One hundred and forty words, writer time. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

"No, it's not so much a great existence as an existence that conforms to the meaning of the "clown" itself. ”

"Anyway, the concubine finally understands why you were judged by the gods to be a joker human. So, let you be a part of the concubine's memory. \"

As a judge, there are gods who are similar in appearance (in terms of age) to me, and they stared at me like this. It gave me the feeling of being recorded in the history books, but it wasn't something that could be taken at ease. The so-called history has both positive and negative sides, especially the existence of this kind of equivalent to a living history book in itself. Therefore, when I was denied entry by the gods, I felt a sense of collapse when the black history became known.

It is said that the most precious thing in human beings is memory, and the empty shell of lost memory is no different from the walking dead. Whether this so-called memory is carried in the soul or the body, or in some ethereal place. I still think it's a mistake to rely solely on memory to prove that you ever existed.

"Feel honored..... The ones who can live forever in the memories of the concubines are amazing characters. ”

\"But, boy! no, Yi Duyan..... Even if it's a concubine... No... Just because it's a concubine. So, let's praise you for being an amazing character. Even though we are human beings, we do not believe in the possibility of human beings themselves even more than our gods....\"

\"It's like, you've always felt like you're living in a novel, or a comic?"

Ale?

I seem to have provoked the gods again, if not, why would the spirit's eyes sparkle with anger when they speak the last words?

But

Why?

In other words, are the gods so easily angry? So, what are the ridiculous reasons for the first few times that humanity perished?

And then—

Living in fiction or comics?

If I could, personally, I would have been looking forward to it. It's not impossible to expect words that can be described as longing. I longed to the point where I could already reach out from my throat and grasp that world.

Whether it's a comic or a novel, it's much better than this reality.

No, it's not just too much, it's just too perfect for a world like that.

Perfect, complete, as clear as a mathematical formula, as if it were a world where truth exists. A single and systematic setting can be used to show the protagonist's own worldview, and the life that can be described by a simple classification.

If there is such a world, it must be one, and at the same time, it is all at the same time, and it is possible that the world created by the creator god with the stone of the philosopher, which represents the complete materiality.

Isn't that world really beautiful? Well, it's hard to define whether it's beautiful or not. After all, that's just my opinion. It's just that I thought it that way myself. Even if the point of view is not correct, it will not have any impact on the so-called reality.

Isn't that what the so-called delusions are all about?

Because of this, I hate this so-called reality so much, there is no single setting, and there is no category that can be classified. A world that is complex, unclear, and full of ambiguous smells. Moreover, the existence of the world is very ambiguous and vague, and it is very fickle, and it will always be easily overturned, yesterday's common sense has become today's extraordinary knowledge in the blink of an eye, and the rules of the morning have become broken rules in the evening, and there is no real and unchanging value at all, nor is there anything to count on and rely on.

Not to mention that there is any common sense setting. Originally, setting this kind of thing is a limit set by human beings on human beings.

Because it's easy to understand and easy to implement. Ultimately, being able to understand.

You know, if a novel is alive and the comic setting is chaotic, and the order changes day and night, it can't be called a work for either the reader or the author himself. In such a world, only the so-called reality itself is sufficient.

That complex, vague, and annoying world is the world in my eyes, the reality in the eyes of fantasy novelist Yi Weiyan.

That's right, I'm a novelist. It's just a self-proclaimed title, but I'm very attached to such a title.

Because this title can make me special.

Human beings are inherently special creatures who want to be different from others, to be special, to be special to someone, and to have something special.

Special, rare, rare, legendary, the first to be classified without authorization is human beings themselves. Human beings are inherently fond of attaching value to everything, because the more rare and valuable things are, the more they satisfy human vanity.

However, there's nothing wrong with wanting to be special. That's the hard proof that I'm a mortal.

"No, I ..... How could it be a person in a novel or a comic. O gods. I'm a human being living in three dimensions, and I'm very clear about this setting. ”

Even when I say this, there is still a look of disbelief in the eyes of the god with the appearance of a young woman, although it is something that should be complacent about the fact that the god once again shows emotional fluctuations. But, that's because I'm using the word presumptuously, so shouldn't I apologize, even though I don't think I'm doing anything wrong. No, it's because I don't think there's anything wrong with that the gods have that look of disbelief.

The gods are right, the gods are absolute. The deity who holds the complete truth is the embodiment of some kind of truth. Now I must have filled the gods with dissatisfaction.

After all, I, who is full of plots, definitely don't look like a high school boy who wants to pay an unbeatable price to save the world. I'm a bit of a special human being, with a mouth full of plot fetishes. Of course, this "mouth fetish" is to highlight his "special" setting. Although I have gradually become a real mouth fetish, I think that it is just another step on my way to becoming a "special person".

"But, from the moment I appeared, this book, which currently adds up to about three clumsy romance novels, plus one volume of unfamiliar stories other than the inexplicable fight between the protagonist and a woman, is over. Don't you really think so, Lord Spirit!"

The god is truly a creature that likes to question, and even now, it shoots me through me from the other side of the horizon with a discerning and skeptical eye. If you weren't in front of the gods, you wouldn't have experienced such a feeling. Rather than questioning, though, it's more that the gods don't like my attitude of treating my life as a novel. After all, if I really exist in fiction, the so-called gods will become a meaningless joke.

"Why?"

"To put it simply, I'm a writer.... Hmm, is it better to say that Yi Duyan is a writer? ”

It doesn't matter if it's me before or who I am now. Well, anyway, I'm all right..... If there's something I'm good at.

It must be -- a question.

Or "ask myself", I firmly believe that this behavior can definitely become my inherent skill, and I think so before and now. The reason why I asked myself was because I already had the answer that I had prepared. I firmly believe that this is a kind of writing technique, and as a writer, if I can't master such a skill, it must be a manifestation of disqualification for myself.

So, let me ask a little question.

Whether it's a novel or a comic, what is the biggest thing that is essential?

It's simple, right?

That's me.

However, it is really not serious enough to describe it like this, let alone rigorous. Wow, that's a tough one, I'm a very well-worded writer.

Any novel, anime, as long as it is a dramatic thing created by human beings, there is always only one indispensable condition, that is, the protagonist, the protagonist, the main character.

Whatever it is, it's fine.

Even the animal world has specific animals as the main characters.

Well, the final answer should be clear. Although I went around in a circle that was absolutely super troublesome for myself, I was able to derive the final answer from this, and I was able to complete an excellent calculation.

"That is, .... Because you're a writer. So, from the moment you think you appeared, you entered the bad-end route, right? Because, you are a writer, not a protagonist!"

That's right, Yi Duyan is a writer.

Not the main character!

Whether it's reality, or fiction. If you want to achieve an impossible thing, you can't do it without the protagonist.

It's easy to change everything.

Being able to rely on the so-called hard work, the so-called struggle, and the so-called belief can change the direction of the world.

That's something that only the protagonist can do.

The privilege of being subordinate to the protagonist, that is, the existence of the protagonist's aura.

Even in this era of self-deception, which advocates the spirit of ownership, everyone is the protagonist of their own life. The vast majority of people inevitably become supporting characters who decorate the existence of the real protagonist.

And, in this reality that wants to save the world. In addition to being a high school student, I, Yi Duyan. Does not meet any of the three main conditions to become a protagonist.

If you want to become the protagonist, you must at least have the luck against the sky.

Apparently I didn't have it at all.

And then, I'm just a "special" person. has the talent of a writer.,A childhood sweetheart and girlfriend with a family background.,And a partner you can trust.。 No matter how you look at it, it can be regarded as a cash charge. That's why I'm not the main character.

Because I'm not ordinary.

To satisfy human self-satisfaction.

Defeat the strong with the weak and experience all kinds of unusual events as ordinary people. Relying on the luck of the sky and the belief of 5 cents, whether it is immortality, the number one in the world, or saving the world, it is easy to show you. After all, it's not fun to have someone who has everything do this.

Only the gap in identity, the untouchable forbiddenness, can fill the void called ordinary in the human heart.

So, to say that he is just an ordinary high school student's bastard, there is no ordinary one. Ordinary high school students wouldn't admit that they were ordinary.

It is always said that character is everything.

I am an absolute believer in this truth.

After all, it's impossible to create something out of thin air. Just like the vast majority of ancient mythical beasts are actually a combination of multiple existing animals. Therefore, in order to be able to highlight the difficulty of cultivation, those protagonists have to endure the pain of recasting their bodies, burning their bodies in flames, and dying at every turn. I definitely don't have that kind of tenacious "martial arts spirit", and I'm not M.

I'm just a bit of a "special" person, I'm angry, I'm crazy, I'm miserable, and I'm selfish at the same time.

I'm a normal person, not a good person. The possibility of even saving the enemy will not appear in me at all.

I'm sure no one knows all of this better than I do, and because of that, I can't save the girl I like.

In the end, I'm just a delusional, a bit of a "special" human being.

So, when I was in junior high school, I cast a spell on myself, a spell that would make me the main character.

And now, the magic has been broken.

"We are inhuman things, not of the future, not of the past. Just do what you want... And in the world, everything is due to people's wishes. ”

"If you hadn't wished, this narrow room would have disappeared long ago. ”

"You really don't have any wishes, Yi Duyan. ”