Chapter 74: I can't see the road in front of me clearly, so I can only take a step forward

Lin Fei was not surprised to hear my voice.

I said that last time she left in a hurry, and I didn't have time to see her off.

She said it didn't matter, and asked me if it was important to call her, so I might as well just say it.

So I got straight to the point: "Lin Fei, do you know Chu Qingchuan?"

Lin Fei's tone froze, and he repeated softly: "Chu Qingchuan?"

I thought about it for a moment and said, "Arthur."

"Well, it's the man I mentioned to you last time. I don't know his Chinese name because the tutors call him Arthur directly. Lin Fei said.

"Lin Fei, can you tell me what disease his mother has?" I asked.

Lin Fei pondered for a moment and told me that this was the patient's privacy, and it was her mentor's case, and she couldn't reveal it to me out of professional cultivation.

I understand her struggles, especially abroad, where integrity is a very important quality.

"Under what circumstances would a patient be in danger of losing the help of a normal person?" I don't know if she understands that.

"Listen to what you mean, I think it should be that the patient has a blood type or a disease that requires an organ transplant, and will need a matching normal human donor. Lin Fei replied to me.

I didn't think such a bloody plot would happen to me, so I asked again: "Lin Fei, your mentor should also be a psychiatrist, right?"

Lin Fei said Of course, he is also a well-known expert in the industry, flying all over the world, otherwise how could he treat Chu Qingchuan's mother in Los Angeles.

As soon as the stone in my heart was about to fall to the ground, Lin Fei guessed my thoughts.

"Jiaoyang, psychiatrists don't look at other diseases, they specialize in surgery, do you understand? It doesn't mean that people with psychological problems won't get other diseases. Moreover, Arthur's mom was happy with his fiancée, and his daughter liked her too. I've seen the picture of their family of four together, and it's very warm. Lin Fei's tone became eager.

"Lin Fei, thank you for your kind reminder. How did you notice him?" I thanked her first, but I couldn't help but wonder and asked casually.

If it was really like what Lin Fei said, she and Chu Qingchuan should not have met a few times, and there would not be much contact, after all, the attending doctor was her mentor, why did she know so much about his private affairs and repeatedly emphasized it to me? Is it just for the purpose of caring for me?

I admit that because of Chu Qingchuan, I am a little sensitive.

Lin Fei suddenly heard my words, and said to me angrily: "Jiaoyang, there are some things I can't explain. If you think I have other plans, I'm really sorry, I'm nosy. ”

I hurriedly smiled and apologized, or asked casually, begging her not to be angry, for the sake of me being a patient.

She was amused by me and forced me to tell her about my relationship with Chu Qingchuan.

I said he was my boss.

"Lin Fei, let's be serious, do you know what claustrophobia is?" I asked.

"There are many reasons for claustrophobia, often related to traumatic experiences in childhood. Why are you asking this?" Lin Fei explained, and then asked me again.

I briefly told her about the experience of being trapped in the elevator of the company, and then a few sentences about what happened in the garage before.

"Jiaoyang, I suggest you find a psychiatrist. You're not particularly serious right now, and if it continues, the place of fear is likely to extend to empty squares, crowded public places, etc., rather than just enclosed spaces. Did you have any special experiences when you were a child?" Lin Fei's tone was full of patience.

I thought about it and said no.

"In this way, I will introduce a domestic friend to you, who was my senior brother during my study abroad, and you can go to him to have a look. "Lin Fei's concern for me made me ashamed of my previous thoughts.

"Okay, thank you, I'll mention your name then. I said.

"No problem, I'll > you in a minute

Then we hung up and I received a business card from her.

Zhou Wenhan.

I wanted to wait until I was done with this time to get in touch, so I saved it in my phone's address book.

As for Chu Qingchuan's matter, I think it's better to let it be. After all, it's useless for me to worry about it here alone, he clearly doesn't want to tell me, and I don't have the channels to investigate.

If you find a private detective, it is disrespectful to him.

The only thing I can do is to pray for Sister Meng's safety and health, so that Li Yutong's conspiracy will not succeed.

After rushing back to the company, my busy work did not allow me to think crankily, and before I knew it, the sky was dark again.

I stood up and looked into the distance. The mottled light and shadow add a layer of blurry filter to the impetuous city during the day.

Chu Qingchuan still didn't have any news.

The email prompt message rang, and I received the recording conversion document of Li Yutong's interview, and I was upset.

In the end, I decided to go back to the apartment to work overtime and make up for myself by the way.

Chu Yao is not here, I still think that this girl is really unlucky, I rarely cook.

After washing and cutting the pork ribs, winter melon and corn that I bought back by the way, and after blanching and boiling, I turned on a low heat and boiled slowly, and by the way, I put some peach gum I bought before.

My cooking skills are still good, but I usually don't have time, and I studied it in order to be a qualified wife.

Still didn't hold back, I dialed Chu Qingchuan's phone.

Passed.

But it rang for a long time, but no one answered. I'm not going to play it a second time, that's the little girl's path.

Drinking the soup absentmindedly, I didn't even realize I had forgotten to put the salt.

When Chu Yao's voice came from the door, I felt a trace of anger.

"Brother, come in. Wow, it's so fragrant!Sister-in-law, are you back?Look who's coming, haha!" Chu Yao called me happily.

Her emotions infected me, I looked at the entrance, and saw Chu Jingnan changing shoes behind Chu Yao, and carrying an oversized IKEA shopping bag in his hand.

"Yaoyao, I'm going to buy it. I laughed wryly.

"Yes, sister-in-law, it's a coincidence, when I checked out, I found my brother in the front, and I found free coolies at once. Brother, you sit down first, and I'll put things away. Chu Yao spoke very quickly and felt very busy.

"Sit down, there's soup in the kitchen, and you want to drink it yourself. "I didn't look at Chu Jingnan, and I was going back to the house after I finished speaking.

But his arm was grabbed, Chu Jingnan tugged it, and I threw myself into his arms completely defenselessly.

Chu Yao happened to come out of the room, and when she saw this scene, she hurriedly flashed back to the house and closed the door: "Brother, sister-in-law, I almost forgot to video with Lu Xun, you don't care about me, let's eat first." ”

"Let go of me!" I gritted my teeth and warned Chu Jingnan.

But he strangled me tighter.

I opened my mouth to bite his shoulder, he was wearing only a shirt, and I could clearly feel the depth of the bite marks.

"Chu Jingnan, what kind of routine are you playing? Don't forget that we are divorced. I bit my cheeks so hard that my saliva wet his shirt, so I had to give up.

"Sunshine, I'm tired, really tired. Chu Jingnan's voice came from behind my head.

"Of course you are tired, today Li Yutong also told me that you are young and vigorous, better than your uncle, are you happy? I said viciously.

Chu Jingnan's body stiffened obviously, and I pushed him away.

The appearance of his wounded little beast was gone, but it didn't show the same anger, or hatred for me, as before.

"Are you with him?" he asked, looking down at the couch beside him.

"Who?" I asked knowingly.

At this moment, the mobile phone placed on the coffee table rang, the screen of the PLUS was very large, and I clearly saw that the caller ID was "Chu Qingchuan".

All the names in my address book are directly labeled with their real names, no nicknames or titles.

I didn't go to see Chu Jingnan, I picked up the phone and went back to the bedroom as soon as possible, and closed the door.

"Hey, why are you ......" call me back?

Before I finished speaking, Chu Qingchuan's tired voice drifted into my ears, and I felt as if he had just woken up, and his voice was so hoarse that I could hardly hear that it was him.

"Blazing Sun, come and accompany me. Okay?"

"Chu Qingchuan, are you sick? Where are you, I'll go over. I could tell something was wrong with his tone.

Ocean Ocean, 3028. I'll wait for you. After Chu Qingchuan finished speaking, he lost his voice, but he didn't hang up the phone, no matter how I called him, he didn't respond.

To be honest, when I heard that he was staying at the hotel where Han Lu was staying, I lost interest in going to him.

But listening to his weak tone, I couldn't bear it, and I also wanted to see what was wrong with him.

I changed into a set of sportswear and walked out, and Chu Jingnan was still sitting on the sofa, constantly changing the channel.

I saw that the bowl of pork rib soup I had only drunk a little bit just now was empty.

I was speechless, but I didn't have time to care about him, so I took the thermos pot and filled Chu Qingchuan with almost half a pot.

"Sister-in-law, are you packing this for my brother?" Chu Yao suddenly appeared behind me, and the spoon in my hand fell into the pot with a clatter.

"No, I'm going to see a friend. You do it yourself, I'll go first. I said hurriedly.

"Alas, sister-in-law......" Chu Yao called me.

I had already come out of the kitchen, and I happened to see Chu Jingnan who was looking at me, only to find that he seemed to have lost some weight and was a little haggard, and it was really excessive.

"Yaoyao, don't call me sister-in-law in the future, call me sister. I said.

Chu Yao couldn't stop laughing: "Okay, I also think that my sister is closer than my sister-in-law, then I will call my brother brother-in-law!"

"Chu Jingnan, please make our relationship with Yaoyao clear, I have something urgent. "I changed my shoes and prepared to open the door.

Chu Jingnan's voice came from the house: "Are you in a hurry to meet your new love?"

I heard the sound of a porcelain bowl falling to the ground in the kitchen.

"You are only allowed to cheat in marriage, and I am not allowed to score twice, who do you think you are?" I said, and then closed the door, ignoring the man in the house.

After getting in the car, I had time to reminisce about the before and after I saw Chu Jingnan just now.

He doesn't seem to be the same as before, but what is different, I can't say for a moment.

How to put it, it's probably just a feeling, and the change is very subtle, and the way is unknown.

Ocean Intercontinental is located in the coastal area of the south of the city, not far from the Lover's Dam, and that night I saw the long embankment in the neon of the city through the rain and fog from the bay window.

It's just not clear.

When I rang the doorbell, I waited for a while before I heard the sound of the door opening, I almost thought that Chu Qingchuan was doing something sorry for me inside, and I was hesitating whether to rush in or leave with interest.

As soon as the door opened, a tall body pressed me down.

I hurriedly pressed against his chest, only to feel the scorching temperature, the kind of dry heat, no sweat.

"Chu Qingchuan, do you have a fever?" I hurriedly asked, but he closed his eyes and didn't answer anything, and even his snort was hot.

He's really heavy, but he's still a little conscious, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to help him back to bed.

"Have you taken your medicine? When did you get a fever? I'd better call 120......

I was a little anxious, but I noticed his fiery palm on my arm: "It's okay, just get some sleep." That is, I miss you. ”

"What about Han Lu? Doesn't she live next door to you? Why don't you take care of you when you're sick like this?"

"I'm afraid you'll be jealous. Chu Qingchuan's throat was dry and hoarse, so I quickly poured him a glass of water.

When did I say it, am I such an unreasonable person?

He said it would be 60 percent good to hear my voice.

"If you don't want to go to the hospital, just wait here for me to buy medicine and come back, and you can say anything if the fever is gone. I ordered.

He didn't speak, his snort was heavy, his brow furrowed, and I guess he must be having a hard time now.

After that, I bought the medicine and fed him it, tucked the quilt for him, and observed his condition.

Finally, an hour later, I saw fine sweat on his forehead, and the sunset red on his face had faded.

When he opened his eyes to look at me, he smiled well: "Thank you." ”

I reached into his quilt and touched it, already drenched with sweat.

Fortunately, I was prepared, dried him with a dry towel, and took out the new T-shirt and sweatpants I just bought for him to change into to avoid heavy feelings.

He got up and drank two large bowls of pork rib soup and seemed to be completely rejuvenated.

"Your physique is so good, how can you say that you have a fever? I asked, crooked my hair.

He lowered his eyes and pursed his lips, then looked up at me and said, "Then I'll tell you why, you must not be angry." ”

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