Chapter 187: Just once?
I looked at him with a little vigilance, and thought to myself, I don't have water in my house, but you have water in your house?
Chu Qingchuan seemed to see my thoughts, he sneered, and said, "There is a notice posted downstairs that the water pipe failure on the upper floor of your house is being repaired, causing all the residents in the same location to have their water supply cut off." So, I have water in my house. ”
He said that when he had water in his house, he was faintly proud.
Eventually, I chose to take my clothes and towel to his house to take a shower.
His house is larger than mine, it is a four-room house, except for the master bedroom, there is a bathroom outside.
When he saw that I was still carrying toiletries, he was slightly stunned, but he didn't squeak.
"You go to the bathroom in the master bedroom and wash it. He took out two pairs of slippers from the cat's waist in the shoe cabinet at the door, one for men, and the other for bunny slippers of the same style as before.
I glanced at the little monster slippers on my feet and walked straight into the bathroom on the side of the living room.
"Ahhh......h
However, I soon discovered the problem, the direction of hot water was clearly indicated on the shower, but it was cold water no matter how much I waited.
After about ten minutes of water, I chose to give up, so I put on my clothes again, opened the door like a lost dog, and poked my head out.
As soon as I saw the man standing at the door, I saw him.
"The line for the gas water heater has just been opened, and only the master bedroom bathroom has hot water. You go over there to wash, I'll use this side. He explained to me.
It was as if I had lifted a stone and hit myself in the foot, and without saying a word, I went back to pack my things, ignoring him and walking towards the master bedroom.
When I saw the bathtub full of warm water, most of my depression disappeared.
Unexpectedly, there are all my usual brands of toiletries, almost the same as those in his villa.
With the same feeling, I went to the bedroom and looked at the furnishings inside, there were many shadows of the original.
On the minimalist floor lamp at the head of the bed, there was a ribbon, and I saw a twinkling diamond ring in the center of the ribbon.
No matter how stupid or sluggish I am, I can still feel Chu Qingchuan's efforts on me.
I suddenly remembered Yao Jun's words, and remembered that the man who drove for me when I came out of Yang Buregret's club that night, it was not Xing Jing.
I soaked myself in the bathtub with essential oils, and I couldn't open my eyes after a sleepless night.
But my consciousness was still very active, and I suddenly found myself in a misty jungle, and the man's tall and broad back was separated from me by a line, but I did not dare to step forward and approach him.
It's like we're separated by a layer of transparent glass, and we're in two worlds.
I thought he was back, he confessed everything to me, and I would forgive him, even if it was noisy and awkward every day, I could feel his deliberate approach and flattery, and even deliberately provoke me and coax me.
I'm used to this world with him, and the three years he's been away have been episodes for me.
Dependence, is a deep dependence, not simply wanting to be together, but psychologically, I only trust him.
But what should I do now? Our relationship is no longer just about the two of us, it involves too many grievances and hatreds of the previous generation.
Even though I know that everything has nothing to do with us, we are all victims, but Sister Meng is still alive.
She found someone to assault my mother, which shows how deep her hatred was in the first place.
I remembered that Lin Fei told me before that Sister Meng was treated by Lin Fei's mentor in the United States, and I am afraid that the psychological problems she left behind have not been cured.
She probably also treats me as Zhan Jiang's daughter, so her hatred for me shouldn't be shallower than that of my mother, right?
I don't want to embarrass Chu Qingchuan, this time, not because of Sister Meng, but because of his life experience.
It's because of our background, to be exact.
I have my secrets, he has his secrets, these secrets are complicated, but if one of them is not clear and cannot be understood, our relationship will become chaotic or unfilial.
This time, I finally knew more than he did, and I finally realized how tired people can be when they carry too many secrets and can't confide in them.
Because of this, I hope that the person I care about can always be covered in my bones and not experience this hardship.
Chu Qingchuan, is fate destined that we can only love each other, but we can't stay together?
Otherwise, every time I see the light, the gloom will always cover it again.
"Sun, I'm waiting for you, come here. The man in the fog smiled at me, his hands outstretched as if to greet me.
I was so anxious that I slapped the invisible confinement in front of me, but it didn't move, blocking between us.
Chu Qingchuan didn't seem to see this barrier, he frowned and looked at me, and asked me, "Jiaoyang, don't you really love me?"
I saw that his eyes were gradually losing their minds, and they were no longer the same as before.
The smile on his face was like the mist that was fading in the forest.
I broke out in a sweat, and I patted the barrier until the blood came out of my palm, and it cracked a little bit.
But just then, the mist evaporated, the sun shone down, and I watched as the man turned into a colorful spot of light and disappeared before my eyes like foam.
"Chu Qingchuan!" I shouted, waking up.
"I'm here. "What answered me was the man's calm voice and hot chest.
My tears wet his T-shirt, and I subconsciously arched into his arms again, only to realize that I was curled up like a baby.
He lowered his head and kissed the top of my head, and a magnetic voice came into my cochlea: "Blazing Sun, it took me three years and half a life to figure it out, and I can't miss you again for the rest of my life." I know you hate what I did in the first place, and I am willing to spend the rest of my life to make up for it, can you give me a chance? Just once, I won't let you down. ”
His big hands caressed the back of my neck like he was soothing a cat.
I, how can I give you another chance, Chu Qingchuan? It's not that I won't give it to you, but I can't give it to you.
I hid in his arms, like I had found a safe haven.
But......
"Just once?" I looked up at him, smiling.
"Yes, once. His eyes burned.
"You have the self-confidence, as long as it is once, it is a lifetime?" I naturally understood what he meant.
He smiled and didn't answer me, but gave me a gentle peck on the tip of my nose.
I covet his embrace, warmth, generosity, security.
"I'm really unfilial, Chu Qingchuan. I curled up in his arms, my voice muffled.
"Me too. He said.
"No, at least you're still very good to Sister Meng. Look at me, will I be damned by God for treating my biological mother like this?" I think of the past three years, if I could have found her at the beginning, would the result be different from now?
I knew that she was sick and that she was my mother, but I didn't bother looking for her because I was indifferent to her. Now that it has come to this point, I say that I am not upset, but I really have no conscience.
Chu Qingchuan raised his hand and hooked my chin, forcing me to look at him.
He gave me strength with his gaze: "Don't talk nonsense. You have done nothing wrong, and all I have done is so that you will not blame yourself when this day comes. ”
If it was understandable that I couldn't consider these issues three years ago, now I don't understand his intentions.
"Bright sun, wait until your father's case is settled......"
I reached out and covered his thin lips: "He has nothing to do with me. I just want Liu Cheng to die. ”
"Good. His answer made my palms tingle.
I looked at him, and he looked at me for a moment, as if to see through my innermost thoughts.
"Soon, everything will be over. "He seemed to be reassuring me.
I smiled at him and lifted my face to touch his lips.
There was a flash of fire in his eyes, with a hint of joy.
I don't know how many more times this will be kept, or how long it will last, but I wanted to indulge myself, so I licked his lips again, and my eyes were covered with a flame of passion.
I thought he would respond to me quickly, but he frowned.
Did he notice something strange about me?
Sure enough, he pinched my chin and asked, "What's wrong? It's not like you." ”
"Didn't you want me to give you a chance?" I retorted.
I look him in the eye and he doesn't feel like I'm empty. In front of him, I had to learn to disguise myself.
"It's not right now. Shrewd. "He embraced me again, and I understood what he meant, and I was reckless, after all, my mother had just died.
I am indeed an unfilial son with no shame. I laughed at myself in my heart.
At the same time, my phone rang, and Chu Qingchuan got out of bed to help me over.
I took a look, it was an international call.
Could it be?
I glanced at Chu Qingchuan, he was slightly stunned, and then walked out of the room with a sense of interest.
After the phone was connected, I heard the woman's sweet and elegant Italian, and she asked me if I was Ms. Cheng Jiaoyang?
I felt a thrill in my heart and said yes.
"Congratulations on your admission to the Academy of Fine Arts in Florence, you will receive an email and a letter of acceptance shortly, please complete the report and complete the admission process within the specified date. ”
"Okay, thanks. "I went to a language school to learn Italian in order to apply for further studies, and I was able to understand it easily, but I still had to rely on English to communicate freely.
Two years ago, with Gu Lanyi's encouragement, I applied for a bachelor's degree at two world-renowned art universities, the other being the Royal Académie des Beaux-Arts in Paris.
Because Florence is the birthplace of the Renaissance, this school is the place where my gods want to be.
In view of the fact that the threshold is too high, I just tried with the idea that I can achieve it and not continue to mess around, but I didn't expect to be admitted!
The sudden good news carried me away.
After hanging up the phone, Chu Qingchuan walked in with a glass of warm boiled water and handed it to me: "Have you learned Italian?"
I winked, "That's, I'm very motivated." ”
"On a business trip?" he asked.
"Hmm. I replied.
"What time?" he asked again.
"It's not decided yet, it should be a month or two later. "I calculated the time required to prepare the documents for the visa application, and it was quite urgent.
"Good. "He watched me drink water.
I held the cup and saw his two long, straight legs standing beside him.
Chu Qingchuan, don't blame me, just take revenge on me, leave me a good memory as compensation for me.
"I'll go home in a moment and change my clothes and hitchhike your ride to work. I looked up and smiled.
He tilted his head slightly: "It's an honor." ”
"Treat me to dinner. "I've got to take an inch.
"Hehe, okay. He smiled meaningfully.
Just as I was getting home to change my clothes, a local news item was pushed on my phone.
"The former Li child's drug addiction and drag racing failed to rescue and died today. ”
I reacted suddenly, he stuck to the side of the road on the night of the car, and then I didn't pay attention, could it be that he died of serious injuries?
I clicked in to see the content, and the deceased was really Li Xiao.
Another related news below is that Jiang Haocheng was released from prison on bail, and Fan's Pharmaceutical almost collapsed.
Invisibly, I feel that danger seems to be creeping up on each of us.
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