387. How can you just leave me like this?
An hour later, they finally dug the old man out of the rubble of the thick brick wall.
Then, they turned over the old man's body and finally saw the child crushed under the old man.
The boy looked to be about five or six years old, with a round red face, and big black grape-like eyes, and if he was still alive, he must have been a very beautiful and very pleasant child.
Yes, the gods did not favor the child, even if his grandfather was willing to carry the ruins of the wall for his sake, but the cruel earthquake still took the child's life.
The child still had a pair of big ignorant eyes open to death, and an innocent and dazed expression was frozen on his face.
The slightly open lips seemed to be still calling for his grandfather.
Grandpa, why don't the birds chirp when it's dark?
The child may not know what is going on in the world until he loses his voice.
Tang Xiao stared blankly at the child's small, still intact body.
It shouldn't have died.
This child, he is still so young, he is obviously desperately protected by the old man under his body, why should he die?
It shouldn't have died......
He should have survived. As a continuation of the old man's life, he should not leave this world so innocently at such a young age, when he has not seen the beauty of this world, has not grown up, has not fallen in love, and has not been to a distant place.
He didn't deserve to die......
This chapter still needs to be revised, so let's read it in an hour
Tang Xiao was stunned for a while, then suddenly crawled over and silently gave the child cardiopulmonary resuscitation.
Jin Xiaoyi looked at Tang Xiao in shock, she stared at Tang Xiao's stubborn and heavy back with wide eyes, and finally couldn't help but say loudly: "Xiaoxiao, stop!"
Tang Xiao ignored her, still firmly and persistently pressed the child's heart with her hands, which were already blurred and could not see the original color.
No, don't give a damn.
Tang Xiao thought to herself, she was a doctor, she had saved so many patients, she had fought against death again and again, and brought back to the world those patients who had stopped breathing.
She's a doctor, she can save people, she has to save people!
She promised the child's grandfather, she promised to save the child, didn't she?
What can she do...... She must do it!
Like crazy, she tried every way she could think of to rescue the child, who was no longer breathing, and whose body was stiff and cold.
Jin Xiaoyi couldn't stand it, and walked over to pull her away, but Tang Xiao desperately broke free.
"Don't touch me! I'm going to save this kid!" she said hysterically, pushing Jin Xiaoyi away hard.
"Smile, don't be like that...... He's dead, look at this kid, he's no sign of life at all, isn't he? Even we can see things clearly, how can you, as a doctor, not understand?" Jin Xiaoyi said uncomfortably, "Xiaoxiao, I beg you, don't do stupid things anymore! This child is dead, you know, you know, don't you? Don't make a fool of yourself anymore! Xiaoxiao, give up, let go of this child!"
"Shh......h Don't make noise!" Tang Xiao's movements in her hand kept moving, and she turned a deaf ear to everything Jin Xiaoyi said.
Pei Yuansheng on the side didn't speak, just silently watched Tang Xiao stubbornly doing those stupid things that were close to madness.
There is a faint sadness hidden in his ink-like eyes.
He thought, he understood her.
This stupid woman is too attached to life, she is too easy to empathize with the pain of others, so she can't see the suffering of others at all, let alone all the suffering in the world.
It's just that such a soft-hearted person always likes to pretend to be unkind.
She really ...... A naturally good doctor.
"Mr. Pei, please persuade Xiaoxiao...... Hurry up and persuade her!" Jin Xiaoyi really couldn't stand it, and when she turned around, she saw Pei Yuansheng's calm face, and felt even more incredible, could it be that he was willing to watch Tang Xiao go crazy like this?
"It's useless. Pei Yuansheng said quietly, "What she is unwilling to accept, it is useless for anyone to persuade her." Even if Liezi came to persuade her in person now, she wouldn't listen. ”
"But...... That can't just let her go crazy all the time!" Jin Xiaoyi said anxiously.
Tang Xiao's two hands had long been worn out, and at this time, she was even more bloodstained because of the continuous exertion, and her long hair had become messy, condensed with sweat and dust.
This kind of Tang smile is really very different from usual.
Jin Xiaoyi was afraid that if she continued like this, she would make even more crazy moves.
"There's no way, Jin Xiaoyi, did you know her on the first day?" Pei Yuansheng stood lightly between the debris and rubble, his expression was calm and sad, "When she vents enough on herself, she will return to normal." ”
Mr. Pei...... I thought you would be more worried about her than I was. Jin Xiaoyi couldn't understand Pei Yuansheng's attitude towards Tang Xiao in this matter at all.
Isn't he in a hurry at all, not distressed at all?
Or is it that he was born with this calm appearance, even if it is the love of his heart, Tang Xiao, it can't arouse his emotions?
"How could I not worry about her, it's just that I know that at a time like this, doing nothing is the greatest understanding and support for her. Pei Yuansheng sighed softly and said, "Jin Xiaoyi, you just understand her mood from the perspective of a normal person, but you forgot that she is a doctor." As a doctor, she didn't have it so easy to accept that the person she was supposed to help died like that, and she didn't even have a chance to save her. ”
Jin Xiaoyi looked at Pei Yuansheng as if she didn't understand.
"She's just...... I want to do my best to save that child's life. Pei Yuansheng's eyes stared at Tang Xiao's sweaty back, "Don't give up any life easily, this is what a real doctor does." ”
Jin Xiaoyi blinked, and then looked back at Tang Xiao's stubborn and lonely back, she suddenly seemed to understand what Pei Yuansheng said.
Is this what it is...... Is there a difference between Tang Xiao and her?
Such stubborn, passionate, lonely, selfless people...... It's no wonder that she will be so deeply in love with the person she loves.
Jin Xiaoyi sighed in her heart, and no longer tried to dissuade Tang Xiao, but Pei Yuansheng stood quietly aside and waited.
Sure enough, as Pei Yuansheng said, after another half an hour, the exhausted Tang Xiao finally sat down on the ground in despair.
She stared blankly at the bewildered child, convinced that he would never return.
She didn't have a chance to see what his grandfather said, the naughty child who always liked to sneak into the tree to hide while the adults weren't paying attention. She lifted her finger and gently touched the child's cold, still soft little face.
Then, she reached out and stroked his forehead, and then she finally put her fingers down and helped him close those black grape-like eyes.
"Child, I'm sorry......" Her hot tears fell one by one, and her voice choked, "I'm sorry, I couldn't save you......"
"Smile and don't blame yourself, you've done everything you had to do. Behind him, a gentle voice came.
Tang Xiao bit her lip tightly, unwilling to whimper silently, but she couldn't control the sad emotions in her heart, and the heavy self-blame and helplessness almost knocked her down.
A hand landed gently on top of her messy head, caressing her gently.
"You haven't done anything wrong, smile, you've done your best, and no one can do anything in the face of such a disaster. His voice was soft and slow, like a gentle breeze, caressing her ears.
He crouched down and ran one hand over her face, so that her dusty and tear-stained face of a flower-faced cat faced him: "Don't cry, there must be other survivors here, as the only doctor here, should you put aside your grief and accumulate all your strength to rescue the other survivors?"
In Tang Xiao's hazy vision, he saw Pei Yuansheng's unusually pale but unusually firm and calm face: "Listen to me, smile, wipe away your tears, stand up immediately, and let's go to save the other survivors together." Do you know what the consequences will be if you continue to waste time here? Your tears will not only save anyone who has died, but also waste the chance of others to survive, maybe there are people who are crushed under the collapsed houses and are suffering so hard to wait for someone to come and save them, the sooner you cheer up and save people, the sooner they can be rescued, the sooner they can get out of their pain, right?"
"Yes, Xiaoxiao, we were in a hurry to find you just now, and we didn't even bother to go up to see Xiaomei's sister-in-law and their family, don't you want to save Xiaomei's eldest brother and nephew? What if they are waiting for you to save their lives?" Jin Xiaoyi also said on the side.
Pei Yuansheng didn't speak again, he looked at her quietly, quietly waiting for her to wake up.
He knew she could do it.
"I know," Soon, Tang Xiao reached out to wipe the tears from her face, straightened her hair a little, she gritted her teeth and stood up, "I was too emotional just now, I'm sorry." Now, let's go to Xiaomei's sister-in-law's house first. ”
"Good. Pei Yuansheng's eyes crossed a smile of relief.
Jin Xiaoyi also cheered up: "This is the smile I know." ”
The three of them looked at each other and smiled, stepped on the ruins on the ground together, and walked firmly in the direction of Xiaomei's sister-in-law's house.
There were collapsed houses everywhere, and every house was almost completely destroyed by the earthquake, and Tang Xiao and his party walked all the way without seeing any survivors.
Everyone's mood is heavy, and they understand that Xiaomei's family may also be more than lucky.
Sure enough, when they saw the familiar jujube tree, they invariably heard a heart-rending cry coming from that direction.
"Leizi Dad, how can you just leave me like this? You are so ruthless! Woo woo ......"
"Uh......h Big brother, wake up! Big brother, open your eyes and look at me! I'm Xiaomei, your sister Xiaomei is back! Big brother, ......."