Chapter 443 Filthy Thoughts 1

1.

Ten minutes after Spring and Xu Dan left Feng's house with their children, Liu Shuzhen was lying on the bed in a daze and was about to sleep for a while, when Feng Shu rode his red Jincheng 70A motorcycle directly into the yard.

Liu Shuzhen was awakened by the roar of the motorcycle, and quickly got up from the bed and sat up straight, and Feng Shu, who was full of alcohol, had already broken in with a plastic bag in one step.

"Where are you going to pour cat urine again?" Looking at Feng Shu's drunken face, Liu Shuzhen was angry and didn't fight anywhere. I just got home from the hospital, and I didn't care about anything inside and outside Feng Shu's house, and I didn't say hello to anyone, so I ran out to find someone to drink.

"You don't care!" Feng Shu's small eyes behind the glasses slanted, and he glanced at Liu Shuzhen, "I fucking squatted with you in the provincial capital for a month in the 'prison', I can't eat, drink, or sleep well... You're not going to give me a little bit of freedom when you're all home? Isn't it just to drink some wine? Lao Tzu is drinking some wine to relieve my fatigue..."

As he spoke, Feng Shu threw the plastic bag in his hand onto the bed: "The buns I bought for you on the street, take advantage of..." Eat it hot..."

After speaking, Feng Shu picked up the boiled water that Xu Dan poured for Liu Shuzhen on the bedside table, raised his neck and drank it all, then wiped his mouth and turned around and went to the hall.

Liu Shuzhen stretched out her hand and touched the buns in the plastic bag, the buns were already cold, where did they come to eat while they were hot? The grievances full of grievances suddenly surged into Liu Shuzhen's heart, and tears couldn't stop flowing down her thin cheeks.

"If I had waited for your meal, I would have starved to death..." Liu Shuzhen began to count Feng Shu with a handful of snot and tears, "When you go home, you don't open the window, the bedding doesn't dry, the stove doesn't grow, and the hygiene doesn't clean, you know that you run out to fill your own cat urine, I really don't know what is hooking your heart outside... If it weren't for Xiaochun and Xu Dan bringing me food and cleaning up the house, would there be a way to live in this house now..."

Feng Shu is now annoyed when he hears Liu Shuzhen's nagging, but Feng Shu can only endure and dare not get angry at Liu Shuzhen, this is not because Feng Shu is considerate of Liu Shuzhen, but Feng Shu is afraid that his neighbors will hear the joke, and if it spreads, it will ruin his reputation. In Feng Shu's mind, no one knows what happened in his own family, even Spring and Xu Dan in the same village, Feng Shu thinks that without his permission, Spring and Xu Dan came to care about Liu Shuzhen is purely "a dog with a mouse and a nosy".

Listening to Liu Shuzhen's nagging and crying, Feng Shu glanced back at Liu Shuzhen hatefully, and then slammed the bedroom door shut.

Feng Shu angrily circled around the hall like a headless fly, and then ran straight to the corner of the living room, and lay down on his son's small bed and fell asleep. Leaving Liu Shuzhen alone, she sobbed quietly in the bedroom alone.

2.

This sleep, Feng Shu slept until half past three in the afternoon and did not wake up.

Lying on his son's single bed, Feng Shu turned over comfortably and slept on the cool floor of the hospital for more than a month. Feng Shu reached out and touched the cigarette on the bedside table and lit one, inhaled deeply, and exhaled a thick puff of smoke. This kind of ecstasy made Feng Shu feel even more comfortable.

"Damn, they all say that 'the golden nest and the silver nest are not as good as their own kennels', or the home is comfortable..." Feng Shu muttered to himself, his mind drifting back to the rare moment when he had an affair before lunch.

To tell the truth, Feng Shu has indeed suffered a lot of sins in the provincial hospital for more than a month, as Feng Shu said, "I can't eat well, I don't drink well, and I don't sleep well", it looks like everyone has lost a lot of weight. Feng Shu can grit his teeth and bear these things, but what Feng Shu can't bear the most is the physiological desire. Thinking that Feng Shu is also a strong man in his thirties, it is the best age to pursue the love of men and women, and he is a person who has tasted that kind of ecstasy, such a long time of lonely days, so many lonely nights, often makes Feng Shu feel empty, lonely, and sleepless all night. To say that Feng Shu doesn't want women in his heart, and doesn't want things about men and women, is pure self-deception. But Liu Shuzhen was sick and lying in bed every day, and she couldn't fulfill her obligations as a wife at all, so Feng Shu often spent the past two years in pain and suffering, and it was indeed a little pitiful to think about.

But Feng Shu is not a person who is peaceful, and he can even be said to be a person who does not keep his duty. As early as when Feng Shu learned from the doctor of Dongzhou People's Hospital that Liu Shuzhen had an incurable disease, that is, from that moment, Feng Shu had already begun to have two hearts, and he had already begun to think about his life after Liu Shuzhen's death. Do you want to live alone with your son? Or do you want to start a separate family? Do you want to find a widow who is married for the second time or an unmarried woman? Is it a rural woman or a fellow teacher? Or is it a woman who eats public food in the city?

Feng Shu had repeatedly considered these things in his heart, but this was just a despicable and dirty idea in Feng Shu's heart, and Feng Shu had never dared to show a word in front of people. The only time Feng Shu revealed his heart was when he was drinking in the provincial capital and Spring a month ago, Feng Shu drank too much and accidentally said something to Spring. After waking up the next day, Feng Shu still had some regrets, he was afraid that after returning to Hushan Middle School in the spring, he would spread his thoughts everywhere, and then he Feng Shu would really be drowned by the spittle of the teachers.

In "Zengguang Xianwen", it is said: "Life is like a bird in the same forest, and they fly separately when the limit comes." "It's about Feng Shu, a despicable and shameless person who has filthy thoughts and abandons his wife and children in times of crisis.