Chapter 4: I hope we can get together and disperse
"Isn't there anything else but thanks?" Gao Xudong asked casually, his eyes fixed on the pencil that was drawing circles on his fingers.
The face of "Mommy" pointed by Little Snow in the painting is covered by circles and circles, and her face and nose are not visible.
The beautiful picture was ruined in the pencil under his fingers, and Lin Nuannuan's heart jumped, as if he saw a small flame burning in his heart.
"Xudong, me. "Lin Nuan Nuan is stumbling.
"What's wrong with you?" Gao Xudong raised his head and stared at her tightly as if he wanted to see through her eyes, and the cold air of the iceberg was in his eyes, which made Lin Nuannuan shudder.
"I really thank you for taking care of me and Little Snow for so many years, I don't want to continue to play husband and wife with you. Lin Nuannuan was stared at and wanted to find a hole to get into, but soon she cleared her throat and plucked up the courage to say sternly.
"Is there really nothing else but thank you?" Gao Xudong asked again, as if he was willing to get a satisfactory answer from Lin Nuannuan.
Lin Nuannuan spoke incoherently, what was the gratitude in her heart over the years?
"Xudong, I'm sorry! In addition to thanking, I also feel very guilty, special guilt, I really shouldn't waste your life, waste your spirit, waste ......"
"Don't you have anything but thank you, but guilt?" Gao Xudong interrupted her fiercely, his eyes as if he was about to burn her face.
Lin Nuannuan couldn't help but snort, looked at him with unfamiliar eyes, and shook her head weakly pretending not to know why: "No!"
"Lin Nuannuan, you know I'm asking you something!" Gao Xudong said slowly, abandoning his face.
At this point, his heart was stabbed by a nail.
"Xudong, you should have a happy home, and there is someone who loves you very much to accompany you......" Lin Nuannuan felt that in addition to the pain of losing his father, there was a more inexpressible sadness in his heart, which was indescribable.
"Lin Nuannuan, I don't want to hear you say this, are you done?, please leave this room immediately!" Gao Xudong frowned and held back the pain in his chest, and said coldly.
Lin Nuannuan moved her nose and said very sadly: "Xudong, don't be like this, I." Hopefully we can get together and disperse. ”
"You didn't hear what I said, did you?" Get out of here, get out!" Gao Xudong slowly turned his face and suddenly yelled at her like crazy.
In the past, Gao Xudong would be silent when he was angry, hide alone and lick his wounds when he was injured, and smile in front of her when he was sad, but now-
Lin Nuannuan looked at his gaffe expression in astonishment, a little at a loss.
After a while, Lin Nuannuan suddenly remembered what happened last time in the hotel, she pursed her lips and asked unwillingly: "Xudong, are you angry about what happened to me last time?"
Seeing that Gao Xudong was silent, he said slowly: "Xudong, listen to my explanation, I really didn't mean to do it last time, I really didn't know that those two people were your customers, I didn't deliberately spill wine on them and deliberately mess up your business." Lin Nuan's velvety voice sounded weakly.
"Xudong, don't be like this, I won't feel at ease if you do this. ”
"Not at ease? Lin Nuannuan has something to worry about, why don't you feel at ease when you go to a nightclub to accompany you?" Gao Xudong suddenly hooked the corners of his mouth and sneered coldly.
Lin Nuannuan hung her head and was silent, in fact, no matter what she did, she was never at ease!
But for the sake of life, for the sake of Xiao Sinuo, no matter how much uneasiness there is, she has to squeeze in.
"Okay, then you'll move out of here when you're at ease. Gao Xudong suddenly approached Lin Nuannuan, and in the thick breath, the gentle and hot eyes penetrated her fair face deeply, and his voice was warm and low and magnetic.
Lin Nuannuan reflexively took two steps back, and Gao Xudong looked at her unsteady steps, full of poisonous and uncomfortable.
He turned around, carried her on his back, and said in a warm tone: "You go down, don't say anything about moving away, Xiao Sinuo is also my son in law, if you really feel wronged to live with me, then you can move out alone, and you don't have to wait for your conscience to be at ease." ”
"Xudong, I don't feel wronged, I just want you to know that we can't drag on like this, I really can't live here anymore, I can't ruin your youth, you should find a good woman, you should have a happy family. ”
"Okay, let's go down and see if Xiao Sinuo is obedient!" Gao Xudong interrupted her calmly. Lin Nuannuan couldn't see his face, she could only hear his faint pantothenic tone, a little strange feeling, like something was going to happen, or something had already happened, but it was definitely not because of her father's death, but why did Gao Xudong's personality become so strange in the past two days?
Seeing that the Double Ninth Festival is coming, Lin Nuannuan looked at the crisp autumn sky outside the window, but her heart was empty and uncomfortable.
"Xudong, in a few days it is the Double Ninth Festival, I want to go to worship my father, I hope you can accompany me and Xiao Sinuo to visit the tomb together. Lin Nuannuan sniffed, as if she was talking to Gao Xudong, who was busy working, with great difficulty.
She knew that she had no reason at all, that it was not appropriate for her to ask him to do anything for her in this situation.
"Okay, I'll postpone tomorrow's meeting. His deep eyes moved his gaze to her delicate curves lightly.
"Thank you!"
He has always been her answer, no matter when, where, or anything, he will always say, "yes", and always say yes to her. But even so, Lin Nuannuan still had no feelings for him, no emotion, and only two words in his heart, "thank you". Her heart is like made of iron, and he will always be just a "tool" for her when she needs it.
"Why didn't you refuse me once, why did you still treat me so well?" Lin Nuannuan suddenly raised his head, looked at him with ethereal eyes in guilt and pursed his lips and asked.
"Lin Nuannuan, please remember that being nice to you now is just a cruelty!" Gao Xudong's face sank, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he swept towards her coldly.
When Lin Nuannuan touched this terrifying look, she almost wondered if the person in front of her was Gao Xudong?
"Xudong, I ......" Lin Nuannuan felt like something was stuck in his throat and couldn't spit it out.
Gao Xudong put down the text in his hand, and naturally closed the door of the room with his hand, and the dark eyes flashed with disdain in his low eyes.
He lowered his voice, raised his eyebrows and said coldly, "Lin Nuannuan remember to call me husband in the future, so that we can be like a real husband and wife." ”
Lin Nuan was stunned for a moment
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