Chapter 169: If he really crossed that line, between them, it would be over

Ye Youran felt that his brain was about to explode because he had received too much information.

For a long time, the reason why Xuan Si is awkward with his brother is because he has a liking for his brother beyond family affection!

That's why he's unhappy.

Xuan Si kept this secret in his heart for too long, and finally had someone to confide in, and he spit it out as soon as possible.

When the words were finished, the tears flowed.

Ye Youran's clothes were also wet from his crying.

Ye Youran sighed silently, she had never seen a man cry like this, comparable to those lovelorn girls she saw on TV.

Moreover, he cried, not the kind of annoying crying, but silently crying, a pair of beautiful eyes containing tears, like two bottomless lakes, deep and beautiful, but also make people feel worried, unconsciously surging with a desire to protect.

"Okay, it's okay, just say it, I'll keep it a secret for you, but Xiao Si, have you really thought about it?

The pain of not being able to love, Ye Youran has experienced it, and he doesn't want Xuansi to experience it again.

Xuan Ji looked up at her, "What else can I do, sister?"

"He ...... you"

"He has always only treated me as a younger brother, this time, I took the opportunity to let him know that I am not his own brother, and I also want to draw a line with him, at least let him know that I have no blood relationship with him, as for the future, sister, I really didn't think about it, I want to stay here, but my thoughts about him are deepening day by day, I am afraid that I can't control myself, to tell him this secret, but once I open my mouth, I will become the object of his disgust, he has always been unapologetic about the person he dislikes, I don't want to be such a person, I can't be his lover but at least have a small place in his heart that belongs to me。 ”

His love is very passionate, but it is so humble and so careful.

Ye Youran's eyes were sour, "Xiao Si, you like men, and my sister supports you, but Di Yunjia, he is not an ordinary person, it is almost impossible for him to follow you." ”

Not to mention how Di Yunjia treats him, just his identity, what he wants to marry must be a woman, and it is a woman with a noble status, and he heard that the marriage objects of the imperial family have always been limited to the daughters to be married in those top families, which is almost internal, this is the fate of being the president of a country, and even he can't control it.

"I know. The corners of Xuanji's lips pursed a bitter arc, "I know his identity, I never desire too much, I just want, he has my place in his heart, as for marriage, I don't expect extravagantly, as for who he accompanies him, I don't interfere, sister, I just want him to know my mind and accept my mind, don't reject me." ”

"Fool, people's minds are uncontrollable, what you want now is this, but, when you really get it, you will want more, and he is not destined to give me extra, Xuanji, in the end, you will be even more miserable, believe in my sister, my sister will not lie to you. ”

"Sister, what do you think I should do?"

He didn't pay attention, only Ye Youran knew what was on his mind, he wanted her to give him advice, because at this moment, he was in a chaotic and distressed mood, if he continued to think like this alone, he would go crazy!

"You tell my sister to think about it. "It's the first time Ye Youran has encountered such a tricky problem, she needs time to think about it and think of a perfect solution, otherwise, if the method is wrong, it is likely to ruin the child's future.

In Ye Youran's reassurance, Xuan Si gradually calmed down.

He rested his head on Ye Youran's lap, "Sister, do you know why I came to Rongcheng and entered the Star Burning in the first place?"

"To escape your brother?"

"Well, he's been so nice to me, he's been nice to me, and the more guilty I feel, the more I don't deserve that. ”

"You deserve it, my little secretary is very good, you can't be presumptuous, you know?" Ye Youran stroked his soft hair, "In my opinion, a person like Di Yunjia is too dark and his mind is too deep, he is not worthy of your clean and pure soul, and he is not worthy of your hot and dedicated love." ”

Xuan Si's face rubbed against Ye Youran's palm and pulled his lower lip, "You are my sister, you will think like this, but if others know my thoughts, they will think that my soul is very dirty." ”

"How can a lover's heart be dirty? You love him, it's his honor, he doesn't accept it, it's his loss, after all, my little secretary is so good. ”

"Am I good?"

"You may not be good enough now, that's because you're still young, and in time, you'll definitely become very good, what's the matter, don't you have confidence?"

"I have!" Xuan Si sat up excitedly, staring at her with shining eyes, "Sister, is it that if I become excellent, he will be less disgusted with me when he knows my thoughts?"

"I don't know what he thinks, but I'm sure if you become good, even if he hates you in the future, he won't hate you as a person. And if you become excellent, you will have capital in the future, and you will have the armor to arm yourself, even if he can't respond to you, your heart will become very strong, and you will not be weak and helpless like now, you will only hide and cry alone. ”

Xuanji's cheeks flushed, and he lowered his head in shame, "Sister, I was wrong. ”

"You're right, you're just young, you don't live in normal family relationships, and the only people who care about you from beginning to end are your brother and your adoptive mother. ”

Xuanji's expression was slightly uncomfortable, and he always showed such an expression every time he mentioned this adoptive mother.

Ye Youran continued, "The deformed family relationship makes you rely too much on your brother, and you have that kind of mind about him, fortunately, you are willing to share your thoughts with me, I am honored, in the future, I will be your parent, I will teach you, so that you can gradually recognize the kind of thoughts you have for him, whether it is family affection or love, and when you are really sure, Xiaosi, don't be afraid, arm yourself with excellence, go and confess to him, it's not a big deal, really! It's a blessing or a curse, my sister will face it with you." ”

Xuan Si thought about it carefully, his head bowed heavily, there were no more tears in his eyes, and there was a determined light, "Sister, our movie, I still want to continue filming, this is my dream a long time ago, I want to realize it!"

"Well, that's what I'm waiting for!" Ye Youran patted him on the shoulder, "Okay, since you cheer up, just get up for me and don't pretend to be dead!" The two little guys complained to me, saying that you came back this time as if you were a different person, and you don't care about them anymore, do you want to be friends anymore?"

Spunji jumped to his feet and ran into the bathroom to wash up like no one else, and yelled at her to help prepare his clothes.

Ye Youran was dumbfounded, shook his head and smiled, he was young, and his recovery ability was also first-class.

……

In the next few days, Xuan Si became the sunny big boy who loved to play and laugh again, and he had a lot of fun with the two little ones.

The whole villa was filled with their shouts and laughter.

As the child's parent, Ye Youran was so annoyed by the three bear children that his brain hurt.

However, she also knew that such days would not last long, and since she had decided to help Xuanji, she could not stay here for long.

There is also the stall in Rongcheng, Ye Anmin called her more than once to complain, saying that he can't cope with it now, and asked her to hurry back to the town.

The career is in its infancy, everything is just on the right track, Ye Youran can't withdraw halfway, otherwise, those people are very likely to go on the road of the original gang, she wants to whitewash them and guide them on the right path, this is a long road.

In the blink of an eye, half a month has passed.

In half a month, Li Chengxun didn't contact her once, and neither did Ye Youran, and she didn't even ask Jiang Hua half a sentence about Li Chengxun.

It's like, completely forgetting about this person.

Several times, Li Yao mentioned Li Chengxun, and Jiang Hua wanted to take this opportunity to tell Ye Youran, but Ye Youran covered it up with other things.

It's impossible to say that she is not angry in her heart.

It's just that she wasn't too angry, mainly worried about him, and she didn't want to hear about him until his mission was over, until, his mission was over.

Moreover, he has a new identity and has no social relationship with her, and it is best for her not to have any contact with him anymore, for his safety.

Of course, Jiang Hua understands her thoughts and thinks that she is doing the right thing and is not picky, but such a ruthless determination is not something that ordinary women can do, she is so sensible, it is amazing, and even a little scared.

Jiang Hua was afraid, and even Li Chengxun was a little scared.

Such fear made him miss her day by day, and he couldn't wait to see her.

And the meeting between the two was very unexpected.

Ye Youran took over a few private jobs in funerals because of the Xuan Division, and the contact channels for these private jobs were still those people Ye Youran met when he followed Gu Hexuan to foreign exchanges, and his place of work was the church.

Gu Hexuan's connections are still very extensive, and after he heard about it, he specially arranged a few plastic surgery businesses for Ye Youran.

They are all some deceased people with weight and identity in country M, and the purpose is to make Ye Youran make friends with powerful people and live here more conveniently.

Ye Youran accepted his kindness.

He was very familiar with the bishop of the church, and Ye Youran entered Christianity and would go to the church every Sunday to worship.

When he came to worship once, Bishop Samuel said to Ye Youran, "Dear Ran, today I would like to introduce you to a special parishioner, like you, a person of Z descent, who has not long been a citizen of country M, young and promising, honest and kind, I hope you will make friends and help each other......

From his description, Ye Youran knew that the person's name was Viggo, and he was also a new convert, and the reason for joining the religion was because of the requirements of his fiancée's family.

The bishop vaguely reminded him that his fiancée's family had a high status in country M, and that this Viggo was said to be very business-talented, attracting his fiancée's family, hoping to unite him in the family by bringing him into the church.

And this gentleman is not too enthusiastic about Christianity, so Ye Youran came forward to persuade him.

Then, the bishop took her to the grass outside the church, a man and a woman stood with their backs to her, the woman put her arms around the man, and her blonde hair was crooked on the man's shoulder.

He put one hand in his trouser pocket, the other hand around the woman's waist, and said something to the side.

The relationship between the fiancé and the two looks good.

When the bishop opened his mouth to call them, Ye Youran was frowning and staring at the man's back in a daze......

When they turned around with a smile on their faces, a string in Ye Youran's head jerked to the limit, and then broke.

He has a beard, a beard, and glasses, and the color of his pupils is dark blue, like a blue sky, charming and deep.

If it were someone else, he might not recognize it, because before and after, it was like two people.

Ye Youran's ability to distinguish people is first-class, and he is too familiar with this man.

At a glance, she knew that this man named Viggo was Li Chengxun, her man!

But now, he was so naturally hugging other women and smiling at her.

He was very professional, and when he saw her, his expression did not show any strangeness, as if he was seeing her for the first time, faintly detached, his eyes swept over, and then fell on the bishop.

His fiancée didn't notice anything either, because not only him, but even Ye Youran was only distracted for a few seconds, and then she returned to normal and stopped looking at him.

The bishop said something to his fiancée, and then his fiancée nodded, turned around and kissed him, smiled at Ye leisurely and friendly, and left with the bishop.

For a while, the atmosphere was quiet and a little weird.

Facing this familiar and unfamiliar face, Ye Youran didn't know how to feel, and he didn't know what to say.

The picture of the two kissing was replayed repeatedly in my mind.

It was a lip-to-lip kiss, just a tongue sticking out.

Foreigner kisses, and introverted Z people kiss, is different, even if it is just a lip kiss, lips and lips are in deep contact.

A few years have passed, Ye Youran is no longer the fifteen or sixteen-year-old little girl she was back then, and she will never witness him on a mission like that time, when she was like glue with those women, she went crazy on the side, and even had a car accident and lost her sight......

However, the shock in my heart is comparable to a tornado whistling by.

The high degree of self-control made her endure it, her teeth biting through the soft flesh of the inner wall of her mouth, blood gushing out, and her mouth was filled with a smell of blood.

She swallowed it raw!

I don't know how extensive his disguise work is, or whether he has been bugged or not.

For the sake of caution, Ye Youran did not take the initiative to speak.

Li Chengxun looked at her for a moment, stepped forward, and rolled his Adam's apple.

The worry in his eyes almost came to his eyes, and his lips trembled twice.

Ye Youran bit his lip, stretched out his hand to shake him, he didn't smile, he really couldn't laugh, so his attitude was not friendly, it was very direct, and it was also very light, "Hello, I'm Ran, one of the parishioners here, Samuel said, let me guide you into the church, if you have any doubts in your heart, you might as well say it, I can reflect it to Samuel for you, I hope I can help you." ”

"When did you become a church?" he said, with a businesslike attitude, but he could hear that he was a little displeased.

If he didn't ask, Jiang Hua wouldn't tell him.

But for such a big matter, she didn't even ask for his opinion in advance.

"It didn't take long. Ye Youran looked down at his watch and replied perfunctorily, "Samuel said that we are also from country Z, so I was asked to come forward......"

"Ye Youran!"

He lowered his voice and roared.

He called her name, Ye Youran knew that he didn't need to disguise now, she pulled her lower lip, "Are you angry, is it because you met me here? Don't get me wrong, I'm not here because of you, it's because of the Xuansi movie, I need to be engaged in funeral and plastic surgery, so I meet with the bishop occasionally, if I know it's you, I won't agree to his request." ”

"I know. He opened his mouth in a deep tone, "You are still annoyed with me, how can you take the initiative to come to see me, girl, I admit that I did something wrong in this matter, I should have asked for your opinion in advance, but I ......"

"You know I won't agree, so I don't ask, cut first and then play, Li Chengxun, you underestimate me too much, I will agree, really, I didn't promise you what choice you made, whether I want it or not, I will agree with you!

Li Chengxun took a deep breath, "Girl, you know me too well, and you always know how to provoke me!"

Seeing that he was like a trapped beast, helpless and crazy, and had to suppress himself, Ye Youran was still distressed, which was also one of the reasons why she refused to contact him during this time, she would be soft-hearted.

"Moon, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been like this. Ye Youran lowered his head, and a string of crystal tears slipped from his eyes and entered the grass below.

Li Chengxun suppressed the urge to hold her in his arms, and said hoarsely in his throat, "Girl, don't cry......"

"If I join the sect and it is not good for your situation, I will quit, and if I have a social relationship here in the future, I will also inform you through Jiang Hua, and I will not cause you any more trouble, Xunxun, I hope you have a smooth work, goodbye. ”

Ye Youran didn't dare to stay any longer, she was afraid that she would lose control, and she was afraid that he would lose control.

He had already ruined his life once, and he couldn't ruin it a second time because of her.

Ye Youran left in a hurry, and made an excuse with the bishop, saying that there was something in China and he needed to return to China, and the bishop expressed his understanding.

Back at the manor, Ye Youran asked Jiang Hua to arrange a special plane to leave as soon as possible.

Xuan Si, Li Yao is going to follow her, as for Li Jing, Ye Youran asked Jiang Hua's opinion.

Jiang Hua couldn't call Li Chengxun without authorization, so she could only wait for Li Chengxun to take the initiative to contact her.

Jiang Hua could only ask Hu Yong, and Hu Yong said yes, but there would be some trouble, and it was safer to stay in country M.

Jiang Hua truthfully informed Ye Youran and let Ye Youran make a decision.

Seeing Li Jing's pitiful appearance tugging on Li Yao's sleeve, Ye Youran was really reluctant to keep him here, but if he returned to China, Li Jing would face more dangers, and she couldn't afford to take this responsibility.

Seeing her so entangled, Xuan Si wanted to help her.

If it had been before, he would have been able to solve the problem with a phone call to his brother.

But now, he can't.

He just passed his 18th birthday a few days ago, and his brother didn't have a phone call, nor a gift, what did it mean?

It shows that the elder brother no longer loves him as a younger brother, so the two who are not related by blood can't even be brothers.

Xuan Si felt sad, but more than that, he was relieved.

Brother, finally don't treat him as a younger brother.

He finally didn't have to feel ashamed of not being able to bear his kindness.

As for confessing to him in the future, I'm afraid it's far away, he listens to Ye Youran, let's finish this movie first, maybe at that time, he suddenly found that he didn't love him anymore......

When Ye Youran was in a dilemma, Jiang Hua suddenly ran in with her mobile phone and handed her the phone, "Mr. Li." ”

Ye Youran was stunned for a moment, took it, and tried to calm his voice as much as possible, "Xunxun." ”

"Girl, I'm sorry to let you see that scene, I borrowed this task at the beginning, I made a request, don't set this kind of person, Di Yunjia probably gave me such a background in order to take revenge on me, if I had known, I wouldn't have answered, girl, can you forgive me? I kissed her like a stone, I would rinse my mouth afterwards and brush my teeth, and I would eliminate her smell, how sad I was in my heart, you must know. ”

"I know, but I'm still sad when I see you kissing her, it's just that I'm now, I'm long past the age of impulsiveness, I can't be willful anymore, Xunxun, you don't want to be willful, safety first, other ......"

Blinking, blinking the fog in his eyes, Ye Youran added, "It's not important." ”

Important, too important.

"I promise, I won't sleep with her. ”

Li Chengxun's words made the sourness that Ye Youran had just suppressed in his heart suddenly tumble up.

"Good. She choked up.

In fact, he couldn't help himself, and she didn't know whether to believe him or not.

But what she believed was that if he did cross that line, it would be the end of the relationship between them.

And there's no chance to do it all over again.

This is Ye Youran's bottom line.

She didn't say it, but she believed that Li Chengxun knew.

"Then I'm going back home. Finally, she said.

"Well, take Li Jing back with you?"

Ye Youran got the promise, so he immediately returned the mobile phone to Jiang Hua, asked the maid to pack up Li Jing's things, and returned to China immediately.

……

This time, Jiang Hua went back together.

On the way back, Xuan Si recovered, but Ye Youran was sluggish.

Xuan Si asked Jiang Hua, Jiang Hua happened to be uncomfortable, and complained to him a bunch of bad things about Di Yunjia, saying that he deliberately tossed Mr. Li and deliberately did not let the couple have a good time.

It is even said that Di Yunjia is a despicable villain.

Xuan Si frowned when he heard this, although Di Yunjia didn't treat him as a younger brother anymore, he still defended his brother very much, and he didn't like to hear others say bad things about him.

Xuan Si quietly came to Ye Youran's side and muttered to her, "Sister, Di Yunjia won't do that for no reason, there must be a last resort, he sometimes just doesn't like to explain, which will make people misunderstand." ”

Misunderstanding the two words, he didn't dare to let Jiang Hua hear it.

Otherwise, Jiang Hua would have scolded him for still defending Di Yunjia.

Ye Youran raised his eyebrows, "He didn't bless you on his birthday, don't you hate him?"

Xuan Si pursed his lips, "Sister, you are so bad, you are in a bad mood, and you still pull me along." ”

Of course he hated it, he was pampered by Di Yunjia in the palm of his hand for so long, there must be a gap in his heart.

But what can he do?

"Whoever makes us sisters and brothers should share weal and woe, shouldn't they?" Ye Youran smiled and hooked his neck.

Seeing her smile, Xuan Si was relieved, "Okay, okay, if you're happy, stimulate me a few more words, I'm willing." ”

Li Yao and Li Jing saw Ye Youran smiling, and also came up to pester her, frolicking all the way, laughing constantly, and the haze in Ye Youran's heart was swept away.

However, when the plane landed and saw the rows of parked vehicles, several people couldn't laugh anymore......