Chapter 200: Cao'e's Depression (Part II)
Under the guidance of Li Yuhao, Cao'e's heart gradually opened. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info At this time, she said a worrying sentence 'Even the smile became very tired', it was just a sentence that seemed to be an ordinary word, but the sickness hidden in it had to make Li Yuhao worried. Because from this simple sentence, I could already hear that the tiredness in his heart had reached a certain limit.
If this condition drags on, it's not good that something big will happen, so it's light to quit the group, and it's serious.. Unthinkable! Li Yuhao never thought that she would be so tired and close herself. Maybe it's because I have experienced a dark period and know that fame is hard to come by, so I seem to care about it very much. But I didn't expect that I cared about it, but I saw those remarks on the Internet that made me tired again and again, which made Cao'e feel overwhelmed and chose to close herself.
Because she feels that she has worked very hard to do a good job in every show and every performance. But no matter what she does, no matter how hard she tries, whether she tries her best to please all the crowd, there will always be comments on the Internet that stimulate her heart. So she gradually began to close her heart, and step by step she evolved into a fear of facing the Internet and the outside world.
Yes, cyber violence is like this, no matter what you do, no matter how hard you try, hate is hate, as long as you appear, then you hate it for no reason, as long as you see your appearance, you hate it. And for your show, the show, after they watched it, they began to pick on it, and then kept spreading those attacks on the Internet.
After Cao'e took the initiative to say 'tired', Li Yuhao was about to speak, when the chef came out with the first dish of the day, which instantly interrupted Li Yuhao's pace. Li Yuhao was secretly depressed in his heart, and Chef Li Canwu said with his frog smile: "President Li, your appetizer, Cao'e xi, the scallop we chose, yours and I choose lobster, please use it slowly." ”
After being interrupted like this, Li Yuhao has missed the best opportunity, he can only choose to wait, such a thing cannot be rushed. He smiled and said to Cao'e: "Taste the taste first, by the way, Cao'e, let's all taste each other." ”
It seems a little strange to exchange tastes like this abroad, but in South Korea, such things are not uncommon, but it is only between couples or good friends, and the situation of Lee Woo-ho and Cao'e is a bit weird.
Cao'e also looked up at Li Yuhao in surprise after hearing Li Yuhao's suggestion, and at this time, Li Yuhao was seriously tasting the lobster meat, so she could only nod and agree: "Oh." All right. ”
And Cao'e also cut off a piece of his own conpoy and gave it to Li Yuhao, the two tasted each other's food, the taste was indeed good and delicious, just when Li Yuhao was about to speak again, his phone suddenly rang again, the name of the caller ID, so that he couldn't help but answer, because it was Taeyeon calling.
He smiled apologetically at Cao'e and picked up the phone: "What's wrong?"
"Didn't you get off work? Seeing that you didn't come back so late, did you go back to Gaoyang?"
"No, I'm going to eat with AOA Cao'e here in Lynn Cave. ”
"Oh, yes, it's quite honest, you and Cao'e eating alone have been spread on the Internet. Come back to me at night, or??"
"Of course you're there. ”
"Well, I'll be back early after dinner. When I came back, I went to 'Douyi Restaurant' to pack pork chops, soba noodles, and fried eggplant for me. Pani, what do you want? (Eel rice) Hear me?"
"Heard, eel rice, and will be back in a moment. ”
After hanging up Taeyeon's phone, it happened that the soup and main dishes came up, and Lee Woo-ho and Cho-e began to silently deal with the food in front of them again, and Lee Woo-ho also began to smile bitterly, wanting to ask several times, but each time he was interrupted by something sudden.
This time the dish is also served, no one will interrupt themselves, right? After the two of them quietly ate a little main course, Li Yuhao spoke: "By the way, I heard that you have been suffering from insomnia recently? What's going on?"
Li Yuhao saw that when Cao E heard this inquiry, she obviously slowed down the movements of her hands, approached her, raised her head and said to Li Yuhao with that cheerful smile: "President oppa, don't worry, I'm fine, I've already gone to the doctor to see it." It is said that it is insomnia caused by too much stress, and it will get better with a little medication, and I will not delay my return trip because of these things. ”
Her stubbornness and persistence made Li Yuhao feel a little guilty and uneasy, especially when she faced her smile at this time, which was so sour. Yes, everything in AOA is not easy to get, although there are people who hate them, but there are also many people who like them. She may be more worried about her own condition, and how disappointed will she be if fans can't see the full experience of AOA this time?
And she also knows that her illness will not be cured for a while, so in order not to disappoint those fans who like her, she feels that she can persevere.
"Are you really okay? I don't think you've been in good shape lately, do you want to arrange for you to take a break?"
Before the word 'rest' came out of Li Yuhao's mouth, Cao'e quickly interrupted Li Yuhao, and she said to Li Yuhao with her bright smile that she had practiced countless times: "President oppa, I really don't need it, I'm fine, don't worry." My own body knows it for itself. The problem of insomnia can be adjusted a little during this time, I can't.. It will not affect the regression. ”
'Can't' Cao'e chose this resolute, firm word at the beginning. But the use of this word shows the seriousness of her pathology, which makes Li Yuhao worried.
Li Yuhao really didn't know how much psychological pressure she was at this time, but she was telling her with perseverance that she couldn't affect her return because of her illness. She would rather take her own medicine to control her condition than create a burden for everyone.
Li Yuhao saw that she was so determined, and he didn't dare to force her to rest too much. Otherwise, it is likely to increase her psychological burden and pressure even more. That's really counterproductive.
"Are you really okay?"
"Well, don't worry, if I have a problem, I will discuss it with the agent, I know my own body, don't worry. ”
Two consecutive 'rest assured' to repeatedly emphasize that he is fine, but can Li Yuhao really rest assured?