Chapter 51: I'm leaving, Chu Ruolin

"This is the one I said I was going to give you. Chu Ruolin suddenly spoke next to his eardrums, startling him, and the warm breath hit his face, and he leaned back in fright, revealing his scarred arm.

There is one, still new, and still very deep.

Chu Ruolin handed him the painting paper hidden behind him, full of red maple leaves, the warm light brown color made people look very healing and comfortable, and there was also a pavilion inside, and the figure of a boy with a schoolbag on his back stood there to watch.

For the first time, Wei Shengjin felt that the portrait would actually mobilize people's emotions, and he couldn't raise a strong interest in anything, but the portrait in front of him made him feel like his heart was racing.

This is the first gift in his life, but he didn't expect it to be given by this annoying Chu Ruolin.

He lowered his eyebrows, his gloomy eyes were full of doubt, and although he hated her and hated her, she seemed to have nothing bad except being annoying.

The arm was grabbed by someone, and the angry voice sounded in his ears, and he looked at Chu Ruolin with an angry face blankly: "Who did it! ”

Wei Shengjin looked at it, it turned out that it was because the movement was too big, revealing the scars on his arms.

This was what he had just done a few days ago, and he used a knife to stick to his skin, cutting through the skin slowly and with increasing force, and watching the bright blood flow out with his own eyes, his irritable heart felt a little better.

That's right, he had a slight self-inflicted injury, and his raging emotions would only be appeased by the sight of brightly colored hot blood.

Some time ago, he was too comfortable, he always felt that it was fake, and every night he would feel his mother come back and beat him, and he was afraid to wake up. He is still Wei Shengjin, who was bullied and abused in the past, until now, he still feels that everything is nothing, everything is fake, he can only use pain to numb himself and tell himself that all this is true.

The tyrannical clamor of his physical strength always keeps him awake, and only blood can make him feel at ease.

He's a monster, a monster that no one loves, a psychotic monster......

Only now, it seems that there is a person who has broken into his world for no reason and is disintegrating his worldview.........

Chu Ruolin secretly took the medicine box over. He cleaned the scabbed wound, and on his left arm, a wound that was as sinuous as a centipede was red in front of everyone.

She was contaminated with disinfectant and carefully applied it with a cotton swab, and the bubbles came out, and she nervously asked if it hurt?

Wei Shengjin shook his head and looked at her cutely, this gentle appearance was really intoxicating.

It's a pity that none of this is his.

All she valued was his looks, and he knew that he had heard her mention to Gu Xinle many times that she wanted to use him as a model and become the person in the painting.

It is precisely because of this that he extremely dislikes Chu Ruolin who judges people by their appearance. I don't like her pestering strength even more.

Yueqing came over and knocked on the door and asked them to go out to eat, Chu Ruolin blew on his wound, carefully put down his sleeves, and took his hand out of the door.

At the end of the meal, Wei Shengjin behaved politely and politely, which made Chu Shaohua and Yueqing like it very much.

Yueqing lamented: "It would be nice to have such a sensible son, how can it be like this monkey-like daughter, they all say that the daughter is her mother's intimate padded jacket, and she is a heart-piercing thing." ”

Chu Ruolin pouted and sandwiched a piece of meat for her: "Mom, give it to you." ”

Chu Shaohua coughed lightly, his eyes filled with longing.

Chu Ruolin rolled his eyes and also gave him a piece of meat.

Yue Qing said with a smile: "It's just that Sheng Jin is here, you will be well-behaved, you should have given birth to an elder brother to discipline you." ”

Chu Ruolin disagreed: "Then I have to give birth to a good-looking one, so that I will be obedient." ”

Chu Shaohua shook his head and hit her forehead with chopsticks, disagreeing: "Judging people by their appearance, what are they like." ”

Chu Ruolin covered his forehead and protested: "I didn't!"

The atmosphere of the Chu family was warm and loving, Wei Shengjin was envious, looking at them with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and suddenly felt that he was really an outsider.

Warmth never belonged to him, he was always the superfluous one.

A green vegetable was sandwiched in front of him, and Yueqing's worried voice sounded in his ears: "I'm too thin, I'm still growing my body, eat more." Don't eat spicy and hot things, and don't hurt your vocal cords by talking loudly......"

The babbling instructions sounded like pleasant music in his ears, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was enlarged, his eyebrows were crooked, and he nodded his head lightly.

This night was the most solid sleep he had.

Ren Jin has been coming to the Chu family frequently recently, and he took Han Duoduo with him, Chu Ruolin yawned and came out to see the two of them, first startled, and then pulled Wei Shengjin in the next room up.

Yueqing saw her movements and sneered: "Shengjin went out for a morning run with your father, how can you be like you, you sleep lazily on the weekend, and you are not ashamed." ”

Then he smiled and said softly to Han Duoduo: "Sit down first, make horse tellurium cake today, steam it now, and it will be good right away." ”

Han Duoduo nodded obediently and asked suspiciously, "Aunt Le, who is Sheng Jin?"

Yueqing: "Sheng Jin is a student sponsored by my aunt and uncle, and she is in the same class as Ruoruo." ”

Han Duoduo took Chu Ruolin's hand and pouted, "Ruoruo, you don't tell me if you have new classmates." ”

"I haven't had a chance to introduce it yet, why are you so free to come here today?" Chu Ruolin scratched his head and asked suspiciously.

Ren Jin stood up and said gently: "In the second year of junior high school, the studies are not so important, if it is the third year of junior high school, we can't come to you often." ”

It seems that this is the truth, Chu Ruolin sat on the sofa and chatted with them, and after a while, Chu Shaohua came in with a smile on his arm and Wei Shengjin's shoulder.

Seeing so many people in the house, he said hello and pushed Wei Shengjin in: "Take a bath first." ”

Wei Shengjin's face was ruddy because of the exercise, and he looked up and asked, "Uncle, what about you?"

Chu Shaohua sat beside Chu Ruolin and took a sip of water from the cup: "Uncle followed." ”

Seeing this, Wei Shengjin had no choice but to nod and take his clothes into the bathroom.

Before entering the door, I took a vague look at the living room.

From the moment he entered, two eyes fell on him, one defensive and hostile, the other curious.

Ren Jin helped Chu Shaohua pour tea, and asked suspiciously: "Uncle, this is the student you sponsored?" It seems that there is nothing special. ”

Han Duoduo sat next to him and nodded wildly, according to Ruoruo's aesthetics, shouldn't he be the kind of tall and mighty, handsome and cute boy?

Chu Shaohua waved his hand and didn't say much, just said that his family was poor and he was still an orphan.

Ren Jin pursed his lips lightly, not expressing his opinion.

If you go on again, that's hurtful.

He felt uncomfortable because Ruoruo was so close to a boy, and he was aimed at people, not right.

When Wei Shengjin came out, Chu Shaohua went into the bathroom, he was not familiar with them, he turned a corner and entered the kitchen, Chu Ruolin couldn't pull it.

"Aunt Le, let me help you. Wei Shengjin washed his hands, stood beside her, and poked the horseshoe cake steaming in the pot with chopsticks, and the fragrance overflowed.

Yueqing found that there was too much powder, so she simply made a little more, and when she heard Wei Shengjin's voice behind her, she turned her head and asked curiously: "Shengjin, why don't you play with Ruoruo and them, you don't need help here, you young people go play." ”

Wei Shengjin shook his head, stubbornly asking for help. Yueqing sighed and followed him.

He is a good boy, but he was born in the wrong car, and with such an unreliable parent, he was frightened and painful.

During this period, Chu Ruolin entered the kitchen and wanted to take Wei Shengjin out to play, he stubbornly shook his head, and in desperation, Chu Ruolin had no choice but to bring them all in and help together.

If you help, you have to be together!

Han Duoduo did a good job, but Chu Ruolin was different, and almost dropped the whole plate of horseshoe powder to the ground, but fortunately, Ren Jinxin caught it quickly.

In the end, Chu Ruolin was driven out by Yueqing, leaving only Han Duoduo and Wei Shengjin to help.

Ren Jin covered his mouth and snickered: "Ruoruo, don't go into the kitchen in the future." ”

Chu Ruolin lay at the door of the kitchen, sighing and saying, "What a sinβ€”"

She brought people in to blend in the atmosphere, so why did she get herself in and be kicked out.

Han Duoduo looked at Wei Shengjin curiously, and looked at him for a while, on the other hand, Wei Shengjin did the movements in his hands without squinting.

Yue Qing smiled: "Duoduo, why do you keep staring at Sheng Jin?"

was caught, Han Duoduo blushed and muttered: "No." ”

Chu Shaohua came out of the bathroom and saw Chu Ruolin lying on the kitchen door, while Ren Jin looked at her with a smile on his face, and asked curiously, which made him laugh.

"Ruoruo, it seems that in the future, you have to find a husband who can cook, otherwise, you will blow up the kitchen if you don't starve. ”

Chu Ruolin: "......... "Dad, did you say that about your daughter?"

The horseshoe cake was soon ready, Yueqing took out the gloves, took out the dishes and chopsticks, and everyone gathered around to eat happily.

Chu Ruolin received the notice of the promotion match, unfortunately, it was the time of class again, and it was still Monday.

If you don't skip class, she said, you're going to miss out.

Gu Xinle ruffled her hair and threatened her, "Sit with me, otherwise, I will blow this matter out." ”

Chu Ruolin clasped his hands together and begged: "Don't, we have been friends for so many years, are we so ruthless?"

"Who has been friends with you for so many years, and has only known each other for a year, and I'm afraid that I won't know you if I don't fight. Not very cooked. ”

Chu Ruolin: "........."

She didn't want to leave Wei Shengjin, but there was another game here.

It's hard at both ends-

"Why do you have to sit with you?"

Gu Xinle's expression was ugly: "Recently, someone has been looking for me, saying that they want me to be his girlfriend, and I lied to them." Say I like women. ”

Poof-

Chu Ruolin just took a sip of water, squirted out of his mouth, stared at her in astonishment, and silently gave her a thumbs up.

Niu, Gu Xinle, if someone confesses in the future, she will also use this excuse.

"All right, I'll tell you, now, at once, move me over and sit at once. Gu Xinle slapped the table and decided. Let her come over now.

Chu Ruolin hadn't expressed any opinion yet, and the head teacher was looking for her.

The head teacher found Chu Ruolin for nothing more than skipping class, saying that she was caught by the teaching director, and then left directly over the wall, why is she so 'powerful'.

Yin bowed his head obediently and accepted the 'praise' from the head teacher.

"Wait a minute, write me a 5,000-word review, and follow me to the dean tomorrow. ”

"Teacher, there is one thing I don't know whether to talk about or not. Chu Ruolin felt that this head teacher was quite reasonable, but instead of accusing her of skipping class, she said that she did not avoid the clutches of the teaching director, and gave her a trick.

From the tone of her speech, Chu Ruolin inexplicably felt that the head teacher was also a restless lord at the beginning.

The head teacher said angrily: "Is there anything that should be said or not? ”

Chu Ruolin told her honestly. In the afternoon, skipping classes continued.

Homeroom Teacher: "........."

"I'll give you a leave, you just write down what you're doing, don't skip class. That wall is quite high, and one day it will kill you, and it will say that our school is responsible. ”

Chu Ruolin held the leave slip and looked at the head teacher in confusion: "I won't tell you what I do, so what should I write?"

In a fit of rage, the head teacher wrote her menstrual cramps, went home to rest, and then pushed her out the door.

Chu Ruolin left the office with the first leave slip in the history of skipping class.

On Monday afternoon, Wei Shengjin was absent-minded in class, and from time to time he looked at Chu Ruolin's location. His eyes fell on the notes he had made, and his face turned red.

Tear it open, crumple it up and stuff it into a drawer.

What the hell was he thinking!

Why is Chu Ruolin's name written?

In the afternoon, the whole person was gloomy, and even if the sun hit him, the front table felt gloomy, so he put on the coat he brought.

He glanced at Gu Xinle's position, packed up his things and left.

Where is Chu Ruolin?

It was the first time he wanted to know her whereabouts so strongly, and the first time he envied Gu Xinle that he could know her whereabouts.

Chu Ruolin, how long are you going to stay in my mind?

Adolescence is the time when the love calf is first opened, and Chu Ruolin is not open. Gu Xinle was too precocious, and Wei Shengjin, knowing that this was a troublesome thing, chose to escape.

In junior high school, Wei Shengjin's attitude towards Chu Ruolin became more and more cold, he couldn't say he hated it, but he couldn't say he liked it, he would pretend to be close to her in the Chu family, but at school, he would ignore her with a cold face.

Because he was well nourished, his height rose like a strip, and his countenance expanded.

The scrawny, sloppy and smelly teenager is no longer there, he is a top student in Shihai Middle School. It is the key training object of the school to be admitted to a key high school, so in the third year of junior high school, Wei Shengjin rushed into the top class, and Chu Ruolin and Gu Xinle were in the last two of the bottom class.

Gu Xinle's figure is slender, convex and convex in front and back, and his appearance is getting longer and wider, and he is both a school bully and a goddess of everyone in Shihai Middle School.

As for Chu Ruolin, it is still an airport, it turned out to be like that, and it has not changed.

"Why haven't I developed yet-" Chu Ruolin sat on the rooftop and roared loudly.

Gu Xinle ruffled his hair and said angrily: "Be quiet." The ears are deaf. ”

Chu Ruolin looked at her aggrievedly, his eyes fell on her chest, and he cried: "Why haven't I had my period yet, if it doesn't come, I won't be able to develop." ”

It's strange to say, it's the third year of junior high school, Chu Ruolin hasn't had her menstruation yet, Yueqing is also worried about this matter, and took her to the doctor, only to say that it's not time yet, it's like this, Yueqing simply ignores her and lets her go with the flow.

"Huh. Do you still participate in this year's painting competition?" Gu Xinle changed the topic and attracted her attention.

"I didn't participate, I won the first place last year, and this year I changed the rules of the competition, and I just had to wait for the new champion to compete. Chu Ruolin wiped his tears, jumped down from the rooftop, and stood on the ground.

"Chu Ruolin, are we friends?"

Gu Xinle suddenly asked like this, which caught Chu Ruolin off guard.

"You're stupid, what are we not friends?"

Gu Xinle's eyes flashed, and he smiled: "Good friend?"

Chu Ruolin glanced at her inexplicably, and secretly said inexplicably.

The bell rings. Beckon, beckoning her over.

Gu Xinle sat in place, tilted his head, and looked at her departing back, his eyes filled with tears for a moment.

Chu Ruolin, I'm sorry, I'm leaving......

Chu Ruolin walked to the bottom of the corridor, passed by the top class, and habitually looked at the door, searching for Wei Shengjin's figure.

The one who was surrounded by people was Wei Shengjin.

As she moved, the bell rang, and the men dispersed, just in time to see his face.

The lines of the chin are hard, the dark eyes contain indifference, the cold face is like frost, the cold air he exudes is getting more and more powerful, and his transformation is becoming more and more perfect.

Suddenly, Chu Ruolin felt that the distance between them was so far, obviously it was so close a year ago, why now, it has become unreachable.

He seemed to be aware of it, turned his head to look over, Chu Ruolin was shocked, and hurriedly lowered his head and went back to the classroom, feeling that something was wrong without taking a few steps.

What is she panicking about?

Why do you have to go so fast?

Then straightened his unremarkable chest and walked forward boldly.

Wei Shengjin's eyes were stained with a smile. Turning his head and sitting upright, he was called out by Gu Xinle after class.

A year ago, Gu Xinle was still taller than him, and now, Gu Xinle is a head shorter than Wei Shengjin.

They came to the rooftop and talked about things.

Gu Xinle went straight to the point: "Do you like Chu Ruolin or not?" ”

Wei Shengjin's heart moved, his face was not obvious, and his face was still expressionless.

He was even more taciturn than he had been a year ago.

Gu Xinle also knew that he wouldn't speak, so he said to himself: "I apologized to you for saying that you ate garbage back then, because it was wrong." ”

When Wei Shengjin heard this, his unbearable memories returned, and his ruthless eyes were fleeting. Then he returned to calm, and the voice like gurgling water said, "It's okay. ”

"Don't pretend, I know who you are, you, like Ren Jin, are very good at pretending. Gu Xinle sneered, leaned against the wall with his hands on his chest, and glanced at him, "Shi Lin Cheng has been pestering Chu Ruolin, why did he disappear later? Do you know why?"

Wei Shengjin moved his fingers slightly and shook his head.

"It is rumored that he was fighting because of the school bully, so he didn't have the face to stay in Shihai Middle School. However, at that time, he was already in the third year of junior high school and suddenly changed schools. But it will affect the high school, then, is it really because of the problem of face?" Gu Xinle stared at his face and continued, "Others may not know, but I know what is going on, someone beat Shi Lin Cheng at the entrance of the alley and threatened him to leave. I remember the scene of that day vividly, do you want me to restore the scene of that time?"

Wei Shengjin suddenly smiled, his indifferent face changed, and he evoked a strange smile, and his eyes were not good: "What do you want to do?"

Cheng Shi Lin was beaten by him, from his elementary school to the present, and now. has been bullied, what happened to his revenge?

Gu Xinle's face was straight: "I don't want to do anything, but compared to you and Ren Jin, I prefer to hand over Chu Ruolin to your care." Ren Jin is extremely fake at a young age, even if he likes a thing, he is very tolerant, his heart is narrow, and his heart is not right, I am afraid that Chu Ruolin will be abducted by him. And you, although you are also a fake person, but being false will not make me hateful, your forbearance is to better protect yourself, I know that you will not hurt Chu Ruolin It is enough. "After all, the Chu family has been so good to him this year, and this kindness is also there.

She's leaving, and she's going to have to worry about this, that, really.........

Gu Xinle held his forehead, his eyes were sad.

Wei Shengjin listened to it for so long, and finally heard the clue and said, "You want to leave?"

Gu Xinle raised his head and sighed heavily, it seemed that there was a deep pool of tiger's den in front of him, and as soon as he entered, he was crushed: "Chu Ruolin is not bad-minded, but she is a little naughty, simple and smart, but she doesn't understand emotional matters." Whoever is good to her, she will be good to whomever she is. ”

After speaking, tears welled up in her eyes, "Even if I fought with her at the beginning, she didn't like me or even hated me, and later, because of the sweetness I deliberately gave her, she stupidly thought that I regarded her as a friend." Actually, at first, I just wanted her to let her let her guard down, and then retaliate against ........."

Chu Ruolin was her first sincere friend in the city where she had no relatives and no reason, so she didn't want to. Chu Ruolin was hurt.

After Wei Shengjin heard this, she felt unspeakably uncomfortable, perhaps because of her collapsed emotions at this time, or because the things she explained were too touching.

Or, in this year, he saw through Chu Ruolin's silly and cute character.

"Don't worry about my business! Anyway, you have to take good care of Chu Ruolin, if I come back and see that she is not doing well, my Gu family will definitely not be able to spare you!"

Wei Shengjin's eyes moved: "You want to review home?"

He knew that the Gu family was not in the imperial capital, but in Lan City, so he talked about it for so long. It is to leave the imperial capital where he has lived for two years, and leave familiar people and things, so his emotions fluctuate so much.

"It's not that you don't come back, what do you do like telling you what happened after you die. Wei Shengjin rolled up his sleeves, revealing hideous scars.

Gu Xinle: "You don't understand, after you go back, you will be the eldest lady of the Gu family, no more, Gu Xinle ......"

Her tone was sad and sad, with helpless struggle and resignation, and in the end she could only sigh softly, and her fate was unfortunate.

Wei Shengjin put his hands in his pockets, met her slightly sad gaze, and opened his thin lips lightly: "I will take care of her and become me...... Good friends. ”

Good friend, yes, or a good sister in the Chu family.

Chu Ruolin recently applied for art, in order to be admitted to the same high school as Wei Shengjin.

She can't keep up with her cultural classes, so she has to make up for it.

The scores of art students' cultural classes will be much lower, but for Chu Ruolin, who is a scumbag, it is even more difficult.

"Chu Ruolin, Wei Shengjin is looking for it. ”

Wei Shengjin: This name is so familiar...

Chu Ruolin, who was doing the question, paused.