Chapter 70: Always Alone

It was eight o'clock in the evening when Jian returned from Huayan to the old mansion as promised, and Aunt Wu saw her with a worried face, "Is there something wrong with the company?"

"No, don't worry!" Jane smiled reluctantly and shook her head.

She didn't take the initiative to tell the housekeeper and Aunt Wu about Jian Sixue and Huayan, but in this world, there is no impermeable wall, and there is a lot of news outside.

Aunt Wu and the housekeeper are both old people in the house, and they treat Jane like relatives, and recently, such a big thing happened in Jane's family, and it all depends on Jane as promised to support her.

Jane went home exhausted every day, they saw it, but they couldn't help much, so they had to take care of her diet and daily life.

Aunt Wu sighed and said, "I'll give you a hot dinner!"

"Well, I'm going to see grandpa!"

The old man was sleeping, but he was not sleeping peacefully, and his brows were furrowed tightly.

The housekeeper said beside him, "Mr. has been talking to you all the time during dinner, I said that you went to Yuqiuluo, don't talk about it later!"

"Well, you've worked hard, go take a break, I'm here with grandpa!"

Jane ate dinner in the old man's room, and after eating, she nestled on the carpet at the head of the bed and whispered to the old man.

"Grandpa, I'm really unproductive......"

When she was a child, she danced and wanted to grow up to be a dancer, but she never danced again after the age of eighteen.

After marrying Xu Fan, she wanted to be a white-collar worker with a successful career, but in the end, the company went bankrupt, and Xu Fan also entered.

Even if she went to Huayan very reluctantly, she hoped that she would be able to study publishing well.

……

But now, she hasn't done anything.

The previous marriage was a lie.

This section is like a cold tomb.

When people are in a difficult situation, it is always difficult to find the strength to support themselves to move forward, but Jane has no way back...... Now she had to hold it alone.

Last time, Jian Nianen had an accident and picked up a life, and the child was gradually improving.

But in the hospital, Duan Yucheng, who said that he would come to find him, disappeared.

The phone doesn't work, and no one can see it.

Sometimes, Jian Ru asks if Duan Yucheng really appears to live his own life, and whether he has always been his own fantasy.

But everyone around her knows Duan Yucheng.

is obviously a relationship that has been recognized by everyone, but she has no sense of reality.

In the past few nights, when Jian was tossing and turning, she was always thinking, obviously Duan Yucheng loved herself so much, but why didn't she show up when she needed it?

Dad suddenly fell into a coma, Grandpa ran out of oil, and Huayan was a mess...... Internal and external troubles, why can't Duan Yucheng help by his side?

Every time she had such an idea, she wanted to call Duan Yucheng.

But the result is the same.

Every time she listened to the mechanical sound of the system coming from her mobile phone, Jian Ruyue felt as if she had been thrown into the deep sea.

Over and over again, over and over again.

Until she went from disappointment to despair.

If there is nothing to expect, there is nothing to be disappointed, let alone despair.

She envies the love of her grandparents, and misses someone all her life, even if her grandma is gone, her grandfather still cares about her.

But what about Duan Yucheng she loves?

When I thought of him, Jane's heart was like a heavy soaked cotton ball.

She pinched her nose hard, suppressed the stuffiness between her noses, looked at the old man on the bed and said, "Grandpa, I'm a little scared......"

If Jian Sixue can't wake up, what should Hua Yan do?

Huayan was founded by grandpa and grandma, if it is gone...... Does she have the ability to set up a new Huazheng on her own?

At the moment, she doesn't have that ability.

"Grandpa, I'm so useless. "She also had such a madness, if she had studied management hard when she was in Los Angeles, today's Huayan would not have become like this.

If......

If she hadn't experienced that brutal assault eight years ago, she might have ......

But there is no possibility in life, only forced to accept.

Jane closed her eyes as promised, and the tears that were out of control fell uncontrollably on her jaw, like beads with broken threads, ticking and ticking, non-stop.

She curled up and nestled on the carpet, like a hopeless snail, afraid of disturbing the old man, Jane bit her lip as promised, and choked her voice.

Uncomfortable......

It's so uncomfortable.

The whole chest cavity was heavy and breathless.

But now even crying out loud has become extravagant.

"Ya...... Girl......"

Hearing the old man's hoarse voice, Jian stopped breathing as promised, wiped the tears on her face indiscriminately, got up from the stall violently, and smiled sweetly at the old man, "Grandpa, you're awake!"

"Girl...... You...... You come closer, grandpa look...... I can't see clearly......" The old man spoke with a trill, and his words were intermittent, and he tried his best.

"Grandpa, what now?" Jian approached the old man as promised, took his hand and put it on her face, obviously smiling at the corners of her mouth, but tears fell frantically.

The old man trembled his hands, wiped away Jian Ruyue's tears, and said with an unsteady breath, "When we Jian Jian laughed...... Look the best, don't ...... Don't cry!"

"Grandpa, I'm not crying, I'm happy!" Jane sniffed as promised, and wiped away her tears vigorously.

"Silly boy......" the old man said in a soft voice.

In recent days, the old man has been in a coma, has very little time to be awake, and even when he is awake, he has not spoken as he does now.

But at this time, his sudden soberness was not a good sign.

The four big words kept echoing in Jian Ruyue's mind.

She was really scared.

Jian Ruyue laughed while crying, "That's also spoiled by you, grandpa!"

Hearing this, the old man's eyes darkened, "Grandpa...... Gone, who...... Spoil you, silly girl......"

Jane grinned as promised, "I'll spoil myself!"

The old man chuckled, "Okay, answer...... Grandpa Ying, no matter what happens in the future...... ...... to yourself Good!"

"Hmm. Jane nodded frantically as promised.

After a pause, the old man continued, "Your illness ......"

Hearing these three words, Jian Ru's breath trembled, and she looked at the old man fiercely, and her heartbeat was about to stop.

The old man said to himself, "If it can be cured, it will be cured, but if it can't be cured...... Grandpa left it to you...... Leave it to you...... Enough for the rest of your life...... Life. ”

"My granddaughter Jian Peimin...... That's it...... It's time for a lifetime!"

The last four words, the old man said with almost all his strength.

Jane's lips were broken, but she still broke down and cried.

A worry-free life......

But she would rather not have a worry-free life, she just hopes that her grandfather is alive and healthy.

"Grandpa, I don't want ...... I don't want anything, I just want you to live well!"

"Silly boy...... Your grandmother...... Miss me...... I also...... I'm going to see my ...... Girl......" The old man said this, his eyes kept looking at the picture of his grandmother at the bedside, and his eyes were gentle and affectionate.

"She waited for me...... Twenty years...... I can't...... Can't make her wait any longer...... Wait......"

"Girl...... Listen to grandpa...... Be happy......"

After the old man finished speaking, he slowly closed his eyes.

There was so much emotion in those eyes, but there was nothing.

Jane cried like crazy, "Grandpa...... Don't go ......"

"Grandpa, open your eyes!"

The housekeeper and Aunt Wu, who heard the crying outside, rushed in, and then pulled Jian down as promised.

"Grandpa...... No, hurry, call Xiang Nan...... Housekeeper, call an ambulance!"

"Miss, Mr. is gone!" Aunt Wu hugged Jian as promised and sobbed.

Jane shook her head messily, "No...... He didn't leave, you touch it, grandpa's hands are still hot...... Grandpa must have been tired and sleepy...... Grandpa likes glutinous millet porridge, you can cook a little more tomorrow morning......"

"Miss, don't be like this!" Aunt Wu has been in this Jane's house for more than 30 years, Jane has grown up watching her as promised, how can she not feel distressed when she sees this appearance.

"Aunt Wu, grandpa still likes pumpkin steamed buns, I'll get up early tomorrow to make them for him, can you teach me?"

"Good...... Okay, I'll teach you!"

"We also have to plant an osmanthus tree in this yard, the kind that is tall and big, my grandfather and I get up under the osmanthus tree, we can also brew some osmanthus brew in autumn, just in winter to warm up our bodies......"

Jane burst into tears as she spoke, as if as long as she said it, these good wishes could come true.

The housekeeper and Aunt Wu also wept.

Jane kept talking as promised, planning until the end of the year, thinking about how to celebrate the New Year.

She originally thought that she was ready for her grandfather to leave, but when this day really came, she realized her vulnerability.

She, Jane, was not strong at all.

Just ask how a strong person can suffer from depression and how can he have a split personality.

She hated her incompetence and vulnerability.

But even this, she can't help it.

She was tired of crying, and the voice in her mouth gradually became quieter, and finally she quietly guarded the old man, just like every day before.

With two red and swollen eyes, she said to the housekeeper and Aunt Wu, "I want to accompany grandpa!"

This is a night.

Jian kept the old man as promised until the sky was dark, the rising sun broke, and the golden light sprinkled on the old man's body through the window, as if shrouded in light.

When Jane saw this picture as promised, she had to break off no matter how much reluctance she felt in her heart.

"Grandpa, go find grandma, Jane...... I'll hold it on!" said Jane in a hoarse voice.

The old man was still lying quietly, the ups and downs in the air beating up and down, as if in response to Jane's promise.

At six o'clock in the morning, Jian finally pushed open the door of the old man's bedroom, and she said to the housekeeper, "The weather is good today, and grandpa is not afraid of the cold on the road!"

The butler's eyes turned red and he replied, "Yes." ”

The next thing is to arrange the funeral of the old man, and the housekeeper found someone to calculate the date, and just three days later, on June 18, it is appropriate to bury and pray for blessings.

The old man didn't like to be busy, so Jane discussed with the housekeeper as promised and invited some of the old man's best friends before his death.

When they learned that the old man had died, they were all shocked.

The old man was noble by nature and never told his old friend the news of his illness, so his death was not expected by anyone.

It only took three days from the old man's eyes to the funeral, although there was a housekeeper and Aunt Wu to help, but the things to deal with relatives and friends were all done by Jane as promised.

And from time to time there are some people who want to come and fight for the inheritance.

At first, Jian would explain a sentence or two to them as promised, and then directly asked the security guard to forcibly send people out.

In the past three days, she hardly slept much, but at this time, Jane Ruyue was like a machine, if it weren't for the Tie Qing under her eyes, she thought she wouldn't feel tired at all, and sometimes the housekeeper couldn't see it, so he asked the security guard to take Jian Ruyue down and take her to the room to rest.

June 18 was still a good day.

Jane squinted for half an hour before getting up.

The old man's mourning hall is in the old house, and he and his wife agreed that they would live here for the rest of their lives, so when he left, he also had to walk from home.

The old mansion was the same as usual, the trees in the yard were lush and lush, and the words planted by Jane and the old man were brilliant and fresh, and they didn't know that the owner of this mansion was no longer there.

Jane stood in the courtyard for a while as promised, and then returned to the mourning hall.

At this time, there were already relatives and friends coming one after another, Jian stood by the mourning hall as promised, bowed and thanked those relatives and friends over and over again, listening to the "festival mourning" in others' mouths, and her heart was about to become numb.

At eight o'clock, Xiao Ai, Nishino and Ji Bohan came.

Xiao Ai cried and hugged her as soon as she saw Jane as promised, "Why are you hiding it from us, why?"

If it weren't for Lu Zheng coming to Jian's house to attend the memorial service, Xiye wouldn't know, and Lin Xiaoai wouldn't know.

Hearing her friend's distressed voice, Jian choked up and said, "I'm afraid you will see me shed tears!"

She said it lightly, but Nishino next to her was already secretly wiping her tears.

"In the future, I will accompany you!" Xiao Ai hugged Jian Ru fiercely and said solemnly.

"Good. ”

Nishino hugged Jane again.

After that, they did not leave, and stayed by Jane's side as promised, just like the granddaughter and grandson of the old man.

Ji Bohan stood aside with a cold gaze, so that those who wanted to take the opportunity to sarcastically say a few words were scared and didn't dare to speak more.

The time of burial was half past one in the afternoon.

But by eleven o'clock, the person Jane wanted to see hadn't even appeared at the door.

Xiao Ai and Nishino also knew who Jane was waiting for all along.

But they can't help it.

At ten o'clock, there was a sudden commotion at the door.

Wu Shuxian supported Jian Nianen and staggered in.

Behind him was the security guard who came after him, "Miss, I'm sorry...... We didn't stop!"

In order not to let the old man see these two women disturbed, Jian Ru had already explained before the memorial service that the security guards guarding the gate of the old mansion could not let their mother and daughter in.

But she also knew that it was not easy to stop Wu Shuxian.

"It's okay, you guys go out first!" said Jane lightly.

She said this, but she didn't want to make the scene too ugly, but Wu Shuxian didn't think so, she thought it was Jane's heart as promised.

"Jane as promised, I'm also your elder, and you are hiding it from me for such a big thing as the death of the old man?"

Hearing this, Xiao Ai rolled up her sleeves and went over to smoke Wu Shuxian's two ear scrapers.

But Jane stopped her as promised.

She lazily lifted her eyes and glanced at Wu Shuxian coldly, "Since you are so filial, why didn't you stay at your grandfather's bedside to serve tea and pour water?"

Wu Shuxian opened her mouth to argue, and Jian continued as promised, "Ms. Wu, there is one more thing, I'm afraid you don't know yet, just yesterday, my father Jian Sixue had asked someone to draft a divorce agreement, so it's not certain that this Jian family has your share in speaking!"

In fact, Jian Sixue is still in a coma, and this divorce agreement is also Jane's nonsense.

But looking at Wu Shuxian's incredulous appearance, Jian Ruyue felt a little happy in her heart, she slowly walked in front of Wu Shuxian in the sight of all the guests, and said in a voice that only two people could hear, "I'll give you five minutes, and after mourning the old man, get out quickly, otherwise everyone will receive a video of you and Zheng Wangu together on their mobile phones!"

Just hearing the words "Zheng Wangu", Wu Shuxian's eyes trembled, but she pretended to be calm and said, "I don't understand what you're saying?"

Jian Ruyue sneered and continued, "Wu Shuxian, don't be embarrassed, you look behind me...... Who is the person next to the little son of the Lu family, Ji Bohan...... You should know his methods!"

After saying this, Jian Ru took a step back as promised, and looked at Jian Nianen coldly, "My dear sister, I hope you can still have a little sense!"

"Sister...... I don't mean anything else, I'm just always mourning grandpa!"

"Okay, your filial grandpa will definitely be able to feel it!"

Jian retreated to the side as promised, making way for them, staring at Wu Shuxian and Jian Nianen with heavy eyes, she had scruples before, but now her dearest people left and left in a coma.

What else does she have to scruple about?

At this time, not only Jian Ruyu, but also the old man's friends before his death all looked at Wu Shuxian and Jian Nianen.

Everyone's eyes were like an invisible hand, pushing Wu Shuxian and Jian Nianen to the front of the mourning hall little by little, looking at their inappropriate bows, Jian Ruyue only felt disgusted.

Perhaps in order to let everyone see her Wu Shuxian and Jian Nianen's filial piety, the mother and daughter cheekily stayed in the mourning hall.

At eleven o'clock, the funeral was held.

It takes almost an hour from the old house to the funeral home.

After arriving at the funeral home, everything is arranged by the housekeeper.

After the cremation, the group went to the cemetery.

Half past one, buried on time.

When covering the soil, Xiao Ai and Nishino tightly supported Jian Ruyu, who was trembling all over her body and kept shedding tears.

Only then did she understand what it meant to separate yin and yang.

"Jian Jian, grandpa definitely doesn't want you to be like this, don't cry!" Seeing Jane's appearance as promised, Xiao Ai also shed tears.

Jane pursed her lips as promised, gritted her teeth and said, "Okay, I won't cry!"

She didn't want her grandfather to go uneasy, but the tear ducts were like they were broken, and they were not under her control at all.

After the funeral, people left one after another.

Jane stood there as promised, not moving.

Ai and Nishino are worried about her.

"You guys go back first, I want to say a few words to grandpa at the end!" Jane cried so much as promised that her voice was so hoarse that she couldn't make a sound at all.

She looks like this, how can the two of them rest assured to drop it.

"We were waiting for you in the parking lot. ”

Jane nodded reluctantly.

Two o'clock in the afternoon is the hottest time of the day.

Despite her dizziness, Jane stood up straight as promised, "Grandpa, you can go with peace of mind...... I, our family will be fine!"

After speaking, she looked at the photo of the old man in silence.

These days, she has said what she wants to say, and she doesn't know what to say at this time.

After a long time, Jian Ruyu suddenly smiled, "Grandpa, I hope to tell you good news the next time I come!"

If she guessed correctly, a little life is now quietly sprouting in her belly.

So, grandpa don't worry, she won't be alone.

Jane Ruyue is not a willful little girl, on this day, she doesn't want her grandfather to go uneasy, even if the person she has been waiting for has not appeared.

"Grandpa, grandma, I'm leaving, I'll come to see you next time!"

Perhaps the mood was too tense, and Jane fainted on the way back as promised.

When I woke up again, I was in the hospital.

The room was dark, and if it weren't for the dim light from the street lamp outside the window, she wouldn't have known she was in the hospital.

Lying on the hospital bed stunned for a while, Jane heard footsteps outside.

Soon, the door to the ward opened, and Xiao Ai came in.

As soon as she turned on the light, she saw Jian Ruyue with her eyes open, "Are you awake, is there anything uncomfortable in your body, are you hungry, do you want to drink water?"

Listening to Xiao Ailian ask three questions, Jian Ruyue couldn't help but hook the corners of her mouth, "I'm not uncomfortable, I'm not hungry...... Would like to drink some water!"

Jane drank a glass of warm water as promised, and then felt more comfortable.

"What's wrong with me?"

"Tired!" Xiao Ai picked up the food box he had brought and said to Jane, "Eat some food first, I got it from the imperial dining room!"

"Good!"

Jian Ruyue actually doesn't have much appetite, but Xiao Ai is so busy with work, she can't brush Xiao Ai's mind.

I don't know what Xiao Ai is thinking, and I don't have much appetite.

The two had a perfunctory dinner.

After the meal, Xiao Ai was still babbling about some trivial things, she was so abnormal, how could Jian Ruyue not see it.

"Tell me, what the hell is going on?"

Xiao Ai pursed her lips and smiled, "Did you see it?"

"I'm not blind, tell me, what happened?"

Xiao Ai looked at Jian Ruyue hesitantly, and only spoke after half a ring, "Actually, there is something I've been hiding from you!"

Hearing this, Jian Ruyue's first thought was that Xiao Ai knew the reason for Duan Yucheng's disappearance.

But in the next second, Xiao Ai said, "I heard that Jian Nianen's child was taken back to the Yu family." ”

"When?" asked Jane as promised.

"That's it...... Just this afternoon!"

The old man was buried at noon, and no one from the Yu family came, but in the afternoon they took Jian Nianen's child back, no matter how you look at it, it seems to be aimed at her Jane as promised.

Jian Ruyu's hand on the quilt was trembling, but her expression changed slightly, and she sneered lightly, "Xiao Ai, I used to think that the Yu family had a deep affection, but one Liang Zichen and one Duan Yu Cheng...... Enough!"

She slowly raised her head and looked at Xiao Ai, "Thank you for telling me!"

It may only take a few seconds to be tempted by someone, but to be disappointed with a person, it is accumulated over time.