"The sun. Chu Qingchuan ignored my expression and tone, leaned down and kissed me lightly on the forehead, muttering my name, and his voice was particularly gentle.

How to put it, it's like I'm some lost treasure, and he is afraid that he won't have it anymore.

I probably don't get it wrong, am I taking myself too seriously?

Am I so important to him?

"Chu Qingchuan, what are you doing? I'm not just my aunt fainting from pain, as for it, I'll mess with less rotten peach blossoms if it's a real baby!" I twisted my head to shake him off.

Suddenly, he reached out and pressed my head and said, "Don't move! ”

"Still? yes, I have to be quiet. I rolled his eyes.

But in the next second, a falling pain came, and I gritted my teeth and gasped for cold air.

It was so cold that the cracks between the teeth were crispy and numb.

"Does it hurt? Where does it hurt? I'll call a doctor!" Chu Qingchuan's eyebrows suddenly twisted up, and he rang the nurse's bell at my bedside.

"Nurse, bed 02 patient is awake, she doesn't seem to be feeling well, please take a look. ”

His anxious tone and nervous look made me suspicious.

"Chu Qingchuan, what's wrong with me? Why are you so nervous? It's like you're going to have a baby. I said in a heartless metaphor.

He was adjusting the hand of the infusion set, and he didn't look at me, so he said lightly: "Your relative is here and has lost too much blood." ”

"Hey, is that exciting? I'm ...... But it's a shame...... I remember fainting in the coffee shop, oh my god, I won't be able to go again. I recalled.

"The ...... of the Sun" Chu Qingchuan suddenly changed his painting style, dragged the stool on the side and sat down, holding my left hand with both hands.

His soft lips were pressed together, and the affectionate eyes matched his current appearance, which made me a little creepy.

"Chu Qingchuan, you tell me the truth, am I terminally ill?" I was seen by him as weak-hearted, and began to think about the worst.

His left hand felt a little strange, and I broke free to see a blue diamond ring on my ring finger.

What does this mean?

"The family members let it go, and the patient needs to be examined. "Just as I was about to ask a question, the door to the ward was pushed open, and the doctor and nurse came in five or six people at once.

While Chu Qingchuan retreated, he said to the doctor, "Doctor, why does she hurt?"

I saw the doctor pouting and rolling his eyes, thinking to myself, Chu Qingchuan, are you stupid? Asking such a brainless question, I was embarrassed to say that it was my family.

In order to distance myself from him, I smiled and asked, "Doctor, do you still need to be so excited about menstrual cramps?"

The look in the way the female doctor looked at me was wonderful.

"Who told you about menstrual cramps?" she frowned, as if her authority was being challenged.

"He! he said I lost too much blood!" I raised my eyebrows and looked at Chu Qingchuan, and threw the pot at him.

His thin lips were now pursed into a straight line, and his eyes were as deep as a cave from the past.

The doctor shook his head, turned back to Chu Qingchuan with a little sadness, and said, "I understand your feelings, but she is an adult, and she can't escape the fact that she is sick. If you hide it from her like this, it will affect her cooperation with the treatment, and it will not be conducive to our work......"

I understood the chatter of this middle-aged female doctor, but how could I not understand her words?

"Doctor, what's wrong with me?" I asked, confused.

At this time, the pain in my lower abdomen hit me frequently, and I felt cold sweat running down my eyebrows, just getting into my eyes, and it hurt a lot.

But then the doctor's words made me forget the pain for a while.

"You too, don't you have a physical examination before pregnancy? Your body itself does not have the conditions for conception, and the fallopian tubes are very easy to cause ectopic pregnancy, and you cannot receive rice green in the body before thorough treatment and recovery! You are also unlucky, you encounter heavy rain that day, the road is blocked, and the ambulance arrives five minutes late, and you will not be able to come back!"

I was stunned.

When I suspected that I was pregnant, I was scared because of this.

So I'm really having an ectopic pregnancy now?

Almost dead?

"Doctor, how long have I been asleep?" I asked, blankly.

"Even the rescue plus coma, a week. Chu Qingchuan wiped his face, relieved.

"You have been with you for so long, you have to pay attention to rest, don't break yourself up anymore, how can you take care of your wife? Okay, the little couple will be cured slowly, there will be opportunities in the future, don't be discouraged." The doctor glanced at Chu Qingchuan and patted my hand.

She asked me where I was hurting, and I replied one by one, and the intern next to her wrote and drew in his notebook.

Before leaving, she instructed: "Eat lightly, the anesthetic will definitely hurt after the wound, bear with it." ”

"Doctor," I called to her, "you just said that my fallopian tubes are blocked, so is that infertility?"

"yes, you have a big heart. Oh, yes, your symptoms may indeed induce menstrual cramps. She nodded in thought.

I regret that I didn't go for a full body check-up sooner, my tattered body, my opinion of this owner is really big.

At the same time, I realized that the infertility report of my ex-mother-in-law was either true, or it was a blind cat that met a dead mouse.

Either way, I've verified the authenticity.

"Girl, did you have gynecological inflammation before?" the doctor asked further.

I said no.

But as soon as the voice fell, I thought back to what I said when I was in the hospital and the doctor gave me medicine......

"Doctor, I have been violated, but ......" Before I finished speaking, Chu Qingchuan interrupted me and didn't let me speak.

I ignored him and still asked, "But *** is not broken, doesn't it mean that it can play a protective role? So I shouldn't be the fault that fell at that time, right? Am I congenital?"

I wasn't at ease at all, because I was hungry for answers far more than I could have thought about the past.

Moreover, after many experiences, I have come to terms with the unbearable past and recognized it as an unavoidable experience in my life.

Chu Qingchuan turned his face away and rubbed his forehead with one hand, I had never seen him with such a painful expression.

Pain but patience.

I probably get it.

"How do you know if it's not broken?" I have to admit that the doctor's medical ethics are very good, she listened to my experience, walked back to me and asked patiently.

I said I bled for the first time, not much, but there was.

I'm embarrassed to say that the man I'm in a relationship with can feel it too.

The doctor shook his head and said, "If it's really like what you said, if there is a tear or a slight breakage at that time, it may cause bacteria to invade and cause inflammation." After all, if you are immature, it is likely that inflammation will cause deformity or blockage. Moreover, at that time, the membrane was relatively thick, and it was not easy for all of it to break and fall off. Do you remember a little bit of a condition? According to what you said, I personally don't think it's congenital. ”

The word "mild tear" floated from the depths of memory.

"It's better to find the case from that year to be confirmed. The doctor added.

"Doctor, no. Now her physical recovery is the most important thing. Chu Qingchuan stepped forward and made a gesture for them to leave.

"Well, your husband is sensible. With that, the doctor took the group and left.

I lay flat, and the pain in my abdomen was no longer a big deal. I only felt cold in my limbs, hard as a stone in my heart, and no blood circulation.

Why can't you let me go? I thought it was all over, why, why should nightmares stay with me for the rest of my life?

I didn't do anything wrong, so why punish me like that?

"Blazing Sun, don't think about it, I'll be responsible for you. I'll bring you a ...... when I go back to New York this time" Chu Qingchuan wanted to take my hand, but I threw him away.

"You. "I squeezed two words out of my teeth and treated him like an enemy.

He was stunned, and there was pity in his inky eyes.

I don't want to be pitied by him, and I don't need him to apologize and be responsible for me.

"Get out. "Now I have completely lost my mind and ability to think, and my self-esteem makes me choose to be alone.

I'm not hating him, I'm not complaining that he got me pregnant.

I just didn't know how to deal with him. He was already on top, and I didn't want or want him to see my downfall.

Yes, downcast.

I can show him weakness and helplessness, even the unbearable past.

But I don't want him to see my downfall.

This kind of downfall is not on the outside, but in my heart, and all thoughts are lost.

I can live without marriage because I don't expect love in name only.

I didn't want to have children before because I wasn't sure if I could give her complete love and a happy home.

But I can't accept that such reasons make it impossible for me to have children.

I feel like fate is not fair.

Whether I want to have or not, it's my right to have or not, but why do you want to deprive me of the physiology that all normal women should have?

Why do you use it in such a way that you take it?

Didn't you say that the wrong person wasn't me, why should you punish me? That man, where did he die?

Has he been sanctioned? Even if he dies, will he be able to make amends?

I felt the blood in my heart clotting inside, not circulating, and they were gathering more and more and were about to explode.

The dull pain in my chest made me unconsciously twist my eyebrows, and Chu Qingchuan panicked.

I looked at him calmly, thinking to myself that he had lost his bearings like this.

For me?

So, who is the woman who is very similar to the girl in red in Qiao Rui's photo?

"Chu Qingchuan. "My brain was so white that I couldn't even focus on my eyes.

"I'm here, the sun, the sun, don't think about it, okay? I don't blame you, the sun, I'm sorry, I'm late. Sorry ......"

Before I lost consciousness again, I had the impression that he kept apologizing to me.

The person who should apologize is not you, Chu Qingchuan.

Maybe meeting you is really the beginning of a bad relationship. I often talk nonsense, and occasionally I say something.

But you're not the culprit in all this, and in the end, I'm supposed to bear all this.

It's just that you're the one who is with me now.

So how long can you stay with me?

"Sunshine, marry me. "In the warm sunlight, the man in front of me fell to one knee with a ring in his hand.

I couldn't see his face clearly, because I was stuck in the daylight.

"Who are you, why should I marry you?" I asked.

Suddenly he disappeared, and I saw the lustering on my ring finger, and the blue diamond was like an ocean.

When I woke up again, I saw Yang Buregret's tightly knit eyebrows.

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