Chapter 818: Another Year at the End of the Year (21)
In the bathroom, Junxiu stood under the shower and let the water wash his cheeks, and he didn't know if the warm shower could wash away the embarrassment in his heart. At this time, Junxiu was not 100%, at least 80% sure that he was able to return home in the broken situation because So-yeon had come. A burst of embarrassment, a burst of shame, a burst of apologies, all kinds of complex emotions converge in my mind, and I can't get rid of it.
Junxiu, dressed in a bathrobe, stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, where So-yeon had stood last night, and he looked at the familiar scenery like her, just the brightness of the night, and the white snow scene behind him. In the distance, Nanshan seems to be wearing white winter clothes and snow, and it seems that there is no sense to stop. He holds a cup of brewed coffee, which smells as he warms his hands.
But Junxiu, who was standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, didn't drink a sip, just held it quietly. If it's 'heating', then it's still holding the quilt instead of the cup handle. I don't know if the aroma of coffee brought Junsu back to that past, but I remember that he was also standing here holding So-yeon in his arms and looking at Namsan in the distance, and it seemed to be snowing in Seoul that day.
Junxiu doesn't know how long he has been quietly watching the mountains of Nanshan, and the memories of the past have been turned out again, no pain, no itching, and time has made that once strong love dull. Is it really because I don't love anymore that I can even calm my heart when I recall it? Love is really a wonderful emotion.
Just like last night, Junsu let out a long sigh as he stood here, "Hey.."
Turning back to the couch, Junsu put down the coffee in his hand and picked up his phone on the table. Then he opened the call log, calmly closed his eyes, took two breaths, and then pressed the name of 'Su Yeon'.
The phone was connected, and soon a familiar voice appeared on the other side, and the first question on the other side was: "Awake?"
"Well, yesterday's thing. Sorry to bother you. ”
"It doesn't matter. ”
"Hmm.." The simple conversation that seemed pale, and the emotions that I originally felt ashamed of were also hidden at the moment when I answered So-yeon's phone. After the two of them said a few words like this, they fell into silence for a while, wondering if there were no words to talk to.
Junsu remembers the last time he met her and them by chance in Yeosu, he wasn't like that. Is it because the problems of Yui Aragaki and Taeyeon have been entangled in him recently, and he is too tired? In short, facing So-yeon on the other end of the phone at this moment, Jun-so really doesn't know what to say, and the words of thanks have been expressed, so what else can be said?
Isn't it true that many people have said that there are very few people who can still be friends after falling in love. Yes, it's really rare, after all, we once loved each other. Looking back on that time, Junxiu really thought that the two could be friends, but as time went by, the desire to be friends dissipated. So I don't know why I'm becoming 'unfamiliar'.
Maybe they all have a kind of estrangement between each other, after all, they are clear to each other, and their relationship can't go back, so there is no point in entanglement. As for being friends, forget it, because he feels that after seeing the news of her relationship, he will never be able to say the word 'blessing'. Of course she's the same! So be it, there will always be a time in the circle to meet, just nod when the time comes.
The two of them were silent for more than ten seconds and didn't speak, maybe they had something to say in their hearts, maybe they didn't know what to say in their hearts, no matter what, neither of them made a sound, and the silence continued like this.
In the end, Su Yan spoke, "Is there anything else?"
"No, no, I just want to say thank you. ”
"Hmm.."
"Hmm.."
"That's it." In the end, 'hanging up' was brought up by So-yeon, after all, it felt strange to hold the phone like this and not speak. In addition, the members of the group are now gathered in the car to go to the afternoon performance place, so even if they want to say hello, they feel a little difficult to ask.
Just when Su Yan was about to hang up Junxiu's phone, Liu Moumou, who was sitting next to her, suddenly did it on purpose, and said to Su Yan in a voice that Junxiu could hear on the other end of the phone: "Su Yan Oni, you ask Junxiu senior, can he write a song for us Tara?"
"Get out!" So-yeon looked at the 'scheming table' that suddenly appeared with a super disgusted expression, and cursed a swear word. Really, Liu Moumou's approach was to provoke Su Yan.
Of course, Liu Moumou's approach did not get everyone's support, and even Li Juli, who was sitting next to Su Yan, did not glanc at Liu Moumou in the back seat angrily: "If you don't speak, no one will help you be dumb." ”
Looking at Su Yan and Juli's attitude, Liu Moumou gritted his teeth and tilted his head to the other side, and the resentment towards this combination deepened in his heart.
Tara's quarrel on the other end of the phone made Junsu stunned for two seconds, Junxiu didn't know why the boat of their friendship was overturned, but although Junxiu and So-yeon's emotions couldn't go back, they still upheld absolute blessings for her work.
Especially knowing that the contradictions within the group will ruin the whole team, so in order to prevent the quarrel on the other end of the phone, Junsu quickly said to So-yeon on the other end of the phone, "That.. Listen again, So-yeon. ”
"Yes, you name it. ”
"Hmm~~ You remember, the last time I met you Tara in Yeosu, didn't I agree to write a song for you Tara? I remember telling you at the time, at least until the middle of next year. I haven't forgotten this promise to this day, if you're in a hurry to get it, I see... I'll talk about it later, after the TV series on my side is finished, right?"
"Got it, thank you oppa. Then I won't disturb your work?"
"Well, goodbye. "Goodbye. ”
After So-yeon and Jun-so hung up, she said to her teammates, "Jun-so OPPA said that he promised us to write a song for us last time in Yeosu, and he hasn't forgotten it. But we will have to wait until the TV series on his side is completed. ”
"Dafa~~ Junxiu's seniors really agreed to write songs for us. ”
"Well, yes. Didn't we just agree to this in Yeosu at that time? It's just that we were talking about the middle of next year?"
"Wow.. I thought Junxiu's seniors were just casually saying that, but it turned out that he really wanted to write a song for us. This is a complete hair~~!!"