Chapter 1145 2004 (8)
For a preparatory trainee who gave up a lot of money to learn music since he was a child, the most troublesome thing for Kim Taeyeon during this time in cram school was undoubtedly the content of the cultural classes taught in the cram school.
Although Kim Taeyeon also admits that she does not belong to the category of smart people, because there are so many subjects that she is not good at, even the cram school teacher can't help but shake her head after seeing it.
For example, in mathematics, in Kim Tae-yeon's view, people who are good at math are like aliens, and she was fascinated by nerds who are good at math for a while. There is also language, Kim Taeyeon often makes typos, and it is precisely because of this that she is obsessed with sending text messages on her mobile phone, saying that she wants to exercise her writing. Of course, English, which plagues countless Koreans, is also one of her weaknesses, and now Kim Tae-yeon feels irritated at the thought that she is likely to take a second foreign language in high school.
However, in today's English class, the cram school teacher mentioned an incident that surprisingly aroused Kim Tae-yeon's interest.
As soon as school was out in the afternoon, she hurried home.
"Oh, back?"
"Mom, I'll go back to the room first, and you can call me when the meal is ready!"
Jin Mu, who was wearing an apron, was slightly stunned and watched her daughter rushing back to the room as soon as she entered the door after school, without even saying hello, she couldn't help frowning, and said to herself strangely: "What's wrong with this kid lately? I didn't go out much before, but recently I don't go anywhere except for cram school, and I sit in front of the computer every day......"
Suddenly, there was a look of alarm on Jin Mu's face.
She looked at Kim Tae-yeon's closed door and muttered, "No......"
She remembered a topic that had recently been brought up at a mom's party for her children of the same year.
"Online dating...... Hey, it's not like words, how is it possible. ”
After thinking about it, Jin Mu shook her head.
"This kid doesn't even play with other boys of the same age in reality, and on the Internet, everyone can't see each other, how can it be ......"
Having said that, but when the golden mother looked at her daughter's room, she still couldn't help but feel a little unexplained worry.
"Hopefully not. At this age, there are generally no good results......"
……
Kim Taeyeon didn't know that some of her recent unusual actions had attracted so much conjecture from her mother, and even if she knew, she probably couldn't help but laugh when she heard it.
Of course, she can't possibly be in an online relationship with anyone, she just ...... It's just a "good friend" on the Internet.
Well, that's all!
As soon as she returned to her room, Kim Taeyeon sat down in front of the computer, boarded MSN, and enthusiastically posted what she had seen in class today.
Twenty days have passed, and there is still only one lonely friend on her MSN account, but in Kim Taeyeon's eyes, even if there is only this one, she seems to have it all.
Lonely people also need an outlet for catharsis, they are not insensitive, they just haven't been able to find someone to really talk to.
In the past, Kim Taeyeon was the same, but recently, she feels that she has found it.
I don't know if it's really fate, or if Kim Taeyeon and Kim Taeyeon are both taking the initiative to cater to each other, intentionally or unintentionally, this pair of young boys and girls who have not officially met in reality, after a perfect spiritual exchange that afternoon, the friendship can be said to have risen rapidly.
There were hardly any obstacles, and after a few chats, Kim Taeyeon naturally regarded this senior surnamed Kim as his real good friend.
So, she also began to talk to him gradually.
The longer a person is lonely, the more words he will hold in his heart. Once she finds someone she can talk to about safely, the topics she and the other person will snowball, and the scope will become wider and wider, and the words will be more and more.
There are also things that can't be said with family. Especially the sadness and tiredness caused by the practice, Kim Tae-yeon, who was sensible for a long time, was even more reluctant to tell her parents. And in reality, whenever the friends around her look at their faces, Kim Taeyeon feels that there is always something blocked in her throat.
Especially when she saw the people around her so happy and happy every day, she became even more silent.
Everyone is so happy, why should you share your depression and let others be depressed with you?
However, the predecessors were different.
Since their conversation is not like in reality, the two of them sit facing each other, so they can't see each other's expressions and eyes, so Kim Taeyeon's heart is much less burdened, and she can freely pour out some of her worries and problems to each other.
Moreover, she can always dig out layer after layer of meaning from the other person's short and gentle language, and this feeling makes her feel uplifted.
Because of the joy of being with other people's hearts.
"Oooo
Peter?
Kim Tae-yeon, who was sitting in front of the computer, blinked, typed and asked:
Of course I did. When they were learning to translate sentences in their English class, they used Peter Pan as an example, as well as many foreign classics, including Pride and Prejudice.
Do you have the courage to challenge the world, and try to protect the people you want to protect?
Well...... The reason for being unexpectedly handsome.
Kim Tae-yeon, who was sitting in front of the computer, thoughtfully picked up her glasses from the side, put on her recent myopia, and then replied by typing:
A word of surprise was sent from the other side.
Kim Taeyeon replied to the other party seriously in a very simple tone.
She may not have even noticed what it meant that she, as a girl, said such things to a boy of her own age.
Fortunately, someone who was sitting on the other end of the network at this time quickly understood that when Kim Taeyeon said this, he subconsciously just treated himself as a very good friend, so after being slightly stunned, he smiled dumbly and didn't care too much about anything.
Doesn't everyone have such a time? When we were ignorant, what our friends around us liked, we would always follow suit, and the reason was very simple and pure.
may be a little naïve to put this kind of childlike mentality on her at Kim Taeyeon's current age, but this reason is also the most dignified.
Again?
Someone sitting on the other end of the network was a little crying and laughing, and leaned back in a chair in the Internet café.
In the past twenty days, he has a relatively comprehensive understanding of his sister.
Overall, it's not an exaggeration to call her a "freak".
After the two get acquainted, in the process of chatting, Kim Taeyeon will come up with one or two wild ideas from time to time, and sometimes people can't even find her logic, her orientation to certain things is really not like those little girls her age at all.
For example, after getting acquainted, he learned that the reason why Kim Taeyeon admires him so much is not only because of that sense of confidant, but also because this girl not only wants to be a female singer, but she also plans to learn rock and roll in the future......
Yes, a bespectacled, baby-faced dwarf man holding an electric guitar gesticulating on stage and shouting "rock!" to the audience with excitement on his face.
That picture, just by imagining it, makes people feel full of disobedience.
Suddenly, he saw this new message popping up on the screen, and the whole person involuntarily fell silent.
Again, is that SM?
Taking a deep breath, he sat up straight and said to himself, "You don't necessarily have to be chosen......
He had heard Kim Taeyeon himself say about this a long time ago, and he heard that the competition was very high, 9000:1.
It made him feel that the idea in his heart might still be realized.
But when he said this, his subordinates made a normal line of blessings and sent them over.
Of course.
It's going to go well.
Kim Taeyeon, who was sitting at home, looked at the message displayed on the computer screen, and the corners of her lips turned up slightly uncontrollably, not knowing what kind of future she was looking forward to in her heart.
……
However, a few days later
Seoul.
At the exit of the bus stop, a well-behaved petite girl kept tiptoeing, trying to find the two figures she had been waiting for for a long time from the crowd of people coming and going.
But as time passed, the expectation implied on her face slowly changed, first confused, then lost, and finally, turned into a strange silence.
In the metropolis of Seoul, there are many people at the bus stop, and the little girl from this place stands in the crowd, no matter how crowded it is, people in a hurry pass by her indifferently.
The person who made the appointment didn't come.