Chapter 236: Demons

Mu Zhan's eyes never avoided me from beginning to end, I am not a person who can be emotional on major issues of right and wrong, but judging from the micro-expression, either he really hasn't done it, or he has a strong self and is not disturbed by the outside world.

If it's the latter, it's going to be very tricky.

He seemed to see my thoughts, and pursed the corners of his mouth in relief: "I don't want the third person to know about this matter yet." ”

I glanced at the principal and Linda, who exchanged glances and walked out of the office.

"Don't waste time. "I was still standing, motionless.

He also stood in front of me, and told me a story that I could not see in the light of day.

"You should be familiar with Kerr, her personality slowly changed after entering the school, until she became cheerful, even able to sing on stage, and had a good relationship with her classmates, which are described in her growth file.

But two months ago, I noticed that she suddenly liked to be alone, didn't laugh as much as she used to, and even missed rehearsals for performances where she was never late. Because of her hearing impairment, she worked harder than others in singing, which was well known to her music teacher and choir classmates.

I asked the life teacher to ask her about it, but she said that she was fine, but she was a little unwell.

At that time, we thought that she was in a bad mood caused by the girl's physical discomfort during her menstrual period, after all, she was only twelve years old and may not be used to it.

But she has been in this state for more than half a month, and as a class teacher, I have also considered whether she has a boy she likes.

Unexpectedly, just as I was about to talk to her, she took the initiative to write me a note, saying that she would wait for me in the classroom after school.

I came to the classroom after my classmates had left, and sure enough, Kerr was the only one left......"

Mu Zhan deserves to have minored in psychology, and the details of his narration are very detailed, and with my sensitivity to words, I can almost present the scene at that time.

……

"Ke'er, it just so happens that Teacher Mu has a book to give you, did you see it when you sent your homework?

The girl had her speech function affected by her poor hearing, but she struggled but said seriously, "Thank you, Mr. Mu." ”

"Well, the teacher will give you a small stove first, okay? Let's talk about this book. "Mu Zhan knows how to get along with his students, and he makes a great start.

In the process of communication, Ke'er's heart gradually opened, although she left a note, but at the beginning of the meeting, she was still not fully prepared, which Mu Zhan knew very well.

When the last page of the book was closed, the girl stared at the back cover and opened her mouth with great determination: "Teacher Mu, I want to drop out." ”

Mu Zhan didn't make any surprised or blamed expressions, and kept his usual gentleness to ask her why.

Kerr didn't answer, her eyes still on the back cover of the book.

"Do you want to find your rose?" Mu Zhan tried to use the bridge in the book to open her heart knot.

Ke'er shook her head.

"You know it's not easy to drop out, and if you don't give me a reason to convince me, I can't help you apply to the school. If you still regard Mr. Mu as a trustworthy friend, tell me the reason, and I will help you as much as possible. Okay?" Mu Zhanxiao said with affection.

After all, she is still a lonely and helpless child, and under such care, the weak girl has tears in her eyes: "Teacher Mu, I ......"

As she spoke, she actually took Mu Zhan's hand and pressed it on her lower abdomen.

Mu Zhan, who should have refused, was so shocked by the strangeness he felt under his palm and through his clothes that he forgot to react.

I know that the school attaches great importance to the physiological education of these students, and it is impossible for Kerr not to know what is wrong with her.

"Why didn't you tell the teacher earlier?" Mu Zhan finally couldn't keep calm anymore. However, the emotions he conveyed were more heartache, not that he was not angry, but that he deliberately hid it, just for fear of affecting Ke'er, or rather, for fear of scaring her.

……

"Because it was winter, the children were dressed more bloated, and many girls were poor and afraid of the cold, so we didn't notice the change. This is indeed a dereliction of duty on my part as a class teacher. At that time, I felt her belly, about five or six months old, and I could feel the fetal movement. When Mu Zhan said this, he still didn't avoid my gaze, but his emotions were a few more heavy than before.

People have self-protection mechanisms, like doctors and policemen, they need to face the challenges of death and evil on a regular basis, and in this situation, ruthlessness and indifference are their best armor to find balance in this negative energy field.

In the same way, most of the children they face have had unfortunate experiences, and they need to understand each child's past, remember their files, and help them get out of the dark area of their hearts, which determines that they cannot completely rely on the power of "love" most of the time, but must use scientific means to treat.

So in a sense, they are also "doctors", and they are not under any less pressure than they are directly facing death. Therefore, Mu Zhan has such mood swings, which shows that he is also greatly touched.

Mu Zhan continued: "Ke'er said that her menstrual period has always been inaccurate, sometimes it will drag on for a long time, she asked the physiology teacher before, and the teacher said that girls may not be allowed in the first year or two, so she didn't doubt it anymore. But this time, she was scared. Because before that, something 'bad' had happened. At this time, she didn't dare to say it.

It dragged on until she felt 'something moving in her belly', and she remembered what the teacher had said that babies first slept in their mother's womb. ”

Mu Zhan's voice stopped, leaving me time to digest.

"Who?" I almost stiffened my masseter muscles.

She didn't say. Mu Zhan's eyebrows twisted.

"But you know for sure. I asked.

Mu Zhan, who had never avoided my gaze, turned his head to the side at this time.

"I was so engrossed in Kerr that I didn't notice that someone was filming it all through the glass window in the hallway outside the classroom. That angle can be understood as me touching Kerr's lower body. Mu Zhan slowly closed his eyes and stabilized his mind with an imperceptible deep breath.

I remembered the photos circulating on the Internet, although Kerr's face was blurred, Mu Zhan's side face was not: "In order to comfort Kerr, you also hugged her?"

"She hugged me first, and if there's a video, that's all for that. But that person had only sent me photos, and there were only photos online. Mu Zhan opened his eyes and looked at me again.

"So, he chose to expose you because he couldn't blackmail you?" I continued to reason.

"No, he succeeded in blackmailing. Mu Zhan's answer completely disrupted the events I had originally conceived.

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