I contacted Zhou Wenhan and told him that he had been sleeping very poorly recently, and asked him if there was anything he could do to improve it.

When he learned that I had been sleeping alone for the past few days, he said to me very sternly: "Blazing Sun, your condition is worse than I thought, nightmares will worsen your mental state, you must find a trusted friend to accompany you." You know what?"

"Dr. Zhou, is there no drug therapy? I don't want to rely on others. I said.

The person on the other end of the phone was silent for a moment and then said, "Jiaoyang, I don't advocate pre-treatment. The most important thing about mental illness is to strengthen yourself in order to get out of the shadow of the past. But in the process, the care and warmth from your loved ones and friends will make you more empowered. ”

"Dr. Chow, I don't have any relatives and I don't want my friends to share my pain with me. If you think I'm not cooperating with the treatment, then I'm sorry, I'll give up. "I don't know if it's because I'm depressed, and I always have thoughts of self-abandonment and a negative attitude from time to time.

I have to say that Zhou Wenhan's professionalism is very high, and he didn't get angry when I said it so ugly.

"You're really a very assertive person, but you're too stubborn. Well, I'll prescribe you some sleep medication. Taking it in moderation can help you fall into deep sleep, suppress cerebral cortex excitement, and dream less frequently. Zhou Wenhan said.

I have looked up the treatment options for PTSD on the Internet before, and it can be used as an adjunct to medication. But psychotropic drugs are indeed the best that can be used as much as possible, and they are easy to become addictive.

Human inertia is innate, and once the brain finds a way to achieve a goal without experiencing pain, it will develop a predisposition.

But I can't care about that much now, I need a clear head to work, and this summit is very important for me.

However, I imagined the medication too well, and it turned out that the amount of medicine Zhou Wenhan gave me could only maintain my deep sleep for three to four hours at night.

I also thought about taking it more, but I remembered that he said, "Don't just increase the dose, or you'll probably fall asleep forever," so I didn't dare to try it.

Because of mental chaos, the PPT presentation I reported to Sinan was sent back by him countless times.

And I made a mess of the conference speech materials he asked me to put together for him.

Finally, Sinan couldn't help but call me into the office.

"Cheng Jiaoyang, what are you doing?

"Mr. Si, I'm sorry, I'll be ready. "I hurriedly admit my mistake.

"It's a critical moment and your ability to do your job shouldn't be like that. I can totally think that you have betrayed and been bought by competitors, and you want us AC to make a fool of yourself on the forum!" Sinan glared at me and said.

I knew he was deliberately intimidating me, and waited silently for him to finish his anger.

"The summit is open in two days, Arthur is going to see the conference materials we prepared tomorrow morning, are you going to let me use this garbage to perfunctory him?" Sinan said so heavily, it can be seen that he is really angry.

"Mr. Si, I will definitely come up with a manuscript that satisfies you today. "Actually, I know exactly what my problems are and what to do, but I just can't calm down and can't concentrate all the time.

"Go ahead. Sinan didn't say anything more, waved his hand, and I quit knowingly.

When I returned to my workstation, Xia Xue came to me mysteriously, saying that Song Fangfei seemed to be out of love, and she washed her face with tears every day.

I invited the two of them to dinner that night, and when Lu Xingchen came to pick up Song Fangfei, Xia Xue had already left, so she didn't know.

How can I be in the mood to care if Song Fangfei is in love now?

After chatting with her listlessly, she saw that I was not in high spirits and asked, "What's the matter?"

"yes, the PPT is doing a terrible job. I said with a sad face.

She patted me on the shoulder: "It's okay with the sun, deadline is the first productive force." ”

We usually joke that the line of death refers to the last moment of the specified date. Because of procrastination, it leads to a high level of mental tension at the last moment, and the efficiency is extremely high.

I smiled and said to Xia Xue: "No, deadline is not the first productive force, it just gave us the courage to hand in a bunch of shit." ”

Xia Xue took out her mobile phone at that time, I asked her what she was doing, she said incisive, hurry up and post a circle of friends.

After chatting with her like this, I felt that my thinking was clearer, and the discomfort that was lingering in my mind before was also much lessened.

I forced myself to calm down, list the problems I realized, and revise them one by one......

By the time I finished the last page, I realized that the night had already begun.

It was eight o'clock, the lights in Sinan's office were still on, and he didn't leave.

I hurried to send it to him, anxiously waiting at my workstation for him to summon me.

After a while, I heard his office phone ring.

He never called me, I don't know if this version passed, but I didn't want to go, so I continued to sort out the information.

Suddenly, I heard the sound of my fingers tapping on the table, and I felt a shadow fall down, so I looked up and saw a radiant face.

I think his mental head is compared to my state at this time, which is simply two extremes.

Chu Qingchuan is back.

"Mr. Chu, Mr. Si is in the office, I'll go make tea." I said politely.

Although Chu Qingchuan rarely comes to Sinan, Linda told me when she handed over the work that Arthur needed to make a pot of green tea when he came.

"Thank you. His voice was hoarse, and it made people feel a little tired.

When I walked into Sinan's office, I happened to hear him say to Chu Qingchuan, "I just got off the plane and rushed over, what's the matter?"

"It's nothing, I heard that you haven't left yet, so I'll come and have a look. Chu Qingchuan said.

"Oh, could it be that during this time of business trip, I miss me and become sick?" Si Nan said with a smile.

"Haha! probably. As soon as I saw the sun just now, I knew that you had called her very lightly, and she had become a national treasure. Chu Qingchuan shifted the topic to me, and I knew he was making fun of my dark circles.

"There are no weak soldiers under a strong general. Let's see, the last edition has just been done. Sinan was quite proud, and the stone in my heart fell to the ground.

And I had already poured tea at this time and wanted to go out, but I heard Chu Qingchuan's voice: "Jiaoyang, come over together." ”

"Well, let Mr. Chu give you advice, this is a rare opportunity. Si Nan hooked his fingers at me, and I had no choice but to bypass his desk and stand beside Chu Qingchuan.

The relationship between Sinan and Chu Qingchuan is indeed very good, he didn't have the slightest intention of getting up and giving up his seat, Chu Qingchuan held the back of his chair and looked down at the screen.

"Can you see clearly when you're standing so far away in the hot sun? Sinan turned his head and saw that I was almost a meter away from him, and said to me with a frown.

He saw that I hesitated, and added, "What? It's not work time, I'm afraid of him?"

Without waiting for me to answer, Chu Qingchuan slammed back: "Your secretary, how can you be afraid of me?"

"Well, we speak from strength. Sinan joked.

I had no choice but to lean forward again, and the familiar smell on Chu Qingchuan's body seemed to waft across the tip of my nose, and my consciousness was instantly a little confused.

For a moment, I really wanted to rely on.

Fortunately, Si Nan and Chu Qingchuan's suggestions were quickly attracted, and I have to say that a master is a master, and I have benefited a lot.

When I was about to finish, I suddenly felt that the right hand hanging by my side was a little strange, and when I looked down, I found that Chu Qingchuan's slender fingers were gently touching me, as if they wanted to hold my hand.

I hurriedly retracted it, put both hands behind my back at the same time, and raised my head to continue listening to Sinan.

But I have to admire Chu Qingchuan's dual-purpose ability, he was still chatting with Sinan, but he grabbed my hand suddenly.

I struggled hard, but I couldn't get out.

His palms are still hot, I have been in poor spirits lately, and I don't feel hot even in this hot summer, but I just feel a warm current flowing up from the back of my hand.

Just hold it for a while, don't let Sinan find out. I don't know if that's making excuses for myself.

"Jiaoyang, do you remember everything?" Sinan turned his head and asked me.

"Well, remember the general manager, I'll go back and revise it. "I said eagerly, wanting to take the opportunity to break free from someone's hands.

"There's still one day to prepare, and it's too late to change it tomorrow. Otherwise, your image, don't you want to be laughed at when you go on stage?" Chu Qingchuan was still in the mood to make fun of me.

"Yo, Mr. Chu still feels sorry for people, why haven't you heard you say such things when you treat me as a dog?" Si Nan pretended to be displeased.

"I'm fine, Mr. Chu, Mr. Si, you guys talk slowly. When I spoke, Chu Qingchuan let go of my hand, and I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart.

"Sinan, starting tomorrow, the sun will lend me a few days. Chu Qingchuan opened his mouth, and my breath immediately came up again.

Sinan raised his eyebrows and looked at him: "I'm just such a secretary, you have a secretary group, ask me to borrow someone, what do you think?"

Chu Qingchuan said seriously: "I'm more interested in several artists in her topic, can't you talk?"

"Okay, you're good-looking, you're right about anything, OK?" Si Nan spread his hands and shook his head at me, looking helpless.

I could see that he didn't actually have an opinion, and that he was just joking.

The two of them get along easily and harmoniously in private, and there is a feeling of sympathy for each other.

"Mr. Chu, my ability is limited, I'm afraid of ......" I saw that Sinan agreed, so I wanted to refuse myself.

"Your boss is all right, you can be afraid in your heart. After that, Chu Qingchuan said to Sinan that he was going home to reverse the jet lag.

Sinan didn't stay, so he said that he was going to leave too.

"Let's go in the sun? Let's see who you are stopping by and giving you a ride. Sinan looked at me and asked.

I said I wanted to finish the manuscript before leaving, but he didn't agree with either, and for good reasons.

For example, AC is not so inhuman, it is not safe at night, etc.

I couldn't lie in front of Sinan, so I told my current address, because he knew that I had moved out of the staff dormitory, but Chu Qingchuan didn't know.

"The sun is on your way, you can send it. Sinan's tone couldn't be more normal, in fact, it was nothing in the first place.

But on me and Chu Qingchuan, it's a bit subtle and embarrassing.

Just then, my phone rang.

"Are you in the company? I happened to be passing by. I went out to sea today and brought back some fresh crabs, would you like to eat them?"

"Well, I'm here, then you wait for me for a while, I'll go down immediately!" I heard Qiao Rui's voice, it was really heavenly.

"Yo, it looks like there's already someone to escort you? Then we don't have to worry about it. Sinan said with a smile.

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