Chu Qingchuan smiled at me and said that I finally had a little conscience. I served him like a little maid.

He asked me to feed him, and I obediently picked up a piece of sashimi with a good knife, dipped it in "dots" of wasabi and put it in his mouth, but I actually smeared a slice underneath.

Then, I saw that his eyes were gradually red.

"Oh, you don't have to be so impressed, do you?" I said deliberately.

I swear I'll never play a prank on him again.

He instantly pinched my cheeks with his right hand, and when he opened my mouth, his tongue flexibly pouted me, and my taste buds were covered with a patch of mustard.

Tears welled up in my nose as if they were on fire.

If outsiders saw me staring at each other so "affectionately", they would definitely think that we had encountered something touching and heartfelt.

The true portrayal of "holding hands and looking at each other's teary eyes, but speechless and choking", that's right.

"Cheng Jiaoyang, are you cool?" Chu Qingchuan asked me with the tip of his nose red.

I sniffed with tears in my eyes: "Well, I don't dare, I really don't dare." ”

If you don't die, you won't die, and I bring medicine for myself.

He used this to coerce me into feeding him in another way, cough cough, not suitable for children.

I told him I was inviting a colleague to dinner, and he asked me what I was celebrating to eat such an expensive meal.

"Sinan said that let the two of them help me to choose the topic, I just thought that I would eat people with a short mouth, and I was on the same level as them......" I expressed my worries, as if I was chatting with a friend.

Before Chu Qingchuan heard me finish speaking, he seemed to know what I meant, he looked at me and asked, "Do you think it has an effect?"

I could tell him that he was asking a rhetorical question, as if he had expected that I was doing it in vain.

I answered him directly that no, what should it be like or what it should be.

Chu Qingchuan smiled lightly, leaned on the back of the sofa, twisted his cervical spine, and looked lazy.

"Sinan has already given you the right to use people by letting her help you in public, don't you cherish it and do things that lower your posture, isn't it redundant? Besides, do you think that the position of the editor-in-chief's secretary is not enough for you to call two assistant editors?" When Chu Qingchuan said this, it was very much like a teacher teaching me.

"But what if someone doesn't listen to me and messes up my topic?" I asked.

"Know people and do good things. A good leader must be familiar with the strengths and weaknesses of each teammate, put them in their place, and let them do what they are good at, so that they can get twice the result with half the effort. When doing things, put the purpose in the first place, just like a chess game, the members of the team are the chess pieces, our purpose is to win, don't think about anything else. Chu Qingchuan said to me.

At that time, I could only understand part of it, and even felt that there was a loophole in what he said, but I couldn't say anything wrong.

When I was able to fully comprehend it, I realized how much I needed to give up in order to achieve this level, and even to restrain my feelings if necessary.

He said these things to me to help me grow, and as for how much I can understand, it all depends on my own understanding.

I took the initiative to sit on his lap and fall into his arms, wrapping my hands around his neck.

"Professor Chu, I have been taught. "I expressed my gratitude and sincerity in the way he liked, unbuttoning his shirt one by one.

He really bit me back, saying that I am much smarter now, and I know how to cosplay.

What the hell ??? this man, he thinks so crookedly!

But I'm also a little embarrassed to say it, since he broke the seal, I occasionally want to take the initiative to flirt with him when I'm alone.

"I'll do it when I get home. He took my hand, picked it up and put it between his lips and kissed it.

His refusal made me bold, and I rubbed him with my legs, only to be carried away by him.

I hung deflated on his shoulders, my hands drooping, and I thought I was a corpse.

Just after we drove out of the underground parking lot, Chu Qingchuan's mobile phone rang.

He was connected to the car Bluetooth, and after it was connected, Han Lu's voice came directly from the car stereo.

"Qingchuan, where are you? I walked around Jiangcheng today and bought a few clothes for Xiaoxiao, can you help me see if she will like it?"

I looked at Chu Qingchuan, who was concentrating on driving and didn't seem to be about to speak.

"Han Lu, Qingchuan is driving, I'm working overtime tonight, I'm a little tired, why don't you go over tomorrow, okay?" I replied with a smile.

Han Lu was obviously stunned, and said in a slightly embarrassed tone: "Sorry for disturbing you." ”

"No, are you used to being here?" I said in a friendly tone.

"Well, I loved it and felt like home. Han Lu's voice returned to its usual delicateness.

"That's good. "I didn't know what to say for a while.

I don't want to show favor to her, saying something against my will, such as "if you need help, you can come to me" and "wait for me to go shopping with you when I rest", in case she agrees, I will be reluctant to accompany her, how tired it is.

Han Lu probably realized that I didn't mean to say more, so she said "good night" to us.

After that, I was in a bit of a bad mood.

Chu Qingchuan turned on the music, the low and melodious melody was very good, it was the classic country ballad "Five Hundred Meters", which made me gradually fall into silence.

Following him back to the villa, I rubbed my arms as the damp sea breeze swept through the hem of my skirt.

"I'm going to take a shower. "My heart seems to be blocked by something, I don't vomit or feel unhappy, but I don't know where to start.

Just as I was making the shower gel, Chu Qingchuan came in.

I hurriedly protected the spring light and watched this uninvited guest vigilantly.

After he came in, he began to undress, saying that he should use his time reasonably and efficiently.

Soon, he pasted it up, and we were as slippery as two fish.

"Chu Qingchuan, I'...... A little unhappy. "I told me how I felt, otherwise I was afraid that I would be suffocated.

"I know, I'm sorry. "He whispered in my ear, mingling with the sound of water.

"I understand that I can't blame you, but I still mind, do you think I'm making a fuss and being immature?" I was afraid that I would not be generous enough and be disliked by others.

"You will be troubled by me, which means that I have a place in your heart. He picked me up and sat me down on the sink, carefully spreading a towel on it.

The sink was double, spacious, and used to have only his own toiletries, but now there are mine, and it has a tendency to be aggressive and expanding.

"Is she from Jiangcheng?" I asked.

"No, she is of the Bai nationality and her home is in southern Yunnan. Before I entered Zang, I stayed with Cheng Xun at the station over there for a while, and they were together at that time. Chu Qingchuan answered me patiently.

Since Xiaoxiao regards you as her biological father, and she knows that Han Lu is her mother, the two of you ...... "Do you want to pretend to be husband and wife in front of her?"

Before I could say the second half of the sentence, Chu Qingchuan kissed the tip of my nose, then put his hands on my sides, bent over and looked at me and said, "At the beginning, Han Lu's mental state was extremely unstable, and she almost did something to hurt Xiaoxiao, so I took her away from Han Lu's side." It wasn't until Xiaoxiao was five years old that Han Lu got better significantly, and at that time we decided to hide the truth, but we were also afraid that Xiaoxiao would have ideological pressure. Xiaoxiao has always been called Aunt Han Lu. ”

I pursed my mouth, feeling that I really shouldn't have eaten that kind of vinegar for no reason before, and I threw my face indiscriminately to show Chu Qingchuan.

As a mother, Han Lu has to play the role of an aunt in front of her own daughter, which is also sad to think about, and my sympathy is overflowing again.

I stretched out my arm and put it on Chu Qingchuan's back and said, "As compensation, I'll help you shave?"

He smiled and said okay, just keep the position just now, so that I don't have to be so tired with my head up. I didn't know that men only shave in the morning.

After applying shaving foam, he stared straight into my eyes, but my hands began to shake nervously.

I didn't know that the razor was so sharp, and when I wasn't careful, I saw a faint bloodshot on his chin.

"Ahh

He pursed his lips and smiled, took my hand with his right hand, looked slightly away at the mirror behind me, and taught me how to exert force and how to shave in the direction of beard growth.

This little act of intimacy between lovers makes my cheeks burn.

"Okay, thank you. Chu Qingchuan took out the razor from my hand, put it under the wash basin to rinse, and washed the foam on his mouth by the way.

Red blood oozed from the wound, and I heard his breathing getting heavier.

"Chu Qingchuan, you ......" Do you have some special feelings for blood?

In the middle of a sentence, he grabbed my chin, bit my lips, and squeezed in without warning.

I held back the pain and didn't say anything, just bit his shoulder so hard that he felt the same pain as I did. But the crazy person takes the pain as pleasure and does not hide the excitement.

Because I like him, I tolerate his roughness this time.

He apologized to me afterwards and I said I was in pain.

He hugged me for a long time.

"When you see blood, you lose control and want it, don't you?" I asked softly.

"Hmm. I used to be able to restrain myself, but after meeting you, I became more and more uncontrollable. Chu Qingchuan's snort was very deep, and I could feel that he was also very bored.

"It's because of Cheng Xun, I don't want to inquire about your past, it's just that if it goes on like this, I'm afraid it won't be good for you. I explained.

"I know, no need to explain. He said softly to me, "Not because of him." ”

"You have a lot of secrets, Chu Qingchuan. I sighed.

He rubbed my hair: "That's all in the past, I'm sunny now, isn't it?"

His words made me feel scared in my heart. Not afraid of him, but an inexplicable panic.

The implication is that he once had a dark moment? When was it? Who did he change because of? Is it Li Yutong?

Even though I had a lot of thoughts, I could tell that he didn't want to talk about the past, so I had to give up.

I said to him, "Hold me tight." ”

And he did.

I said a little tighter.

He stepped up a bit.

But I still don't feel enough, and I still don't feel safe, so I said that you hugged me with the best strength.

After he hesitated for two seconds, I felt like my sternum was going to shatter.

But why, it seems that there is still some distance between the two hearts?

"Chu Qingchuan, last night you said that I was different from Han Lu, and I still can't figure out what's the difference?" I quite mind this sentence, I couldn't count the angry words that contradicted him at that time, and this "different" always inadvertently floated from my mind and interfered with my emotions.

"It's me who didn't express it right, I should say, you are different from them, because you are my woman. Chu Qingchuan replied to me without hesitation this time: "So, I thought you would understand my last resort, but I seem to have guessed wrong." ”

"I'll try to change and understand you. "I'm a little remorseful.

"Then what do I need to do?" Chu Qingchuan buried his head in my neck.

"Well, don't mess with peach blossoms. "I really don't know what to ask of him.

"Yes. He laughed, my neck itched.

"If you're in love with me, remember to tell me. "I remembered that he once said to me, am I in love with him now?

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