Liu Yixian saw that my face was not good, and insisted on sending me.

I sat in the passenger seat, my eyes blank, and I didn't know that the beads of sweat on my forehead had soaked the broken hair on my sideburns.

"Jiaoyang, are you okay?Why do you sweat so much?" Liu Yi's inquiry pulled me back to reality.

I rubbed my forehead with the back of my hand, it was slightly cool.

"It's okay, maybe too anxious. "I also noticed something strange about my body, and the back of my close-fitting turtleneck cashmere sweater was cold in my coat.

"When you get to the hospital in a while, I'll help you register. Because of driving, Liu Yiyi glanced at me, and then turned back to look ahead.

"Hmm. I agreed, but my mind was full of Chu Qingchuan's shadow.

"Sun...... Leave the matter of Ke'er and Xingguang to me, you can take care of Qingchuan with peace of mind. "We hurried to the intensive care unit, and Liu Yiyi told me outside the door.

I looked down and saw her bulging abdomen.

"On the front line, you need to rest more. I will definitely trouble you if you need it, don't worry. I can handle everything, trust me. I hugged her softly, and she patted me on the back.

When I turned around, I saw Zhan Jiang standing in the observation room, looking through the glass at the sleeping man in the ward.

I walked over and unconsciously touched the glass in front of me with both hands, as if I could touch Chu Qingchuan's face in this way.

Although there were no words, Zhan Jiang sensed that I was coming.

"The condition worsened. The doctor said that there was too much unforeseen "sex" in his situation, but this time he was fortunate to find it in time...... "Zhan Jiang's voice became more and more inaudible.

I retracted my fingers, and I felt a chill on my fingertips.

"Chu Qingchuan, you bastard. "After a long silence, my blank brain only sent this one signal.

"What do I owe you! you want to do this to me?" I snorted, full of grievances and unwillingness, but I could only turn into a complaint with no confidence.

There was a powerful big hand on his shoulder, and his palm was thick and warm, like Chu Qingchuan.

I wish it was him standing by my side at this moment. But he lay there quietly, as if a tired man had finally been given a chance to rest.

"Can't it be fine?" I pressed my forehead against the glass and looked down at the ground, my long hair hanging down to cover my face.

Tears poured down the clear marble floor.

After a long time, Liu Yiyi said to me: "At that time, it really made you hard-working mandarin ducks abuse your heart." Sometimes I hate Brother Chuan, what did he tease you in the first place, and how much you suffered with him. But this is all momentary anger. He loves you, and no one can stop him. You love him, how can you let it go so easily. ”

When I regained consciousness, I found myself in a hospital bed.

Liu Xianxian was not there, and Yang Buregret's heroic face was lying just above my eyes, and his eyes were round.

To be honest, it scared the bolds out of me.

"Are you willing to wake up?" she scolded me in hatred.

I looked at her suspiciously, and looked at her with a look of understanding.

"Severe cold, high fever and fainting. I said are you sensory failure, can't you feel it?" her reproachful tone was a mixture of concern and helplessness.

"Is it so serious...... I defended myself weakly, remembering that on the night of the first-line wedding, I was indeed very cold. Later, I was in a hurry to catch fire, and probably the root of the disease had already been planted.

But, how can I not fall down at this time?!

"It's not serious, it's not serious at all. You don't care about your body bones anyway. She continued to stare at me until my scalp was numb and I felt uncomfortable.

"Alright, well, poor one. She glanced at me and said, "Lao Chu's surgical plan, Mr. Zhan has signed." You take care of yourself first, and when his operation is successful, then you have the strength to settle accounts with him. ”

I held the glass of water she handed me in my hand, and the heat slowly hit my face.

Surgery?...... Succeed?......

I remembered that Chu Qingchuan's attending doctor had mentioned it before, and the success rate was not optimistic.

Yang Buregret seeing that I didn't speak, and continued: "Between conservative treatment and surgery, Mr. Zhan chose the latter. He asked me to tell you that it was Lao Chu's own decision. Just after the two of them met, Lao Chu told him. ”

"Hmm. "I'm preoccupied, and I don't want Yang to see it, at this time, she will definitely not allow me to go out.

I deliberately took my phone and glanced at the date and time, and I actually slept all night, and it was already the next morning.

"Beauty, I'm hungry, buy me some breakfast. I pleaded pitifully.

Yang Buregret narrowed his apricot eyes, swept me from head to toe, and warned me not to play tricks with his eyes.

"I'm really hungry......" At this time, my stomach grunted very well with me.

Yang Buregret finally believed me, and as soon as she walked on her front foot, I opened my phone to check the messages Anna sent me.

"Sunny, how are you doing over there, have you seen Luther?" Anna asked.

"Well, everything is fine, don't read it. "I'll reply to her.

Time was pressing, so I quickly changed my clothes, removed the syringe for the infusion, and sneaked out of the hospital.

On the way, I called Chu Qingchuan's attending doctor, and he said that a comprehensive examination was underway to confirm that all indicators met the requirements of the operation.

"Sunny, be mentally prepared. "The doctor told me before he hung up.

I answered, wrapped my coat tightly, and told the driver to drive faster.

I'm going to find Luther, even if it turns out to be uncultured and annoying, I'll admit it.

Who knew that the driver had to change his route when he encountered a road blockade halfway through.

At the same time, I received a call from Qiao Rui: "Jiaoyang, something so big happened, why didn't you look for me?"

"What?" I blurted out, not realizing what he was talking about.

"You guy! ahem!" Qiao Rui was obviously angry that I didn't treat him as a friend, and coughed anxiously.

A gentle female voice came from the other side of the phone: "Look at you, what's the hurry, Jiaoyang must be afraid that you will be worried if you don't tell you, you have just recovered a little, how can you help Jiaoyang if you fall ill again?" Do you want Jiaoyang to be overwhelmed?"

The person who spoke was Wei Ran, Qiao Rui's girlfriend and a well-known female "sex" artist in the circle.

I didn't know her well, I only met her a few times, and I felt like she was kind and distant, approachable but condescending.

"Qiao Rui, are you sick?" I feel sorry, I heard that he seems to have a cold on the last call, and it should have something to do with helping me find Chu Qingchuan that night.

"It's fine. Xiao Ran was so nervous, she was already much better. Cough. Qiao Rui excused. But I could clearly hear that he was deliberately holding back, not letting himself cough out, and his voice was not gentler and calmer than usual, as if wrapped in a layer of yellow sand, and I felt uncomfortable listening to it.

"Thank you. I'm fine, everything is working out, I've found a friend to help. I hastened to reassure him.

"So you don't need me as a friend?" Qiao Rui asked rhetorically.

"Yes, I've never been afraid to trouble you, am I?" I was moved at the same time, but also said to myself in my heart, Cheng Jiaoyang, this time you must rely on yourself to get through all the difficulties.

At this time, Wei Ran's voice rang on the phone: "Jiaoyang, Qiao Rui is very worried about you like this. I'll send you my contact information in a while, and you can contact me directly if you have something, you're welcome. ”

"Good. Did Master Qiao hear that? Thanks to your care, even Sister Wei Ran opened the back door for me. "I made a smug look, just to reassure Qiao Rui.

"Well, you're interested. Qiao Rui said boldly.

"I will come to the door another day to thank you. Now it's a bit of a hurry, so I'll hang up and say goodbye first. I looked out the window at the road sign and saw "Showaji" in three eye-catching letters.

Although I believed in cause and effect, I never worshipped ghosts or gods, let alone asked the Buddha for anything.

In addition, my grandfather was a staunch atheist, so I stayed away from the gods.

But right now, I'm walking step by step up the staircase that leads to the top of Showa-ji Temple.

I changed my mind on the fly and asked the driver to stop under the sign.

I remember when I first traveled to Tibet, I was deeply moved by the ritual of the pilgrimage of the believers. At that time, I felt that piety was a strength, and faith was sacred.

I can't tell why I would go to Showaji Temple at such a critical moment and do such a thing that is most meaningless in the eyes of pragmatists. Maybe I'm really desperate to put my hope in the gods.

And I'm still a little selfish. Anna told me that Luther's wife was interested in Showaji Temple, and that I wanted to bring a special gift when I went to see Luther this time.

In a sense, Luthor and I are in a similar situation right now, and I think I can relate to his feelings, and he should understand me, so he rejects me.

But when I entered the main hall, the monks were chanting.

I followed their example, kneeling on the back of the futon and clasping my hands together. Although I couldn't understand the scriptures they chanted, my heart gradually became ethereal.

Looking up at the tall and magnificent golden body of the Bodhisattva in front of me, I prayed silently in my heart to the kind face.

If I can buy him a safe life, I am willing to pay any price. I can not be loved, I can never be loved.

Can such a wish come true?

I turned my head, and at some point on the futon beside me knelt an old woman, who looked a little like an ethnic minority, and spoke Chinese fluently.

She prayed very devoutly, and I learned from her to bow three times to the Buddha statue and whisper her prayers.

Just as I got up, I noticed that she was struggling to move, so I hurriedly gathered my numb legs to support her.

"Thank you, little girl. She looked at me with a smile.

I'm welcome, and that's when I noticed the small suitcase on the other side of her body.

She smiled knowingly: "I came from out of town, and I heard that it is very effective here, so I came directly from the airport." Then she looked at me and asked, "Are you here to pray for blessings too?"

I was a little ashamed: "I'm not a believer. ”

She nodded, still smiling: "Then you must have encountered a difficult difficulty to solve before you came here." Don't be afraid. ”

"Hmm. I replied softly.

This lady must be in poor health, and I was worried that something would happen to her, so I kept supporting her.

"Are you a local?" she asked.

I nodded yes.

"Girl, I'm going to ask for a lot, do you want to come along?" she patted my hand on her arm.

When I saw her holding the sticker, I decided not to.

I'm afraid that the result will not be good, and then I will be stifled even the right to hope.

"I want to ask if my husband will be happy in the future?" the old lady's question came out, and I couldn't understand it for a while.

However, the master who unsigned the sign did not have any strange expression, and said a word of Buddha softly.

In line with the principle of respecting others, I stepped aside and did not listen to the process of unsigning.

After they had finished talking, I walked over and asked, "May I ask for a peace charm here?"

The master looked at me with kind eyes: "Donor, if you have a good face and a good heart, you must be a blessed person." ”

I looked back to see if there was anyone else behind me, did that mean me?