Chapter Eighty-Five: I Won't Love You

Xiaoyun?

It's the name of that dream.

Before I could react, Pei Yanling's kiss was overwhelming, I couldn't resist it, and I was taken off in a daze.

Pei Yanling didn't even touch me, and gently touched my hair, "Xiaoyun, I want to leave the first time on the wedding night, okay?"

His words pierced my heart like a steel needle.

"Pei Yanling, you can see who I am!" I gritted my back molars and made a gurgling sound, which looked so terrifying in the emptiness.

"Xiaoyun, you are Xiaoyun......" Pei Yanling held my face and looked at me very distressed.

"Get out! you get out of here!" I pushed Pei Yanling with all my might, he was like a hard stone, and he couldn't push it.

In an instant he fell asleep on top of me.

I pushed him aside hard, and in the dimly lit room, I was awake.

That night, I sat on my knees and watched Pei Yanling fall asleep.

My mind is full of thoughts, who is Xiaoyun?

This little cloud can be held in the palm of Pei Yanling's hand like that, and I am so jealous that I am confused.

Until the sky was bright, Pei Yanling woke up slowly, he held his head and asked me, "Where are you sitting and what are you doing?"

"You hold me, and you've been calling Xiaoyun. I stared at him seriously, and with an impulse I said the question in my mouth, "Who is Xiaoyun?"

Pei Yanling looked at me in shock, perhaps because my expression at this time was very believable, he was silent.

He rubbed his temples and said, "Man." ”

"Woman. ”

He frowned dissatisfiedly and said coldly, "Since you want to know, I'll take you there." ”

"Where?"

"You'll know when you go. ”

I suddenly wanted to retreat, I didn't dare to go to this woman who was held in the palm of Pei Yanling's hand.

He is not very beautiful, is he very diligent and thrifty, is he generous and gentle.

Eventually, I agreed, washed, and he asked me to wear black, and I obediently wore black jeans and a black shirt.

Bentley off-road came to the suburbs, the cemetery.

We just started to rain lightly, Pei Yanling had umbrellas in his car, he took two, I thought it was for each of us to have one, but I didn't expect us to take one together.

The tomb keeper was very familiar with Pei Yanling, and after greeting him for a long time, Pei Yanling slowly led me up the steps.

The sound of rain dripping on an umbrella is very pleasant.

When we stood in front of a tombstone, only the tomb of our beloved wife, Shu Yun, was written on the tombstone.

These words stung my eyes deeply.

Beloved wife?Pei Yanling's wife?

Pei Yanling asked me to hold the umbrella, and he opened the other umbrella regardless of the fact that he would get wet, opened it and put it on the tombstone.

Then he stood next to me, and we each had an umbrella, and the tombstone had an umbrella.

"Shu Yun, I brought a girl to see you, you won't mind. Pei Yanling said softly.

The breeze was instantly gentle, as if she had said again, "Don't mind." ”

I looked at the photo that had been whitened seriously, the girl's words were very pure, the logo, the goose egg face, the eyes were not big, but the smile was thick.

Pei Yanling had lowered his posture at the moment, without his usual domineering, he said slowly, "Shu Yun, she is very similar to you, stubborn and careful, but she is not you." ”

Pei Yanling told the truth of a matter, he was with me because of the people in the tombstone.

My heart seemed to be being overwhelmed piece by piece.

"Xia Zhu. ”

Pei Yanling's voice was gentle in my ears for the first time, I raised my head and looked at his serious face, I thought, I didn't want to hear what he said next, but I didn't speak.

He said: "My love has long since died with Xiaoyun, and I married Tong Qianqian because I had to marry, Xia Zhu, I can give you anything but these two." ”

What a serious question.

Caught off guard.

Should I rejoice or should I be sad?

"Yanling, what a woman wants is nothing more than two points, love and home, your love is given to the dead, your home is given to Tong Qianqian, I have nothing, it's really miserable. I smiled sadly, "Life is not easy, why do I have to live so miserably?"

"I love being with you, that's why I'm telling you, and I can promise that there won't be anyone else but you. ”

"I don't want to be wronged like this. ”

Pei Yanling's eyes were full of anger, "You dare to say that you are not taking advantage of me when you are together?"

"So please let me go, you have a lover, you have a family, I am nothing. "My tears fell unconsciously.

Ever since I tacitly liked Pei Yanling in my heart, all his things have made me feel uncomfortable again, especially when I see the person in his heart.

"If I wanted you to go, I wouldn't say that. ”

I raised my head, the tears on my face had been dried, and I looked at Pei Yanling seriously, "I will force you to let me go." ”

After that, he changed, he didn't see anyone during the day, and he came back drunk at night.

He used this method to avoid my persecution.

It has been a few days since the first day of October, the largest ghost festival in China, Pei Yanling has not come back for several days, and I think of the Qingming Festival.

Pei Yanling is guarding the life of the woman in the grave.

He doesn't make me comfortable, and I won't make him complacent.

"I'm going to Jian Yao. ”

Li Lu, as Pei Yanling's female secretary, I don't believe that she wouldn't know who Jian Yao is, and sure enough, he looked at me in shock, "You know Sister Yao." ”

I got dressed, a silk dress that didn't go up to my knees, and I wore Chanel's latest perfume, "You know everything, I don't know a little too much." ”

Li Lu glanced at me, lowered her head and stopped talking.

My mode of getting along with him is that some things are good for the other party to know, and it is not interesting to put it bluntly.

I took the elevator directly to the basement, and as soon as the elevator door opened, the cold wind blew in my face, and I shivered from the cold.

Wearing a skirt during this period of time is simply a sin, there is no way to hook Pei Yanling's heart back, I can only do this.

In the bar, it is still in the original private room.

The music outside was deafening, and the private room was silent.

"Why are you here?" Jian Yao furrowed her eyebrows, looking dissatisfied.

Pei Yanling was lying on his lap at this time, resting, with a pile of wine bottles on the ground inside.

"I'm his woman. ”

Jian Yao smiled disdainfully, "Little doll, you don't understand him at all, stay away from him as soon as possible." ”

"You're talking about Shu Yun?"

Jian Yao looked at me in shock, her eyes fixed on Pei Yanling's side face, "You actually told her about Xiaoyun." ”

Pei Yanling sat up slowly, leaned on the back of the sofa, and smiled proudly, "Lao Tzu doesn't love you." ”

"Don't worry, I won't love you. ”

"Good!" he quickly stood up, staggered in front of me, and began to kiss me, he was a big man, very angry.

I said, "Don't come here again." ”

He smiled wickedly and hugged me.

"Yanling, have you forgotten what you said?!"

Jian Yao stood up, and her originally ruddy face became very pale.

"Just once, Xiaoyun won't blame Lao Tzu. ”