Chapter 60: Do You Know What I Mean?
"Be nice!" Chu Qingchuan was explaining his condition to the doctor, expressing great dissatisfaction with my interruption, twisting his eyebrows and scolding me in a low voice.
"Hey, little girl, you take your phone and record it for her, and when she is sober, let her see this bear by herself. "The doctor was there to help with the abuse.
I didn't know who this man was at the time, so I yelled at him, "Who are you? Who do I want to sleep with......?
But before I finished speaking, Chu Qingchuan's big hand covered my mouth, and I could only keep talking.
"Your wife, can you stand it so fiercely? Ouch, I think she can still be damaged for a while. The doctor said.
"Don't be like her, the little wild horse has a fierce temperament, you do it lightly, she has esophagitis and gastritis. Chu Qingchuan said politely.
Afterwards, he told me that he was completely afraid that the doctor would be ruthless when he washed my stomach.
Soon I was thrown on the operating table because it was not a major operation and the doctor said that family members could accompany me.
I was tickling all over my body, and I wanted to scratch all my clothes.
Because I was not honest and looked like I was upset, the doctor and Chu Qingchuan tied me to the hospital bed.
There are instruments to tie people under the hospital bed, and the operation is very convenient.
I looked at Chu Qingchuan with teary eyes, and I was about to cry aggrievedly.
"Chu Qingchuan, I don't want to play double ...... Hmm......" Before he could finish speaking, his mouth was stuffed with a medical towel that fell from the sky.
Chu Qingchuan's hateful tone exploded in my ears: "Cheng Jiaoyang, I really want to blow up your mouth!"
My subtext at that time was: Okay! Come on! The old lady can't wait! Don't just talk and don't practice!
Later, whenever I think of the ridiculous things I experienced with him, I feel wonderful.
Of course, Chu Qingchuan also made that Mr. Han pay a painful price, but it became a hidden danger buried in the future.
That's all for later.
I kept retching as a long tube passed through my mouth and into my esophagus and into my stomach.
Then, I felt like a balloon in my stomach, shrinking rapidly, sucking out the contents of it, and I never wanted to experience it again in my life!
My brain couldn't care about thinking about Chu Qingchuan's problem, and I was completely lost in the pain of my body.
Tears and snot kept pouring out, and I was just embarrassed to get home.
When I was infused with the gastric lavage, I felt that my soul was out of my body, floating in the sky and looking down on me......
What kind of evil have I committed??? what kind of demons have I done???
With the end of gastric lavage, my mind has come to my senses, and the pattern of my life has been enlarged a lot, and I no longer only think about opening a room.
Oh no, I don't even think about it at all.
At the same time, I also found that my fingernails were almost embedded in Chu Qingchuan's arm, just like the hands of the white bone spirit.
I took it down in embarrassment, my eyes twinkling and I didn't dare to look at him.
"The emergency ward is gone, go to the storage room to make do with it, hang up an anti-allergy medicine. When you're done, you're gone. After the doctor finished speaking, he probably didn't bother to pay attention to me and walked out without looking back.
After the nurse came in to give me an infusion, Chu Qingchuan helped me to the storage room with a medicine bag.
Although the place is not big, it is still quite tidy, after all, it is a hospital, and there will be no too dirty place.
Chu Qingchuan asked me to sit on the only chair, leaning against the wall, my right arm raised, a little funny.
I looked around, but couldn't find a place to hang it, so I said to him, "Rest for a while, I'll come by myself." ”
"You know you feel sorry for me?" his focus was always so strange.
I saw that he was so obsessed with my opinion of him, so I simply said yes, I am not a white-eyed wolf.
He smiled lightly and said, "It's okay, no matter how tired I am, I am not as tired as you." ”
I still had a little itch on my body, so I reached out to scratch it.
He held me down and said to me, "Don't scratch, your nails aren't clean." ”
Then he rubbed my back, arms and neck with the palm of his hand through my clothes, and I felt much better.
"If I hadn't had allergies, would you have been forced by me?" I shook my feet, feeling that the itch, though uncomfortable, had really pulled me back from the brink of a stumble.
Chu Qingchuan didn't answer this time, just laughed twice, and I felt as if he had something on his mind.
"Chu Qingchuan. I let out a low cry.
"Huh?" his tired voice came from above me.
"You have a nice name, who gave it that?" I said without words.
In fact, I can't say how to face him at this time, he helped me, I can't take revenge, so I have to let go of the previous mustard first.
"Sister Meng. He replied in a deep voice.
"Oh, is Sister Dream in the United States?" I asked.
"Hmm. ”
I feel that when it comes to Sister Meng, his interest is not too high, so it is not good to continue this topic.
What do you say? Why don't you ......
"How old is your daughter?" I determined, and after a long silence, I finally asked.
My heart was pounding, and the time to answer became incomparably longer.
"Seven years old. He replied.
"Oh. "I have a lot of questions, but I can't get them to say.
I asked too much, it seemed that I had an idea, and I only said conclusively not to be a stepmother to others.
Ask less questions, I won't get all the answers I want, and I'll be more curious.
"She's lovely, you'll love it. Chu Qingchuan came out of nowhere, and I immediately wanted to close my eyes and sleep.
I like your sister, I like your uncle, you think beautifully! Dream!
I scolded him 10,000 times in my heart, but I didn't have the courage to say it.
I don't think I have this qualification.
But on second thought, is he qualified to judge whether I like it or not?!
"Yes, I like children very much, I like all the kind and lovely little babies in the world!
Then he looked up at him defiantly, only to see a lonely face.
A certain string in my heart seems to have been pumped, and the shock is a little numb.
However, after a long silence, I was glad I hadn't driven him away.
"Her father was my comrade-in-arms and died on the front line of anti-narcotics. Her mother was breastfeeding at the time, and she was already having some postpartum depression because her husband was away, and when she heard the news, she went crazy. Chu Qingchuan's short words made me feel infinite sadness.
Another child who has lost his parents.
"I adopted her, but she didn't know it and kept treating me as her biological father. Chu Qingchuan continued.
At this time, the last drop of the medicine flowed into my vein, and he pulled out the needle for me.
At this moment, the man half-crouched in front of me, his resolute face was shrouded in misty moonlight, and I suddenly thought of a word, called iron-blooded tenderness.
How did he raise a daughter, did he treat her as a tomboy or a little princess?
"I never mentioned it to outsiders, and everyone thought she was my own daughter. Do you understand what I mean?" he looked up at me, his eyes shining with a broken light.
"Chu Qingchuan, I will help you keep it secret! Don't worry!" I swore by it.
He shook his head and smiled helplessly.
Then he looked at me again and said calmly, "Silly girl, I am telling you this because I don't want you to misunderstand me again. I swore at Cheng Xun's grave that I would keep this secret and give Xiaoxiao eternal fatherly love. ”
I understood what he said.
He meant, because of me, that he broke the oath he had made to his comrades.
"I watched him fall after being shot, blood soaking through his clothes, and then being unloaded by the D traffickers......"
I hurriedly covered his mouth and told him to stop talking.
"Blazing Sun, I killed him. After Chu Qingchuan finished speaking, he buried his face between my legs and stopped talking.
But I could feel his helplessness and self-blame, so I stroked the back of his head, hoping to help him relieve his depressed mood.
Although I don't understand what he meant by killing, I guess the reason for his discharge from the army may have something to do with it.
But later, I learned that his self-blame was actually his inner demon.
At that time, I couldn't continue to ask, I could only appease his emotions.
"It's all over, you have taken care of Xiaoxiao for so many years, and you are so attentive, he can see it in the sky. ”
"Sunshine, you're going to like her. He didn't look up, his voice muffled.
"Since you're so obsessed with this, well, I'll like her. If we have a chance to meet, I'll take her to eat delicious food and go to the Kingdom of Dreams, okay?"
"Yes!" he suddenly looked up and gave me a smile, I almost thought he was pretending!
But thinking about that kind of thing, and his tone and expression, I understood that his manly dignity did not allow him to be depressed for too long.
Perhaps, if it weren't for this late night, he wouldn't have confided in me.
As I said, the night is always a great way to let go of your guard and show your softest side.
"Let's go, go home. "He picked me up, and I couldn't walk, so I hooked his neck.
To be honest, I like his princess hug, and his strong arms just become my support, which is very reassuring.
"You know what? Chu Yao and I live in an apartment. "I meant to tell him that fate is amazing, but he seems to have misunderstood what I meant.
"That's not your home, your home, it's mine. He leaned down and whispered in my ear.
There is a warm current in my heart, just like the temperature of the sea water in autumn after being illuminated by the warm sun.
I seem to have forgotten the hesitation and hesitation he felt when he felt pregnant, and the sadness I had felt about it.
But his kindness to me is not fake, is it?
"What are your plans after the divorce?" he asked me after we returned to his villa.
"Let's just work hard and strive to be the best new employee at this year's annual meeting, okay?" I thought cheekily.
"Then you have to work hard, I personally awarded this award. If you perform particularly well, you can also get a kiss from the president. ”
I stuck out my tongue and deliberately pretended that it was not rare: "This prize is not good, I'm tired of it." ”
After Chu Qingchuan made a ding dong in the kitchen, he took out a bowl of white porridge and handed it to me, saying that my stomach was empty and I needed to fill it up and drink it slowly.
I obediently picked up the spoon and sucked it little by little.
As a result, he opened his mouth, and I almost sprayed him with rice milk.
"You've only learned a little bit. Let's make a bet that when you get this award, I'll kiss you so much that you can't stand on stage. ”
As soon as he said that, I hesitated a little.
So should I work hard or not?
Is this award to be won or not?