I was silent. The reason why he is silent is because Yang Buregret is right.

I've heard Cinderella's story since I was a child, but that doesn't mean I want to be Cinderella.

But when love comes, it is always in chaos.

Just like that, in a flash, you know that person is different from others.

I admit that I realized it later, and by the time I realized it, I was already in the middle of it.

"No regrets, I ...... "I don't hide my inferiority and cowardice in front of my best friend.

Yang didn't regret stopping and turned to look at me, her dark pupils shining.

"Sunshine, you've already been a moth to a fire, and I can't bear to see you hurt again. "She was serious, I could feel it.

I felt isolated.

But the next second, she said to me: "If you think it's worth it, I don't want you to be a person who cowers and doesn't dare to love." ”

I can hardly believe my ears, but this is a real friend, right?

"What kind of expression do you have?" Yang said dissatisfiedly: "You, when the time comes, you will be bullied, don't come to my arms and cry." ”

"No, your chest is my greatest comfort. "I was ashamed to hug her, and she was about to kick me away.

"Jiaoyang, do you really not mind how he behaved that night, do you think he is a responsible man?" Yang Buregret confirmed to me again.

It was a misunderstanding, and his hesitation was understandable. "I admit that I was healed and forgot the pain.

"Okay. Yang didn't regret it and didn't say anything more.

The two of us are relatively simple women with relatively simple emotional experiences, and to put it bluntly, we don't know what men think at all.

Maybe it's because I've seen too much romance, and I always feel that when a man hears that a woman is pregnant, he should be the first to dance and happily say, "Great!

But they ignore that at a specific time and occasion, they also need time to prepare their minds for the birth of a small life.

We often use our own thinking patterns to measure others, which leads to a lot of friction and misunderstanding.

Later, I told her about Chu Jingnan sending me Lily of the Valley, and asked her to help me analyze it.

Yang Buregret was naturally shocked: "Could it be that you know how to cherish it after losing it?"

I said unlikely, that's a little too fast.

"That may be the discovery of conscience, feeling that it has delayed you, and I hope you will find a happy home as soon as possible. After Yang didn't regret it, he nodded to himself in approval.

I knew I wasn't going to get any brilliant answers from her.

That night, after chatting with Yang Buregret, I didn't go back, and asked her to tell my uncle, aunt and Yang Guang that I had left in advance to avoid embarrassment.

After returning to the apartment, Chu Yao was not at home, so I let go of my mood and decided to surprise Sinan tomorrow!

When I appeared in front of Sinan with two super obvious dark circles that couldn't be covered by foundation, I didn't see his admiring eyes.

He insinuated while reading the article: "People who don't take a break usually don't work." ”

I smiled in my heart MMP.

Then I saw that he drew a big C on the manuscript, and he was so "moved" that he almost burst into tears.

I think I may really not be able to keep up with the elite thinking of the leadership of large companies, the connotation is insufficient, the consciousness is too weak, and the thinking is not deep enough.

"This time it was okay. When Sinan Youyou spit out these five words, I almost thought that I was suffering from lack of sleep and auditory hallucinations.

"What are you doing in a daze? Do you want to hear me praise you a few more words?" Si Nan looked at me blankly.

I immediately said no, and asked if he needed to change it.

"No, your probationary period is almost over, right?" he asked me.

"Yes. "I don't dare to ask him if he can become a regular.

"What are your plans?" Si Nan was talking to me, his slender fingers flew on the keyboard, his eyes were also staring at the screen, and he didn't stop what he was doing.

"I just want to stay. "I don't think you need to ask.

"Luo Li is gone, vacating a position as executive editor, do you want to sit?" Sinan still didn't look at me.

"Yes, yes!" I replied hurriedly, for fear that he would not consider me when I was late.

"Think beautifully. When he had said this, he let me out.

Isn't this a kid?! I'm!

But he has a cold face every day, and I don't dare to be angry at him, so I can only turn around and roll my eyes to express the strongest dissatisfaction in my heart.

After coming out, Xia Xue looked at me with a resentful look and asked me what's wrong?

I was embarrassed to say it directly, so I told her that she got a C on her homework and was devastated.

Who knew that Xia Xue screamed out and said let me have a treat.

I looked at her suspiciously, thinking that this girl was so unconscionable for a false meal.

"Jiaoyang, you ask how many of our editorial department have been given by the general manager! This means that you have cleared the level, you know? You have a good time!" Xia Xue looked like she knew about the world's major events.

When I saw other colleagues with a little envy, jealousy and hatred, I realized that it was not my poor ability, but that the company was always demanding!

Sure enough, as soon as the probationary period arrived, I was successfully hired, but the position was still assistant editor, and I was already very satisfied.

During this period, Chu Qingchuan and I secretly went to watch a movie and a drama, and I also took him around Jiangcheng to search for delicious food everywhere.

He always kissed me while I wasn't looking, and he didn't stop this bad behavior until I blew my hair.

"Why are you so annoying!" I said angrily, wiping the saliva from my face.

He just looked at me and smiled, he looked like a big boy in casual clothes.

Such a moment of relaxation and freedom is really rare, and I have just understood that it is such a happy and sweet thing for two people to be in love, much better than a secret crush.

Not long after, at the end of Jin Yu's probationary period, a big incident happened in the company, and it was related to me.

At that time, Sinan called me into the office, showed me two drafts, and asked me what my opinion was.

I looked at it and thought it was strange, didn't I write it? So I looked through it carefully, only to find that the title was not written by me, but the content was exactly the same, and the signature was Jin Yu.

Immediately I understood what was going on.

Kelly's homework for Jin Yu to give a high grade was actually based on the article I wrote.

I have to say that the two really cooperate tacitly and seamlessly.

Because Kelly didn't hand in my homework to Sinan, Sinan wouldn't know that I wrote it.

But she didn't expect that Sinan would take the initiative to find me later and ask me to write a separate assignment for him, and Kelly didn't know about it.

Speaking of which, I also have to thank Luo Li.

Sinan told me that Luo Li had looked for him before leaving, and in addition to saying goodbye, he mentioned me again, saying that I was a waste of talent under Kelly.

I just learned that he had a good relationship in private, but the friendship between the two men was clear and private, and Luo Li was determined to leave, and Sinan would not stop him.

I still appreciate this kind of friendship, the rivers and lakes are far away, and the brothers have a good feeling.

Sinan asked me what I wanted to do about it.

I said just follow the company's rules, and I have no opinion.

Sinan raised his right hand and put it on the side of his lips, looked at me and said, "According to the regulations, AC will permanently blacklist Jin Yu." But Kelly, what do you think?"

I thought about it and said, "Jin Yu's plagiarism is a sure thing, but if I say that Kelly is the mastermind, there is no evidence." She can say that Jin Yu secretly took the documents in her office for plagiarism, or stole the documents in my computer, which can be explained. Therefore, I will not hold Kelly accountable, she is still the right-hand man of the general manager, and I will not embarrass the company. ”

Sinan's eyes became obscure when he looked at me, and I thought to myself, didn't I expect that I was so aware of righteousness?

"Well analyzed. Let's get out. "He didn't praise me.

But this matter is really as disgusting as a fly flying into your throat when you open your mouth to laugh.

On the day Jin Yu left, I vaguely heard some gossip about me.

After she left, someone who did good things took the initiative to find me, saying that Jin Yu told them that I hooked up with a client shortly after the divorce, and as soon as I heard it, I knew that Jin Yu must be talking nonsense.

I smiled and asked, "Now that you know, you still want to ask me, do you want to make sure I'm not that kind of person?"

The good deeds said with a shy face, it must be Jin Yu's nonsense.

"Thank you for your interest in my private life. "I smile all the time.

Sanba is really everywhere, no matter where you are.

I thought AC would be a pure land, but it wasn't.

The sinister nature of the human heart is not judged by professional ability.

The biggest advantage of becoming a regular is that I finally have the right to collect and edit articles, and I can publish articles with independent signatures.

Qiao Rui's photography exhibition opened and I was invited to participate. Because he didn't work with AC, I went there purely as a friend.

It was the most shabby and boisterous opening ceremony I've ever seen, and no media came to cover it, only his friends.

I have to say that Qiao Rui is completely a mudslide in the circle, and there is nothing to be empty at all.

Some of his friends played rock and roll, and they directly set up a position on the spot, held a small concert in style, and sang "Rock on the Road of the New Long March".

The ping-pong sound of drums, bass, and guitar mingled together, and it shook my whole body to find a sense of rhythm.

"The city will play, Brother Rui. I patted him on the back and said hello.

"Hey, you're here!" he was happy when he saw me.

I said of course, I'm not a person who doesn't believe in my word, and besides, don't you still have my friendship abroad?

"Brother Rui, I'll go to the exhibition first, and I'll give you criticism and suggestions later. "I'm not ashamed to joke.

Of course Qiao Rui wouldn't take it seriously, otherwise he wouldn't be that mighty and majestic man.

I have seen from his resume that he is from Inner Mongolia, no wonder he is so rough.

I thought that the films made by people like him should also be majestic and ambitious, but later I found out that he was the real hero.

When I walked into the exhibition hall and slowly visited in the arranged order, the shocking photos made me forget whose lens it was from.

How could that man have such delicate feelings and capture so many moving moments?

In the past ten years, he has traveled all over the mountains, rivers, lakes and seas, not only shooting the most beautiful scenery, but also the most direct pictures.

The first half of the area is a beautiful landscape, a magnificent landscape, and a bright and beautiful flora and fauna under the lens of microphotography.

However, the second half of the part makes the viewer's mood become heavy when they originally enjoyed the beautiful scenery.

I saw the black and white eyes of a ragged child, a girl who had been married at the age of twelve in a primitive village, cooking in front of the stove with a little doll on her back, and the wooden eyes and bleeding arms of a three-year-old child in the smoke of gunpowder......

Each work is accompanied by a brief description of the background and the person being photographed.

There were so many emotionally traumatic images in front of my eyes that I felt like a drowning person, so depressed that it was difficult to breathe.

It turned out that Qiao Rui was also a war photojournalist.

I can understand how difficult it is for him to take these photos, after all, some of the parties should be unwilling to cooperate, and they will be rejected by the surrounding environment.

For example, the photo of a female college student who was abducted and trafficked to the mountains, she is already a mother of three.

Qiao Rui wrote later: "When I met her in the mountains, she was teaching children to memorize ancient poems. Knowing her situation, I asked her if she needed help, and she said that her husband was not bad to her, and her three children could not live without her. When I took a picture of her, her husband didn't agree at first, but after her persuasion, I took a family photo of them in exchange for this photo. ”

I understand that as a photographer, he can only use the lens to restore the facts, but he is not a law enforcer, and he can only use this situation to attract social attention.

But he doesn't do publicity, I think it's a tyrannical thing.

The name of his exhibition is simple: "The Eye: Documenting What I See".

At the end of the sad process, I saw a long-haired girl in a red dress lying quietly on the ground, her chest smeared with a large area of crimson.

"When I arrived with the police, the girl had already died, she was a dancer who had taken her own life. As for the reason, I don't want to say more, I hope she will still be beautiful in the next life. Qiao Rui wrote.

When I turned my head to look at the epilogue, I saw my back.

That's right, it's me who looks up at the galaxy at the base camp of Mount Everest.

"There are cracks in everything, and that's where the light comes in. Qiao Rui ended with a famous English poem, supplemented by the photo.

I knew very well that he didn't choose it because I had it in it, but it really fit the situation he wanted to express.

I'm not going to be sentimental to that extent.

When I walked out of the exhibition hall and saw Qiao Rui waving at me with a smile, I felt that his image was extremely tall.

"Teacher Qiao, disrespectful and disrespectful. "I compliment it from the bottom of my heart.

He obviously sensed my approval of his work and smiled very proudly.

"Not bad?" he asked me.

Why don't you find the media to publicize it, such a good exhibition should be seen by more people. "I gave him advice.

"Do you think the media will like this kind of exhibition without gimmicks? no famous photographers, no blockbuster works, no celebrities, no eye-catching topics...... For example, I can't afford to ask the editor to write a separate interview for me. He said half-jokingly.

He's telling the truth, I'm thinking too simply.

"These photos of yours are worth hundreds of millions. "I play against him.

He also smiled: "I will provide some newspapers and magazines for free, this kind of film is not very commercial." And my big eyes are very expensive. ”

I knew he was referring to equipment, so I shrugged my shoulders and expressed helplessness.

"Tell me the story behind these photos. "I'm really interested, and almost all of this information is ready-made articles.

"I have a story, do you have wine?" he asked.

I said yes!

"Deal! He said happily.

"Good!"

I didn't continue to stay there because there were still things to do, and Yang didn't regret saying that we would have a casual meal together in the evening.

I was anxious: "Break up, who are you going to break up with?"

"My brother. Her tone was nothing special: "Come quickly, let's talk about it later." ”

I hurried over and saw a lively crowd of people sitting around eating hot pot.

There was no sad atmosphere of parting at all.

"Brother Guang!what's the situation?!" Seeing that I was coming, Xiao Wu beside Yang Guang took the initiative to give me his seat.

"Yangyang, why don't you hurry up and toast me when your brother is promoted!" Yang Guang drank for three rounds, and it was not polite to talk to me.

"Congratulations!

"Little girl, the director is here. An older voice sounded faintly beside me.

I guess it's the leader, who hurriedly laughed and said I was joking.

From what they said, I heard that Brother Guang was going to the anti-riot group, but the location was a little remote, in Xinyi.

I know it's dangerous there, and in the photo Qiao Rui took, the boy who was injured had experienced KX.

"A good man has ambitions in all directions. When I heard someone clinking glasses with Yang Guang, he said heartily.

"Yangyang, why are you stunned! However, my brother really has something to ask you for help. Yang Guang looked at me with misty eyes, his elbows propped on the table, holding the wine glass.

"Brother Guang, you say, don't give up. I replied.

"My parents, can you help me take care of me more without regrets?"

"Look at what you said, my uncle and aunt are better to me than my own parents and parents, and in the future, you can simply put it away. I touched his glass and drank it down.

Yang Guang stared at me and drank all the wine, and looked at me for a long time.

"Hey, Brother Guang, don't look at it, I'm reluctant to confess it!" Yang Guang's good friend Zhao Meng pouted, and the others also coaxed.

If I had stayed in the past, I would have gone back directly, but because of the experience of eating at Yang Buregret's house, I was afraid that it would not be good to make Brother Guang sad.

I don't know what he was thinking, but I'm sure he heard what his aunt and uncle said to me that night.

I've always treated him like a brother in my heart, and if I really let him misunderstand, I think it's my sin.

"What nonsense!" Yang Buregret came out to help me out of the siege.

"Don't intervene if you don't regret it, you are his sister and not the roundworm in his stomach, how do you know so much!" Zhao Meng drank the wine, and with the strength of the wine, he actually dared to teach Yang no regrets.

Yang didn't regret giving me a look, saying that she didn't want to drink the general knowledge of this group of drinking maniacs.

Their commotion was so loud that I blushed unconsciously.

I looked at Yang Guang, and he was also looking at me.

"Brother Guang, I'm ......," I began.

"Yangyang ......" he interrupted me, and after a moment of silence, he said, "I haven't had time to tell you that you will have a sister-in-law soon." ”

"I'll go!" I sighed loudly with relief: "Brother Guang, you can do it! Who is it?"

The others also "shouted" and stretched out their ears to wait for the following.

Only Yang Buregret leaned on the back of the chair and watched coldly, but my attention at that time was on Yang Guang.

"Confidential!" Yang Guang knocked on his wine glass, and everyone's curiosity was extinguished.

"Guang, in your social circle, apart from the girls from our police station and your two girls, do you know any other members of the opposite sex?" someone teased.

"I have a big social circle, online dating, okay?" Yang Guang immediately yelled at the man.

"Wow!" the crowd exclaimed again.

I also joined their team, but Yang Guang cleverly avoided the topic.

He said that there will definitely be a chance to invite everyone to eat candy, but men should put their careers first, and go there to settle down first.

In case the girl thinks that the long-distance relationship is difficult, it is not impossible to dump him again.

I'll just say how beautiful the girls in Turpan are, and it may not be who will dump who when the time comes.

Yang Guang told me to shut up, eat more vegetables and talk less.

That night he drank to pieces, and Yang and I sent everyone away for him without regrets.

When she walked outside the hotel and wanted to take a taxi, Yang Buregret suddenly said that she wanted to go to the bathroom and let us wait for her.

I helped Brother Guang leaning on the telephone pole next to him and asked him how he was, if he could still walk?

But he hugged me and whispered my name in my ear.

I thought to myself that he should want to say goodbye to me, so I obediently let him hold me.

"Yangyang, take good care of yourself, my brother is gone, if you have something in the future, you will find Zhao Meng, and go to those places that are not suitable for children, you know?" he said to me like a child.

"It's not suitable for children yet, how old am I. "When I say this, I am still very moved in my heart, in his heart, I should have always been a little sister who has not grown up.

I really have no conscience, I have such a good brother and friends around me, but I used to ignore them because I was bent on Chu Jingnan.

In fact, the sentence of giving up a tree and embracing the whole forest is not a joke, but teaches us to open our horizons and discover the beauty around us that is more worth cherishing.

"Yangyang, take care of my parents for me, okay?"

Hearing his last words, I nodded heavily and promised, "Brother Guang, don't worry!"

He hugged me tightly before letting go.

"Hey, don't you still have a holiday, and when you come back often, I'm about to cry when it's so sad. "I deliberately liven up the atmosphere.

Brother Guang kept squinting at me, with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

He pulled out his phone and said he wanted to take a selfie with me.

I hated that his broken phone didn't even have a beautiful face, so I took out my own and said I'll shoot it!

When I was aiming at **, my two faces appeared on the screen at the same time. I lifted his head and gave him a nice angle.

Then I tilted my head against him, but just as I pressed the shutter, I suddenly saw him turn to face me on the screen, his lips right on my face.

I was so stunned that I forgot to lift my finger when I held down the shooting button, and I took many shots in a row.

"Yangyang, I just wanted to say something to you, I didn't mean to, I'm sorry. Yang Guang hurriedly explained, very embarrassed.

I was embarrassed, but when he said that, I felt like I was overthinking.

"Haha, what a coincidence! Kiss me or something, Brother Guang come, I'll kiss you too!"

In order to ease the cramped atmosphere, I kissed the side of his face and dabbled with water.