Chapter 108 Girl's Feelings

1．

With the gradual increase in the number of motorcycles on campus, the motorcycle storm at Toyama Middle School that was set off in the spring gradually subsided.

The campus was quiet, and life in the spring slowly returned to its days of routine and routine.

As the weather gets colder, there are heating stoves in offices, classrooms, and single dorms in the spring. When the weather is cold, people are too lazy to move. In the spring, I lived a three-point and one-line life every day, dormitories, offices, and studios, and occasionally went around the classroom to check the order of the students in the class and the learning situation of the students.

After the evening self-study is over, it is not yet time for students to take a break and check their accommodation. In the spring, he squatted by the fire in the dormitory, smoking and roasting the fire.

Suddenly, a few gentle knocks on the door caught Spring's attention, and he hurriedly stood up and opened the door. Spring knows that this kind of cautious knocking on the door is definitely not a figure like Wu Xiaozhi, these people have always kicked with their feet when they enter the spring house, and they have never knocked on the door.

Spring opened the door, and a girl stood in the shadow of the light. Tall figure, delicate face, short ear-length hair fashionable for female students, and a moon-white knee-length cotton wool coat.

"Huh, Fangzi, why are you?Is something happening in the dormitory?" Spring recognized the girl standing in the shadows as Liu Xiaofang, a student in her class, who served as the head of the girls' dormitory. Her classmates affectionately call her "Yoshiko", and she sometimes follows in the spring.

"Teacher Chun!" Liu Xiaofang took a small step forward shyly, and the whole person was shrouded in the dim light at the door.

Liu Xiaofang raised her low-hanging red face, glanced at Spring, and stretched out her right hand hidden behind her: "Teacher Chun, give!"

Spring looked puzzled, and involuntarily reached out and took the things handed over by Liu Xiaofang.

Liu Xiaofang handed the things in her hand to Spring, grinned and turned around and ran into the darkness.

In the dim light, Spring lowered his head and saw clearly what was in his hand, which turned out to be a pack of hardcover "Red Big Chicken" cigarettes.

Spring was stunned, and didn't figure out what kind of medicine Liu Xiaofang was selling in the gourd for a while, shook his head with a smile, and turned around and entered the house.

2．

Squatting in front of the stove, Spring repeatedly looked at the cigarette in his hand.

After thinking about it for a while, Spring suddenly realized that this box of cigarettes may not be as simple as he thought at first.

Liu Xiaofang was the tallest in the spring class, with a height of nearly 1.7 meters, and sat in the last row of the classroom. The physical development is also relatively early, and the characteristics of an adult woman are already there. Behaves like a little adult.,Get along with your classmates very well.,Prestige is very high among female classmates.,It's a girl with relatively mature physical and psychological development.。 Spring took a fancy to Liu Xiaofang's maturity and her ability to communicate with others, so she was appointed as the head of the girls' dormitory, responsible for supervising the rotation of the girls' dormitory, dormitory order, housekeeping, etc.

Spring thought of Liu Xiaofang's performance when she approached Liu Xiaofang for the last few times she routinely asked about the management and sanitation of the girls' dormitory, and the blushing face, panicked demeanor and expression of wanting to stop talking, as well as Liu Xiaofang's dodgy eyes when she looked at herself, were not the performance that students should have towards teachers. Alas, today's children can't be seen as children, they understand what they should understand and what they shouldn't understand, people who start falling in love in junior high school abound, and it's not uncommon for them to start having boyfriends and girlfriends in elementary school. Could it be that this child is in love with himself? Spring put a question mark in his heart. This is not a fun thing, and if you don't handle it well, you will get into big trouble, Spring shook her head with a wry smile.

In the spring, I know that junior high school students are in adolescence, which happens to be a special period when the emotional space is open, so they will pay attention to the opposite sex. As the saying goes, girls are pregnant with spring, young boys are in love, adolescence is a special period, everyone will go through this period, every girl will have their own object of the opposite sex, and every boy will also have his favorite opposite sex. Therefore, this is the reason why many girls are in love for the first time, and it is normal for Liu Xiaofang to have an object of admiration and affection in her heart.

Middle school students have a narrow circle of life, little knowledge, and live in school every day, especially in boarding schools like Toyama Middle School, students stay in school from Monday to Saturday, and studying, eating, and sports have become the life trajectory of most students. And Spring is the kind of knowledgeable, talented, calm and steady, serious and responsible for students, meticulous in their work, prestige and prestige among students are very high, is the idol of many students, it is not surprising that girls like it.

In the period of ignorance, students' outlook on life and values have not been fully established, and they are most likely to lose themselves. The mind is naïve, and there will be blind attachment to the person you like, the image of the idol is tall and complete, infinitely expands the advantages, ignores the authenticity, and thus affects every detail of life, and cannot control yourself. From the perspective of spring, Liu Xiaofang let go of her shyness and took the initiative to give herself cigarettes, which should be a manifestation of inability to control herself.

3．

In the spring, I simply didn't even check on the students' late vacation, turned off the lights, and lay in bed while smoking while thinking about a solution to this thorny problem.

I guess I am not alone in this kind of problem, but other young teachers and teachers of both sexes have encountered similar situations to a greater or lesser extent. But in the spring, he can't ask, and he can't go to any random person for help, if this matter gets out, the damage to Liu Xiaofang will definitely be small. Therefore, this problem can only be solved carefully by Spring's own strength, and it is necessary to pay attention to the skill and artistry of dealing with the problem, otherwise there will be unpredictable consequences.

Throwing cigarette butts on the ground, Spring finally came up with a general framework and steps in his mind to deal with the problem. The first step is to have positive contact with Liu Xiaofang to determine Liu Xiaofang's true thoughts and express her attitude; the second step is to further communicate with Liu Xiaofang and strengthen exchanges, so that she can understand what love is and what is teacher-student relationship, and try her best to guide her feelings to the correct teacher-student relationship; third, let Liu Xiaofang strengthen contact with male and female classmates in class activities, and shift her attention to the cultural and sports activities she is interested in; the fourth step is to seek the understanding and help of parents; this step will not be easily used in spring unless it is absolutely necessary, because this practice may hurt Liu Xiaofang even more。

With a solution to the problem, Spring completely relaxed and slept peacefully.

4．

The next day, Spring was ready to talk to Liu Xiaofang, but the choice of the place to talk made Spring worried. There are so many teachers and students in the office, and they are too open to talk about this kind of issue. Going to the dormitory is too private, it seems a little ambiguous, and it is easier for people to misunderstand. In the end, Spring chose the location of the conversation in the studio. The studio is located in the teaching area, and the door is full of teachers and students, and few people will venture into it, so it is more suitable to talk about this kind of more private issue.

The third class in the morning is the spring art class, enter the classroom to assign painting homework to the students, and spring beckons the class leader to the studio.

In the studio, Spring asked the squad leader to report to himself about the problems in the recent class work. After the squad leader finished the report, he asked the squad leader to go back after giving a few instructions on the class work in the spring. The second person to report to the studio was the head of the boys' dormitory, and the third was Liu Xiaofang. The purpose of doing this in the spring is to try to create a sense of routine conversation for Liu Xiaofang and other classmates, so that the conversation with Liu Xiaofang will not seem abrupt.

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Liu Xiaofang timidly shouted "report" and stepped into the door of the studio.

Spring sat behind the desk with a majestic expression and nodded, motioning for Liu Xiaofang to approach.

Liu Xiaofang stood still at the desk in the spring, standing there with her face red and her head bowed, her white and slender hands uneasily tugging at the placket of the moon-white cotton wool coat.

Spring looked up at Liu Xiaofang, the girl's tall figure stood in front of her, her skin was fair, her face was beautiful and handsome, her short black hair was tightly pursed behind her ears, her ears were white and graceful, as if it was made of warm jade, the bridge of her nose was high, her big black eyes were charming and moving, her lively and naughty demeanor, revealing a little shyness. Spring has to admit that Liu Xiaofang is indeed a beauty embryo, and over time, she will definitely fascinate many men.

There are two boxes of cigarettes on the desk in the spring, one is the "red chicken" that Liu Xiaofang gave last night, and the other is the "platinum deer" that he smokes every day in the spring. Spring took the "Platinum Deer", lit one, took a deep breath, Liu Xiaofang stood aside and stared nervously at the box of cigarettes she bought on the table, feeling uneasy, not knowing what Spring would say next.

"Liu Xiaofang, tell me about the recent situation in your girls' dormitory. Spring spoke, but instead of calling Liu Xiaofang's nickname "Fangzi", he solemnly called him by his name.

"Yes. Liu Xiaofang breathed a sigh of relief, straightened up, and reported the work of the girls' dormitory one by one.

What Liu Xiaofang reported, Spring didn't listen to a word, just kept smoking, and urgently thought about how to talk to Liu Xiaofang about this matter in his heart.

After Liu Xiaofang finished the report, she looked at the spring that kept smoking, and waited quietly for a few minutes. Seeing that the spring still didn't speak, Liu Xiaofang had no choice but to shout the spring twice.

Spring was suddenly awakened by Liu Xiaofang's shout and smiled embarrassedly.

sat up straight, extinguished the cigarette butt in his hand, and picked up the box of cigarettes given by Liu Xiaofang casually.

"Tell me, what's going on?" Spring was straight to the point, his tone was as calm as possible, and his expression was as kind as possible.

"This..." Liu Xiaofang's heart, which had just calmed down, suddenly hung up, her face was red, and her body writhed uneasily.

"Say it. Spring stared at Liu Xiaofang's eyes and accentuated his tone.

"Yes, I bought it for the teacher to draw..." Liu Xiaofang said softly, her voice getting lower and lower.

"Why? The teacher is not short of cigarettes. Spring emphasizes the word "teacher".

"This... People like teachers..." Liu Xiaofang's head became lower and lower, and her voice became smaller and smaller, but she still had the courage to say the words hidden in her heart.

Although he had been prepared in his heart for a long time, when he heard Liu Xiaofang's words, Spring's heart couldn't help but tremble. Alas, this lovely and poor child, Spring sighed silently in his heart.

"Do you know what you made yourself?" Spring tore open the pack of cigarettes Liu Xiaofang gave him, took out one and lit it, and took a deep breath.

Liu Xiaofang lowered her head, glancing happily from the corner of her eyes at the spring to open her pack of cigarettes and light them.

"Do you know what you've done wrong?" puffed out a puff of smoke, and Spring stared at Liu Xiaofang and asked.

Liu Xiaofang shook her head and remained silent.

"First, the teacher is not short of cigarettes to smoke, even if there is a shortage of students, this is the teacher's consistent principle of life, I hope this is the first time, and the last time, I will pay for cigarettes later. Spring stood up and began to give Liu Xiaofang a "political lesson": "Second, you are still a student, where did you get the money to buy cigarettes? These two yuan or more are almost your pocket money for a week, right? You are growing up, and your parents give you pocket money to let you eat more good things, not to let you spend them indiscriminately." Thirdly, you like the teacher, that's okay, and the teacher likes you, and likes every student in the class, including you. However, this kind of liking is the kind of liking that the elders like the juniors, and the teachers like the students, without any other meaning. You are in the first adolescent stage, and you are prone to interest in the opposite sex, and this teacher understands. However, you are now students, and your main task is to study and seek knowledge, and only by studying hard and being admitted to your ideal university can you live up to the expectations of your teachers and parents. Instead of having you sit in the classroom all day and think about it..."

Next, Spring patiently analyzed the adolescent psychology of middle school students, and at the same time cited many successful examples of great people who studied hard and studied seriously to inspire Liu Xiaofang. In the end, Spring even told Liu Xiaofang about her crush on her female classmate Liu Qing in high school, telling her that everyone will go through this budding adolescence, and the teacher will do the same. As long as you have the right mentality, you can also turn this ignorant love into the motivation for your life pursuit, so as to achieve personal academic success.

Speaking of his crush on Liu Qing, listening to the high-sounding words coming out of his mouth, Spring couldn't wait to slap himself a few times. At that time, I really buried my love for Liu Qing in my heart, and I was indeed immersed in hard study, but was that to turn the pressure of love into motivation? Wasn't it because I didn't have the courage to pursue others because I didn't have the right household? In the final analysis, it was just one word "poor." At that time, poverty weighed heavily on the heart of the spring like a mountain, picking up the leather shoes that others threw away to wear, eating the leftover meals of others, all of which the spring did when he was in high school. In the face of poverty and survival, people's self-esteem has no value, and love is a luxury. However, can you say this to Liu Xiaofang? What you want to say can only be grandiose official words.

With his painstaking enlightenment, looking at Liu Xiaofang's more and more calm expression, Spring knew that his preaching today had achieved the expected results. After all, Liu Xiaofang is still a child, and her liking for herself is like liking an illusory star, because there is no emotional contact and interaction between the two parties, it is not unforgettable, as long as you figure it out, you will actually let it go.

Seeing that the time and heat of education are almost up, spring is timely to close its mouth. took out two yuan and two cents from the desk and handed them to Liu Xiaofang, Liu Xiaofang hesitated for a while, but still reached out and took it.

Looking at the back of Liu Xiaofang leaving, Spring breathed a sigh of relief. As long as you keep up with the follow-up measures, Spring believes that she will resolve this problem safely.

6．

In the following days, every day in the spring, I would take a class time to organize the students in the class to participate in group activities, strengthen the communication and contact between male and female classmates, and try to reduce the mystery of each other.

Spring found a physical education teacher and proposed that Liu Xiaofang join the school basketball team. The heavy training tasks and schoolwork made Liu Xiaofang overwhelmed and distracted.

After several weeks of unremitting efforts, spring finally allowed Liu Xiaofang to come out of her ignorant emotional confusion.

Looking at Liu Xiaofang's lively figure and cute, bright smiling face on the playground, a comfortable smile appeared on Spring's face.