The two went to the French restaurant, Mo Ran asked for wine, Qiu Yixian nervously stopped her, and asked the waiter to give her a cup of hot milk.

"Qiu Yixian, no wonder your wife can't stand you, your occupational disease is too serious, I just have an upset stomach, I am sad a few times, really I am pregnant?" Mo Ran rolled her eyes dissatisfied, she was in a bad mood now, and she just wanted to drink.

"It's always wrong to be cautious, look at you, haven't you endured all these years of hardship just to have a child, if you have it, and you drink alcohol and take medicine, wouldn't it be a pity?"

Qiu Yixian said with a smile and resolutely refused to let her drink it.

Mo Ran's heart moved, and he smiled mockingly.

The world will not be so coincidental, after three years with Xu Haichang without results, and with Lao Liang only once to bear fruit?

"How do you say a big man learns gynecology?" Mo Ran didn't want to continue the topic, and asked with the intention of embarrassing Qiu Yixian.

Qiu Yixian didn't care, ate a steak, and sighed: "My family was poor back then, and I was admitted to medical school to find a job after graduation, I was enrolled in surgery, and the score was not enough to be transferred to gynecology, and my teachers and classmates persuaded me to repeat my studies for a year. ”

Mo Ran's heart moved again, he wouldn't be the second Xu Haichang, right?

"Actually, I'm very grateful to Cui Ling, that is, my wife, we are young, she has poor academic performance, she dropped out of junior high school to do business, opened two clothing stores, and her tuition for my high school and college was paid by her. It was only natural for me to marry her, and I never complained. ”

Qiu Yixian didn't wait for Mo Ran to ask, he said it himself, and his expression was gloomy.

"Your wife is very affectionate. Mo Ran said.

"Miss Mo, in fact, a benefactor and a lover are two different things, aren't they? Cuiling is my benefactor, I am grateful to her, and I have the ability to raise her, but a benefactor is a benefactor, not a lover!

But I can't help it, she treats me as a husband, what can I do? If I don't marry her, I will be ungrateful, if I don't marry her, I will be Chen Shimei, and I will be a villain! I am gambling with the happiness of the rest of my life to make a future!"

Qiu Yixian's eyes were full of mist, and he drank all the red wine in his cup in one go.

Mo Ran cleared his throat, feeling sad.

There are some things that we may not say to our best friends, but we can open our hearts and say all of them to a stranger who has just met and has no malicious intent.

Is it because such strangers don't dictate their lives? Many times, all we need is an audience that can listen to us, not a friend who always wants to give us advice.

Qiu Yixian is about to be in this state now, just trying to find someone to pour out the bitter water in his heart.

Mo Ran ordered another bottle of red wine.

"Miss Mo, marriage is really cool, I'm not boasting, although I don't love Cuiling, but I'm grateful to her, when I married her, I swore to treat her well in this life, without her, there would be no Qiu Yixian's current achievements.

But reality is always reality, and it is too far from ideal! I have to work overtime at this job, right? When you are packing up your things and about to leave, a high-risk pregnant woman suddenly comes, do you think I can save it?

I'm saved! Two lives! Do you think the dumplings you made are important or are two lives important?

But Wu Cuiling she couldn't figure it out, as soon as I came home late, she lost her temper, smashed the dishes and smashed the bowls, saying that I didn't look down on her, raised a junior outside, and always used work as an excuse, how could I not see other doctors busy like me!

I am the chief physician and have a high level of experience, and naturally there are more people looking for me than those who are looking for small doctors, but she just doesn't understand, saying that I am a big man doing gynecology is a hooligan!"

Qiu Yixian opened the conversation box and couldn't close it, and he complained baldly.

Mo Ran poured him another glass of red wine.

Qiu Yixian took a dry mouthful, his cheeks flushed, and he smiled apologetically: "Miss Mo, I'm really embarrassed to tell you this." I don't have anyone to say these words, and no one is willing to listen to them, my parents are all towards Cuiling, benefactors, my colleagues all say that I married a good daughter-in-law, for me to finish my doctorate, don't dislike me for not being able to have children, send me food at noon every day, saying that I am a blessing from several lifetimes. But who understands my suffering!"

Mo Ran nodded sympathetically: "Call me Mo Ran, everyone is a neighbor, and they are not strangers." ”

"Then you're welcome, I'll call you Mo Ran. Qiu Yixian said with a smile. His eyes lit up: "Mo Ran, you are also a woman, you are different, I knocked on the door at twelve o'clock, you understand me! You make me food! You tell me that I am very hard!"

Do you know, this is the most heartwarming words that Qiu Yixian has heard since he became the director of gynecology, Wu Cuiling never felt that I was hard, I came home late, nine times out of ten times I locked the door out, and the remaining time I had to kneel outside the door and beg her, she was willing to open the door and let me in. ”

"Women, always be careful, I was also very busy with the work I did before, and everyone sympathized with each other, so I understand, I miss your wife and her, and it's normal for her not to understand. Mo Ran comforted him.

"It's a pity, she has polished out the little gratitude in my heart to her, so I filed for divorce, and after my father found out, he rushed over by train and slapped me in front of my leading colleagues in the hospital!

Qiu Yixian's voice was painful.

Mo Ran drank all the milk in the cup, shook her head and fell into deep thought, she thought of Xu Haichang, Xu Haichang shouldn't love her either, he tried his best to chase her and please her, just for money, in order to change the living conditions of his family, just like she worked overtime all night to complete an acquisition, Xu Haichang just wanted to use another way to achieve his goal.

Sometimes it really doesn't matter if it's right or wrong in this world, everyone lives with a purpose, and after hating it, they look back only to find that some things may not be so difficult to explain.

Qiu Yixian's painful appearance made her think of how Xu Haichang should evaluate her Mo Ran when facing others. He and Mo Ran are not all the way, and he should not understand nine out of ten sentences when Mo Ran speaks.

But in those years, he was Mo Ran's best listener, more heartfelt than Lao Liang.

Mo Ran likes to read philosophical books, like "Ideal Country", "Metaphysics", "Confessions" or something, sometimes talking to Lao Liang about this, Lao Liang will express his views straightforwardly with a bitter face, he doesn't want to listen, he doesn't understand.

But Xu Haichang didn't seem to say once that he didn't want to hear it, and he couldn't understand it.

He always pretends to be serious to listen, although now that I think about it, behind his serious appearance should be a belly full of scolding.

"Mo Ran, why don't you eat?" Qiu Yixian's question interrupted her thoughts.

Mo Ran put the cut steak into his mouth, and the originally delicious steak became tasteless.

After the two finished eating, they walked out of the restaurant, and Mo Ran suddenly found that she was homeless, and the house that Lao Liang rented for her had become a shelter for Xu Haichang's family.

And the house she bought herself, she didn't even have the key.

"I'm sorry, I'm going to trouble you to drive. Qiu Yixian said with a smile.

Mo Ran shrugged: "No wonder you tricked me into drinking milk, it turned out that you wanted me to be a driver." ”

"Oh, speaking of which, come to the hospital tomorrow, I'll check it for you, in case it really happens, this time I promise to let you give birth to a child safely, and fulfill your dream of motherhood." Qiu Yixian packed the ticket with a big tongue.

Mo Ran swallowed his saliva, Qiu Yixian should still remember the sincere attitude when she was in the hospital and begged Dr. Liao to help her save the child.

Mo Ran drove the car back to the community, Qiu Yixian got out of the car, saw her sitting still, climbed the car door and asked, "Why don't you get out of the car?"

"You go up first, I still have some business. Mo Ran said, rummaging through the key to Lao Liang's house.

The car has changed several times, and I don't know where to put the keys. If you can't find it, you'll have to stay in a hotel tonight.

"It's all at this time, what else do you have to do, let's go up together, there have been many accidents in the parking lot recently, and you go alone, I'm a little worried. Qiu Yixian said with a snort of wine.

The keys really can't be found!

Mo Ran sighed, opened his wallet to get his ID card, and prepared to stay in the hotel, but he couldn't find his ID card!

Mo Ran straightened his eyes and thought about it, it should have been sandwiched in cash and given to the Xu family together.

"What's wrong, I can't find the house key?" Qiu Yixian asked.

Mo Ran smiled bitterly: "It's really amazing, you can see this?"

"It's okay, our two balconies are connected, as soon as I go back to my house, I'll climb over and open the door for you." Qiu Yixian said.

"I don't dare to use you, I have a misstep and hatred for eternity, I forgot my ID card, you do me a favor, open a room in a nearby hotel, and I will sleep in a hotel tonight." Mo Ran got out of the car.

"What kind of hotel do you sleep in, let's spend the night at my house. Qiu Yixian said, maybe he felt that it was inappropriate, and laughed again: "Mo Ran, I don't mean anything else, it's not ancient now, why can't lonely men and widows live in the same room, I have three bedrooms there, which is bigger than the layout of your house." ”

When he said this, Mo Ran was embarrassed to refuse again, nodded in agreement, and got on the elevator with him.

As soon as the elevator door opened, Mo Ran suddenly grabbed Qiu Yixian's sleeve and poked his head out to look, but refused to get out of the elevator.

"What's wrong?" Qiu asked her puzzled.

Mo Ran saw that there was no one in the corridor, so she relieved herself and pushed Qiu Yixian to leave quickly, Qiu Yixian opened the door, and the two went in, so she breathed a sigh of relief and sat down on the sofa.

Qiu Yixian went to the kitchen to drink water, and ran over in a fuss: "Mo Ran, there is someone in your family!"

Mo Ran spread his hands and told him what happened.

Qiu Yixian held the water cup in both hands, and an embarrassed smile appeared on his face: "Mo Ran, you won't be prejudiced against us rural people because of this, right?"

"What are you talking about, I have no prejudice against everyone, and I won't generalize, they are them, the countryside is so big, there are good and bad people. Mo Ran said with a smile.

"That's good, that's good. Qiu Yixian looked relieved.

The two chatted for a while, then went to wash up and go to sleep.

It is about professional habits, Qiu Yixian's house is very clean and tidy, and there is a smell of disinfectant water, which makes Mo Ran a little uncomfortable, his stomach is turning over the river and the sea, and he wants to vomit, so he runs into the bathroom barefoot, retching a few times on the toilet, and vomits out the little dinner he ate at night.

"You see I'm right? I'm pregnant. ”

There was a voice behind him, startling Mo Ran.

Qiu Yixian walked over, helped her up, and handed her a cup of warm water.

Mo Ran rinsed his mouth and shook his head: "Impossible! Last time my eldest aunt was normal, this is not time." ”

"You can't fool me, I've been your attending doctor, you can't come once every two months, and it's not allowed. Qiu Yixian said with a smile.

Mo Ran rolled his eyes at him.

"Tomorrow I will go to the outpatient clinic, and I will come directly to me without registration. Qiu Yixian yawned and walked into the bedroom and instructed her.

Mo Ran sat on the sofa, rolling his eyes and hurting.

Qiu Yixian is a professional doctor, and he said yes, then eight or nine are not far from ten.

But this child came at an inopportune time, she wanted it but couldn't, and when she didn't want it, she came.

Mo Ran buried his head in his knees, not wanting to think about the past, but instead remembering the two years in the mental hospital.

She should not have had children, and she should not have allowed children to suffer what she had suffered.

When she fell asleep, Qiu Yixian had already gone to work, and there was a child's shouting in the corridor.

Mo Ran shook his head in frustration and lay on the sofa in a daze.

The sequelae of marriage are all kinds of troubles, and this kind of trouble may become a maggot of rotten bones, which will not go away.

There was a knock at the door.

Mo Ran jumped up, frightened in his heart, and ran to the door, only to find that this Qiu Yixian had installed a monitor outside the door! The display screen next to the door clearly showed the appearance of the person who knocked on the door.

The knock on the door was a cheerful old lady with neat boots and hats!

Mo Ran began to hesitate whether to open the door, but he was even more depressed in his heart, how could he deal with the old lady, all kinds of old ladies, and they were really depressed.

The old lady kept knocking on the door unhurriedly, Mo Ran bit her lip and stared at the display screen and didn't want to open the door, but the phone rang, it was Qiu Yixian, saying that it was his mother standing outside, who had just come from the countryside and asked her to open the door.

Mo Ran had no choice but to open the door, and he said that he was asleep and didn't listen to the knock.

"It's okay, it's okay, the young man sleeps and dies, it's okay. The old lady smiled kindly and looked Mo Ran up and down.

Mo Ran's heart of 10,000 tons of grass and mud horses roared by, she only spent the night in a strange man's house once in her life, and she was caught by other people's parents, and God took care of her so much.

"Girl, what is your name?" asked the old lady, sitting down.

Mo Ran said sorry, ran into the room to change clothes and prepare to leave.

"Girl, don't be afraid, our family Qiu Yixian is preparing for a divorce, isn't this already separated, if it weren't for Cui Ling's suicide, the divorce certificate would have been received earlier." The old lady had a beautiful voice.

"Auntie, your son and I are just ordinary friends, there is nothing to do, I forgot to bring the house key, I came to borrow it for a night, and I have nothing to do with your son, don't worry about it. Mo Ran hurriedly explained.

"Don't explain, Qiu Yixian told me, you are good to him, and you are a college student, and you are a good student, just listen to him and say that I still don't believe it, this meeting, my heart will be put down, our family Qiu Yixian is not bad, I said that I don't worry about finding a daughter-in-law." ”

The old lady pursed her lips and smiled.

Mo Ran was confused when he heard it, it sounded strange, as if it had been designed.

"Auntie, you rest, I'm going to work. Mo Ran really didn't want to entangle with her anymore, so he hurriedly coped with a few words and ran out of the door.

Fortunately, the group of imps in the corridor were called in to eat, and Mo Ran went downstairs smoothly.

After sitting in the car for a while, I still went to the hospital.

When Mo Ran entered Qiu Yixian's consultation room, he was busy pressing the belly of a pregnant woman, pressing it for a long time, and unscrewing his eyebrows: "The fetal position has changed, you go to take a B-ultrasound, and I'll take a look when I come back, I can't get it to be caesarean section." ”

After finishing the work, the pregnant woman turned around and saw Mo Ran, sat down, drank saliva, and said with a smile: "I lied to you, you really came, you can't see it at this time, you just buy an early pregnancy test strip and go home for testing." ”

Mo Ran took a sip of him, and his heart that had been hanging all night finally let go, and his face was not very good-looking.

"Mo Ran, I'm based on experience, your first two pregnancies were all reactions as soon as you got on your body, that's why I said that. Qiu Yixian also felt that his lie was a bit excessive, and he was busy lying to himself.

"Also, didn't you say that it was difficult for me to get pregnant?" Mo Ran laughed at himself.

"I didn't say that, I meant that your uterus was not conducive to fetal development, not that it was difficult for you to get pregnant. Qiu Yixian corrected her.

"You say, if I'm really pregnant, will this child be saved?" Mo Ran asked.

Qiu Yixian sighed: "I will do my best, how to say, there is a lot of hope, a new set of treatments has been introduced in the hospital recently, and the cases in my hands have been quite successful." ”

"It's a life after all, you can't just kill him, right?" Mo Ran sighed with straight eyes.

"It's the same as you really have. Qiu Yixian laughed at her.

Mo Ran subconsciously touched his belly and sighed: "I bought test strips and tried them before I came, two bars, what do you say?"

Qiu Yixian, who was drinking from a water cup, squirted out a mouthful of water and coughed.

"Really, Dr. Qiu, that's how lucky!" Mo Ran looked a little sad.

"Mo Ran, I'm not mistaken, you said that you divorced your husband, do you want this child?" Qiu Yixian looked serious.

"If not, will I still have a chance to be a mother?" asked Mo Ran abruptly.

Qiu Yixian swallowed his saliva: "I'll tell you the truth, your uterine conditions are very unsatisfactory, and miscarriage will also hurt it a lot, and it will have a great impact on your future fertility, if you really want to be a mother, my suggestion is to keep it, and I can't keep it." ”

"Can you tell how old it is now?" asked Mo Ran.

Qiu Yixian sighed: "You know this best." ”

"I know once every two months, I know what a fart. Mo Ran cursed.

Qiu looked at her puzzled.

"I mean, it's important to me to know if it was a month ago or if it was a month ago. Mo Ran said seriously.

Qiu Yixian spread his hands: "I shouldn't be able to see it now, it's too early." ”

"Nonsense, it's too late to see it!" Mo Ran was a little excited.

"Now there are only two options, one is to keep it, and the other is to keep it, and even if you don't want it, it will be a month later. Qiu Yixian said a cold joke.

Mo Ran snorted in annoyance: "You are also a professional?"

"Quite professional advice. Qiu Yixian's serious demeanor.

Mo Ran turned to leave.

"Hey, did you find the key?" and where did you sleep tonight?" Qiu Yi asked behind her.

Mo Ran ignored him, vaguely smelling a bit of conspiracy, it was too a fucking coincidence, could it be that this guy used her to prevaricate his mother in order to divorce Wu Cuiling, so as to get fucking support, right?

Mo Ran walked out of the hospital with a wilted expression, Qiu Yixian's words became a prophecy, she was really pregnant again. She still remembers Dr. Liao's words that her opportunities to be a mother are few and far between, and if the baby comes, she must cherish it.

So even if it is Xu Haichang's, do you have to continue to cherish it?

She was very messy, her mind was a mess, and she only had two or three aunts once a month, which made her unsure when she had this child.

She is in numbers, and the accounts can be clear, but this pregnancy, she has never figured it out, and in this regard, even Xu Haichang said that she was an idiot.

"Mo Ran, you're finally here, but I'm in a hurry. ”

At the entrance of the hospital, Gao Jie stopped her.

Mo Ran rolled his eyes at him: "I knew that those women and children found my house to bully me, but you didn't show up, let me solve it alone, I hate you." ”

"You called, it was a man who answered, saying that it was your neighbor, eating together, nothing happened, he would take care of you, so I was relieved to dance with my wife." Gao Jie looked resentful.

"I don't blame you, you're not my 24-hour bodyguard. Mo Ran smiled at him: "It's really difficult for you, to be a lawyer for Lao Liang, and to take care of his family affairs, the housekeeper is almost the same, see him later, and ask him for a double salary." ”

"Mo Ran, did you put me on the blacklist? Why can't I get through on the phone and don't reply to the messages?" asked Gao Jie.

Mo Ran took out his mobile phone to look at it and sucked his nose: "It's out of power." ”

"Let's go, don't grind, Mr. Liang will look for you as soon as he wakes up, and the dog I scolded is bloody, and I don't dare to tell him that the Xu family is looking for trouble again. Gao Jie tugged at her sleeve and went to the ICU.

Mo Ran changed his clothes and went in, Lao Liang was full of anger and shouted that he wanted to go out to change to the general ward, and the doctor softly persuaded him to observe him for another two days.

"You can do whatever the doctor tells you to do, do you still want to take a doctor's license and treat yourself yourself?" Mo Ran reprimanded impatiently.

When Lao Liang saw her, he lost his temper and didn't squeak, so he asked the doctor to do an examination.

The doctor went out for a long time, Mo Ran was still sitting on the stool and distracted, his eyes were straight, his mouth was slightly open, and Lao Liang screamed more than a dozen times but did not respond.

"Mo Xiaoran!" Lao Liang was angry, scooped up the glasses next to the pillow and smashed them, and Mo Ran raised his eyes to look at him.

"Why are you so distracted, don't you think I'm not dead?" complained Lao Liang.

"Lao Liang, ask you something, if you are asked to raise a child for someone else, will you accept it?" Mo Ran picked up his glasses, put them on the side of the bed, leaned on the edge of the bed, and asked in a low voice.

"Why should I raise a child for someone else? I'm crazy?" Lao Liang replied angrily.

Mo Ran hit his head on the edge of the bed and was silent.

"No, Mo Xiaoran, why do I have to raise a child for someone else? Lao Liang asked.

The point of this sentence is that if you are allowed to raise it, it is not really for you to raise it. Mo Ran's faint voice.

"Mo Xiaoran, don't do stupid things anymore, I will say it, but the facts are facts, you can't have children, we can't take this risk, do you know? If I knew that you have been busy with children for the past three years, you would have divorced you a long time ago, are you the one who can have children?" said Lao Liang with a serious face.

Mo Ran exploded suddenly, his face darkened, and his voice became cold: "Why can't I have children, it's difficult for me to have children, but it doesn't mean that I can't give birth well, okay?"

"I didn't mean that, I mean ......" Lao Liang wanted to explain.

"Okay, you don't have to explain, I know what you want to say, I have mental illness, mental illness will be inherited, and children will not be normal in the future, so I can't give birth, I know, I have self-knowledge, I don't give birth. ”

Mo Ran got up angrily and threw away his sleeves.

"Hey, Mo Xiaoran, I didn't mean that, I asked the doctor, your conditions to give birth to a child will be life-threatening, we can't lose our lives in order to have a child, isn't it......" Lao Liang followed up and explained, it was late, Mo Ran had already thrown the door out.

If it was usual, maybe she wouldn't be so anxious, but now she is thinking that she is sick and can't have children, what she wants to hear is encouragement, Lao Liang just went straight to what she didn't want to hear.

That's why she was angry, her brain was already a little disobedient, because the radical behavior of Xu Haichang's mother made her worry about her mental condition again, and then she felt that every word of Lao Liang's words was aimed at her illness.

Gao Jie pushed the door in: "Mr. Liang, what's wrong with Mo Ran?"

"Gao Jie, go and call the doctor, I want to be discharged. Lao Liang's face was calm, and his seriousness made Gao Jie feel a little panicked.

"No, Mr. Liang, you haven't been discharged from the intensive care unit yet, how can you be discharged. Gao Jie smiled bitterly.

"Mo Ran's spirit is not right, Xu Haichang has locked her up these days, something is wrong with the pass, I have to watch her. Lao Liang said.