Chapter 73, World Line Rate of Change, 3.141592653

Early morning, if you use the right words to describe it. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info refers to the time when people can't wake up from 5 to 6 o'clock in the dark. Although I had lived for almost 30 years, it was the first time I was awakened at such a moment. No, when I woke up, I found something very important. Not nearly 30 years, but exactly 30 years. In this way, although I was unwilling, I still endured the sleepiness and forcibly cheered up.

The person who woke me up was none other than my mother.

My mother is about 164cm tall, which is about the height of a normal woman.

My mother weighs about 100 pounds. In this era of thinness as beauty, perhaps this is a pretty perfect weight for young women. However, it was too thin for someone my mother's age. It's too thin. It's sad to be thin.

But, having said that, it was all a consequence of my mother's own doing. So, it's not something to be sympathized with.

My mother is about 56 years old, and I say this because I don't remember it well.

....

I am in captivity and intending to murder my mother!

Of course, there is nothing about it.

In fact, there really is nothing like this, in this world, this is not something that has not happened, or even something that can happen every day, and if it happens, it will be called "ah" There is really such a thing, after all, reality is a monster.

Reality is a monster, a ferocious, berserk, tough monster. Anyone who can fight that reality is a brave man. Of course, the vast majority of people are miscellaneous soldiers who succumb to monsters.

However, my mother is fine now, because the person who told me to wake up at this time was none other than my mother.

But I imprisoned and planned to murder my mother! and most importantly, I made it known to the world. Through the Internet, by telephone, by newspaper..... I even borrowed a transmitter to send such a message out of the planet.

So, I was imprisoned and was going to murder my mother! Since it was captivity, it was obviously inappropriate to have no place. Of course, I chose the most suitable location, which was my own home. After several twists and turns, this home is completely ready for both the windows and the door panels. After all, it is already evening, and as a criminal, fire prevention, theft prevention and urban management are the most basic basics. Forced breakthrough is something that the party with formal violence will not do so easily, after all, forced breakthrough will have serious consequences, and I don't want this kind of thing to happen.

However, today seems a little special to me.

That's why my mother woke me up so early, and it's my birthday. After a long day of persuasion yesterday, I held the last line of defense with iron will. It seemed that because I didn't open the door, I felt a thrill in my heart to save the world.

"Today is your 30th birthday. Come, Mom has given you a white egg and eat it while it's hot. My mother, who pulled me to the restaurant early in the morning, said. If you eat longevity noodles and eat white eggs to make the members live longer, presumably there will not be so many people in this world who die young. However, I could only eat my mother's boiled noodles and eggs as quickly as I could, and then I did my best to send my mother back to her own bedroom.

Sending my mother back to the bedroom, I moved the couch to the front door because of the painful experience of yesterday, waiting for the upcoming persuader. Yesterday, I ushered in the biggest test in my life, Yue Xiaoxue, Shu Fengxun, Wen Gelan, Avril. These people, who can only be generalized by the word comrade-in-arms, appeared yesterday without exception, and began to persuade in the form of a group, so that I had to go through this double torment of conscience and pain from morning to night.

Well, speaking of which, I don't seem to have introduced my mother. So let's introduce the real protagonist of this note, that is, my mother. Name, age, occupation. I won't talk about these inconsequential things.

All in all, my mother was a liar.

We live in a run-down neighborhood in a small town, and even today I stare with interest at the moth in the corner of the ceiling. Insects are also considered animals, and I think this can also be considered a source of animal protein. When I was a child, my mother often told me that if I got killed in the mountains, I could eat a caterpillar, a green worm, or a scarab. However, to roast the soft moth mixed with phosphorus powder, I might as well lick the dust from the corner of the room.

Thankfully, though, I've never been in trouble. At least I didn't die with my mother. If I do die, I would rather use the extra part of my body as emergency food, which is quite a strong survival. It's just that many novels are not all about promoting the greatness of maternal love, what is to save children, let children drink their own blood, eat their own flesh or something. What a terrible thing that is. Even if you save your own children, you will lose your children's soul as human beings.

Suddenly, I saw the corner between the TV and the table, and it was a bottle of Wuliangye full of dust. I bought it about half a year ago when I went to drink with my friend Shu Fengxun and others, but it was too hard to drink, and half of it was left. As a prisoner, even though I have enough food, I can be in danger of being isolated at any time, don't I?

Cultivating mushrooms? I think that's something that doesn't even appear when my corpse is moldy. If it is really isolated, maybe this half bottle of Wuliangye will be as precious as gold.

To get back to the point, saying that his mother is a liar sounds very unfilial. However, I committed the act of imprisoning my mother, and was even a potential murderer in attempted murder. The name of the unfilial son will definitely be left behind for 10,000 years, and it will leave a heavy mark in the history of the field.

My mother's deception is simple and clear, and many words that begin with "I don't" have been going through almost the 30 years since I was born. But this kind of deception has made me deceived for nearly 30 years, which can only be described as ashamed.

Although it is a small city that lives in the hinterland of the Celestial Empire. However, the requirements for speed in small cities with too high a sense of historical and cultural honor are in fact far greater than those of ordinary large cities. Because it's too small. The range of life is shaped by the distance within 30 minutes. Therefore, it is a special requirement for the convenience and speed of transportation. My mother doesn't have a driver's license, so naturally she can't drive. It is in this way that the family obviously has an electric car, and my mother never uses it.

"I don't, it's convenient to get some exercise on a bike. "With that, I didn't have anything to do with my father. This seems to be the best feature of this small town. In this small town where the roads are not wide, there are already a lot of cars in motion. And more often than not, electric vehicles.

However, there is a peculiar phenomenon that exists between small cities, or in many second-tier cities in the Celestial Empire. For small cities, the existence of bicycles can become a mainstream means of transportation. However, in such a small city, the largest group of people who are busy in the city on bicycles, other than school students, seems to be women represented by mothers. This is the reason why women use bicycles as their main means of transportation. And the men of the city have long since abandoned the inefficient and tiring means of transportation.

How can you not get tired of riding? Who the hell is such a simple lie fooling? I, or my mother herself? I don't know, I've been deceived by this lie for a long, long time. That's why I'm in captivity and intending to murder my mother.

I don't want to be scammed anymore.

"I don't like to eat. Mom can't get used to eating these things, you take them and eat them yourself. "Whenever, wherever. No matter what delicious food I bring, the end result is always a dinner with my wife. My mother didn't like it, not even the best food. Don't like to eat? Who the hell is such a simple lie deceiving? I, or my mother herself? I don't know, I've been deceived by this lie for a long, long time. That's why I'm in captivity and intending to murder my mother.

I don't want to be scammed anymore!

"I don't like it, Mom isn't good at using these things. "Whether it's supplements, appliances, or electronics. Mother always said that she didn't like it, that she wasn't good at it, that she wouldn't use it. It's always like this, and because of this, my mother always looks stupid. Not good at using mobile phones and computers. But he is not good at electric ovens and other equipment that can make delicious dishes for his granddaughter. How can you not like it, it is human nature to have a liking for new things. I don't like it, I'm not good at who such a simple lie is fooling. I, or my mother herself? I don't know, I've been deceived by this lie for a long, long time. That's why I'm in captivity and intending to murder my mother.

I don't want to be cheated again!!

Ale, I don't know why, when thinking about these trivial things, time flies so fast. My mother had fallen asleep again in her bedroom because of the exhaustion of waking up in the morning, and the sleeping pills I had secretly let her take. And the clock in the hall was surprisingly close to 1 p.m. There is not a single persuader, or is it the violent enforcement agency that has finally made up its mind to break through head-on? It seems that the time to play with a small citizen has passed.

But let me tell you why I was imprisoned and planned to murder my mother. The biggest lie from my mother.

"I don't hurt. "My mother is seriously ill, and she has been traveling for many years to pay for her medical expenses. I am just a teacher, a people's teacher, and an ordinary educator with a meager income. My wife, Gu Xinyu, is from a famous family. But because of this, my wife doesn't have any job other than staying at home and meeting friends. Anything that shows up is not allowed to be done. It's an agreement, or rather, it's a compromise.

However, my wife and I are very content, and we have experienced a lot together, things that would otherwise be impossible for normal people to experience in their lives. To be able to be together is a satisfaction for us and us. My mother's serious illness has long dragged down an ordinary family like ours like a bottomless pit. However, I don't want to give up, I don't want to give up.

Me, we, my family. Friends, lovers, loved ones, no one chooses to give up. My mother relied on the support of my friends and donations from caring people in the community to survive until now.

"My mother always told me that it didn't hurt, it didn't hurt. Pale and trembling, he said thinly.

But that's exactly why I decided to imprison and murder my mother. In the end, you have to deceive me, I am not so easy to deceive. Still, the afternoon sun finally appeared in the direction I was facing. In order to ventilate the room, I had already opened the window on the west side of the room. The window that had been closed by me before.

A blinding light flickered across my pupils,

Scarlet, subtle, scorching light. I seemed to have felt the red spots of light on my body moving.

That's all that's left for the order!

I thought with a smile. Happy, with a bright smile. Presumably, the person who aimed at me with this red spot must have been infected by my smile as well. I could even feel the burning spot pulse.

Time is running out.

Question: Who is stronger, the police or the military?

I used to discuss this with my classmates. Military snipers are meant to shoot, while police officers are usually used for protection. Because of the different responsibilities, there is no comparison in terms of technology alone. But if a bullet penetrates the heart, it is still possible for a human to live for 10 seconds. It's easy to blow yourself up or kill a hostage. In that case, it doesn't make any sense. Therefore, the sniper site usually chosen by police snipers is the bridge of the nose.

Answer: I will die!

To treat my mother, we received a donation from caring people. However, the receiving hospital calmly paid the donation to the mother's health insurance. Since then, the hospital has exhausted all means to hedge. Obviously, the use of normal medicine can alleviate the mother's condition for three months or even longer. However, that donation, in less than a month, was almost exhausted by the expensive treatment fees and medicines.

Maybe reporting and exposing, making a lot of noise, and litigation is the real way to solve this matter. Or, through various means and prayers, see if you can get help from caring people in the society again. However, I will lose my mother before the former is over. The latter will only repeat the vicious circle.

I am a greedy person, and I understand more deeply that people can only rely on themselves.

People can only help themselves, hoping for the help of others, and getting help from others will only be a temporary need after all.

I hope my mother is alive and even more so the hospital is judged. I can't wait to repay everyone who has helped me. I am a stubborn person, and the way to live is always to use this not hard, but straight back. Not to give up anything I expected.

So

So

So

I imprisoned and intended to murder my mother. Since I can't save my mother, at least, let me be my mother's murderer.

Maybe I can't adjudicate hospitals, but at least make me an anthill that shakes the kind of hospitals that don't have morality.

Maybe I won't be able to repay those who helped me. However, as an atonement, as a criminal, I will naturally use my life to wash it away.

Perhaps, it is the best choice to endure humiliation and watch his mother die and bring down the hospital.

Being alive is the best choice.

However, that's what I want.

Straighten your spine and live.

No matter what the situation, I will always stand in front of my family.

Firmly, steadfastly, stand there, and do the best I can.

The heart felt a twitch. Something cold and fiery ran through my body.

Hehe, it seems that there is really not much time.

The kind of hypocrisy that sacrifices me to save the people of the world, how can a greedy person like me have!

I'm just a little person, I can't change the world.

However, I don't want to change myself even more.

That's why I have this little conspiracy.

Since I was shot by a sniper, the fact that my mother was seriously ill and imprisoned by her madman-like son must be sad news. There are many people in this world who are easily moved. My friends, my lover, will surely be a source of support for my mother's life along with these people.

The end of that hospital will definitely not end well.

You see, my mother can be saved by this, Hola. Although I'm just an ordinary person. I moved to the hospital. This society may say that I am a madman, that I am a criminal, that I am a stain on this rational society. But my last one straightened my spine and lived.

I don't know, but the mother must be willing to give her life for the child.

So

It's the same with children, whether a white-haired person sends a black-haired person, or a black-haired person sends a white-haired person.

All lives are equal. Precious. It's also inexpensive.

For us, just being alive is close to full strength.

Consciousness is starting to blur.

Finally, what should I say to my mother?

I'm sorry.

I can't be with you anymore. Winter is about to begin, so be sure to keep warm. Don't go to work in the winter and ride your bike. My mother likes to eat fish the most, so don't be reluctant to eat it, even if you don't eat it every day, but you can always eat it once a week. My father will probably come back when he hears the news. Stop complaining about your father's lack of money. That was already the greatest father.

Whether it's a mother or a father, whether it's Xinyu or those bastards. Me, I liked it the most.

It's not good, the body is stiff and cold, and obviously everyone is numb. The tears are still left without permission. I really want to take another look at my mother, I really want to take another look, Xinyu.

I want to live.

But, however, I ...... I. I don't regret it.

In the end, I still live my way of life.

"Bang. "It seems to be an illusion that the closed door is actually open.

A little girl walked in with a pout. When he saw me sitting on the sofa, he ran over with a smile. Ah, what a beautiful little Lori. What a lovely little girl.

That's what makes me proud, proud of my daughter who can laugh at any time.

That's right, that's my daughter - Yi Lingo!!

"Ringo?"

This is probably the last sentence of my life, and this is probably the thing I regret the most in my life.

Plunged into eternal darkness, the last thing I saw was Ringo jumping on top of me. Gu Xinyu with red eyes outside the gate. and a group of old classmates wearing mourning suits with white flowers.

Probably, that's not bad, but in the end, I realized my last dream.

Chapter 73, I long to realize the ideal of hypocrisy and emptiness.