Chapter 117: Old Love Is Hard to Beat
After a month's stay in the hospital, I asked to go home to recuperate, and the doctor saw how well I was recovering, and after careful discussion, I approved my request.
Qin Mengmeng and Mo Chen continued to be hospitalized because their recovery was not ideal.
Ling'er and Leng Xiao stayed in the brick factory to take care of my obligations over there.
In a huge home, I am the only one left.
Fortunately, I didn't bring much stuff, I drove by myself, went up the stairs by myself, and opened the door by myself.
It's winter, and it's bleak everywhere.
When I got home, I opened the window and let the outside air blow in, because the house had been unoccupied for a long time, and there was a musty smell inside.
But the floor is relatively clean, and the plants we planted haven't died yet, so you can see that there are still people cleaning here.
I don't know who cleaned it, and I don't know who has the key to the house anyway.
Maybe it's Shi Peng, because they are intermediaries, they have to take care of the house often, and nominally this house is still for sale in his hands, and I am just temporarily living.
Because of this period of physical and mental exhaustion, the first thought when I got home was to take a hot shower.
Fortunately, this house is fully equipped, not to mention taking a hot shower, and there is a bathtub in the large bathroom, so you can take a hot bath.
Since there is a bathtub, then I'm not welcome, I'm going to fill a tank of water, and then take a comfortable bath, and then sleep a big lazy sleep, I haven't had a good sleep for a long time, my nerves are tense, I have to sleep well at home, relax and relax my tense nerves.
No matter what happens next, but now I have to rest, if I don't, how will I deal with the next ups and downs?
Soon, the bathtub was full, so I took off my clothes and got into the water.
The advantage of being alone at home is that you don't have to worry about others, you can do whatever you want, and when you used to have a group of girls in the family, you had to apply to them when you went to the toilet to smoke a cigarette.
Well, now this is Lao Tzu's world, Lao Tzu opens the door to take a bath, and he doesn't have to worry about who will break in.
I lay down in the water relaxed, humming a little song and rubbing the bath, and soon the bathtub was covered with snow-white foam, and I played with the foam comfortably, like a two- or three-year-old child, and my heart temporarily abandoned my worries.
Maybe people should be like this, at a certain stage, completely let go of something, let yourself relax, even if you relax in the shower, the tight string in your heart will not break.
It is not easy for a person to be carefree and carefree.
Because people live in this world, they are meant to carry a heavy load, and the more things you carry, the more you can't stop, because if you stop, you may be crushed in place and never get up again.
Just as I was humming the third line of the song, a footstep suddenly sounded in the living room.
My nerves immediately tensed, I stopped humming, and quickly touched the mobile phone that was put aside, and clicked on the monitoring system, because there was a camera in the living room, I clicked on the camera in the living room and saw a familiar figure.
Xiao Ziqing, my ex-girlfriend.
I saw that after she closed the door, she saw the open window, and a touch of surprise appeared on her face.
Seeing that it was Xiao Ziqing, my nerves relaxed again, daring to love that she was taking care of this house during this time, I just remembered that she had a key in her hand, and when I just moved here, she opened my door through the key in her hand, so it makes sense for her to take care of this house.
I put down my phone and said loudly: "Qingqing, I'm back, I'm taking a bath, it's inconvenient for you to come in." ”
I was reminding Xiao Ziqing not to go into the bathroom.
Hearing that it was me, Xiao Ziqing seemed to be a little surprised, and only heard what she said outside: "Wu Xiao, why didn't you notify me in advance when you were discharged from the hospital, I will pick you up." ”
"I don't want to trouble others, not to mention that I don't have many things myself, and I can do it alone. ”
I quickly rubbed my body, and I wanted to take a shower and go out immediately, because a girl was outside, and a big man was soaking here barely, no matter how inappropriate.
"Hmph, I'm not an outsider, you still said you don't want to trouble others, who do you think of me?"
Xiao Ziqing seemed to be a little unhappy, and when she heard the meaning of her words, she looked a little angry.
I was about to open my mouth to coax her, but I remember that she walked directly into the bathroom, and the bathroom door was not closed, and she could drive straight in, and I was suddenly messy.
Fortunately, the water surface of my bathtub was full of foam, and only one head was exposed, I looked at Xiao Ziqing and said to her, "Qingqing, this is not good, I'm taking a bath." ”
Xiao Ziqing glared at me and sat down on the edge of the bathtub: "You're playing with me again, how many times have you washed the mandarin duck bath before, you can't count it yourself, right?"
"That's because we haven't broken up yet, and now we're not already breaking up. ”
Listening to her talk about the past, my brain suddenly warmed up, and the scenes of love and love before came to my heart.
Although five years have passed, Xiao Ziqing's figure and appearance have not changed much, and it is still the same as five years ago.
Xiao Ziqing hooked my chin with her hand and said to me: "Although we have broken up, we are still single now, Wu Xiao, you also know, in my heart, there will always be you." ”
"Qingqing, don't be like this, the sea was once difficult to turn into water, and the past is gone, isn't it?"
I took her hand away and persuaded her to come, but she snapped and climbed on my face and said to me, "Don't be here with me in a high-sounding manner, I know, you are thinking about me now, and I happen to be thinking about you too, or we will be together." ”
"Don't ......"
I took a deep breath and hurriedly refused, facing such a fiery Xiao Ziqing, I knew that my heart was up and down.
Although I haven't really decided who I like in my heart yet, maybe it's because I haven't let go of my dead wife, Xiao Ziqing, I broke off with her five years ago, although I still have thoughts in my heart in the past five years, but I know that it is a thing that is difficult to recover, and the past will never come back.
But Xiao Ziqing didn't think like this, she held my face and said to me: "Wu Xiao, do you know how I've lived in the past five years? Although I'm with Ji Mingyu, I'm thinking about you all the time, you know? Even if I'm making out with him in bed, all that comes to my mind is your shadow, because the only man who can conquer me in this life is you Wu Xiao." ”
"However, our fate is like this, we are not destined to be together, and those regrets can only be regrets. ”
I looked at Xiao Ziqing with tears in her eyes, I knew that she was telling the truth, because before I met my wife, I also thought about her like this, but when you meet a second person who can replace her, you will slowly forget her, or put her in another place in your heart, never mention it, never tear this scar.
Xiao Ziqing shook her head and said: "No, I don't believe in regrets, and I don't believe in fate, we can meet for the second time, which means that God has given us a second chance, dear, we have to seize this opportunity, okay together?"
"No, there is no second time in life, especially love. ”
I decisively refused: "If you didn't leave me, then we wouldn't have such an ending today, maybe today we will be a family of three loving and happy together, traveling around the world, living our ordinary and happy life, but there is no if, no if in this world." ”
"Wu Xiao, are you hating me? Are you blaming me? You know, I didn't want to leave you at the beginning, you know, right?"
Xiao Ziqing's tears fell down.
Hot tears dripped down my face, like sparks, splashing my face hot.
Looking at her shoulders trembling slightly from sobbing, I smiled bitterly: "I don't hate you, I don't blame you, I only hate myself for missing my most precious relationship because of my incompetence......"
"Baby, this precious relationship is back today, you just have to open your mind to accept it. ”
Who knew that before I finished speaking, Xiao Ziqing's eyes lit up, as if she had found a light in the darkness, and her hand slipped through the foam into the bathtub, my body trembled, and my whole head was instantly stunned.
Xiao Ziqing: "My dear, your baby is still the same, it hasn't changed at all." ”
My head was clouded, I didn't know what she was talking about, I didn't dare to move as if someone had clicked on the acupoint, and Xiao Ziqing quickly got into my bathtub.
She put her arms around my neck: "Wu Xiao, is it okay to ask me?" Please, I believe that the broken mirror can be reunited, as long as the hearts of two people are always together." ”
Her eyes are misty and charming, her breath is blown, her voice is sweet and ambiguous, and there is a begging taste, which makes people sound extremely useful.
My heart was pounding, like a careless child.
It's no wonder that since my wife died, I haven't had skin-to-skin contact with a woman.
I see that the woman who has slipped into my arms today is a woman I once knew all too well.
When I thought of my youth, every entanglement with her was so evocative.
My breathing was rapid, but there was always a voice in my head telling me not to mess around, not to mess around.
Xiao Ziqing wrapped her arms around my neck, seeing that I didn't speak, her mouth kissed me on the lips unceremoniously, a man's concentration in front of this kind of stunner was simply a joke, and the voice in my head was also suppressed at this moment.
At the moment, there is only one thought, I want to swallow you back, the woman I once was, I want to eat her, no matter who stops me, I will eat her.
Just as we were about to blend, the water in the bathtub suddenly turned a blood-red, like a bathtub full of blood!