Hospital.

Qiao Hui was lying on the hospital bed, and the whole person was described as withered.

The doctor has also made it clear that there is no way.

She herself also knew what her situation was, otherwise she wouldn't have done such a thing by Feng Yin, and she wanted her to marry Zhan Yue.

In the final analysis, I just know that I am dying, and I hope that before I die, I can see Feng Yin dust settle and have a good home.

The Zhan family is a good family.

She admitted that she was selfish, knowing that Yu Sheng and the child were in love, but right now, the child of the Zhan family was the most reliable.

They originally relied on the Feng family to live, and she was also afraid that after her death, no one would hurt Feng Yin again.

obviously just wanted to reassure himself, who knows, in the end, it was Feng Yin.

Before she died, Qiao Hui only saw one person.

She lay on the hospital bed and stretched out her hand to Yu Sheng with difficulty.

"Xiao Sheng......"

Yu Sheng didn't move, stood straight in front of the hospital bed, looked at her, and listened to her.

"Xiao Sheng...... Xiao Yin has done a lot of things to be sorry for you. The aunt didn't take care of her well, thinking that she didn't have a father, so she beat her up, even if she knew that she had bullied you, not only did she not help you, but also helped her hide it together, which made you suffer a lot of grievances......"

Qiao Hui's hand kept stretching out, stiffening the movement.

"The little aunt knew that you liked Zhanyue, but after something like that, she didn't stop her, and let her mess around...... It's my aunt's fault, it's my aunt's shouldn't ......"

"Auntie just wants to ...... Before I died, I saw your sister Xiaoyin get married, and I will have a settlement in the future, so I can leave with peace of mind......"

She looked at Yu Sheng, who was motionless, and finally struggled too hard, and lowered her hand, "It's the little aunt who is confused, if your uncle is here, he will definitely point at the little aunt and scold me awake." It's a pity that your uncle went early, and no one can persuade me to be a fool......"

"Xiao Sheng...... Auntie and Yin, I'm sorry for you...... In this life, there is no way to make up for it, and there is no way to compensate you. ”

"I'm sorry...... Auntie apologizes to you, and Auntie apologizes to you on behalf of Auntie, okay?"

"Auntie, you're not wrong, she's your daughter, you just love your daughter. Yu Sheng, who had been silent, suddenly spoke, his voice hoarse.

"But the aunt is ...... in her heart I feel sorry for you. Qiao Hui's voice was also choked, "Although it's late, but my aunt knows that if I don't say it, I won't have a chance in the future......"

"Xiaosheng, we can't stop you. Auntie doesn't ask you to forgive me, let alone forgive Xiaoyin. I don't want to add to your burden, so you should take pity on the poor aunt and let the aunt tell you, when you leave, you can go a little more at ease......"

"Otherwise, my aunt's heart is very blocked, and I'm afraid that she will ...... when she leaves."

Qiao Hui's tears moistened her ears and temples with tears.

"Auntie, to be honest with you, if you want me to persuade Qianqian to let Yu Sheng go, I can't do it. However, I don't really blame you either. Yu Sheng replied in a low voice, looking at him lying helpless and powerless on the bed, and his heart was also sad, "Auntie, you can go with peace of mind." ”

When she heard Yu Sheng say that she didn't blame her, Qiao Hui's tears flowed even more.

But the flickering tears, a shallow smile in her eyes, she nodded slowly while crying, her lips were dry, "Okay...... Good...... Good...... Thank you Xiaosheng......"

"Thank you...... With your words, if I go down below and see your uncle, I can give him an explanation......"

Qiao Hui's chapped mouth closed one by one, babbling to herself.

With tears in her eyes, she looked at the whitening ceiling and felt like the whole world had turned white.

It seems that I saw Feng Yin in prison again, through the glass, it was Feng Yin's angry and hideous face, her daughter, let her die......

She frowned, slowly closed her eyes, and the last line of tears, along the tear stains, disappeared into the gray ears and temples.

Qiao Hui died.

Obey Qiao Hui's wishes before she died, and do not tell the prison Feng Yin the news of her death.

Every month, in her name, she sends some big and small, more or less things to Feng Yin.

……

Yu Sheng finally decided to go to Italy.

She also said to Qin Chu that when she got there, she would study hard, and then choose a good house, and when Qin Chu came over, she would take him to see his mother.

But before she left, she made an appointment with Zhai Junlin once.

The two met in the café downstairs of Zhai Junlin's company.

She casually ordered a cup of coffee and left it away, not drinking, stirring gently.

Zhai Junlin called for a cup of hot water, put it in front of him, and didn't move.

Only the steaming water from the hot water.

"What are you doing in Pengcheng?" asked Yu Sheng.

"Do business. The man replied.

"You know what I'm asking. "Yu Sheng has always disliked beating around the bush.

remembered that the last time she looked for Zhai Junlin, it was on the terrace of that drinking party before they divorced.

She was supposed to warn the man, but he was confused by a lot of words.

"Are you here for shallowness?"

"Yes. Zhai Junlin also answered directly and without hesitation.

"I don't understand. Yu Sheng paused to stir the coffee and raised his head to look at the man, "When she was with you, you didn't care about her;

Zhai Junlin was silent for a few seconds, as if he was thinking about how to answer Yu Sheng's question.

He held the glass of water in his hand and turned it gently, "I don't deny that I didn't cherish her well when she was by my side in the past. ”

Not only did he not cherish it, but he also hurt her again and again, making her not have a good life. These, I admit, are irrefutable. ”

"If I had to explain, maybe you would be angry when you heard it, but I think I can confess to you. Zhai Junlin pursed his lips, and his fingers gently tapped the wall of the cup twice, making a crisp trill.

"I didn't marry her voluntarily. Therefore, there was no relationship between us from the beginning, and I didn't think about any relationship with her at that time......"

When Yu Sheng heard it, he felt a little crying and laughing.

Just like Qin Qian, who first married Zhai Junlin, also told her that her marriage to Zhai Junlin was not voluntary, she had no feelings at the beginning, and maybe she would not have it in the future. Even if there is no emotion, it's just to get together and get by on the face.

"But I can say that although I didn't think about how unforgettable or loving I was with her, I never thought about being sorry for this marriage. ”

"Didn't think about it, didn't do it. The moment I registered my marriage with her, I acknowledged the marriage, and the fact that she was my wife, was indelible and no one could shake it. ”

This is also why, even if so many things happened later, even if he allowed Qin Qian to move out of the Zhai family and allowed Qin Qian to live with Qin Chu by himself, the two of them lived a life of husband and wife in name only, and they never had the idea of divorce for even a moment.

"Later, there was still no affection between us, but there were more misunderstandings, so that we had a rough time to get to where we are now. ”

"I didn't think that I would like her before the divorce, care about her so much, feel so sorry for her, and even overcome reason with emotion, willing to give up a lot for her, and do everything for her. ”

At that time, I was also confused to think about whether I cared about her, or just because I felt unwilling to divorce her. ”

"Then I figured it out and tried to make amends. But I never knew she had been through so much pain. ”

"I know that in your eyes, in the end, I agreed to the divorce, and even paid such a big price for the divorce, in order to get rid of her. ”

"Not really. ”

Zhai Junlin picked up the water, took a sip, and moistened his throat.

"I didn't think to explain, but...... Not really. ”

"I just can't bear to see her sad, I just want to see her relaxed and happy. If divorce could set her free, I had no reason to bind her to a marriage that wasn't good in the first place. ”

"I want to start with a divorce and start over with her. ”

"You've never been married, maybe you don't understand. Some marriages, rotten, stinking, to the point of incurability. It's like carrion on the body, shaved off freely, so that new meat can grow. ”

"That's how it was with her. ”

"Only by ending this rotten marriage and starting anew from zero, at least this is the way to a better future. Regardless of the end of the road, can I be with her in the end......"

"I know, you're leaving, before you go, you want to find a peace of mind. ”

"I'm in my thirties, and I'm long past the age of impulsiveness. But for her sake, I'm willing to be impulsive once, and for the first time, desperate. ”

"It's my determination to come to Pengcheng, and you can see it. She should also understand my sincerity to her, so she asked me out today. So I'm willing to tell you the truth without reservation. ”

"I can't say firmly to tell you that there will be no one in this world who loves her more than I do. But I can tell you unequivocally that I will never hurt her again, and that I can and am willing to pay whatever it takes, if I can give her happiness and protect her. ”

……

Zhai Junlin confessed all his thoughts and feelings to Yu Sheng.

If it was in the past, he would not have said a word.

But after going through so much, these words, he walked step by step, practicing them one by one, and he was not afraid to say them.

After listening to this, Yu Sheng looked at the man in front of him with a cold and resolute expression, and for a while, he didn't know what to say.

She lowered her head and gently stirred the coffee, her nose full of the mellow coffee mixed with the slightest milky aroma.

It's been a long time, about ten minutes.

She didn't speak, and Zhai Junlin didn't leave.

He sat across from her very patiently, and did not rush her, nor did he have any other impatient looks.

"Let me ask you a question. ”

"You say. ”

"Under what circumstances would you give up on her?" Yu Sheng slowly spoke to Zhai Junlin's puzzled gaze, "For example...... Under pressure from the family, or outside public opinion, or ...... What you think is for her good, hide it from her, push her away......"

Just like she and Zhanyue......

She whispered from the bottom of her heart.

She could guess that Zhan Yue's promise to marry Feng Yin must have something to do with her.

Although she didn't know exactly why.

But she didn't want that.

He could have even wanted his life for her, why did he stop in front of such a ridiculous reason?

What is there that can't be faced with her?

What's the use of not being with her, for her good?

"Not anymore. ”

Zhai Junlin said not that he wouldn't, but that he wouldn't.

He had almost completely missed the loss of her, and no matter what happened in the future, he would not give up on her.

"Even if it's for her good, there's no choice. I won't hide it from her. ”

After a pause, he stared, "Unless...... She chose to give up. Otherwise, I will persevere, even if I am desperate, I am willing to face it with her, even if I can't succeed in the end. ”

Merely...... I will hide it from her and leave a way out for her.

Yu Sheng looked at Zhai Junlin's determined eyes, and for a moment, the tip of his nose suddenly became sour.

Some moved, some sad.

What she wants is nothing more than what Zhai Junlin said.

It's just that Zhan Yue didn't insist in the end, he chose to push her away and face it alone.

At this point, she is similar to Qin Qian.

They are the kind of insistence that would rather face each other together than be alone. China

They would rather not have such protection!

If Zhai Junlin's choice was the same as Zhan Yue's, she might have wasted half a day today.

"Do you have time?" Yu Sheng put down the long spoon, "Let's go somewhere with me." ”

Zhai Junlin was a little puzzled, but still nodded.

He was not familiar with Pengcheng, and Yu Sheng also drove the car.

Zhai Junlin didn't insist and took Yu Sheng's car.

Yu Sheng drove the car, quietly and seriously.

After a corner, I pulled over and got out of the car without saying anything to him.

However, her car key was not pulled, so Zhai Junlin did not get out of the car with her, waiting for her to come back.

A few minutes later, she returned with a bouquet of lily of the valley flowers.

I opened the back seat and carefully put it on before I pulled open the cab and sat in.

And he drove on.

Today's weather is not very good, it has been gloomy.

The weather forecast said there was light rain, but it never came.

The car drove all the way to the outskirts of the city and finally turned left at a fork in the road and entered a one-way street.

Zhai Junlin looked out the window, saw the scenery in his sight from a distance, and probably knew what kind of place this was.

It is a cemetery.

After parking the car, Yu Sheng took out a bouquet of lily of the valley flowers from the back seat.

Zhai Junlin's thoughts were suddenly shaken.

This is Qin Qian's favorite flower, and every time she goes to visit her grandmother in the cemetery, she will also hold such a bouquet of flowers.

In Rongcheng, it was to visit her grandmother.

And her parents are still alive, here...... Who is Qin Qian's who is sleeping?

He didn't ask much and followed behind Yu Sheng.

Walking on the steps of the bluestone slab, the wind blew, and the evergreen shrub leaves squirmed, as if whispering.

The steps are very long, and they have been curving and stretching through the mountain.

He counted it, and there were two hundred and fifty-eight steps.

The cemetery looks very well kept and the environment is very warm.

Each tomb is surrounded by potted plants with flowers, probably different according to the preferences of the tomb owner.

Yu Sheng stopped in front of a tombstone.

Zhai Junlin glanced at the photo on the tombstone, it was a girl in a white dress, her face was quiet, the corners of her mouth raised a shallow smile, and her eyes were gentle like water.

It gives people a feeling that the years are quiet.

It is similar to Qin Qian.

Chi Wei.

It is a beautiful name, like a flower that stands and blooms quietly.

In the photo, she is very young, and she looks like she is in her twenties.

Yu Sheng squatted down and put the flowers in front of the tomb, like a well-behaved girl, and picked up the withered yellow leaves in front of the tomb very carefully one by one.

"Aunt Weiwei, Shallow is back. ”

"I don't know if she came to see you. ”

"When you were young, you loved her the most, if you really have a spirit in the sky, you must protect her well!"

"I'm going to Italy, and I can't come to see you for a long time. You can't be angry with Xiaosheng. ”

"Xiao Sheng is useless, you used to say that when I married Zhan Yue, I must come to see you together. Now, it seems, it may not be possible. ”

……

Yu Sheng seemed to be chatting with her, and chattered for a long time.

Zhai Junlin has been standing in front of the tomb solemnly, and he also knows in his heart that this is Qin Qian's relative, so he doesn't dare to be disrespectful.

What's more, Yu Sheng brought him here, which shows that this beautiful lady who sleeps here must have a lot to do with Qin Qian.

Yu Sheng spoke for a long time before slowly standing up.

Turning his head, he said to Zhai Junlin: "This is Chi Wei, a shallow aunt." ”

Facing Zhai Junlin's puzzled and confused expression, Yu Sheng felt that it was normal.

Many people don't know that Qin Qian also has an aunt, and even in addition to the Chi family, many others have forgotten that there was once such a person in the Chi family.

After all, her glory comes and goes very quickly.

Chi Wei is the daughter born to Qin Qian's grandmother Qin Shuyu when she was almost forty years old, fifteen years younger than Qin Qian's mother Chi Qian.

But she is also the one with the highest IQ among all the heirs of the Chi family.

It's just a pity that God is jealous of talents.

Because of her high intelligence, she has been trained by the Chi family at the highest standard of the heir since she was five years old.

At the age of fifteen, she was already asked to start handling the affairs of the Chi family as the future heir of the Chi family.

And in all aspects, every project handled has become the object of everyone's eyes with huge benefits.

Because of the high-intensity training and high-intensity mechanized schedule since childhood.

When she was seventeen years old, she became ill.

An eraser appeared in her mind, and she began to forget things again and again.

From things at work, to things in life, to family, and finally to yourself......

Eventually, the day before she turned eighteen, she left this icy world.

Chi Wei's departure was a very big blow to Qin Shuyu and Chi Yuguo, but fortunately, there is still Qin Qian, a child who can have spiritual sustenance.

Therefore, when Qin Qian was re-elected as the heir, Qin Shuyu and Chi Yuguo strongly opposed it in order to avoid the tragedy.

But this honor, in the Chi family, there is only one choice.

Yu Sheng looked at Chi Wei and remembered that when she was a child, she was wearing a long white dress, like an angel, holding her with her left hand and Qin Qian with her right hand.

Chi Wei rarely had time to accompany her and Qin Qian, but whenever she was free, she would take her and Qin Qian to have an ice cream in the gap between meetings.

Yu Sheng and Zhai Junlin briefly and sadly talked about Chi Wei's life.

She said to Zhai Junlin: "We never want to be the second Aunt Weiwei, it's just that my ability is limited, and I am in the Feng family, and I am also burdened with the interests of the family, so I have no way to intervene, let alone help her as I like." ”

"You're different. If you have this awareness. Yu Sheng stared at Chi Wei for two seconds, then looked up at the man and looked at him deeply, "I'm useless, I can't do anything for her." If you really care about her, save her and don't let her become a second Chi Wei. ”

"The Chi family is really not a good place, and the head of the Chi family is not a place where people can sit. ”

"She has escaped for so many years, although she has had a hard time, but I am extremely happy for her. Merely...... Some things are always delayed, but they can never be absent."

"She's in such a terrible position right now. If you're really what you say, I think you should know what to do. ”

"I want her to live the free and easy life she likes, and if not, at least someone to face with her during these difficult years. Such...... At least she wouldn't break the last string. ”

"If you can be that person, from this moment on, don't give up, don't hold back. ”

"But if you hesitate, or feel that you can't help it, I want you to leave Pengcheng immediately. It's good for you and for her. ”

Zhai Junlin pondered for a few seconds and did not answer Yu Sheng.

Instead, he turned around and bowed deeply towards the tombstone.

"Hello, I'm Zhai Junlin, Qingqian's ex-husband. He introduced himself.

"Although my current ability is not strong enough to hold up a piece of the sky for her as the head of the Chi family, I will do my best to give her a backing to hold on to, a harbor that can be docked at any time. ”

He knew that in front of the Chi family, he was like an ant, and he was not vulnerable at all.

It is precisely because he knows that he wants to continue to be stronger, and he does not seek to reach the point where he can reach the Chi family.

I only hope that the stronger he is, the more stable he will be able to give Qin Qian.

A gust of wind passed, and the lily of the valley flowers in front of the tombstone moved gently.

The bluestone slabs are dyed with fine and dense dots, which gently fall with the wind.

Rain fell on his black suit, drawing a dark color.

I don't know if it's someone's tears, or whose response it is.

Yu Sheng looked at Zhai Junlin's firm and cold expression, in this gloomy weather, she actually felt as if she had seen bright sunshine.

If she can't be happy, the people she cares about can be happy, and that's also a kind of happiness.

The two of them came down from the mountain in the rain.

The two were silent all the way.

Yu Sheng drove him back to the café.

When Zhai Junlin unbuckled his seat belt and was about to get out of the car, Yu Sheng suddenly stopped him, "Zhai Junlin." ”

The man paused to open the door and turned back.

"I hope you won't let me down. ”

Regarding the deep worry in Yu Sheng's eyes, the man only said two words, "Don't worry." ”

Yu Sheng tugged at the corners of his lips.

Looking at the back of Zhai Junlin leaving, the mobile phone suddenly rang.

It was a message from Bo Luanzhou.

He said, "I'm ready to go back."

Yu Sheng stared at the short text on the screen, and for the first time, a faint disgust arose towards this man.

The phone rang again, and a second message popped up.

How is she?

Yu Sheng pinched his phone and opened the editing page, but he froze for a long time and did not reply.

In the end, I only replied: I'm going abroad.

She didn't answer Bo Luanzhou's question about Qin Qian.

In the past, she felt that Bo Luanzhou's affection for Qin Qian was really deep, so deep that she felt that no one in this world could love Qin Qian more than him.

But after the matter of Feng Yin, I also saw Zhai Junlin's changes.

She's changed.

Rather than learning about a person through someone else forever, it is better to confirm it with your own eyes, even if it is just from a distance.

Just like that man.

Yu Sheng raised his head and looked at Zhai Junlin, who was in the rearview mirror, pulled the car door and sat in.

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