be better to get rid of the fetus in Kejia's womb now.

If you look closely at Kejia's belly, it is easy to find the abnormality, but it is because her husband usually believes in Kejia too much and doesn't believe that Kejia will do such a thing, so Kejia can hide it for so long.

But if it continues like this, Gu Lanjuan doesn't dare to guarantee when she will be discovered.

Kejia looked at her adoptive mother's resolute expression, didn't say anything, and obediently followed behind her without saying a word.

She can't afford to take on a child's future, so she doesn't want to give birth to a fatherless child just like that.

Moreover, she has not yet gone to college, and she still has a lot of things that she has not had a chance to experience.

She sat in the car, watching the dripping rain outside the window, and her hands inadvertently touched her belly, and the signs of fetal formation were becoming more and more obvious.

It's been four or five months since she had a relationship with Bai Jingxu, but she didn't expect things to develop to this point, she really couldn't accept it.

Looking out the window, she even began to look like herself, what would he look like if he gave birth to this child, what would he look like, and when would he call her mother?

She shook her head vigorously, not letting this terrible thought fill her heart, she was unable and afraid to take responsibility.

I don't know how long it has been, but the signboard of a private hospital is so impressively presented in front of Ke Jia's eyes, deserted, but it looks like it can be trusted.

It seems that his adoptive mother also worried a lot about this matter, and even this time she didn't arrange a driver but drove herself.

The daughter she picked up must have made her feel very embarrassed.

If the media knew about the adoption of her daughter's unmarried pregnancy, she would definitely feel unable to hold her head up.

After her adoptive mother, Gu Lanjuan, parked the car and walked into the private hospital, Kejia could only follow her steps.

It seemed that she had already contacted the doctor here, and the doctor and nurse were standing respectfully at the end of the hallway.

It's as if they're here to greet them.

It seems that his adoptive mother has spent a lot of manpower and material resources in order to hide this matter.

This deserted hospital seems to have been ordered by the adoptive mother to temporarily close down for Kejia's abortion operation.

Kejia looked around at the environment of the hospital, it turned out that all this was arranged by the adoptive mother in advance, no wonder before he came in, he felt that this place looked like a very good private hospital, but there was no one.

Looking at the deserted surroundings, the depressed atmosphere of the hospital gradually enveloped her body and mind.

Is she going to lose her child here?

Unexpectedly, in a short period of time, she would lose her innocence and flesh and blood one after another.

Everything was so ironic, as if everything was playing tricks on her.

She let out a long sigh and followed the nurse's footsteps into the changing room.

……

Wearing a patient gown, she lay on the small operating table, the coldness under her body made her whole body tremble, it was not that the environment of the ward here made her too uncomfortable, but her heart had begun to be afraid.

When she entered the operating room, she saw her adoptive mother, Gu Lanjuan.

This adoptive mother, who doesn't wait to see her on weekdays, stood at the door of the operating room and looked at her, with rare pity in her eyes.

Kejia didn't want to look at such a look, so she turned her head firmly.

A four- or five-month-old child has already been formed, right?

Now I am like a murderer, killing my own child in my womb.

Before coming to the hospital, she had read a lot about inducing labor, and the horrific surgical instruments were about to poke through her lower body and kill the newborn child.

A tear slipped through the corner of her eyes, not knowing if it was for herself or for the dying child or the dead child.

She clearly remembered that the anesthesiologist asked her offstage if she was ready and ready to take medicine, and at that moment, she felt strong fetal movement.

For the first time in a long time, she felt the movement of the baby, and she really felt the vitality of the child in her belly.

How can she bear to kill a child like herself?

She got up suddenly, said I wouldn't have surgery anymore and ran out of the operating room.

The adoptive mother outside looked at her in surprise, but she really couldn't find an excuse, so she could only beg the adoptive mother to keep the child.

I don't know how many times she begged, Gu Lanjuan slowly relented, it was okay to keep the child, but she had to leave Haicheng and go to live in another country.

Kejia was overjoyed, and she was already very happy that her adoptive mother was able to do this.

This child, she must be able to give birth to it with her own ability and raise it well.

Later, she listened to her adoptive mother, gave up her studies, gave up her family, and went to New Zealand alone, starting a foreign life for several years.

However, she does not regret all this.

The arrival of her precious son was like an angel descending, adding countless joys to her life.

…….

Kejia told his father about his life in the past few years, omitting the dispute with his adoptive mother and who the child's real father was.

She was reluctant to make irresponsible remarks behind Gu Lanjuan's back at this time, even if her adoptive mother poked this matter out, she was unwilling to separate the feelings between her adoptive father and adoptive mother.

Even so, his adoptive father Xu Ziqiang knew about Kejia's life in the past few years, and he was still uncomfortable with tears.

This is the child he holds in the palm of his hand, but now that she has been living alone abroad for so long, how can he, a father, be qualified?

Moreover, Xu Ziqiang always thought that his child was doing well, which was very reassuring.

It was with this idea in mind that he was able to send the child abroad with peace of mind.

But why did his daughter suffer so much?

Kejia looked at the tears left by her father, gently took out a tissue and passed away, and the two of them cried together.

Her grievances, the hardships she has endured in the past few years, she can finally stop deceiving anyone.

Her father, who understands her, is not alone in the fight.

It's really good that her father can tolerate the secrets she carefully conceals.

At this time, they didn't realize that when they were leaning on each other, Gu Lanjuan was standing outside the door.

As soon as she saw that her husband had fallen asleep, she wanted to go outside to breathe, and the wind blew on the top floor of the hospital for a while.

She hasn't slept well for many days, and since the commendable thing was exposed by the media, she originally thought that she would be able to put her mind at ease in this way, but all this backfired.

After reading the relevant reports, her husband couldn't get up in one breath and went into the operating room, and her only adopted daughter disappeared for so long, so all of this was put on her.

Whether Jiajia is doing well or not, whether her husband's illness can get better, all of this makes it difficult for her to sleep.

She looked at the time on her watch, thinking that the time was almost up, and that her husband should wake up, so she sorted out her emotions and returned to the ward.

Unexpectedly, I saw that Kejia was crying with her husband now.

Watching the father and daughter in the ward resolve the conflict, she breathed a sigh of relief, and then turned her head and left the ward.

Now, she doesn't have the courage to face her adopted daughter, and if she can delay the meeting a little longer, then she will definitely not meet in advance.

Gu Lanjuan knew in her heart that Kejia was not a fool, as long as she thought with her toes, she could understand who poked this matter out, and she didn't want to have a dispute with this adopted daughter now.

Ke Jia's angle will definitely blame her for destroying her happiness, but no matter what, she can't say why she wants to block Ke Jia's marriage to Bai Wei, once she tells this hidden secret, she really loses everything.

After Xu Ziqiang stabilized his mood, he began to ask about the trace of Kejia's child, "The child you said in the newspaper is the child who came by himself, right?"

Wise as Xu Ziqiang, he found out from the beginning that the little boy who came to visit him in the hospital that day was still a little similar to Kejia.

However, this is just a fleeting thought, and it does not go to the heart.

How could his daughter, who was not even married, have a child of such age?

Unexpectedly, his grandson came to the hospital to see him, and he got along happily with this child, but he didn't recognize it.

Kejia was stunned, "Well, his big name is Bai Licheng, his little name is Orange Orange, and he is a very well-behaved child." ”

At this point, she has nothing to hide from her father, as long as he wants to know, she will say everything.

"That's good, then ...... his father?" Xu Ziqiang listened to Ke Jia's narration, thinking about Orange Cheng's cute appearance, but also felt that this was a very likable child.

However, he needs to know whose child his daughter has born, and as a commendable father, he has the right to know the cause and effect of this.

Kejia didn't want to mention this man's name at all, but in this case, even her father already understood her so well, she couldn't deceive this terminally ill old man again.

The air was quiet for a long time, and just when Xu Ziqiang thought that Kejia didn't plan to tell him the identity of the child's father, he heard Kejia slowly open his mouth, "Child...... It's Bai Jingxu's, but Bai Jingxu doesn't know about it......"

Xu Ziqiang was a little difficult to accept, the commendable at that time should have nothing to do with the Bai family at all.

How could she be pregnant with Bai Jingxu's child? Moreover, the people of the Bai family obviously didn't know that there was such a thing at all, otherwise how could they agree to Bai Wei marrying Kejia as his wife?

However, in retrospect, Kejia had more or less contact with Bai Jingxu when he returned to China before, and all this made sense.

"You mean, Bai Jingxu doesn't know that he has a child outside?"

Kejia knew that all this was too difficult for her adoptive father to say, but she still didn't want to tell him a lie, she nodded firmly, "He doesn't know, and he never will." I will raise this child by myself......"

Xu Ziqiang didn't know what his daughter had experienced, but he knew in his heart that Bai Jingxu, a man, must have broken his daughter's heart, so she was so resolute to hide it.

He stretched out his bony hand and touched the top of Kejia's head as a sign of comfort.

Just like many years ago, when Kejia was still very young, when she was so uncomfortable that she cried, Xu Ziqiang would do the same.

"Dad, thank you, it's really ......" Kejia barely suppressed the tears that were about to burst out of her eyes.

……

For some reason, Bai Jingxu sat in the president's office all day today and felt a little restless, as if something big was about to happen.

In the evening, he couldn't stand it anymore, and got off work early, which is rare for a thousand years.

Something must have happened to the little woman in the house, she had already called back several times, but no one answered.

He couldn't bear it for a moment, and wanted to go back to see this woman quickly, the appearance of her crying pear blossoms and rain was still in front of his eyes yesterday, if he couldn't think of what he had done, then really Bai Jingxu didn't know what to do.

He hurriedly returned home, but found that it was empty, Kejia left, Orange Orange was also gone, and the items he prepared for their mother and son were packed together, and none of them were taken away, but Bai Jingxu felt that Kejia seemed to have taken a lot of ......

He found the note that Kejia had left on the table, a simple sentence that could not be simpler, but it revealed an alienation that was difficult to hide.

Ke Jia Juanxiu's handwriting was impressively imprinted in Bai Jingxu's eyes, as if she could see her expression when she wrote this note, without a trace of remembrance or reluctance.

She wrote, thank you for taking care of you during this time, and since then, we have two clear, each with its own destiny, and there is no more involvement.

Hehe, a good one is no longer involved, a good one Bai Jingxu crumpled the small note into a ball, and then threw it into the trash.

Gave birth to my child and stole my heart, Permit Jia, can you really escape?

……

Bai Jingxu sat alone on the sofa, surrounded by large and small wine bottles.

He was a little self-deprecating, when did the dignified Bai Jingxu also start to borrow wine to kill his sorrows?

In the past, he looked down on the kind of man who soaked himself in a wine barrel for his feelings, but he didn't expect that he would also become such an unbearable appearance.

Obviously, I am used to being alone, why do I think that Kejia's life by my side is so good now?

A long time ago, when I hadn't known Xu Jia for a long time, Bai Jingxu came over like this by himself.

One went to school, one went abroad, and one person carried the Bai family's company that was on the verge of bankruptcy at that time.

However, all this was taken for granted in his own eyes, as if he was supposed to be alone.

However, all of this has changed with the appearance of Xu Jia, so that everything does not go in the direction he expected at all.

Before he met Xu Jia, he was not a woman, he didn't understand the world, and he didn't lose his heart in the tests again and again.

He always believes that a man who surrenders to a girl's pomegranate skirt will never do anything.

Therefore, he rejects all women's disgusting flattery, and the only thing that can barely be called his solution tool is his right hand.

Perhaps, Bai Jingxu understands all this, but he is unwilling to cater to his own wishes for unrelated people.

Therefore, everyone said that he was iron-faced and selfless, and he was not close to people.

Therefore, for more than 20 years, there are very few people around him who can be called good friends.

But what does it matter?

Bai Jingxu has always lived for himself.

For more than 20 years, he has lived well alone.

Although there were countless women who wanted to climb into his bed, he couldn't look at it.

Although he wants to make friends with him a lot, Bai Jingxu is unwilling to joke with this group of short-sighted people.

Except for the mother who gave birth to him and raised him, he has no one in this world to care about at all.

However, the dewy relationship in the past allowed him to enjoy the real transformation from a boy to a man, and he opened up a new world.

At that time, Xu Jia was natural and clean, as if he was an angel sent by God to save him, giving him an incomprehensible enjoyment.