Chapter 128: Chu Qingchuan like this is rarely seen on weekdays
Chu Qingchuan let Xiaoxiao squat down, one big and one small sitting on the edge of the white slate, looking at Cheng Xun's photo.
I stood silently and looked out at the sea of flowers in front of me.
"He was my comrade-in-arms and a hero, but when he left this world, he was only 27 years old, the same age as your Aunt Jiaoyang. Your mother was very sad at that time, and you had just been born, and she kept crying and crying, as if she was crying for him. Chu Qingchuan's deep voice said slowly, revealing a desolate sadness, I had never heard him speak with such deep emotions.
Because of Han Lu's death, Xiaoxiao's understanding of death is much deeper than that of ordinary children, she is a kind child, I saw her reach out and touch Cheng Xun's face in the photo, with a solemn expression.
"Is Uncle a soldier? He's in a military uniform, Dad. He asked with a smile, the tears on his face being wiped away by the sun.
"Hehe, yes. Do you think he is handsome?" Chu Qingchuan asked softly, turning his head to look at Cheng Xun's posthumous photo, as if he was communicating with Cheng Xun with his eyes.
This kind of Chu Qingchuan is rarely seen on weekdays. He is not a person who is emotionally exposed, but at this moment, his affection and meaning are all naturally emanating in his expression, in the light of his eyes, in his tone, and in his every move......
It can be imagined how important Sung-hoon means to him. Could it really be as he said, Cheng Xun died for him?
I thought it was because he blamed himself, so I didn't ask in detail. But now it seems that if he should have died at the beginning, and Cheng Xun went for him, then it would have been very difficult for him to live without Cheng Xun, but without a strong heart to support him, he would not have been able to get to this point.
He is a person who values love and righteousness and repays kindness in his bones, and the blow brought to him by Han Lu's death is definitely much greater than I imagined.
It is not so much that Han Lu is his heart knot, but that Cheng Xun is the core of this heart knot.
I looked at the photos of Han Lu's urn, and then looked at Cheng Xun, the two of them are husband and wife, and they are very compatible.
I also wonder why a human image is attached to it as if it were a soul, and the smiling eyes seem to be still observing the world.
I think Cheng Xun and Han Lu seem to be here now, with us.
"Handsome!" replied with a smile that pulled my thoughts back to my eyes, and she continued, "So because he is friends with you and his mother, can he be buried together?"
I looked at Chu Qingchuan with a little worry, he should have told Xiaoxiao the truth.
Sure enough, Chu Qingchuan held Xiaoxiao's little hand and said quietly: "Xiaoxiao, do you remember the story I told you about Sicily, the little penguin?
Although Xiaoxiao was a little puzzled, she always believed in Chu Qingchuan's words, she nodded obediently, and said while thinking: "The father of the little penguin Sicily is the captain of the penguin family, he protects the safety of the penguin family and all the newborn babies, and his work is heavy and full of danger all the time. But the whole family is proud of Daddy Penguin because he is the guardian of the penguin family.
However, at the time of the birth of Little Sicily, the big skuas rushed into the penguin family in flocks to hunt and kill them, and many of the little penguins were captured and became a delicacy on their tables.
Little Sicily's father, the bravest warrior of the family, was elected as the leader to fight against the great skuas. Before he left, he said to little Sicily: Baby obedient, Daddy will soon be back with you and Mommy.
He led the penguin convoy in a battle with the great skuas, and his bravery soon shook the hearts of the enemy. But the cunning big skua uses the captured guards and baby penguins to set a trap, and little Sicily's father sacrifices himself to save his companions in order to protect his kind.
In the end, everyone defeated the big thief and returned to Penguin Village, and all the families were reunited, but little Sicily did not find her father, and her father never returned.
She was sad, but everyone told her that little Sicily's dad was the greatest hero. Everyone said that she inherited her father's intelligence and courage, and was the pistachio and little hero of Penguin Village.
Since then, little Sicily has not felt alone at all, she knows that her father's love has always been with her.
She worked hard to learn her skills and be kind to her peers, and she believed that one day, she would become an amazing being like her father. ”
When I smiled and spoke clearly, I looked at the father and daughter in front of me, and my heart was full of emotion.
I've never heard this story, probably Chu Qingchuan made it up himself. And the purpose of this story couldn't be more obvious, he must have planned to use it as an introduction when he told Xiaoxiao the truth one day.
The word foresight, he not only did it in his career, but also treated the important people around him with the same care.
I felt more and more that he was like the mountains in front of me, tall and reliable, trustworthy.
"Then the story is not over. Chu Qingchuan straightened his smiling hair and said softly.
Xiaoxiao's eyes widened as he waited for him to continue.
When little Sicily grew up, she finally came to the place where her father died, and she found that there was a tombstone where the glory of her father's life was recorded. She looked carefully and found that the last sentence was: I hope my little Sicily will grow up strong, happy, and happy. Xiaoxiao thinks, does little Sicily's father love her?" Chu Qingchuan asked Xiaoxiao.
"Of course, little Sicily's dad is great!" Xiaoxiao was convinced.
"Xiaoxiao, if you were Little Sicily, would you be as strong as her?"
"I ......" smiled and glanced at Han Lu's photo sadly, lowered his eyes and was silent, as if he was thinking, Chu Qingchuan waited patiently, his eyes were very firm, and he seemed to expect the answer.
"I'm not sure, but I'm going to try to do it. I wish I was braver and stronger than Little Sicily. The smiling answer was like a ball of cotton wool in my heart, if it weren't for her misunderstanding of me, I really wanted to hug this weak girl.
She's so strong that it's heart-wrenching.
At the same time, I also understand that Chu Qingchuan is right, this is what she has to bear, fate has given us tribulations, and we should choose the right way to face it.
Chu Qingchuan patted the smiling head, and then held the little girl's shoulders with both hands, and his eyes met.
"Xiaoxiao, you remember, this uncle's name is Cheng Xun, he is your biological father, your real father, and your mother's husband. And I'm just your adoptive father.
Because you were young when your father died, and you and your mother had no one to take care of, I became your adoptive father. I watched you grow up, and the first word you uttered was to call me papa, you like to touch my beard, as long as I hug you, you won't cry...... Xiaoxiao, you said that I was the best dad in the world, so I did a good job, right?" Such a cruel truth was told by Chu Qingchuan, which was completely beyond my imagination.
It's warm, and it's not as scary as I thought.
He nodded with a look of disbelief on his face.
Indeed, even if Chu Qingchuan has done a good job, for a seven-year-old girl, hearing two bad news in a short period of time cannot but be said to be very cruel.
"Xiaoxiao, I told you that my mother's departure was an accident, and it has nothing to do with Aunt Jiaoyang, you are still young now, and you will understand more when you grow up. Aunt Sunshine is as innocent as you are, and the only person who is wrong in the whole thing is me. From the beginning, I was wrong, which is why there were so many misunderstandings later. I'm sorry. Chu Qingchuan may be afraid that Xiaoxiao, who has been living abroad, will have a deviation in language understanding, and this passage is all said in English.
Looking at him with a smile, perhaps because she thought it was easier to express in English, she finally spoke: "You want me to have the same fatherly love as others, so you choose to hide it." But why didn't my mother recognize me?"
Chu Qingchuan truthfully and tactfully told Han Lu's illness and the fact that he did not disclose Han Lu's identity because he was afraid of misunderstanding the relationship between the two.
"Lies are never perfected, one follows the next, and the truth never disappears. Dad, you taught me, but you lied to me. Laughing at this remark, I was not only moved by Chu Qingchuan's teaching to her, but also impressed by this little girl's precociousness.
She is really smart, perhaps under the influence of Chu Qingchuan, some of her ways of thinking are adult-like.
Children's learning and imitation ability is also very fast and amazing, as a parent, leading by example, teaching by word and deed, is definitely much more reliable than hoping for Jackie Chan.
"Yes, so I apologize to you, you can choose not to forgive me, or punish me. Chu Qingchuan put the relationship between the two people on an equal footing, and at this time, there was no difference in seniority when eating.
"I choose to forgive you. My classmates and friends have always envied me for having such a good father as you. You are not related to me by blood, but you still give me a lot of fatherly love, and I should thank you. I know you love Aunt Sunny and I've loved her from the very beginning. I don't think she's a bad person, but I don't know what to do with her now. I don't want you to be embarrassed, Dad, I'll go back to Los Angeles with Grandma and not bother you. "The smiling sensibility made me ashamed again.
As she spoke, she looked at me a little bewildered.
I don't think Chu Qingchuan will tell Xiaoxiao about Lin Fei killing Han Lu, because this is completely beyond her ability to bear, and it is more difficult to express than her life experience.
Fortunately, Xiaoxiao knew that Chu Qingchuan was not her biological father, and she should understand that "Dad" and Mom were not husband and wife, and the misunderstanding of me could be resolved a lot. I want to try to get close to her, and I want to help Chu Qingchuan share some of the pressure.
So I walked up to them, crouched down, and tentatively said to Xiaoxiao, "Xiaoxiao, thank you for your understanding." I hope we can continue to be good friends as we have done before. As for me, I was raised by my grandfather since I was a child, and I have never met my father, and I have only met my mother a few times, but she doesn't seem to love me. Then my grandfather passed away, and I had no relatives in this world.
Xiaoxiao, you're actually much luckier than me. Your mom and dad love you very much, and although they are no longer with you, there is no doubt that their love will always be with you. And you have a grandmother, and now a father, and they all love you, right?
The so-called truth for us is only the history that has happened, it has not changed our lives, it has not affected everything you have, and the love of adults for you will not be diminished in the slightest. After saying this, I was actually very nervous, and I didn't know if this comfort could be accepted by Xiaoxiao.
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