Chapter 45: If you start at the beginning, thank you for your support
Mo Ran, who had been injected, slowly stopped hurting in his stomach, lying on the operating table, watching Qiu Yixian walk in with a sigh, and couldn't help asking: "Doctor Qiu, is there something wrong with the child?" Please, help me keep him, you promised me." ”
Qiu Yixian nodded: "Just now I took the operation sheet out to sign for Mr. Liang, he asked me to take the child away from you without telling you, just say that it was a natural abortion, but I really can't do it, I want to tell you a good one, after all, as an obstetrician, I have no right to deprive you of your right to be a mother, although from the position of a friend, I don't approve of you keeping this child." ”
Mo Ran's tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes, and a bleak smile appeared on his face: "It turns out that he didn't drink the chapter that night, he remembers everything, because he is afraid that this child is his, so he has to do such a ruthless thing, right? All his love for me probably stems from the guilt of killing my biological mother, right?
"Mo Ran, although I don't understand what you're talking about, Mr. Liang, maybe he has his own considerations, he still cares about you very much, I can see it. Qiu Yixian said.
"The kindness of the people of the Purdue world that comes from guilt is what he did to me, isn't it?" Mo Ran had a self-deprecating smile on the corner of his mouth.
"Mo Ran, I follow your advice, what do you want to do?" Qiu Yixian asked her.
Mo Ran sat up from the operating table, tears reflected the lights of the entire operating room: "Who is my relative and who is my enemy, I can't tell clearly, but I know one thing, this life in my belly must be my relative, and it is also my only relative in this world, I will never give up on him, never give up!"
Qiu Yixian patted her on the shoulder, and said in distress: "Then you take a rest here first, there is another operation inside, I'll go and see it first." ”
Mo Ran nodded, watching him pass through the back door and enter another operating room.
She sat on the operating table for a while, got down with her shoes on, and walked out.
Lao Liang, who was sitting on the chair, stood up suddenly, and reached out to help him with an anxious face, but Mo Ran avoided his hand and leaned against the railing by the wall.
"Mo Ran, is it all right? Isn't it painful? Why did you come out after a while? Sit down and rest for a while, Doctor Qiu?" asked Lao Liang hurriedly.
Mo Ran looked at the familiar and still very kind face, and tears blurred his eyes again: "Mr. Liang, what kind of mentality have you used to interact with me all these years? And why did you propose to me at this time? Is it so urgent to give your child a name? Now that I have the opportunity to take it off, it doesn't matter if I accept the ring or not, right?"
Lao Liang's hand stopped in mid-air, with an expression of disbelief: "Mo Ran, what do you mean?
"Liang Jingtian, don't act anymore, your acting skills are no worse than Xu Haichang, you are all the same, acting in front of me for a purpose that I can't let me know, Xu Haichang is for money, why are you? For the sake of your conscience? Because of the condemnation of conscience, do you want to do this?" Mo Ran leaned against the wall and cried bitterly.
"Mo Ran, is the child okay now?" asked Lao Liang.
"Don't worry about you, I don't have to worry about my business in the future, I don't want to see you again until I figure out that old thing. Mo Ran walked out.
Lao Liang grabbed her.
"Let go. Mo Ran's cold eyes stared at him.
"Mo Ran, if you sentence me to death, you have to give me a reason, and I don't accept this kind of unclear reason for leaving me. Lao Liang didn't let go at all.
"Unclear reasons, then what reason do you have to decide the fate of my child privately?" you have given you a clear reason!" Mo Ran asked angrily.
"Yes, it's my fault, I ignored your desire to be a mother because of you, I can change my mistakes, don't you? Why do you treat me with such an attitude?" Lao Liang's tone was gentle, but he was very stubborn.
"I'm tired and want to go back to rest, you can do it yourself. Mo Ran said coldly, breaking free of his hand.
"I understood what you just said, this child is mine? Since it is mine, why do you hide it from me? Are you afraid that I will be irresponsible? Mo Ran, if this is the case, then I am really disappointed, I have known you for more than 20 years, do I give you the impression of being irresponsible?" Lao Liang's question was a little decadent and disappointed.
"Then let me ask you, who killed my mother?How did my father get into prison?How did I become an orphan?" Mo Ran couldn't leave, sat on a chair by the wall and questioned him.
"Mo Ran, a definite life experience is not helpful to your current situation, I will tell you the original thing, what you have to do now is to stabilize your emotions, and don't be swayed by the thoughts you have figured out in your heart and do unreasonable things!" Lao Liang looked worried.
Mo Ran smiled bitterly: "Isn't it difficult to say that I will be mentally ill? Isn't this the reason why you don't want this child? Because his mother is mentally ill, this child has no value of being born, this is what you think in your heart, right?"
"Mo Ran, don't impose your own ideas on others, I taught you about this when you were three years old. Lao Liang's words blurted out.
Mo Ran was so emotional that he didn't pay attention to the inappropriateness in his words, and screamed: "Then you tell me, you should have a hundred times and a hundred occasions to propose to me, why didn't you do it, you would rather carry the ring in your pocket for more than ten years without opening your mouth, but you were willing to propose to me when you learned that I was pregnant, you obviously remember the events of that night, so you suspect that this child is yours, so you have the courage to speak, right?"
"Mo Ran, where did you come from so many fallacies? I told you the reason why I didn't dare to speak, because I was afraid that you would refuse, and I was afraid that you would leave me because of this, because in the past ten or twenty years, you have never shown me the same love as you did for Xu Haichang, I am afraid that you will only regard you as your brother or father, and the result of my rash opening will scare you and keep you away from me. I didn't want to see that happen, so I didn't dare to speak. Is that clear enough?"
Lao Liang explained clearly word by word.
Mo Ran covered his ears and chose not to listen.
"Mo Ran, go home, I'll tell you that the whole story of the kidnapping case is not what you imagined, your mother she, she ......" Lao Liang was interrupted by Qiu Yixian's abrupt cry before he finished speaking.
Lao Liang glanced at him with some reproach.
"Mo Ran, Mr. Liang is also for your good, aren't you losing your temper at him?" Qiu Yixian said in a fuss.
"Doctor Qiu, I'm still a little uncomfortable, I don't want to go back now, please find a bed, I want to be hospitalized." Mo Ran said to Qiu Yixian.
"Oh, it's hard to find a bed now, you know, the bed in the Harmony obstetrics department is always tight, so let's do it, I don't worry about you going home anyway, just live in my duty room first, it's also very comfortable there, I'll take you there." Qiu Yixian looked at Lao Liang's face and said to Mo Ran cautiously.
Mo Ran nodded: "Then it's troublesome for you." With that, he got up and followed Qiu Yixian towards the end of the corridor.
Qiu Yixian turned around and made a waiting gesture towards Lao Liang, Lao Liang nodded and waved his hand, but his feet involuntarily moved towards the place where they left.
Qiu Yixian took Mo Ran to the duty room, helped her to lie down on the bed, took a book from the bedside and handed it to her, and said with a smile: "It's better to read the book, now these electronic products are too free, there are more rumors than facts, I can't believe it." ”
Mo Ran stared straight at the photo of Qiu Yixian and his wife on the bedside table.
Qiu Yixian saw that she didn't answer the book, followed her eyes, sighed, picked up the group photo frame, stretched out his sleeve and wiped it: "We took it when we went to Huangshan, and at that time we agreed to go every autumn on her birthday, and we had to take a group photo in the same place.
Unfortunately, I only went this time, and the next year because I had to work overtime and had to delay for a day, she lost her temper, yelled at me, came to the hospital, went to Director Liao's office and made a big noise, scolded her for unfair distribution, and bullied me as a newcomer.
At that time, I had just been transferred from the hospital below, and I was almost fired from the hospital because of this incident, and if it weren't for Dr. Liao's efforts to protect me, I still don't know where to worry about three meals a day. ”
"Your wife and her, because she loves you too much, she is so afraid of losing you, because this will be too demanding on you, is she willing, after all, a doctor of medicine and a junior high school graduate are too far apart, and your three views are also very inconsistent, right?" Mo Ran felt sad, thinking of himself and Xu Haichang, there was some resonance in his heart, and the relationship between Shen and Qiu Yiming seemed to be closer.
"Mo Ran, you are a master of playing stocks, right? You must have a deep study of high-performance stocks, right? I have always had a delusion, although I have never said it to others, but in my heart, whenever Cuiling has a hysterical attack, I will think, she may not love me, but just bought a stock with her own eyes, fortunately, my stock has great potential, has risen to the height she once thought, she wants to give up but is unwilling, so she can only find a way to trap me, and she will eat me for the rest of her life. ”
Qiu Yixian said slowly, with a sad glint in his eyes that Mo Ran couldn't understand.
Mo Ran cleared his throat, feeling that something was wrong, but he couldn't tell what was wrong for a while.
A figure shook on the glass door of the duty room, Mo Ran's body trembled, and a trembling voice said to Qiu Yixian: "Please, let him go away." ”
Qiu Yixian looked at the glass door and smiled: "Mr. Liang, he really cares about you, you don't always have a child's temper." ”
Mo Ran sucked his nose: "Doctor Qiu, I have already burdened him too much, I owe him too much, I don't want to continue like this, you say that I am selfish or unreasonable, I just want to find out what happened to me now, why Lao Liang has been spoiling me like this for more than ten years, but he has been lying to me for more than ten years." We have known each other for more than 20 years, and I am honest with him, but there are still many secrets in him that I have never known, if it were not for the appearance of my so-called biological father that year, maybe he would still continue to deceive, right?
I really don't want to live in a lie anymore, my ex-husband's lie makes my heart palpitate, and I don't want to go through that kind of despair again. ”
Qiu Yixian shrugged his shoulders: "You decide your own affairs, no matter how you decide, I respect your opinion." ”
"Thank you. Mo Ran said gratefully.
Qiu Yixian measured her blood sugar again, and the value was a little high, so he took out a thin blanket from the cabinet and covered her body, and said with a smile: "Have a good rest, I'll go out and talk to Mr. Liang, I always feel that as long as you communicate well, everything will definitely have a good result." It's a pity that my wife is a person who can't communicate, otherwise she wouldn't have ended up like this. ”
Mo Ran was covered with a thin blanket, a good fragrance wafted into his nose, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but show a light smile: "Doctor Qiu, do you like joy too?" I thought I liked this kind of perfume, Lao Liang always said that my nose was out of order to like this kind of fragrant thing, he has been rubbing the simplest cologne, I don't like that smell, it is not as good as the smell of shower gel. ”
My favorite is this perfume, which was originally bought for Cui Ling, but she scolded the dog blood sprinkler, saying that it is better to buy more fish and meat and eat a few more meals with that money, no way, it doesn't make sense, I don't have other friends of the opposite sex, and I am afraid that they will misunderstand when I send my colleagues, so I have to put it in the cabinet as incense for smoked clothes. ”
Qiu Yixian smiled helplessly.
Mo Ran laughed: "It's such an expensive incense, I think this kind of perfume is expensive." You used it as incense. ”
"Shall I give it to you? First of all, this doesn't mean anything else, I just don't want to destroy the heavens. Qiu Yixian took out the perfume from the cabinet and put it on the bedside table.
"You're welcome, then. Mo Ran said.
"It's nice to meet a friend who smells like you and make the most of it. Qiu Yixian winked at her: "Hurry up and go to sleep, it's not too early." ”
Mo Ran nodded, snuggled up to the flavor he liked, and closed his eyes.
Qiu Yixian walked out, and Lao Liang leaned against the wall opposite the duty room, his fingers pinching his forehead, his face painful.
"Mr. Liang, go back to the ward, you haven't recovered yet, you should rest well, Mo Ran has me here, you just have to rest assured." Qiu Yixian said earnestly.
"Director Qiu, I always like to be straight to the point and straightforward, didn't you say that you could take the child out without Mo Ran's knowledge, why would she know?"
"Mr. Liang, you sit down first. Qiu Yixian pulled Lao Liang out of the duty room and sat down in the office room.
Lao Liang looked at him silently, waiting for his answer.
"Mr. Liang, whether you treat me as a friend or not, I treat you as a friend, things are different from what I thought, Mo Ran lied to me, she originally told me that the child was her ex-husband's, so I will persuade you to promise her to take the child on the grounds of Mo Ran's health. And what I said about the danger she brought to herself by giving birth to a child is real, lying that you are a grandson.
She told me on and off about some of the things she had with her ex-husband, and to be honest, I didn't approve of her risking her life to give birth to a scum offspring, which was an endless amount of trouble.
But when I went in, Mo Ran suddenly told me that this child may be yours, because she had slept with you, so I hesitated, I felt that I should keep the child, originally I had the injection in my hand, but I hesitated because of her words, so that she saw the flaw, I really had no way to admit that I was selfish and wanted to take away her child.
Mr. Liang, I really didn't mention it to her, we discussed it, please believe me. ”
Qiu Yixian said sincerely.
After listening to him, Lao Liang's eyes flickered, and his lips pursed: "This Mo Ran, why don't you tell me the truth, I will say that I must have done something that night." ”
"Mr. Liang, it's my fault, I apologize to you. Qiu Yixian stood up and bowed deeply to Lao Liang.
"It's not your fault, you are not very familiar with Mo Ran, how could she believe that it was you who made the decision to take out her child, it is normal for her to suspect me. Lao Liang smiled bitterly.
"Mr. Liang, look, I'm in trouble for you. Qiu Yixian said apologetically.
"It's my own problem, I don't blame you. Mo Ran, how are you now?" Lao Liang waved his hand at him, stopped him from apologizing again, and asked about Mo Ran's situation.
"Because of the mood swings, the blood sugar level is a little high, but it's not a big deal, don't worry, I'll watch her." Qiu Yixian replied.
"I'm really bothering you, Director Qiu. Lao Liang got up and stretched out his hand to him, Qiu Yixian was a little flattered, and hurriedly held his hand with both hands and shook it tightly.
"Can I go in and see her?" Lao Liang looked towards the duty room at the end.
"Her mood has just stabilized, so don't stimulate her, just go back to the ward and I'll explain it to her." Qiu Yixian said with a smile.
Lao Liang sighed, glanced at the duty room a few more times, and then slowly paced to the elevator room.
Qiu Yixian looked at his disappearing back, and a smug smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
……
Mo Ran woke up, it was already early in the morning, Qiu Yixian was sitting at his desk looking at the video, and there was a bowl of steaming noodles and a few side dishes on the bedside table.
"Dr. Qiu, I'm delaying you from going to work. Mo Ran got up, rubbed his eyes and smiled.
Qiu Yixian turned his head to look at her and gave her a thumbs up: "Good complexion, I slept well this night." ”
"It's really strange, I thought I would not sleep well, and I would have those dreams that made me feel short of breath, but I didn't do it!" Mo Ran, who had a good night's sleep, was in a better mood and had a smile on his face.
"The main thing is that I am a professional by your side, you are relaxed, and you don't have to worry about the children going wrong, so you will sleep well, which is the scientific explanation. Qiu Yixian said with a smile.
"Then I'll think about going to the hospital. Mo Ran said.
"That's not true, the apartment I rented you has two bedrooms, and I can move in with you and be your full-time doctor, and of course, the fee will be very expensive. Qiu Yixian laughed and said, seeing that Mo Ran's expression was a little sneering, he said again: "Just kidding, you want me to live, I don't dare yet, I am afraid that Mr. Liang will treat me as a rival in love and destroy me, that kind of commercial predator, I can't afford to be a little doctor." ”
"Then you can live in, he has no right to take care of my business. Mo Ran said persistently.
"Okay, don't be poor with you, I should go to the ward rounds, you hurry up and have breakfast, I'll send you home after I'm done, don't go to work today, rest at home for a day, and go back when the situation is stable." Qiu Yixian picked up the video on the table, told her, and walked out.
Mo Ran finished breakfast, saw that Qiu Yixian did not come back, washed up a little, walked out of the duty room, and came to the small garden under the hospital for a walk.
Although it was early in the morning, the hospital had not yet gone to work, but it was already a busy scene, with ambulances honking in and out, and anxious-looking people coming and going.
Mo Ran sat on the chair by the flowers, looking at this busy scene in a daze, and slowly began to feel sad in his heart, not knowing whether he was wrong or right for Lao Liang like this.
Should a person who has turned herself into an orphan be her support in this life?
Should she believe Lao Liang's words or those news reports from more than 20 years ago?
She remembered that Lao Liang told her that it is a kind of happiness to be deceived for a lifetime, but unfortunately no one can be deceived for a lifetime, and there is no secret that can be kept for a lifetime.
"Mo Ran, have you read those reports?" a hoarse question sounded behind her.
Mo Ran turned his head and saw the man with a scar on his face that he saw at the door of the company yesterday.
"You say you're my father?" Mo Ran narrowed his eyes and asked in a low voice.
The man nodded: "My name is Sun Quanan, I am a farmer, I work as a security guard in the company opened by your mother, once your mother worked overtime until late at night, and when she walked out of the company, she was robbed by a gangster, I desperately saved her, and since then she has secretly promised to fall in love with me."
And I knew that I was a vulgar country man who was not worthy of your mother, so I refused to let her make our relationship public, and I thought to myself, as long as your mother can meet a better man, I will not stop her from pursuing her life......"
"You're great. Mo Ran sighed.
"Mo Ran, you haven't really loved someone, have you? If you really love someone, you won't say that, you can do anything for her, and you won't feel embarrassed. It doesn't feel wrong. Sun Quanan said.
"Are you sure you're your daughter?" Mo Ran looked at him coldly, in a skeptical tone.
"Mo Ran, I was framed by Liang Boren and sat in prison for 20 years, and I have been investigating this matter since I was released from prison last year, it won't be wrong, you are my and Mu Jin's daughter Jinquan!
"I don't believe it. Mo Ran said.
"Mo Ran, if you don't believe it, let's make a comparison now, I believe that the appraiser will give us an accurate answer, and then you will believe my words. The man said.
Mo Ran looked at the laboratory not far from the hospital, and stretched out his finger: "Just go there, how about it?"
"Let's go, my little Jinquan, Dad really didn't lie to you. The man wept.
Mo Ran got up and walked towards the outside of the hospital.
……
Lao Liang looked at the empty bed in the duty room, his eyes were gloomy, his face was gloomy, his face was terrible, Qiu Yixian was sweating on his forehead, and said in a dumb voice: "Mr. Liang will be fine, I want to Mo Ran, she just feels bored and wants to go out for a walk." ”
"Have you been walking for three hours?" Lao Liang held Mo Ran's mobile phone in his hand and asked slowly, the slower the speed of his speech, the more angry he was in his heart.
Song Lianmin rushed into the duty room, and before he could say hello, he asked breathlessly: "Mr. Liang, what's so urgent?"
"Help me find my little Mo Ran, how much does it cost you speak, if someone touches one of her hairs, I want him to die, if you want to die, you take my life." Lao Liang said in a deep voice.