The hateful cold really came, Chenzi put on a mask, the sky was darker today, and the thick clouds were so low that they almost pressed on top of people's heads, this busy city was always so crowded, on the bus, Chenzi, who was thin and weak, was almost squeezed, but fortunately she was helped from behind, she turned around, Chu Xizhe's cold eyes were staring at her delicate face.

She was a little excited: "Roundworm, you also take the bus?"

"I want to make two things clear to you: first, I am not a roundworm, and second, I have no money to take a taxi. So I'm on the bus!"

Chu Xizhe lowered his voice and kept it in a tone that only he and Chenzi could hear, but Chenzi called out idiotically: "But if you don't tell me what your name is, I have to call you a roundworm." ”

The eyes of the whole car were attracted by Chenzi's voice, as if swept by thousands of spotlights, Chu Xizhe, the handsome roundworm, stared at Chenzi's smug expression, his teeth were itching, Chenzi was very proud, she wanted to hum, you bed bug, you always put on a stinky face, now I think you are still cool.

After getting out of the car, the sky was sparse and snowflakes were falling, Chu Xizhe walked forward in the snow wind with his guitar on his back, ignoring Chenzi calling his name behind him, until the scarf was blown off by the strong wind and floated to Chenzi's body who fainted on the side of the road, Chu Xizhe saw the silly girl lying stupidly on the cold floor, and his heart suddenly felt like he had been cut with a knife, and his heart was painful.

Chenzi seemed to have slept for a long time, and after she slowly woke up, Chu Xizhe's frowning sword eyebrows finally relaxed, staring at his good-looking side face, Chenzi smiled obsessively: "You are so handsome." ”

"You like me?"

Chu Xizhe gently covered her hand, and his voice suddenly became gentle: "If you like me, be brave and get better, I'll wait for you to accompany me to see the ninth meteor." ”

Chenzi was stupid, she thought she was dreaming, Chu Xizhe's piece of ice, how could it suddenly melt, his gentleness came so suddenly, she was a little caught off guard, but she had no strength to refuse.

Many times, Chenzi would be stupid and think stupidly, what a wonderful thing it would be if Chu Xizhe would accompany him like this for the rest of his life.

But she knew very well that all this would only be a fantasy.

Because fate destined her not to be worthy of love, she was not worthy of love, and at the age of eighteen, she was facing withering.

At this time, Chu Xizhe said that he liked her, and his love came inexplicably, like a silent demon, which came to her head without warning.

In the snow in Beijing, he began to learn to accompany her to the shopping mall, accompany her to step on the snow, accompany her to visit Xiangshan and climb the Great Wall, Badaling is he climbed up with her step by step, she is as light as a cat, but he is still sweating on the top of the slope, and his face is as white as paper.

The two people lay on their sides on the cold green bricks, looking at each other stupidly, for a long time, looking at each other for ten thousand years, and then, laughing, laughing tears flying, in laughter and tears, the two pale hands, have been silently shaken.

Chu Xizhe gently played his old guitar, or the song that he had sung countless times, the song he had made up and sang, the low and hoarse singing voice slowly drifted across the cold and silent snowy sky, Chenzi's face was leaning on his shoulder, a pair of big eyes were shining, and under the long eyelashes, the pair of black and white star pupils shot a strange brilliance in this dark world.

She asked him why he didn't go to the talent show when he sang so well?

He closed his eyes: "This song is called "The Ninth Star", to commemorate my lost love, to pay tribute to my departed her. ”

Chenzi's body shook.

She later learned that the boy next to her had an unforgettable love, but unfortunately his girl was killed in a car accident under the subway, in order to miss her, he wrote a love song by himself, and every time the girl died, he would go to the place where the accident happened to sing for her, so he would meet Chenzi.

Chenzi felt bitter in her heart: roundworm, if one day I am gone, will you miss me as much as you think of her?

After a week of snow, the sky finally cleared, Chu Xizhe wiped the bloodshot from the corner of his mouth with a tissue, beat his spirits, locked the battery car, and took off the breakfast he had just bought from the front of the car.

Chenzi looks good today, the cold has improved a little, the whole little face is ruddy, seeing the delicious buns, I can't wait to pick up one and take a bite, the tip of my tongue is scalded by the hot soup, so hot that her tears fall down, Chu Xizhe hurriedly helped her blow, in that cool breath, Chenzi smelled a trace of blood, she stared at the handsome face between breaths in a daze, gently, leaned up.

Chu Xizhe held her face and said gently: "Little fool, eat slowly, and accompany me to a place after eating." ”

Chenzi's face flew up a cloud, feeling hot, she said: "I don't want to go anywhere, roundworm, promise me, we won't go anywhere today, will you stay with me?"

As he spoke, tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes, and he reached out and wrapped his arms around his waist.

Can you accompany me, can you accompany me, I escaped from everything, escaped from reincarnation, just to meet you here, the boy in my life, in my limited life, can you accompany me through the last days?

Chu Xizhe smiled and took her hand away, gently coaxed her to finish the rest of the breakfast, and wiped away her tears.

Then he took her to a recording studio and recorded the song for her when they first met, and he said fool, live well, live together to see the ninth shooting star that crossed by, hold hands together, and walk through this splendor.

Chenzi finally lay in the hospital bed, and her parents also heard the news from the south, and in the hospital, they hugged their heads and suffered from their daughter, who had been away from home for a long time.

Their daughter knew she was terminally ill and her days were numbered, so she fled on her own.

This eighteen-year-old child, in the final collapse of the hospital bed in the second, those beautiful big eyes can no longer see anything, not why, just because she suffered from eye cancer, the disease is blinding and fatal, Chenzi lies like this, but it is more uncomfortable than death, she has just met her own happiness, but the disease ruthlessly takes away all this, from then on, she can no longer see the handsome face of the roundworm, and she will die slowly, and leave the roundworm alone to suffer in the world, thinking of these, she is in pain.

And her roundworm was covering her face outside the ward, sobbing in pain.

When she fainted last time, he took her to the hospital, where doctors diagnosed her with eye cancer, which had no choice but to change the cornea.

He knew that she liked him, and in order to make her happy in the last days, he pretended to be in love with her, and now, she finally fell, but his heart did not have a sense of relief, and he finally fell to the ground with the growing pain......

Chenzi opened her eyes a month after the cornea transplant operation, and the first thing she saw was Chu Xizhe's dashing handwriting: "Stupid girl, do you know what the real ninth meteor is, that is, the soul of the person who loves you, who will always be with you, in your world." ”

"Roundworm, roundworm, Chu Xizhe, you big fool, where are you, get out of here. ”

Morning Zi hissed and shouted the man's name.

Chu Xizhe is gone, congenital heart disease, he went silently, and donated a pair of his corneas before leaving, and the beneficiary is the only Chenzi he owes in this life.

That night, the melodious sound of the guitar sounded mournfully, the girl who would never be happy again, staring at the eyebrows, the sky, there was a meteor just crossing, reflecting her eyes brightly, from then on, she was not called Chenzi, she only had one name.

That is: cold howling!

"A girl who has lost her lover and finally chooses to be a killer, do you hate this society?"

Staring at Leng Xiao's face that was hidden by the cold, I asked such a sentence.

I didn't expect this killer girl to have such an unforgettable emotional experience, maybe she had experienced the warmth of the world, but the ruthless fate took away her short-lived warmth.

A person who has lost her warmth, she has only hatred and pain left in her heart.

And because of these pains, the killing begins, it is a kind of killing without purpose, it has nothing to do with hatred or hatred, the killer kills for the sake of killing, and the dead also die for the sake of death, so when you go into the inner world of a killer, you will find that their hearts are actually cold.

This kind of coldness is a kind of despair, like a lifeless cemetery, in which only the souls of the dead live.

Leng Xiao said: "I don't hate society, I only hate fate, I choose to be a killer, I just want to choose the right way to die for people in this world." ”

"Hahaha, I'll give you full marks for this explanation...... Is the correct way to die, in your opinion, to be killed by you?"

I was amused by the cold whisper, a killer, who actually chose the way of death for the people they killed, and this reason was so high-sounding.

I really can't understand why they are so reasonable.

Leng Xiao nodded, and said slowly: "Once the people who are chosen, they are more or less people who have violated the ban, this kind of person, there is only one result waiting for them, and that is death...... It is only through the execution of the Judges that they can ascend smoothly to Heaven, so we are not destroying them, but helping them ......"

"So, you're also a judge?"

Listening to her say the word "Inquisitor", I suddenly felt that this was an opportunity, it was rare for a female killer to be able to talk about her own affairs, and I thought that I should seize the opportunity to chase after her and ask all the secrets she hid, maybe it would be helpful for me in this case.

Leng Xiao said: "Each of us is a judge, including yourself...... The difference is that you are judging someone else, and the person who will take your life in the future will come and execute your judgment. ”

Leng Xiao seemed to know that I was going to ask her, so she gave me a look to talk about other things.

I smiled, "If I say that my fate is only to be judged by you, would you like to take this task?"

"Hey, uncle, as soon as you are free, you will flirt with your sister and hand over your life to someone else for judgment, so numb. ”

Leng Xiao didn't answer, at this time Qin Mengmeng's voice sounded at the gate, I turned my face and saw Qin Mengmeng and Aunt Yao standing at the door with big bags and small bags, as if they were moving.

I was a little surprised and asked, "Auntie, Mengmeng, what are you ......?"

"Xiao Wu, come and help Auntie bring things in, I heard that you have changed to a big house, or this sea-view room in Auntie's photo, it just so happens that my granddaughter has a place to live...... It just so happens that you have a spacious place and a sea view, so my granddaughter will eat and drink here in the future. ”

Aunt Yao said something that I couldn't refute, and at this time, Ling'er also came in and said to me: "Brother-in-law, Sister Mengmeng is very interesting, you can leave her behind." ”